[FFML] [R1/2] Hearts of Ice, 25/?
Krista Fisk
kristaperry at comcast.net
Wed May 13 22:54:13 PDT 2009
Previous chapters can be found on my website at www.akane.org/heartsofice.
C&C is welcome and appreciated.
Hearts of Ice
Part 25: Phoenix, Part II
by Krista Fisk
Nabiki couldnt believe it was over. Not the
way she had imagined it. Oh no, quite the
opposite. For Ranma, instead of rescuing her
sister and returning in triumph to defeat Cologne
and save them all, was dead. And Akane
Akane was not trapped on the Ancient Ones
mountain with Ranmas corpse, as Nabiki had
feared when she and Kuno found the Snow Woman
weeping amidst the remains of her shattered
mirror. As the three of them rushed back to the
clearing at the base of the mountain, using
Yuki-onnas frosted shard of mirror as a guide,
they had witnessed Akanes arrival.
They watched as she gently lowered Ranmas body
to the ground, and Nabiki felt her heart twist
inside her as she realized that what they had
hoped to prevent Akane discovering Ranmas
death while utterly alone -- had happened anyway,
even as she felt a surge of relief that at least
Akane was off the damn mountain.
They heard her voice through the shard as she
argued with Cologne, spurring them onward with a
near panic-induced urgency, fearing the worst as
Kuno determinedly hacked a path through the
foliage before them. They arrived at the
clearing in time to witness the brief battle that
left Nabiki and Kuno gaping in amazement; in time
for Yuki-onna to save Akane from the old Amazons trap.
And now it was over. Cologne was gone.
Akane was here, right before Nabikis
eyes. Taller. Older. Battle-scarred. And as
Akane finally looked away from where the Amazon
had left the clearing, their eyes met, their
gazes locked
and Nabiki realized with a shock
that she didnt know this woman. She felt as if she was looking at a stranger.
But then Akane blinked. The ageless,
obsidian-hard edge of ice faded from her eyes as
they grew bright with a sheen of tears. She took
a step forward, inhaling sharply, her lips trembling, and said, Nabiki.
And Nabiki knew at that moment that whatever
else happened, her sister was back, and she
didnt even care that Kuno, Ukyo, Ryoga and
Mousse were staring, she was there hugging her
sister, and Akane clutched at her, crying into
her hair because she was taller than her now, and
it didnt matter because her face was wet too.
Youre back, Nabiki found herself whispering
over and over, until Akane finally laughed through her tears.
Thanks to you, Akane said, hugging so tightly
that Nabiki almost had to gasp for breath for a
moment. Yuki-onna showed me. Cologne would
have succeeded if you hadnt been there to thwart
her at every turn. And Ranma never would have
known how to find me if you hadnt helped him so much.
Nabiki stiffened at the mention of Ranma, and
she drew back. Akane, she said
and then she
found herself at a loss for words. What could
she say? Akane knew Ranma was dead, and even as
Nabiki looked at her, a dawning look of horror spread across Akanes face.
No! Akane said, releasing Nabiki and looking
back at where she had left Ranmas body, lying at
the edge of the clearing. Nabiki braced herself
for a fresh onset of grief in the face of the harsh reality of Ranmas death.
But, to Nabikis great surprise, Akane was still
smiling through her tears. No, she said again,
and she was shaking her head and waving her hands
in front of her as she backed towards Ranmas
body. I need to explain. I know what it looks like, but Ranmas not dead!
Nabiki felt a sudden sick sense of dread, and
she glanced over at Yuki-onna to see what she was
making of this. The devastated look on the Snow
Womans face as she looked at Akane didnt
comfort her in the least. Had her sister
returned, only to be driven over the edge of
sanity by Ranmas death? It was a thought echoed
in the worried expressions of the others in the
clearing, human and animal alike.
Apparently Akane was not oblivious to their
concern, because she stopped. Well, yes, she
said, looking a bit flustered. I mean, he *is*
dead. Thats obvious, isnt it. I mean
. She
straightened and took a deep breath, looking
around at each of them in the clearing. Look,
Im not crazy. I can explain. But first
. She
looked at Yuki-onna and once again blinked back a
wash of tears. Im so glad youre here, she
said, walking over to the Snow Woman and taking
her white hand. I dont know how or why, but you are
and I need your help.
