Subject: [FFML] [GW][fic] Commander's Log 6 (conclusion)
From: Quicksilver
Date: 11/9/2001, 2:24 PM
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SHIN KIDOU SENKI GUNDAM WING 

SAINAN NO KEKKA 

ACT V, PART IV 

Kakaekirenai hodo yume o mite 

Minna kanaeru no 

I have so many dreams that I can't hold them 

all 

They will all come true 

--Gundam Wing, Joy to My Life 

[Dorothy Catalonia image song]

 

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Scene XIII: Of War, Peace, and Pacifism 

"To tell the ones who hear no sound, 

Whose sons are living in the ground, 

Peace on Earth." 

--U2, Peace on Earth

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"I'm not going." 



Helena blinked her sapphire blue eyes at her 

boyfriend, trying to understand what he had just 

told her. "What?" she whispered finally. 



"I am not being party to bringing the Gundams 

back. They were sent away for a reason, and I'll 

be damned if I do anything to support it." 



Chris Johnsen rose to his feet, and walked over 

to his shelf. He'd had to shift rooms since his 

was currently a "Crime Scene". Getting thrown 

out of his place and being supervised as he 

packed his belongings had not been one of the 

moments he wanted to write home about. His 

father would have pulled him out of school in a 

heartbeat had it come to his attention. 



His reason for staying sat on the wooden desk, 

looking at him with inquisitive eyes. There was 

tension around her mouth, but her golden hair 

was tied back into three perfect ponytails and 

her uniform was as immaculate as ever. They 

were an odd couple- him, known for his laid 

back and accepting nature, while Helena was 

the outgoing and ambitious type. While he was 

handsome, he didn't quite match Helena's 

angelic beauty. People wondered what they saw 

in each other. 



He could have answered easily enough. Helena 

was like a sun; she drew people towards her to 

orbit, seek warmth, and bathe in her glorious 

rays. Duo had a touch of the same quality, a 

charisma and magnetism that made him almost 

impossible for the unwary to resist. The two 

teens could charm the masses through their 

very presence alone. 



Chris, though, was the moon to her sun. He 

depended on her light, but knew she depended 

on his quiet contemplative presence to keep her 

grounded, to keep her from becoming out of 

touch. She was exceptional; he reminded her 

what ordinary was. He loved her and supported 

her in what she did, amused by the passion she 

used to undertake what she wanted. This was 

the first time that they had ever really disagreed. 

Chris wasn't quite sure when his life had fallen 

into chaos. He had liked his luxurious, 

comfortable world, and he had seen no reason 

to change. 



Though Chris never made a deal of it, his family 

was among the wealthiest in known space. They 

rivaled the Winners of L4, the Imonoyamas of 

Japan, and the Kennedys of America, to name a 

few. As such, they were fervent supporters of 

the status quo, and intermarriage among the 

upper class had inevitably linked them to 

Roshtilda Dumont's descendants. 



Dumont had been the original founder of the 

Absolute Pacifism movement. Her ideas, while 

not revolutionary, fell in with the newly-

developing Cinq Kingdom. The Kingdom had 

spread it through the aristocracy, and the result, 

as they would say, is history. While the current 

Queen of Cinq may have been the world's most 

famous supporter, she was not the only one. 

Especially not among the elite; families like his. 



All his life, he had been taught war was wrong, 

to turn the other cheek. He had been taught to 

believe in the essential goodness in humanity, to 

believe that diplomacy, when done correctly, 

would always work. While at times he had 

questioned it, he believed. 



He had to. 



Helena, though... was a warmonger. Well, be 

fair, he chided himself. That makes her sound 

bloodthirsty. She merely believes that 

sometimes war is necessary to purge humanity 

of its evil, of the pent-up rage which is so much 

a part of it. At least that's what she says. 



He could never agree with that. Never, never, 

never. Killing never solved anything. 



Helena studied him carefully. "You have to face 

facts, Chris. Duo's already in Japan, we're going 

to pick him up, and this is going to be the last 

place you'll want be. There's going to be 

repercussions, dangerous ones. You'll be a 

handy target, and if Shinobu and I leave you 

here alone, you'll be in danger." 



He studiously kept his eyes on the bindings, 

reading them off mentally. Romeo and Juliet.... 

La Morte d'Arthur... This was an argument that 

had been brewing, one he had been hoping to 

avoid. Mr. Midshipman Hornblower... Uncle 

Tom's Cabin.... "I'll be fine. And you shouldn't 

go, either. It's not your battle. Let Duo deal with 

it- it's none of our business." 



She rose to her feet. "Are you going to start 

telling me what to do, then?" she asked. Her 

voice was sweet, but Chris knew she was pissed 

off. 



"It's not our business." 



"It IS!" she declared, rising to her feet angrily. 

Even though she only came up to his shoulder, 

her fury gave her enough presence to make him 

gulp. "If we want the right to live in a peaceful 

world, we must work for it ourselves. Someone 

has to be the one to draw the line in the dirt, and 

say 'I'm not going to take it anymore.'" 



"Why us?" Chris gave up the pretense of 

examining his book collection. "We're not 

warriors. We're not soldiers, or politicians. We're 

just a bunch of school kids who happened to be 

in the wrong place at the wrong time." 



"History is made up of people who were 'in the 

wrong place at the wrong time,' Chris! Or maybe 

it's the right place! We live in momentous times, 

beloved, and if we sit and let others make the 

important decisions to be made, we're no better 

then marionettes!" 



Chris felt a rare flash of temper. "And bringing 

weapons of mass destruction to Earth is the 

right thing to do?" 



"It's better then believing in a philosophy that, 

while wonderful in theory, couldn't hold water if 

you gave it a bucket and told it where the well 

was!" 



He flinched. "The Cinq Kingdom uses it to this 

day!" he retorted, his voice rising. 



