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Author's notes:  If you have a case of diabetes, turn away now.  This fanfic
is best read accompanied by Hikaru Utada's First Love
anyway on to the fic...

Disclaimer: Sailormoon and all the characters, monsters, techniques and
circumstances involved in it, belong to the indomitable Naoko Takeuchi (Does
anyone know what her married name is?) I hereby disavow any knowledge of
money involved concerning this fanfic.
Moments Redux

(Mamoru Chiba)
I awoke from my bed, sweat clinging on my body and soaking the sheets.  I
had that nightmare again, the one that never fails to bring me awake.  It
was set during the time when Beryl had control of me.  In that dream Usako
and the rest of the senshi were beaten, taken captive.  Beryl was sitting on
her throne, a smug expression on her face as she stared at the broken bodies
of the other senshi, I was there by her side acting every bit like the
submissive lap-dog that I was.  She beconed to me with her finger and I came
closer and bent down allowing her to whisper something in my ear.  I
straightened and
came down the dais, each step I took bringing me closer to her, Sailor Moon,
chained like
some wild animal put on display.  My body kept going forward of it's own
volition,
following Beryl's instructions while deep within, I was screaming begging
myself to stop
as if I was an unwilling passenger and witness.  I stopped close enough to
Usagi and she
looked up, her eyes showed not betrayal, anger or hate but pure love.  My
hands gripped
her throat and she struggled to breathe, finally she stilled and the light
in her eyes faded,
but the expression within those blue orbs were the same, love.  This was
when I always
woke up, years and days before,  I always looked out the window in silent
reflection.
 Now though, I look at the person sharing my bed.  My princess, my love and
now my wife.  I savor that last word. wife, mine not anyone else's.  I look
at her and see her peaceful expression, I stroke her hair and she moans my
name sleepily.  I always considered myself lucky that I have Usagi, but
never did I realize how lucky I am till now.  I tuck the blanket around her
and kiss her cheek as she burrows into the bed further.  I get up and walk
toward the balcony,  I don't think I can muster enough will to sleep any
more tonight, so I'll do a little thinking.

(Usagi Chiba)
I snuggle further into the bed and into Mamo-chan's back, except that
comforting piece of flesh isn't around, neither is the husband it's
connected to.  I blearily open one eye to survey the surroundings trying to
recall where "this" was.  I recalled suddenly that this was Mamo-chan's
apartment, where we spent the night after our wedding.  I blush as I recall
what we've been doing for the past few hours.  So where is my husband?  I
rub the sleep from my eyes and tried standing up.  I donned his robe and got
up from the bed, still warm from our recent lovemaking.  My cheeks heat up
because of this thought as I noticed the open door leading to the balcony.
He is standing there, staring at the stars, the moonlight playing on his
finely chisled features.  Ugh, that's it no more cheesy romance novels for
me.  Minako really is a bad influence.  His face looks sad, I wonder what he
could be thinking about, could it be that he regrets that we got married?
No that can't be possible, he loves me.  I know he does, wh

(Mamoru Chiba)

I felt her presence even before she hugged me, I felt her worry as she
glanced at me.  God I'm so lucky to have her, and how do I show it?  By
worrying her half to death.  I stroke her golden locks and kiss her
forehead, hugging right back for all I'm worth.  Feeling her body, her very
being close to mine.  Smelling her scent, feeling her warmth.  It's as if
I'm living in a dream, but she's real, very real and I know that this isn't
a dream.  I look into her azure orbs and whisper softly that I love her.
And she smiles at me, a smile more breath taking than any miracle or any
spectacle of nature.  And I know, right there and then I realize that
whatever's going to happen, nothing will come between us.

End


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