Anything, Akane-chan. The Snow Womans voice
was low and broken. Anything.
Akane led the Snow Woman by the hand to Ranmas
body. Shakily, she knelt down next to him and
the Snow Woman followed suit. It hasnt been
very long, she whispered, and her voice carried
in the silence of the clearing. But I felt it
when I held him; his body is already
hes
Yuki-onna understood. I will preserve him,
she said, and Akane nodded tightly, tears
spilling down her cheeks. Nabiki felt the knot
of worry loosen slightly at the sight. Akane
didnt seem crazy, and she was grieving. And she
was thinking logically. She hadnt known that
the Snow Woman would be here, but she wasnt so
shaken that she couldnt ask for some much-needed
help. Whatever she meant about Ranma not being
dead
well, she said she would explain.
As the Snow Woman spread her hands over Ranmas
pale, prone form, Nabiki found herself feeling
immensely grateful that the winter spirit had
come. She couldnt even begin to imagine what it
would be like, trekking the three day hike back
through the wilderness to civilization with Ranmas slowly decaying body
She shuddered, but then a soft moan tore her
attention away from her morbid thoughts.
Ukyo, still gagged and bound to the tree, had
tears coursing down her face as she stared at
Ranmas body. Nabiki immediately went to her,
feeling guilty. She had been so wrapped up with
her own reunion with Akane, she had forgotten
almost everyone else. Ukyo, she said, and Ukyo
turned her face away, muffled sobs escaping
through the gag. Nabiki understood and didnt
question
but she couldnt just leave Ukyo tied
up. She looked at Ukyos bonds and realized that
there was no way she could undo the ropes herself. Kuno, she called.
Kuno only let his gaze linger briefly on Akane
and the Snow Woman as they knelt over Ranmas
body, before walking over to Nabiki. He
understood what she wanted and severed Ukyos
bonds with a slash of his bokken, then freed
P-Chan from his dangling rope prison as
well. We need some hot water, Nabiki said,
pointing toward their backpacks at one edge of
the clearing. Ryoga packed a kettle.
Kuno nodded at Nabiki, then looked down at the
despondent black piglet, and the duck that
hovered protectively beside the unconscious
cat. They looked back at him suspiciously. Kuno
cleared his throat. I will gather your clothes
also, if you wish, he said with solemn dignity.
Ryoga and Mousse shared an uncertain glance,
before peering back at the changed
Kendoist. Ryoga nodded hesitantly. Kuno offered
him a small bow and started on his task, leaving
the piglet and duck staring after him with wide,
surprised eyes. Ryoga looked to Nabiki and bweed
in a manner that could have easily been
interpreted as What the hell? but Nabiki was
focused on Ukyo, helping her untie the gag.
Ukyo coughed and spit once the gag was removed,
rubbed the back of her hand across her lips, and
wiped a bit ineffectually at her face with her
sleeve. She still didnt look directly at
Nabiki, but didnt refuse her outstretched hand
offered to help her to her feet.
Ukyo, Nabiki said, and Ukyo cut her off with a raised hand.
Dont tell me its going to be okay, Ukyo
whispered hoarsely. Its not okay. Nothing is okay.
Actually, Nabiki said gently, I was going to
ask if you would stoke the campfire so that we could boil some water.
Ukyo looked at her sharply then, all her
frustration and anger and grief open and raw and exposed in her face.
Nabiki wanted to wince, but her mask was in
place and she gazed back at Ukyo calmly until the
rawness in her expression softened
slightly. Finally, Ukyo shakily put her face in
her hands, rubbed at her tears, and
nodded. Yeah, she said, muffled, then she
lowered her hands and looked up. Yeah, I can do that.
Nabiki nodded, reaching out and giving Ukyos
hand a little squeeze. *Youre right, its not
okay, everything is wrong and backwards and
twisted all out of shape, but well get through
this so hang in there,* was the unspoken
message. Ukyo squeezed back briefly, then headed for the campfire.