"And look where that got it! The royal family was 

slaughtered, and the only reason Queen Relena 

maintained control over it was because she was 

friends with Major Noin, Milliard Peacecraft is 

her brother, and the Gundam pilots all protected 

her! She was impotent by herself!" 



"She was not! She's the most respected 

politician on planet or in space! She-" 



A knock on the door interrupted him before he 

could continue. The two blinked as Shinobu 

shyly peeked his head in. "I am very sorry to 

interrupt you, but General Po is due to arrive 

here in two hours. You had better pack." 



"I'm not going," Chris said. 



The young Asian frowned. "What?" 



"I'm not helping you! I won't stop you, but I will 

not be party to murder!" 



The other two were quiet. Finally Helena found 

her voice. "Is that what you think? Really? That 

we're advocating murder?" 



"Yes! Murder is defined as killing inhumanly, 

killing brutally! Aren't that what the Gundams 

do? They depersonalize death!" 



"Tell Duo that." 



"I don't want to talk about him." Chris turned to 

leave the room, but Shinobu caught his arm. 



"Kimi wa okubyou mono da," Shinobu spat 

angrily. 



"What?" 



"You are being an idiot! A coward!" Shinobu's 

accent was thicker then usual, and his skin was 

flushed. "We are not here to simply enjoy life! 

We are here to challenge it, to explore the 

possibilities! We are helping Duo not just 

because he is our friend, but we believe that 

some things are worth fighting for!" 



"There is no point in fighting!" 



"Dete ike, kono shirinuke me!" Shinobu spat, 

transferring his hand to Chris' collar and 

dragging him out of the room. "I need to talk to 

your girlfriend; she is saner." 



Chris watched as the door shut, stumbling into 

the wall. "Great. Thrown out of my own room." 

 

Kimi wa okubyou mono da : Japanese, "You are 

a coward." 

Dete ike, kono shirinuke me: Japanese, street 

slang: "Get out of here, you fucking idiot!" 



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Scene XIV: Not a Laughing Matter 

"Isn't it rich? Isn't it queer? 

Losing my timing this late in my career. 

And where are the clowns? There ought to be 

clowns.. 

. Well, maybe next year." 

--Stephen Songheim, Send in the Clowns

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"General Po, you have a call on line sixteen." 

The aide was young, one she didn't recognize. 



"I'll take it in my office," Sally said, exhaustion 

coloring her voice. She was tired and on the 

verge of a breakdown. She strode into her office, 

kicking the door shut behind her with a casual 

thrust of her left leg. Hurrying over to the paper-

strewn desk, she grabbed her comfortable 

leather chair and plopped on it, valiantly 

pretending not to see the piles of unfinished 

paperwork on her desk as she reached over 

them to toggle the switch. 



"Hello?" 



The screen didn't broadcast a vid, so 

immediately her suspicions were aroused. When 

the voice spoke, it was scrambled. "I found the 

bird. Three to transport from the rookery," the 

computer-jumbled voice said. Then the 

transmission ended. 



If Sally hadn't known who it was, she never 

would have had any clue what was going on. 

But she recognized the agreed upon signal, and 

an eager smile quirked her lips. She hit the 

intercom button and tried to keep a level voice 

as she spoke. "Book me a shuttle and a pilot, 

top security! I need to leave at fourteen hundred 

hours today." 



The aide was apparently experienced enough 

not to ask questions. "Yes, ma'am. Any 

preference on the pilot?" 



"Silverstein- no, he's in Africa... um, better make 

it Krushchev." 



"Krushchev just came back yesterday from the 

relief mission to L1." 



"I know. He's had almost sixteen hours off. Time 

for him to get back to work." 



"Aye, ma'am. Is there anything else?" 



Sally gave her a tired smile. "Send someone to 

my quarters to pack me a bag- my current night 

bag is dirty. And have that person delivery me a 

new uniform here. Thanks!" She cut the 

transmission, leaning back into her chair. 



Unconsciously her fingers crept to the small 

remote she kept in her desk drawer, flicking it 

into the "On" position. With a hum, her chair 

leapt to life, and she practically melted at the 

feel of the warmth that was emitted. This was 

her guiltiest pleasure: a heated chair that she 

had requisitioned from stores, which had had to 

place a special order from a custom 

manufacturer for it. It was true that it was quite 

an extravagance, but she reasoned that the 

benefits were worth the expensive sticker price. 

Besides, it also had a built in massage function. 

They would pry it out of her possession over her 

dead body. 



She closed her eyes, trying to orient herself. She 

felt like she was walking a delicate tightrope, 

and she wasn't fond of that sensation. She liked 

control. 



It seemed like less then a minute before she 

heard the insistent chime of the intercom jolt her 

awake. She had fallen asleep; not a surprise 

with the sleep deprivation she had been 

experiencing. Rumor had it that Une was on the 

verge of a nervous break down, and Sally was 

scarcely able to believe she'd be able to do 

better. She was stronger then Une, but not by 

much. Une was a damn stone. 



She switched the chair off and rose to her feet, 

stretching slowly and regretting the warmth she 

was leaving behind. HQ's air conditioning was 

turned up a little too high for her liking, and she 

was constantly campaigning to get it turned 

down to something reasonable. Une, though, 

came from a cold country and like things around 

her to be positively frigid. 



It was easy to guess who won that battle. 



The intercom was still buzzing. She wished she 

could pretend she hadn't heard it, but that would 

only lead to an annoying pounding on the door. 

It was a pain to be one of the most powerful 

people in the world - you had so little time to 

yourself. 



"Yes?" she said, hoping her voice didn't sound 

as testy as she felt. 



"Your clothes are here. General Brown has 

them." 



"Send him in!" she ordered. 



The General came in, trailed by an aide who 

didn't look more then twenty. "Why, General, I 

didn't know you were into woman's fashion," she 

said teasingly. 



"I'm not, but Captain Lopez is," he answered, 

smiling teasingly at his young aide. "I sent him 

and his girlfriend over to pick up what you'd 

need, since your staff is seriously depleted at 

the moment." 



