Subject: [FFML] [fic][GW] Here Comes a Candle, Pt.1
From: "Krista Perry" <kperry@aros.net>
Date: 1/3/2001, 5:42 PM
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Here Comes a Candle

Part 1

a Gundam Wing Faerie Tale

by Krista Perry



Notes: 2+H, TWT (Timeline? What Timeline?), Alt. Universe,

violence, lime, disturbing themes, less-than-pure language





~*~





"Here comes a candle to light you to bed

And here comes a chopper to chop off your head." 



               - A bedtime nursery rhyme



~*~





     The winter night was damp, and bitter cold.  Beneath a

thick, soot-gray shroud of heavy, low-riding storm clouds, a

rolling expanse of land stretched out in all directions, the

long-dead grasses covered by a thin layer of slick, ice-crusted

snow.  No human presence was found on the plain, because this

night the winds were merciless and howling; the clouds

threatening to burst again at any moment with a torrent of frozen

sleet.  Anyone with sense had themselves tucked safely away

within the few small, warm villages that dotted the rolling

countryside.



     Consequently, no one was around to hear the voices within

the wind -- one voice, hard and thorny, full of brittle laughter

and mischief, the other quiet and calm as the deepest shadow of

the new moon; each cold and dark and forbidding as the night

itself.   



     - So, milady, after all this time, you have decided to

return to the sunlit realms?



     - I always intended to return.  But there are patterns to

these things, and it amuses me to keep to them.  The years have

come full circle, and the veils between the worlds thin...  Now

is as good a time as any.



     - Indeed.  What of the seal?



     - What of it?



     - It still stands.



     - Only barely.  It has fallen into such disrepair over the

centuries that it will be a small matter to shatter the rest of

it.



     - I take it you have already conceived a plan?



     - The plan was always there from the beginning, my merry

wanderer of the night.  But you will help me, of course.



     - Of course.  Ah, it has been so long!  How surprised they

will be to have us amongst them again!



     - It is the land I desire.  The earth and the trees; the

waters, and the breath of the wind; the fire of the stars.  Not

the inhabitants.



     - Ah, but the inhabitants always provide such delightful

entertainment...  You might change your mind once the seal is

broken.



     - Perhaps...  But rare is the mortal that can catch my

fancy.



     - Rare, and unfortunate...



     - What say you, hobgoblin?



     - Nothing!  Nothing but the mutterings of your most obedient

fool, your majesty.  But, look, in the sky.  Heh, methinks

something wicked this way comes...



     - Not so wicked as merely passing strange.



     - And wondrous.  A great winged demon of dark metal,

wielding green fire, that thinks itself invisible.



     - Yes.  A marvelous man-made beast with a human heart... and

arriving just as expected.  Come, let us greet our deliverer

together, my Goodfellow.



     - ... As you command, my queen.



     The voices, which spoke where none could hear them, said no

more.  As the wind blew, harsh and cold across the Salisbury

Plain of England, the longest, darkest night of the year was

drawing nigh.





~*~





     Duo Maxwell -- the sixteen year old young man known to many

as Shinigami, the god of death, because of the swift, ruthless

efficiency with which he decimated his enemies in battle -- was

on his way to a mission.  The mission was simple and

straightforward; the kind of mission he liked best.  It involved

razing an OZ military base, with all its secrets, equipment, and

unfortunate personnel, to the ground.  



     He was also singing enthusiastically at the top of his

lungs.  



     "... Baby, you can drive my car; 

     Yes, I'm gonna be a star...  

     Baby, you can drive my car, 

     and baby, I love yooooou....  

     Beep beep, m-beep beep YEAHHH!"



     The internal speakers of Deathscythe Hell's cockpit throbbed

the ancient Beatles tune with the bass beat cranked to the max. 

The pilot, strapped securely into his harness as he skillfully

maneuvered his Gundam through heavy cloud cover and intense

winds, still managed to gyrate in his seat in time to the music,

head bobbing violently, long braid flapping, as he wailed

alongside Paul McCartney and John Lennon.



     "...I got no car, and it's breakin' my heart, 

     but I found a driver, and that's a start..."



     Duo was of the firm conviction that any mission where he was

sent to blow up something on the British Isles had to be

accompanied by Beatles music.  It made him feel patriotic in a

way, even though he was, technically, American.  In his own eyes,

though, he represented not only the Colonies, but whatever

country he happened to be in, whatever it may have been before

the Romerfeller Foundation took over everything.  So today, as he

flew over southern England on his way to obliterate an OZ base,

he was British. 



     He had been chosen for this mission because the target,

which used to be an old English military base before the

Romerfeller takeover, was on the vast, flat Salisbury Plain, with

absolutely no cover.  Trees were a rarity here, and the

occasional rolling hill did little to disguise the approach of an

enemy.  Surprise attacks on this base were difficult, if not

impossible.  So, naturally, Deathscythe Hell, with its superior

cloaking capabilities, was chosen to render it into a useless

pile of slag.