Nabiki turned to start collecting water from
their supplies when Akane said, anxiously, Why
isnt it working? and all attention again turned
towards the pair kneeling over Ranmas corpse. Whats wrong, Yuki-san?
The Snow Womans eyes were closed, and her brow
was furrowed as she held her outstretched hands
over Ranmas body. There is magic, she
said. Powerful magic that is blocking my cold
spell. She opened her eyes and seemed to wilt
slightly. I cannot get past it. I am sorry,
Akane-chan. I am too weak here. Visibly
perplexed, she reached toward Ranmas neck, her
hand hovering over his grey-skinned throat for a
moment, before she reached down and pulled at
the stiff collar of his red Chinese
shirt. Nabiki caught a glimpse of shiny metal
underneath. Ah, said the Snow Woman. This is the source.
Akane leaned forward and gently pulled the
collar back, revealing a skin-tight band of metal
encircling Ranmas neck. What is *that*? Akane
asked, looking upset and confused. Ranma didnt say anything about this.
Nabiki felt her eyebrows raise by reflex, and
her worries about Akanes sanity began to
reassert themselves. How long had Akane been on
the mountain, alone with Ranmas corpse, before
the mysterious whirlwind brought her here? She
didnt miss the worried glance that the Snow Woman gave her as well.
It is of oni make, the Snow Woman
answered. It has the taint of fire devil about
it, and it seems to
to serve the same purpose as
my cold spell once did. Her voice lowered with
shame, but she continued. Only instead of
blocking heat from reaching him, this metal band blocks cold.
Akanes eyes widened. A cure? she whispered. For Jusenkyo?
So it seems, the Snow Woman replied.
The words fell into the silence of the clearing
and seemed to reverberate for a moment. And
then, behind Nabiki, Mousse and Ryoga began
quacking and bweeing loudly, making such a racket
in the quiet clearing that she whirled around and
glared at them. Cure or not, now was *not* the
time for celebrating, or demanding, or whatever
the hell it was they were doing. They got the
message quick and immediately fell silent and
still, looking as ashamed as duck and pig could possibly look.
Akane was reaching around Ranmas neck, feeling
all around the band. Nabiki marveled that she
managed to be so calm and collected about the
whole situation. Theres no clasp, no seam in
the metal, Akane said. She stood, pulling her
sword from its scabbard. I dont know how it
got on, but it needs to come off, or you wont be able to
The Snow Woman nodded, then reached over to pull
Ranmas collar away from the metal band.
Akane lifted her sword, then paused. Will cutting it off destroy its magic?
I do not know, the Snow Woman answered, but it is a possibility.
A very quiet, dismayed bwee escaped P-chan, and
Akane looked at him. Im sorry, Ryoga, she
said with genuine regret. With those words, the
little black piglet froze, staring at Akane in
horror, and paled until he was so grey that it
looked like he might faint. Nabiki had to fight
very hard to not let the shock show on her face. Akane *knew*?
I know a cure is important, she continued,
but this
I cant let his body get worse without
him. Hes going to need it when he gets back,
and I honestly dont know how its going to work,
but Im pretty sure that letting his body go
through rigor mortis isnt conducive to whatever
he has to do to come back to life.
Now *everyone* was staring at Akane in
horror. Slowly, the Snow Woman reached out and
touched Akanes arm. Akane, she said, why
dont you explain to us what you mean.
Akane suddenly looked uncertain as she met their
gazes. But then she straightened. With a flash
of her katana, the metal circlet surrounding
Ranmas neck fell in two pieces. Akane picked up
the pieces and gestured to Ranma. Please,
Yuki-san, she said, and the Snow Woman nodded,
stretching her hands out once again. This time,
Nabiki could immediately see the frost forming on
the surface of Ranmas dead, grey skin, and she
looked away, feeling disconcerted and upset,
seeing that emotion mirrored in Kunos face, in
Ukyos face, even in Mousses bird eyes. Ryoga
still looked like he was on the verge of passing out.
She didnt even realize that Akane had come up
behind her until she felt the touch on her
arm. Nabiki, Akane said, why dont you go
ahead and get that water? Im cold. Im going
to sit by the fire. She looked over at Ukyo,
who was throwing a sturdy log on the blaze,
sending sparks up into the night sky. Ukyo met
her gaze for a moment, then looked away,
firelight glinting off the wetness in her eyes.