The Hispanic man colored and handed over a 

garment bag and a duffel. "There's a few 

uniforms in there, along with the necessities 

Airman O'Connelly said you'd need." His cheeks 

flushed even more as he rambled an 

explanation. 



A perfectly wicked idea came to her. She knew it 

was unworthy of her, but she hadn't done 

anything mischievous in months, so she figured 

she was entitled to allow her impish streak to 

surface. She could pretend, just for a moment, 

that things were peaceful, and the world was 

just. 



"Thank you," she said, unbuttoning her jacket. 

"General, is Lopez cleared?" 



The older man nodded. "He's my new aide, ever 

since you saw fit to reassign Major Trudeau. 

He's green, but he has an eidetic memory. It's 

been useful." 



"Could also be dangerous, but I'll trust your 

judgment. And I am sorry about Trudeau, but it 

was necessary, since I'm running out of brass to 

place around. He is one of the best agents I 

have." 



"Should be, since I trained him!" Brown retorted 

with a friendly grin. 



Sally laughed and tossed her jacket over her 

chair. "Have a seat, then, both of you. Do you 

need coffee?" 



"No, Sally, we just came from the officer's club." 

His eyes widened as he caught the sparkle in 

her eyes, a sparkle that had been long missing. 

He realized that she was up to something, and 

quickly figured out what. He almost pitied Lopez 

for the shock he was going to get. Almost. 



"Ahhhh... haven't been there in months. Is the 

ma po dou fu still any good?" She shrugged out 

of her shirt, shivering slightly as the cold air of 

the room hit her skin. Standing in just her pants 

and bra, she open the bag and began to 

rummage through it. "I hope you packed my skin 

cream," she muttered to herself. 



"I wouldn't know. You know I can't eat any of 

that... junk. You should try a hamburger." 



Lopez, meanwhile, was torn on how he should 

be acting. It would be rude to stare at Sally's 

figure, but there was something fascinating 

about the sight of a superior officer wandering 

around unclothed. Sally was pretty, and about 

the same age as he was. 



She glared at Brown as she found her cream. 

"You just have no respect for culture." Opening 

the jar, she inhaled the pleasantly spicy scent. 

The cream was cold on her fingers, but she 

smeared it on her hands and shoulders anyway. 

She was constantly suffering from dry skin. 



"I do, but that's not our discussion right now. I 

assume you heard about Noin?" 



"Une was very happy about that. She practically 

broadcasted it to the entire organization." 



"You sound disapproving." 



"I'm not, exactly. I'm glad to hear Noin is alive, 

but I gave her up for dead. I've mourned her, 

and suddenly she's back from beyond the grave. 

I just... can't quite wrap my mind around it." 



She sorted through the garment bad and pulled 

out a new top to replace the one she had just 

discarded. Her rough fingers caught on her 

dress one, but she passed it over in favor of one 

of her regular working shirts. 



Lopez looked like he was ready to faint. 



"Must you strip in front of my very young aide?" 

Brown said. 



Sally affected surprise. "I'm sorry, but I have 

limited time here. I assumed it wouldn't bother 

you." 



"It's not bothering me, but not everyone has your 

medical detachment to a naked body." 



She laughed. "I'm sure you're appreciating the 

show." 



He grinned at her for an answer. 



Lopez had caught sight of her bra, and finally 

gave into the urge to cover his eyes with his 

hands. It made him look twelve years old. 



Deciding she'd had enough fun at Lopez's 

expense, Sally quickly finished changing, undid 

her hair and picked up a brush. "Captain, I'm 

more comfortable holding a conversation with 

someone whose face I can see," she chided 

gently. 



He hesitantly pulled his hands back and raised 

her brown eyes to her. She could see the relief 

in his expression as he noticed that she was 

once again fully dressed. 



"General, is there any news on that unknown 

faction?" He lost his good humor, and she knew 

this was bad. Very bad. So bad she could smell 

it from the colonies bad. Sally stopped brushing 

her honey-blonde hair and studied his grave 

expression. "What is it?" 



"It appears that some vast network who we were 

previously unaware of is working behind the 

scenes in several hotspots." 



"What are they doing?" 



"They have funding from somewhere, and are 

supplying several anti-Gundam groups with 

resources, and seem to be helping with 

communications between resistance cells. 

They're also interfering with various Colonies, 

and L1 has been experiencing some major 

political upheavals and street wars which we 

have traced to the Black Diamond Cartel. 

Someone, though, is working for the Cartel on 

Earth, and it's not an established agent. There's 

been reports of assassins and dealers coming 

through customs and taking out some Preventer 

agents. And according to one source, they've 

even placed a contract on 05." 



The curse exploded from her mouth before she 

even had a chance to restrain it. "Shit!" 



"I quite agree." 



"Why would they want to kill Wufei? I mean, it 

makes no sense- the Cartel has never been 

interested in anything beyond the Breaks." 



"They're changing, adapting to the new era. You 

know the Doi government has been promising 

the L1 citizens it would clean up the Breaks. The 

cartel is being forced into a corner, and that's not 

a pretty thing for the rest of us." 



"So they're looking to expand their reach," she 

said, carefully parting her hair so she could twist 

it back into her trademark braids. 



"But it's not just the cartel. A007 is having the 

military funded coup, and there's proof that 

someone actually did, in fact, fire on the 

Preventers at Moscow, and that the shooter was 

an expert marksman. Preventer agents 

worldwide are being assassinated. It could be 

anti-Gundam backlash, but if it is, it's extremely 

well organized, well informed, and well 

financed." 



A frown furrowed the smooth skin of her brow. 

"The three worst combinations." 



"I hate opponents who have brains. It makes 

killing them so much harder." 



"Michael!" Sally exclaimed, trying to keep from 

laughing at his rather shocking statement. 

Michael always DID believe in shoot first, ask 

questions later philosophy. 



