[warm]

So warm...I like how his skin is so warm to the touch. It's a different
warmth, a special warmth.

I'm warm, but I'm not the same kind of warm. I'm warm and cold at the same
time. Warm because of the way I'm designed, and cold because even so, I'm
not alive.

I wonder what it feels like to be warm like a human, and not artificially
warm like a persocon?

He's asleep now. I'm afraid I might wake him, but I just have to touch him.
I have to remind myself he's there. I have to feel his strength.

He's so very strong. I'm small and frail and can easily be damaged...but
he's big and strong and virtually unbreakable, even if humans are more
fragile than persocons.

So many say persocons are perfect...that we can do anything. That in ways
we're better than people. I don't think so. If we were better, we wouldn't
need them to function, right? And we'd be warm like that...

Being warm like that is better.

Embrace...feel the warmth of his skin, the firm muscle, the blood pulsing
through him. Blood...such a strange, alien thing to me. Is it what makes
them so warm? It's a thing they're very passionate about.

I can feel it there, rushing, just inside him. Such a simple thing, so
precious...so warm.

I wonder why I feel this way sometimes. I'm not programmed to feel this way.
I just do. It's strange that I can feel something I'm not programmed for, I
think. But...

But...

The warmth he has, the warmth of skin and muscle and blood...I want to feel
this warmth.

To feel this warmth...in my embrace...

To make it my own, in a certain way...is that love? I wonder if love is
embracing this warmth and making it your own. Or is it something else?

But I'm just a computer, so I don't think I can ever know.

But I can still embrace this warmth...

"Eh...? Sumomo? What are you doing in my underwear?"

"Ano..."

"And touching me there, like that?"

"Eto..."

"I think we both need to lay off the porn sites for a while."

"Ah...hai..."

I promise I'll be back to visit you later, ochinchin-sama.




[chobits (c)2002 CLAMP, used without permission]

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