Akane closed her eyes briefly as if in pain for
a moment, then looked at Mousse, still next to
Shampoo. Can you wake her up? she
asked. Mousse indicated that he would try, but
seemed uncertain. Akane nodded. When everyone
is ready, she said, come sit with me and Ill
tell you what happened to me on the mountain.
It took longer than Nabikis patience already
stretched thin with stress and worry was
prepared to allow, but she dealt with it. Mousse
managed to wake Shampoo, and once the water was
hot, the Jusenkyo-cursed slipped out of the
clearing to change back to human form and get
dressed. Mousse had the unfortunate task of
bringing Shampoo up to speed with everything that
had happened since Cologne had tapped her
unconscious, and the stream of Mandarin
conversation emanating from the darkness outside
the clearing was punctuated with Shampoos cries
of grief and despair. Eventually they
emerged. Shampoo did not look up, and she
stumbled as if blind. She would have fallen but
for Mousses protective arm around her shoulder as he led her to the campfire.
Akane sat and stared into the fire through it
all as one by one, her friends who had sacrificed
so much to bring her back from the Kami realm
joined her around the fire. Only Yuki-onna,
after finishing her grim task, stayed outside the
circle of the fires warmth, standing guard by Ranmas frozen body.
Nabiki noticed that none of them Ryoga, Ukyo,
Kuno, Mousse or Shampoo could bring themselves
to look at Akane. Akane didnt seem to notice,
but Nabiki had to wonder if anything at all
escaped her notice now. Once again, looking at
her sister stare into the flames, she felt like
she was looking at a stranger, and she shivered.
On the mountain, Akane said at last, there is
a dimensional weakness between the
planes. Through it, demons can escape from the
Kami realm into this world, but the Ancient One
uses this barrier to keep them trapped on the
mountain so they cant wreak havoc on the mortal realm.
She continued, explaining how the Shadowcat had
lured her to the weakness in the veil between the
planes with his promise to recapture Ranma. She
told of how she called to Ranma, fearing him lost
in the Nekoken; how she used the dagger of
Susa-no-o to rend the veil and survive even with
the blood spell still intact. She told of
regaining consciousness to hear Ranmas voice
calling her, of how he told her the Shadowcat was
dead, but there was something terrible in his
voice, and she knew he was hurt. How he left her
with the promise that he would break the blood spell.
And then it was broken. And she came through
the veil and the blood spell was gone, and the
Shadowcat lay dead at her feet in pieces, in
shreds, and Ranmas trail of blood led up the
mountain and she was so afraid that he was dead
but then he was there. Talking to
her. Arguing with her. Being utterly,
infuriatingly Ranma until he finally confessed
that he *was* dead. He was a ghost. A kuei,
doomed to haunt the mountain like the other
hungry ghosts that dwelled at its base, and
Shampoo cried out in anguish, and Ukyo wept
silently, and Ryoga and Mousse and Kuno sat staring grimly into the flames.
Akane waited until Shampoos audible grief
subsided before she continued. She told of how
she and Ranma determined a course of
action. They would confront the Ancient One of
course, and for the first time the listeners
looked up from the flames at Akane, looks of
incredulous hope kindled in their
expressions. She told of walking up the mountain
with Ranmas ghost; of finding his body just
outside the Ancient Ones cave. Of going into
the cave and up the staircase to the gardens
under the great pillars that held up the domain
of the gods. Of confronting the Ancient One. Of
telling him their most heartfelt desire, and him
at last giving them an inkling of how it might be
done. That it *could* be done. Of Ranma being
released from his kuei curse and then being
spirited away to the afterlife where he was
currently on his way to confront Emma-O and demand his life back.
And then the Ancient One sent me here, Akane
said. And, well, you know the rest.
Only then did she look up to meet the confounded
gazes of her friends. So like I said. She
smiled, and Nabiki, her head still whirling with
all the information, once again saw her little
sister in this tall, battle-hardened warrior
woman. Ranma might be dead at the moment,
Akane said, but hes not going to stay that
way. He promised me that hed find a way to come
back, and if anyone can do it, he can.