"What?" he said, affecting an innocent 

expression similar to the one she had used 

earlier. 



"Never mind. So what's the connection between 

everything? What can someone possibly hope to 

gain from a revolution on A007 and letting the 

Breaks continue, even expand? There's no 

connection." 



"You're right, there isn't," an unexpected voice 

said, interjecting before she could finish her train 

of thought. 



Sally turned, her eyes narrowing on the young 

aide who just dared to interrupt her. It was 

extremely rude, and violated protocol, but at that 

moment, she didn't care. "What do you mean?" 



"It's obvious that the goal is to disrupt the current 

political system. My guess would be that some 

high ranking, upper-class anarchists are plotting 

to overthrow the World Nation." 



She blinked slowly. "And how, may I ask, do you 

come to that conclusion?" she asked, her voice 

positively frigid. "Isn't it more likely it's anti-

Gundam protesters?" 



Lopez's bronze skin had paled. This wasn't the 

joking woman who had thoughtlessly changed in 

front of a general. This was a brigadier general 

in her own right, and she was demanding 

answers, and if the answers weren't what she 

wanted to hear, she'd cut him dead. He took a 

deep breath, knowing his career was riding on 

his next few words. "The key is A007. Events 

there started last September, well over nine 

months before the Gundam pilots' identities 

were revealed. That means that it's extremely 

doubtful there is a connection, especially since 

news of A007 didn't hit the mainstream presses 

until late March." 



"You're smart. How old are you?" 



"Twenty-two, ma'am." 



Sally Po blinked. Enrico Lopez was actually 

older then she was. "Who did you fight for during 

the War?" she wanted to know. 



"I received a deferment from the Federation 

when I was eighteen. I entered Johns Hopkins to 

study medicine, but transferred several times 

until I graduated from Oxford with a degree in 

economics. Immediately thereafter I applied to 

the Preventers officer school. I've been an agent 

for about a year." 



"Impressive resume. Watch this one, Brown. 

He's going to have your job if you're not careful." 



Brown smiled. "I do." 



Lopez squirmed uncomfortably in his seat. 



"It's sound reasoning," she said, tying off her last 

braid with an elastic band. Her monitor's black 

screen served well enough to show her a 

reflection of a reasonably composed General. 

"Do you have anything else to report?" 



"No leads on the pilots from any of my agents, 

though one claims to have seen Trowa Barton 

from a distance in Milan. When he got closer, 

Barton had disappeared." 



"Could just be wishful thinking. Do you know 

how many sightings have been reported to the 

hotlines since their names were revealed?" Sally 

asked. 



"When I checked yesterday, the count was at 

165,437." 



"Anyway, if you've nothing else to report, I have 

to leave. My shuttle leaves in half an hour, and I 

want to grab something to eat on the way." 



"Where are you going?" asked the old spy. 



A smile lit her face. "I just had a transmission 

from Cliffside. Matsuura has managed to locate 

Yuy." 



"WHAT! When were you going to tell me?" 

Brown demanded, rising angrily to his feet. If 

there was one thing he hated, it was being cut 

out of the loop. 



"Shush, you! I haven't even told Une, and you 

shouldn't tell her either! We both know that 

Matsuura is a security risk- for God sakes, the 

kid's from L1 most likely! I don't want to get her 

hopes up- I'll tell her when I have something 

concrete!" 



He nodded grudgingly. "So what are you going 

to do?" 



"I'm going over to pick him and a few others up 

at Cliffside. After that, I'm going to locate Yuy 

hopefully and bring him back here!" 



"Good luck! I've heard he's strong willed. You'll 

have to do a lot of fast talking." 



"To put it mildly. Anyway, I need to go." She 

rose from her chair and gathered the two bags. 



"Enjoy your flight, Sally. And stay safe," Brown 

said. 



She gave him a smile. "I will. You do the same." 



Lopez held the door open for both of them, 

allowing his superiors to proceed him. He was 

fervently relieved that his big mouth hadn't 

gotten him demoted. 



As the door shut behind him, a small bug began 

to transmit the conversation it had recorded. 





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Scene XV: Dreaming 

"Feel so free 

Don't wake me from the dream 

It's really everything it seemed." 

--Cowboy Bebop, Blue

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"We've got to hit them at the heart," Gustavson 

said grimly, folding his hands in front of him on 

the long table where papers lay scattered and 

the tips of laser light pointers congregated in a 

small heap at the center, and the wrapper of a 

half-eaten field ration stared hungrily up at the 

ceiling of the tent. "And that heart is Toris 

Military Base." 



>From across the table, Dorothy saw Milliard nod, 

look at Noin. Her stomach tightened and she 

resisted the urge to excuse herself, to run out of 

the meeting tent just to avoid the sight of them 

together. Together! It made her sick. 



I'm sorry, he had said. I believe our time 

together is over. 



She had stayed, decided to stay in spite of her 

better judgment. She still wasn't sure if it had 

been worth it. 



Dorothy Catalonia was not a quitter, but there 

were some games which she knew she could 

never win, and this one was one of them. 



"I'm sure Noin and Etille can tell us more about 

that base," Milliard said, gesturing to Etille, who 

sat across the table from him. "I'm not exactly 

sure how involved you were with that installation 

while you were on A007 as a colonist, but�" he 

trailed off. 



Etille took the cue and stood. His hair had gotten 

longer, Dorothy realized, since his 

imprisonment. He must not have bothered to cut 

it since he had gotten back. Surprisingly, it made 

him look more�human. 



"I was stationed at Toris Military Base, actually," 

he began, pointing at the place where the red X 

was on the light map. "When the World Nation 

transferred me here, they basically told me to 

keep an eye on the colony for them, to make 

sure that no kind of trouble, such as rebellions or 

otherwise, cropped up. They didn't want another 

war on their hands." 



"Did you?" Milliard said. 



Etille snorted. "Like hell I did. The World Nation 

didn't care what I did. They just wanted to get rid 

of me. And I knew that as well as they did, so I 

got here and decided to take matters into my 

own hands. I'd settle for second-best on some 

deserted colony, but it was going to be the best 

fucking second-rate colony in the history of 

second-rate colonies." 



Pointing to where the capital city was on the 

map. "They'd attempted to settle A007 before 

the war, but efforts were abandoned when 

Heero Yuy was assassinated. They'd pulled all 

the miners and soldiers out, so all that was left 

was a city the size of a small town, abandoned, 

dusty, falling apart. My men and I changed all 

that. By the time the first group of miners 

arrived, we had transformed this place into a 

working city. The World Nation sent over some 

politicians, but it was the military who ran things. 

The politicians were just figureheads, but it didn't 

matter. The military knew what was best for 

these miners. Most of the poor fellows had never 

had so much as a roof over their heads for more 

than a few days. We gave them all that and 

more." 



Noin frowned at the map. "So you were in 

command of the military." 



"I was deputy commander. There was a man 

over me�he's dead now." 



They waited in silence, but Etille offered no 

further information, instead walking over to one 

of the side tables, pulling out several sheets of a 

material which reflected the dim light of the 

glowlamps. 



"What are those?" 



"Pictures," he said, holding them up and letting 

the light seep through. Dorothy blinked. They 

were indeed pictures, color photos of buildings. 



"What the hell?" She leaned forward, mouth 

open. 



He smiled. "These are called slides. I had them 

taken a while back, took them with me when 

Gustavson asked me to join him. Not much in 

use anymore, back on Earth, but when you're in 

a place like this, you use whatever you can, 

even obsolete technology." 



Milliard shot her a glance and she turned to look 

at him. He looked away. Etille gave both of them 

a sharp glance, but she ignored him, focusing on 

the photo. 



The building was ornate, in the style of one of 

the smaller 18th-century chateaux in her native 

France, but here the resemblance ended. The 

wrought iron gates surrounding the building itself 

were reinforced iron, and there were guard 

towers located at regular points along the wall 

just inside the gates. The mansion itself had 

been modernized, with several wings quite 

obviously added on after its construction. 



"Toris," Etille said, without preamble. "This was 

one of the old buildings left over from before the 

war, and the new governor wanted a private 

retreat where he could escape to when the 

going got tough. So we remodeled this for him." 

He nodded at Noin. "The part of the building in 

which Noin and I were held captive was major 

remodeling and add-on to the main building�a 

military wing, with officers' quarters and a 

hangar. I was the supervisor for that building 

project. Quite obviously, when the rebellion 

started, they had transformed the officers' 

quarters into prison cells." 



Noin sucked in her breath. "That explains why 

they were such�nice cells." She winced. "That 

sounds wrong." 



Etille held up the next pictures. "The back of the 

base. There are outlying yards and buildings 

and other hangar areas that I didn't bother to 

photograph. We'd originally intended the use of 

the hangars to mining transports and police 

vehicles only. When they got hold of the mobile 

suits�" he trailed off. 



"They had the resources right there for storage," 

Gustavson said in a soft voice. 



"Exactly. I wish I could have foreseen that at the 

time�but some things are just not possible." 



"Not your fault," Gustavson said. "Is that all of 

the pictures?" 



Etille placed the two photographs on the table. 

"Yes, sir." Pointing again at the map. "Toris 

Military Base is surrounded by several 

checkpoints. There are three main roads which 

run to the base for supply transports, which 

probably are used for mobile suit delivery as 

well. I made sure myself that those three roads 

are the only entrances and exist from the base." 



"So what you're saying," Milliard said from the 

other side of the table, "Is that we're going to 

have to figure out a way to get into the base 

through legal means." 



Etille smiled. "Oh, we're going to have to figure 

out to get into the base," he said, "but it's not 

going to be legal." 



Milliard looked tired. He had a right to be, 

because he had just gotten out of bed for the 

first time two days ago, and even before then 

she had been pleading with him not to go on the 

next engagement. But she'd known him for too 

long to know that her please would do no good 

whatsoever. 



"You can stop talking about it, Noin," he said the 

day before. "I'm going, and nothing you can say 

will stop me." 



She wished Dorothy would stop hanging around, 

wished the other girl would go back to whatever 

duties she had. Noin had given her a fair amount 

of things to do, ensuring that Dorothy didn't feel 

left out as the deputy commander. But she knew 

Dorothy resented her still. Every look from the 

golden-haired girl, every pointed word, every 

gesture in her direction meant that she, Lucrezia 

Noin , had done something unworthy of the heir 

to the Dermail duchy. 



Did you know? 



Did you know that Dorothy Catalonia is in love 

with Milliard Peacecraft? 



He claimed that he had changed his name for 

good, but he was still Zechs to her. Would 

always be Zechs, because the Milliard she had 

known during the war was a frightening one. 



She didn't simply want the dashing, mysterious 

young warrior or the broken, bitter prince of the 

Cinq Kingdom. She wanted both of them. 



That, to her, was who Zechs Merquise was. 



She sighed, signed her name to the report that 

was about to be sent out to the Preventers 

headquarters on secure channels, made sure 

that Milliard could read the closing lines. 



We plan several sorties on strategic air and 

ground bases in the vicinity of the capital. If we 

fail, that will be the end of our presence here, 

but I don't want to believe that we can fail. If 

Etille is right, there is too much riding on our 

success for us to turn back now. Keep us in your 

prayers. 



"You're eloquent," Milliard mused as she keyed 

in the send button, watched as the document 

encryption code rolled across the screen and the 

words blinked at the top of the monitor. 



DOCUMENT SENT. VERIFICATION CODE 

RECEIVED 



"And that's that," she said. 



"I'm still going." 



Noin sighed. "I'm not going to argue with you," 

she said. "It's your own decision. You're 

commander." 