There was a long silence as everyone seemed to
digest what Akane had told them. Nabiki felt her
mind whirling with questions, but it was Ukyo who
spoke first. So, she said. Her eyes were
still wet, but her voice and expression were firm
and determined. What do we do next, Akane? What can we do to help?
Akane looked up in surprise at the okonomiyaki
chef, her former rival, and smiled, the gratitude
and relief on her face plain to see, and for the
first time Nabiki realized that Akane was worried
about this very thing. To be honest, she said,
I dont really know. I have no idea how long it
will take Ranma to
well, work things out on his end.
Kuno cleared his throat. If I may make a
suggestion, he said quietly, since we have no
idea how long Ranmas journey back from the dead
may take, we should camp for the night and begin
the journey back to Japan tomorrow. Am I correct
in guessing that it does not matter where Ranmas
physical form is, for him to complete his return? he asked Akane.
Akane blinked at him. She blinked again, looked
at Nabiki questioningly, then back at Kuno as if
hed grown another head. Kuno bore her scrutiny
patiently. I
I think so, she said at last,
or the Ancient One wouldnt have essentially
sent me on my way. I was going to suggest
something similar
She peered at Kuno again,
obviously trying to figure out just who was this
strange man with Kunos face. Nabiki decided to put Akane out of her misery.
Kuno has seen the light, she told her
sister. He finally gets it all of it. Hes a changed man.
Akane looked at Kuno in open astonishment, even
as the others gaped at him as well. Youre
kidding, said Ukyo. I wondered what the hell
had happened to him. I thought maybe Cologne had
knocked him on the head too hard. Kuno looked
at her, and she had the decency to blush for
referring to him in the third person right in
front of him. Er, sorry Kuno, she
said. Akane coming back five years older was a
shock, but I never thought youd finally
No apology necessary, Kuno said. It is I who
should be apologizing to all of you. And
sensing the opportune moment, he rose from his
seat, then bowed deeply before them. I would be
most gratified if you all would accept my
humblest apologies for the atrocities I have
committed in the past for the sake of my mad
delusions. I have treated all of you most
poorly
you especially, Akane, and Ranma most of
all. I shall do whatever is required to make
proper restitution, no matter how long it takes,
and I do so with the hope that I will also be
able to offer this apology to Ranma once he has
regained his flesh. This is my vow.
Akane was left speechless, her mouth hanging
open slightly. Nabiki once again came to the
rescue. And she accepts your apology. Dont you, sis?
Akane nodded. Thank you, Kuno, she said
finally. And thank you for what you have
already done in providing the means for this rescue mission.
Kuno merely bowed his head in acknowledgement.
Well, then, said Ukyo, getting to her
feet. If were really heading back tomorrow,
Im going to start making camp. As she walked
toward the supplies, Nabiki watched her,
wondering just how much of Ukyos newfound
composure was real, and how much of it was just
keeping busy for the sake of sanity.
It had been a hell of a day.
Akane, said Mousse. Shampoo was sitting close
to him, her hands in her lap, her head bowed,
eyes overshadowed by her hair. If you would
grant us this request
Shampoo and I would like
to build a litter for bearing
for bearing Ranma back to Japan.
Akane nodded wordlessly, tears standing out in
her eyes. Then she stood and walked over to the
pair, leaned over, put her hand on Shampoos
shoulder and whispered something between them
that Nabiki could not hear. Shampoo slumped
over, put her face in her hands and wept, and
Mousse held her tighter, but as Akane walked
away, Nabiki could see that Mousse was smiling at her.
Nabiki stood and joined her as she walked to the
edge of the clearing. What did you say? she
asked, burning with curiosity, but Akane just
smiled and shrugged. Nabiki rolled her eyes and
sighed, but wasnt really all that put out. You
havent changed all that much, you know, she said wryly.
Neither have you, said Akane. Trying to eavesdrop.
Hey, if I had been really trying, I would have succeeded.
Akane laughed, and Nabiki felt warmed to see
genuine mirth in her eyes. But almost
immediately, Akanes eyes clouded over
again. Wait, she said, frowning. Wheres Ryoga?