Milliard laughed. "Funny. I don't feel like it." 



"I don't want to be doing your job for you. I'd like 

you to have it back." 



"I suppose I could do that," he murmured, and 

she shivered as his long fingers brushed the 

back of her neck ever so slightly. "You should 

get some sleep. Tonight's going to be a long 

night for all of us." 



The afternoon sun shone in through the tent 

walls, the first sun she had seen in days. It was 

high noon, and the landscape outside was 

burning and barren. It was a wasteland here. 

She had had enough. She wanted to go home. 



"Zechs?" she said, suddenly feeling very alone. 



He caught the tone of her voice, turning around 

to look at her with gentle eyes. "What is it?" 



"Do you think�you think we'll ever get to go 

home?" 



Her voice caught on a sob. The exhaustion from 

the past few days flowed over her like a flood 

and pushed herself up from the computer chair, 

barely able to keep her knees from buckling. 



"Noin?" he asked. She felt the touch of his hand 

on her arm. 



"I'm so tired�" 



Strong arms wrapped around her and she 

sobbed into his chest, feeling curiously 

vulnerable and ashamed and safe all at the 

same time. 



"Don't be afraid, Noin," he whispered. "As long 

as�as long as I'm here�" 



"Milliard?" 



She froze, pushing away from him, knowing 

exactly who it was that had stepped into the tent. 

She felt Dorothy's stunned gaze on her, then on 

Milliard, then back on her, accusing, eyes with 

the force of daggers. Jealousy sharp as thorns. 



"I'm sorry," Dorothy said in a frosty voice, and 

turned on her heel. 



"Dorothy!" Milliard said. The flap closed behind 

her with a final swishing sound. "Shit," he said, 

releasing Noin gently, striding to the door and 

pulling it open. "Dorothy!" 



She watched him disappear outside and then 

she was alone again with only the memory of his 

words and the tears on her cheeks. She had not 

cried in�when was the last time she had cried? 

It had been too long ago. 



"There's nothing to say," Dorothy informed him 

over her shoulder, not even looking at him as 

she stormed up the hill. He scrambled to follow 

her, his haste making him clumsy. He was a 

soldier, Milliard thought wearily to himself, not a 

prince in disguise. 



Well, maybe he was, but he didn't see why� 



"Dorothy, stop. Look, can't we-" 



"There's nothing to say!" To his relief, however, 

she came to a sudden halt, hands on her hips, 

long golden hair swaying below her waist. She 

hadn't bound it up today. Her back was still 

turned as he came up behind her. "I won't listen 

to a word you say, Milliard Peacecraft." 



"Dorothy, look. I know-" 



"No you don't!" He was caught by surprise as 

she whirled on him, angry gray eyes like a 

summer storm. "How dare you put words in my 

mouth?" 



"Dorothy, I-" What the hell, he thought. Just say 

it and be done with it. "Dorothy, I'm sorry." 



"Liar," she said, but the fight had gone out of 

her. In the slumped set of her shoulders, he saw 

defeat. 



"What's bothering you? If it's Noin and me�" he 

trailed off. What could he possibly say to that?" 



"There's nothing you can do about that," she 

said, echoing his thoughts. "So just forget it. 

Forget you ever knew me. Forget that we were 

ever friends, because we're not anymore!" 



There was nothing to say to that. "Fine," he said 

flatly. "You said it. We're not friends anymore." 

She didn't answer. 



"Go get some sleep," he said. "That's an order, 

Lady Catalonia. We'll be moving out at dusk." 

He didn't wait for a response, didn't expect one 

before he turned and moved slowly down the 

hill. Wondering how it was that things had come 

to this. He had valued her friendship�valued 

her. She was vivacious, passionate, intelligent, 

and a true soldier. In fact, if Noin hadn't� 



He didn't want to think about that. 



He reached his tent and sprawled out on the 

sleeping bag, watching the sunlight and dust 

patterns on the tent ceiling. He couldn't sleep. It 

was the wrong time, his body clock said. There 

were things to do, soldiers to brief, strategies to 

plan. 



Though if all went well tonight, it would be the 

last strategy they ever needed to plan here, in 

the field. If all went well, the A007 government 

would never know what hit them before all their 

mobile suit resources went up in a puff of 

smoke. 



If they could take control of the base. 



He thought of Gustavson, and his firm belief in 

the case. 



He thought of Etille, the face of a soldier who 

had seen too many engagements and yet still 

pressed on because it was his duty. 



He thought of Dorothy, her golden hair 

swimming around her face, her eyes trying to tell 

him something as he swayed under the hypnotic 

pulse of her lips opening and closing without 

sound. 

He thought of Noin, her arms around him and 

her unique scent and her voice, her raw 

determination in the face of the enemy. 



The last thing he saw before he drifted off to 

sleep was the face of another golden-haired 

girl�sweet and innocent, like an angel�or like 

a princess� 



"Zechs," the voice said. "Zechs, wake up." 



His arm hurt again and he had a crick in his 

neck from sleeping the wrong way. He groaned. 



"Zechs." The hand shook him. "Come on. We're 

getting ready. We're packing up some of the 

camp�the mobile suits are getting warmed up." 



He opened his eyes. It was dark, and Noin was 

carrying a lamp that in his blurred vision looked 

like shining water. 



"It's time already?" Stretching. His injured arm 

screamed at him, but he ignored it. "Feels like I 

just fell asleep." 



"In uniform too." She looked critically at him. "I 

suppose that's normal. Your troops are waiting 

for you." 



The mobile suits had been moved closer, and he 

slid into the seat, already feeling the welcome 

touch of the instruments and the familiar light of 

the panels. The suit was already alive and 

humming, having been warmed up before his 

arrival. He rather wished that he had been the 

one to start it up, but he couldn't afford to be 

picky at times like this. 



"Bravo squadron, all systems go." Gustavson, 

on the far side of the camp. 



"Charlie squadron, all systems go." Etille. 



Noin's face appeared on the screen. She was 

smiling. "Delta squadron, all systems go." 



"Echo squadron," said Dorothy. Her picture did 

not appear on the screen. Milliard sighed. "All 

systems go." 



He wondered if she was still upset at him. 



"All right," he said. "Alpha squadron, all systems 

go. We're moving out. Stay close and tight. You 

know where you're going. Follow your squad 

leader." 



The faces of the squadron leaders blinked off 

the comm screen, and he headed into the cliffs, 

power settings low to avoid radar detection. The 

blips of the mobile suits behind him were 

glaringly bright on his scope, and he wondered 

how many they would lose tonight. Two? Eight? 

Twenty? 



Those soldiers would die here, far from home, 

names and faces lost in the dirt of some far-out, 

barren colony, not even remembered for what 

they had done. For some reason, the thought of 

that was strangely numbing, as if he knew 

exactly which ones would die tonight. 



"Alpha leader, target spotted." 



"Roger that, Charlie leader." He flicked his 

targeting scope on. If Charlie had spotted the 

target from their area, that meant the base was 

coming up close at hand. 



"All communications, off," he ordered over the 

comm. Grasping the stick too tightly. His hand 

was sweating. "Follow my lead." 



With a crackle, the comm went dead as he 

flipped the switch. The bright infrared flared to 

life over the viewport scope and he saw the 

base come to life in lines and blobs of muddy 

green light. The guns were silent. So far, so 

good. 



"Here goes nothing," he said, as he pulled to the 

right and the mobile suit's thrusters came to life 

in a roar, and he opened fire. 



"Echo leader, this is Delta leader. Target 

spotted." 



"Roger that," Dorothy said, snapping a quick 

readjustment to her targeting scope and running 

one finger along the safety harness keeping her 

firmly anchored in her chair. It was tight around 

her breasts and she could feel it pulling 

uncomfortably with every jolt. "Echo squadron, 

communications off." 



Switching her own comm off, she flicked the 

infrared. Immediately the world around her lit up. 

Clouds of smoky green light flashed in front of 

her, behind the towering cliffs blocking most of 

her vision. That must be Milliard and Gustavson. 

Etille should still be on his way, if all went well. 

Etille was the key to the strategy. Etille and 

Noin� 



"We're going in," she said to no one in particular. 

The blips behind her shifted as she powered on 

her thrusters. The walls of the base loomed in 

her bright green vision and the first mobile suits 

glided towards her. 



"I'll show you what I'm made of, Noin," she 

ground between her teeth. "You'll see!" 



The explosions shook the air around the cliffside 

but Noin kept her grasp firmly on the stick in her 

hand, glancing at the scope now and then to 

make sure that Milliard was still there. 



It was selfish, she knew, but she figured it as her 

duty. It didn't matter that she'd also glance now 

and again to look if a second dot was there, the 

dot labeled E1. 



Why do you hate me so much? 



Because you're you. And I don't like people like 

that. 



She and Etille were the plan, after Milliard, 

Dorothy, and Gustavson had drawn the main 

base force out from its cover. Surprisingly 

enough, according to Etille, there might be large 

numbers of mobile suits in the base hangars, but 

there were actually very few personnel stationed 

there who could operate a suit with any sort of 

efficiency. 



Bureaucrat personnel, he'd said, disdainfully. 

Rather sit at a desk and do paperwork than fly. 



Milliard seemed to be holding his own. The side 

of the cliff was dark and chilly, and Noin found 

herself shivering in her chair. Turning the heater 

up a notch, she rubbed her arms. 



They were all just children, really. 



They were too young to die. 



The blip that was Dorothy worked its way closer 

and closer to the heart of the base, to the main 

building. Towards Milliard. 



Noin's hands clenched on the control stick. 



"Now, Noin," Milliard muttered under his breath. 

She should be watching the scopes, knowing 

when most of the mobile suits had been 

knocked away. Clearing a path. The guard 

towers had been no match for an experienced 

pilot like himself, and their small force had 

outnumbered the base defenses, as Etille had 

said. 



They'd forced their way around to the main 

building, as Etille had told them, he and Dorothy 

forming a defense line to allow Gustavson's suits 

to make it through, and it looked clear. Before 

another squadron of reinforcements had come 

through. 



It didn't look so good anymore. 



To his left something exploded, but he didn't turn 

his head to see what, just kept shooting. Kept 

firing. His arm began to throb again and he 

switched fire control to the other hand, keying 

the comm for emergency transmission. 



"Alpha squadron, stats!" 



"We've lost Three and Four, sir. And Five is at 

60%." 



He darted to the side, fired his thrusters, 

narrowly missing the laser beam that came from 

behind. The suit slammed into the ground and 

he jerked the stick haid, trying to minimize the 

shock. "Damn it, Noin," he whispered. "Where 

are you?" 



"They're here!" 



Gustavson's curt voice over the comm, and 

Dorothy looked to her left, around Milliard's suit, 

to the line of mobile suits sweeping towards their 

position. That was Etille. Where was Noin? 



"Zechs! Look out!" 



Milliard's craft sidestepped as the enemy suit 

came in low to the ground, thrusters firing at 

maximum output. As it hit the ground she saw 

the other suit come out of nowhere, opening fire. 

The enemy suit exploded. 



"Zechs, watch your back!" 



Noin. 



"You watch yours!" Dorothy grated over the 

comm, and was rewarded by Milliard's grim face 

flickering onto her scope. 



"That's enough, Dorothy." 



"Shut up!" she screamed. "Don't tell me what to 

do!" 



"Dorothy-" Noin. 



"Leave me alone!" The explosions rocked her 

craft, and she jerked the stick wildly, letting her 

mobile suit spin into the sky, spraying fire. 

Screaming. "Leave me alone!" 



"Mobile suit at ten o' clock." 