Nabiki whirled and scanned the clearing. Ryoga
was nowhere to be seen. The Lost Boy had flown
the coop right under their noses, and she cursed
herself for not paying more attention to
him. She should have seen this coming. Akane, he thinks
I know what he thinks, Akane said, and hes
wrong. Damn it. Dont worry, Ill find
him. And with that, Akane disappeared into the
thick foliage at the edge of the clearing.
Ukyo came up behind Nabiki, peering out into the
forest. I didnt even see him go, she said. That idiot.
Nabiki snorted. Can you blame him?
He should have told us about his curse. He
especially should have told Akane.
Nabiki raised an eyebrow. So youre saying
that if you had a curse that would have allowed
you to get closer to Ranma in ways you otherwise
couldnt, you wouldnt have taken advantage of that?
Ukyo turned away, her lips pressed tight, tears bright in her eyes.
Nabiki mentally kicked herself. Im sorry, Ukyo. That wasnt fair.
It was perfectly fair. Youre right, Nabiki,
Im hardly one to be criticizing Ryoga right
now. She sighed. Im actually jealous. He
had the guts to actually run away from
from all
this. I dont even know why Im still here.
Yes you do, said Nabiki, and Ukyo turned on
her with almost defiant challenge in her
gaze. You stay, Nabiki continued, because in
spite of all the pain youre in right now, in
spite of feeling like youve lost everything,
youre still a good person who cant just walk out on her friends.
Ukyos glare softened. Are you sure its not
just because I know that if I took off right now,
in the middle of the Chinese wilderness, Id get just as lost as Ryoga?
Maybe a little of that too, Nabiki said
mildly. But my first point still stands.
Ukyo just sighed and shook her head.
Ive been meaning to talk to you about
something, Nabiki said. I figured I could talk
to you about it when we got to Japan, but I
suppose theres no reason we cant talk about it now.
Ukyo looked at her, curious and suspicious all
at once at the sudden strange shift in the conversation. What? she said.
Nabiki tilted her head, smiling
enigmatically. Just something to think
about. One word, really. And you dont have to
decide right away. We can talk about it more when we get back to Japan.
Now Ukyo was really perplexed. What? What one word? Just tell me!
Nabiki leaned forward and whispered, Franchise.
Ukyo blinked. Then, almost in spite of herself,
she laughed and shook her head. You want to go into business with me?
Nabiki shrugged and said, What else do we have to do when we get back?
Ukyo didnt have an answer for that, and just
snorted. But the half smile she gave Nabiki
before turning back to setting up camp was the
first genuine smile Nabiki had seen on her face
since before the whole blood spell mess began.
Nabiki looked over to the other side of the
clearing where the Snow Woman knelt by Ranmas
frozen body. Everyone was giving them a wide
berth, but the Snow Woman didnt seem to
mind. She sat with her eyes closed, one hand
resting gently on Ranmas forehead.
Nabiki had finished setting up her own tent, and
Ukyo had set up the rest of the camp and had
started cooking okonomiyaki, filling the clearing
with delicious smells, when Akane finally
returned with Ryoga. They both looked like they
had been crying, Nabiki couldnt help but notice,
but the look of utter devastation had left the
Lost Boys countenance, though he still looked far from happy.
There, Akane said as they entered the
clearing, and her tone and her manner struck
Nabiki as being almost motherly. See,
everythings fine, nobodys mad. She said it in
a way that clearly indicated that if, in fact,
anyone *was* mad at Ryoga for his disappearing
act, they needed to chill the hell out
immediately. Now dont worry about it. You
should get something to eat, and then try to get some sleep, okay?
Ryoga nodded, not quite looking at her. As she
turned away, heading towards the Snow Woman, he
reached out and caught her hand in a bold gesture
that amazed Nabiki, and she would have stared if
she hadnt been trying to be so discreet in her observation.
Akane-san, Ryoga said, his voice low and hoarse. Thank you.
Akane just smiled. What are friends for?
Ryoga muttered something that Nabiki couldnt hear.