"Got it," Noin said, spinning and clipping it twice, 

once on the leg and once in the chest. It fell in a 

shower of sparks. 



"Are you all right?" 



"I'm fine," she said, catching another one in the 

arm. The gun dropped from its hand, smoking. A 

laser blast grazed the arm of her suit and it 

shuddered, readings dropping. She readjusted 

the power output. "You take care of youself, 

Zechs. I don't want to lose you again." 



"I know," he said over the comm. Switching 

frequencies. "Bravo Leader, code orange." 



"Roger that," Gustavson said, and she saw his 

suits break off their engagements, following him 

to the other side of the base. The enemy suits 

hesitated for a minute, and she saw them turn. 



"Follow them!" Milliard barked. 



"Roger. Delta squadron, we're going in." 



"Echo squadron," she heard Dorothy repeat. 

"We're going in. Watch your back!" 



"We need more people over here! Can you 

spare two?" 



"Charlie leader to Echo leader," came the faint 

reply. "Negative. We are all occupied over here." 

Dorothy slammed her fist into the control panel. 

"Damn! They keep coming!" 



"Six o' clock, Echo leader!" 



She flicked a glance at the scope just in time to 

avoid the rapid fire coming from the Taurus 

behind her. That had been Noin on the comm. "I 

don't need your help," she said, opening fire. 



"Suit yourself," Noin said, hurt evident in her 

voice. That was fine with Dorothy. She didn't 

need Noin's help. She didn't need Milliard's help, 

either. She was all right. 



She'd show them that she could handle things 

on her own. 



"Delta leader," Milliard said, "Do you need 

reinforcements?" 



"That would be much appreciated, Alpha 

leader." 



"Roger. On my way." 



The other side of the base was even brighter. 

Two outbuildings were on fire. There was 

twisted metal wreckage on the ground, and the 

lasers were thick here. He could hardly see. 



Squeezing the trigger with one hand, he reached 

over and flicked off the infrared. The moon was 

bright, accenting the fire's glow. At this rate, the 

fire would reach the mansion in no time. 



"Bravo leader!" he said tersely over the comm. 

"The building's going to catch fire!" 



"I see it," came the response. "On it." 



The suit came in from behind, and he barely 

ducked before it roared by. 



"Noin! Watch it!" 



"Got it," she said, before the suit exploded in an 

impressive fireball. 



"Zechs," she began. 



She heard it coming before she saw it, the 

brilliant red suit highlighted by the fires leaping 

into the sky, saw the comm screen flicker fuzzily. 



He was young, the pilot, with blond hair cropped 

close to his head, brilliant blue eyes. She caught 

her breath. He looked like- 



"My name is Lieutenant Commander Davi 

Morgan." His voice was tight, angry. "Rebels, 

you'll pay for what you've done!" 



"Wait!" she heard Milliard yell, but the face 

disappeared as quickly as it had come, and the 

red suit disappeared behind the building to her 

right. She backstepped, waiting. 



"Dorothy! Look out! DOROTHY!" 



She was turning too slowly. The mobile suit's 

eyes seemed to be watching her, laughing. 

Laughing because she was going to die. It was 

in front of her. 



"DOROTHY!" Noin screamed, and she slapped 

the control panel, all power to rear thrusters, 

leapt into the air, speeding towards the red 

mobile suit which in the flames of the buildings 

looked like it was made of fire itself. 



"MOVE, DOROTHY! MOVE!" 



Noin's mobile suit was moving too quickly, and 

the red suit was on the wrong trajectory, and 

there was going to be a collision. 



He had to do something. 



"No, Noin!" he yelled, trying to bring enough 

power to the engines for a last, desperate heroic 

act. Better he than her. Better- 



He wouldn't make it. He needed Epyon, and this 

was no Epyon. 



"NOIN!" he cried. "NO!" 



The only thing Dorothy saw before the explosion 

blinded her was the red suit in her view and then 

the other suit, crossing her path of vision, 

throwing her to the ground. Her neck twisted and 

she saw spots. Felt a searing pain. 



There was a flash of light. 



The explosion lit up the complex, scraps of 

molten metal flying outwards, embedding 

themselves in his windshield. It cracked. 



"No," Milliard said. "No." He punched the comm. 

"Delta leader. Come in, Delta leader. Come in. 

Delta leader!" 



The smoke was clearing, but he could see 

nothing. 



"Noin!" he called desperately, watching the 

scope for something. Anything. A bit of light, to 

know what she had made it. 



"Noin?" Dorothy whispered. Staring up at the 

sky. 



The stars were still there. 



The lump of twisted, half-melted metal smoking 

in the small crater too far in front of him was 

black in the light of the flames. It couldn't 

be�she was alive. She had to be alive. She'd 

be there any minute now, walking out from the 

blast unhurt, waving at him, saying, it's all right 

Zechs. I'm here. I'm still here. 



"NOIN!" he screamed, letting go of the stick and 

pounding the control panel with both fists, 

hearing glass crack and the hissing of broken 

electric wires, but he didn't care. 



She couldn't be dead. 



He wouldn't let her be dead. 



"Alpha leader! Alpha leader!" 



"FUCK YOU!" he screamed, jerking the stick 

with the intensity of a madman, feeling his blood 

boil, opening fire without aiming, just wanting to 

kill. "FUCK YOU!" 



The building behind him exploded in a shower of 

flames, and he could see a mobile suit very 

close behind him. Friend or enemy? It didn't 

matter. 



Nothing mattered anymore. 



"Let me die," he said. Calmly now. "I'm going to 

die." 



"Alpha leader! Pull out! Pull out now!" 



"LET ME DIE!" 



The light of the explosions blinded him, or 

maybe it was tears, but he hadn't cried in so 

long that he couldn't remember what it was like 

anymore, but there was something coming at 

him, coming out of the rolling billows of smoke, 

before he released his thrusters and charged 

headlong into the thick black cloud. 



END SAINAN NO KEKKA ACT 6




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