Yes, Akane said, gently but firmly. We are,
and dont forget it. She took him by the
shoulder and pushed him toward where Ukyo was
cooking and trying very hard not to stare at
them. Now go eat. Get some rest. This time
he obeyed. When he reached Ukyo, he looked at
her, took a deep breath, and said something
softly that must have been an apology of some
kind, because Ukyo accepted it with a nod and a dismissive shrug.
Its okay, Ukyo said, flipping him a fresh
okonomiyaki that he caught between two
fingers. Might have done the same in your
shoes, hon. Dont beat yourself up over
it. Ryoga gave her a small, grateful smile.
Nabiki missed the rest of their conversation as
she got up and moved to intercept Akane on her
way over to the Snow Woman. Okay, she said in
a conspiratorial whisper. You have to tell me
what happened when you found Ryoga.
Nothing that you havent already guessed,
Akane said in her new, infuriatingly calm
manner. Nabiki grit her teeth. This new aspect
of Akane was going to take some getting used
to. She was about to ask Akane what exactly she
thought she had guessed, when Akane turned to her
and said, Hey, Nabiki, can you help me
out? Ive got some wounds that need cleaning and
dressing. My foot and my back, mostly. Do you have a minute?
Nabiki couldnt help but admire Akanes deft
change of subject, even as she laughed at the
absurdity of the question. Do I have a
minute? I come traipsing across half a continent
just to get you back, and now that you *are*
back, you have to ask me that? Follow me, Ive got a complete first aid kit.
They went into her tent, closed the flaps, and
Akane carefully stripped off her upper tunic and
her boots, hissing in pain as she inadvertently
reopened wounds. Nabiki looked at her, feeling
herself pale slightly. What, she asked, in the hell did that to you?
Spider demon, Akane said, turning her back to
Nabiki so that she could have better access to
the deep, thin slices scattered across her
back. Had really spiky Ow! Dammit, take it
easy, she griped as Nabiki poured half her
bottle of rubbing alcohol over the worst of the cuts.
Big baby, Nabiki chided. Dont worry, the
worst is over. Now hold still. You squirm around like a toddler.
Only because you have the bedside manner of a
rabid weasel, Akane retorted, but Nabiki could
hear the smile in her voice. Nabiki surprised
herself at being able to keep up a constant
stream of teasing banter that was only barely
holding back the horror of what she saw on her
sisters back as she cleaned off the dried
blood. Beneath the fresh wounds, old
scars. Deep scars. Scars that looked like they
might once have been life threatening. And
still, they were chatting, ribbing each other
back and forth as if they were little kids, back
at the dojo, and Akane had come to her because
she had tripped and sprained her ankle or had
gotten a sliver in her finger. And of course,
she only came to Nabiki if Kasumi was off running
errands, and Nabiki always pretended to be put
out, but her big secret was that she liked those
few times when Akane had come to her and she got
to play nurse for her violent tomboy little sister
.
and she didnt realize that she had stopped and
that she was crying until Akane turned, wiped the
tears from her cheek with her hand, and pulled
her forward until their foreheads were resting
against each other. Akane was crying too, but
she was saying, Its okay, Nabiki. Its over, and Im okay.
It took Nabiki a few minutes to collect herself
again, and then, when she resumed cleaning
Akanes wounds, including a nasty puncture wound
in her foot that Dr. Tofu would definitely need
to take a look at when they got home, she did so
in silence, struggling to get her mask back in
place. Akane didnt seem to mind.
When she was through, she showed Akane that
shed brought along some of her clothes that she
could change into, but they both quickly realized
that Akane no longer fit in any of her old
clothes. Im going to have to go shopping for
for everything, Akane said. Daddys going to have a fit.
Not this time, I think, Nabiki said.
Akane ended up wearing a change of Nabikis
clothes, which, while still too small, was at
least more comfortable. She still had to wear her bloodied boots, though.
Nabiki fished out a comb and brush from her pack
and, without being asked, attacked the tangled
mane of Akanes hair. At first Akane protested,
but it was only a half-hearted protest, and they
sat together in companionable silence while
Nabiki worked away the knots and tangles and combed out the dried blood.
Wow, Nabiki said when she was finally
finished. Youre hairs longer than Kasumis.
Akane fingered a lock of her hair
distractedly. I wonder if I should cut it when I get home.
Nabiki shook her head. Wait, she said. Wait
until
until Ranma gets back.
Akane nodded. Youre right. I will. She
stood and stretched as best she could in the
small confines of the tent. Thanks, Nabiki. I feel so much better.
Any time, she said, meaning it. You arent
sleeping in here? she asked, as Akane lifted the
flap to leave the tent. Ukyo and I got a three
person tent so youd have a place to sleep on the way home.
Thats okay, she replied. Theres no way I
can sleep my first night back home. Im going to
stay with Yuki-san and Ranma for a while.
The flap fell, and Nabiki laid down on her
sleeping bag. She found herself staring up at
the tent ceiling feeling utterly exhausted, and
utterly incapable of falling asleep. But she
didnt get up. She lay there, listening to the
noises of her friends moving around the camp
outside, and simply enjoyed the feeling of being
at peace for the first time in a long, long time.
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Akane knew that Yuki-onna felt her silent
approach, because as she drew close, the Snow
Woman opened her eyes, smiled sadly at her, and
made room so that she could take a seat beside
her in the vigil over Ranmas frozen body. They
sat in silence, watching as her friends
eventually set up their tents and attempted to
get some sleep. At one point, Kuno approached
her and offered her his tent, informing her that
he and Ryoga had agreed to share a tent, but she
smiled and thanked him (silently boggling at the
idea of Ryoga and Kuno coming to such an
agreement), and politely refused. Kuno accepted
the refusal reluctantly but graciously. She
couldnt help but shake her head as he walked
away. If anyone had asked, she thought she might
be hard pressed to declare which of the two of
them had been more changed by this whole adventure.
She wondered just how much sleep anyone would
get, if any, but then the sound of light snoring
drifted from the tents in the clearing,
confirming that her friends were getting a little sleep at least.
Yuki-san, she said finally.
Yes, Akane-chan.
Ranma promised that he would come back to
me. That he would defeat death itself to return to me.
Yes.
I believe he will do it. I think he will succeed.
As do I.
But
she said. Her voice cracked,
trembled. But there is a small, infinitesimal chance that
Yuki-onna remained silent.
How long
She swallowed, cleared her throat
and struggled against tears. Altogether too much
crying today. How long do I wait? How will I
know if the reason he hasnt yet returned is
because he is still striving for success, or
because he has failed?
There is no way to know, Yuki-onna
whispered. Even if I still had my mirror, the
realm of the dead has always been blocked to my view.
So. Akane digested this silently. I just wait.
Yes.
Akane looked up at small patch of sky visible
through the clearing. The peak of the Mountain
of the Ancient One was just barely visible
through the clouds. Every now and then, as the
cloud masses shifted in their dance across the
sky, she caught a glimmer of starlight.
Forever, then, she said. If thats what it takes.
Yuki-onna closed her eyes.
Akane reached out and took Ranmas stiff, frozen
hand in hers, refusing to flinch from the
cold. You hear that, you stubborn, insensitive
jerk? she whispered. Ill wait for you forever.
There was no response. Akane held his cold,
unmoving hand until the growing pale light of
dawn began to obliterate the stars from the sky.
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Next: Ranma and Emma-O.
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Authors Notes:
This scene was pretty much the only thing
standing between me and finishing this
ever-unfinished fic. It was just too freaking
intimidating. Too many characters in one spot,
too much to talk about, blah blah blah
I kept
looking at what I needed to do to continue the
fic and balked every time I thought about sitting
down and working on it. And now, after, what, 8
years? 9 or maybe even 10 years of writers
block, something finally shook loose and I wrote this in two days.
As for what shook it loose, I think its just
amazement that even after all this time, people
still care enough about this story to write me
encouragement. I finally decided to post the
Prologue to Fanfiction.net where HoI has been
moldering since I posted it there in 2001, and
over the next hour, I got 55 emails from people
jumping with glee just because I updated and
proved I was still alive, some from people
cursing me for getting their hopes up that there was actually something new.
So I sat down, told my writers block screw
you, and wrote this. And tomorrow I start on the next scene.
I hope it doesnt suck.
Thanks, everyone, for reading.
-Krista Fisk
5/13/2009
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