     It was just as well that this was a solo mission, he

thought, smirking.  Heero couldn't stand the Beatles.  Neither

could Wufei, for that matter, though how anyone could not love

the Fab Four was beyond him.



     "Beep beep, m-beep beep YEAHHH!"



     Quatre and Trowa both tolerated him and his mission theme

music -- a habit he had picked up a few months ago --  in long-

suffering silence.  But he preferred violently vocal protests

over stewing in silence any day, which made Heero and Wufei his

mission partners of choice.  Not that he ever really had a

choice, since the Prof never took his personal preferences into

account when assigning him a mission.



     Most of all, though, he preferred going solo altogether. 

That way, he could sing to his heart's content and not have to

worry about annoying his friends to the point of there being

unpleasant repercussions when they returned to the safehouse. 

Like one time, after a mission near Mexico City a few weeks ago,

when he had played "La Cucaracha" full blast over the external

speakers during an intense Leo battle.  Heero had tied his braid

to the bedpost that night, and had even invented his own super

special Perfect Soldier knot for the occasion.  Duo winced at the

memory.  His scalp hurt just to think about it.  It had taken him

over three hours to untie that knot...



     A pre-set alarm from a small left panel penetrated through

the music to alert him that he was approaching his target.  Duo

briefly interrupted his singing jaunt to switch off the alarm,

inspect the radar systems, and double-check the hyperjammers. 

Twenty kilometers and counting.  Hyperjammers functioning at 102%

efficiency, he noted with an approving nod.  He took in all the

systems and weapons readings in an instant, and, for just a

moment, the deadly seriousness that he usually kept hidden under

his maniacally cheerful mask, flickered in his blue-violet eyes.



     War was hell, Duo knew, on an all-too-personal level.  The

broken, bloody carcasses of everyone he had ever loved haunted

both his waking and sleeping hours, their images lurking

continually behind his eyes.  A shattered church full of dead

children.  The cooling, tear-streaked skin of a young nun's face,

her gentle eyes closed forever...



     And so he did what had to be done; fighting and killing, to

end the fighting and killing.  Pulling his small gold cross out

from under his red t-shirt, he pressed it to his lips briefly,

before dropping the chain back down his shirt.  The metal was

chill against his bare skin, like a cold flame over his heart. 

"Look out, OZ," Duo whispered, his smile turning grim and eager.

"Shinigami is coming."



     Dipping just below the cloud cover, Duo caught his first

real glimpse of the landscape, just as the next song started

blaring through the speakers.  Internal speakers only, of course. 

He didn't switch over to external until the surprise was sprung,

and the attack was well underway.  He grinned.  This was one of

his favorite songs, and he sang along with gusto.



     "Yeah, well, shake it up, baby, now --

     Shake it up, BA-BY!.."



     The night-shrouded landscape was flat.  Boring.  Kind of

like Kansas, he thought, only without the corn fields.  Nothing

in the least bit interesting to look at.  Wait... he could see

the dim twinkle of lights from a small village just to the

east... a few sparse trees, and the dark thread of a river

cutting through the plain...



     "...TWIST and SHOUT!..."



     But that was all.  And with the storm clouds, he was flying

low enough that not even the base was visible yet on the horizon. 

Just as well.  With Deathscythe's hyperjammers, they wouldn't

know he was coming, unless they happened to look out a window --

not that they would be able to see much of anything this time of

night.  Still, Duo didn't believe there was such a thing as being

too cautious, so he slipped his Gundam back into the safety of

the cloud cover, just in case.  No need to be reckless,

especially since he wanted to get this mission over with, and get

back to the safehouse as soon as possible.



     He had a special Christmas present for a certain blue-eyed,

ex-OZ babe to finish making, after all.  



     A lopsided grin tugged at his mouth.  He couldn't wait to

see Hilde again.  



     It was strange, really.  He wasn't sure exactly when he

started having feelings beyond friendship for the girl.  Maybe it

was from that first moment, when she caught him infiltrating the

lunar base, and nearly blew his head off...



     The memory of her glaring at him over the barrel of her gun

surfaced in his mind. *Heh...  Cute, smart, spunky, and damn good

with a firearm.  My type of girl for sure.*  



     "Come on, come on come on come on come on BABY, now!"



     Of course, it helped that she *hadn't* blown his head off,

and had switched sides and saved his life instead, which suited

him fine.  It would have been difficult to pursue a romance with

her if she remained an enemy out for his blood.



     Unfortunately, Hilde had quickly discovered how unhealthy it

was to be branded an OZ traitor, and hanging out with Gundam

Pilot 02 didn't do much to improve that situation.  Consequently,

she was currently laying low, maintaining her deceased uncle's

scrapyard business on the L2 Colony.  He, on the other hand, was

several hundred thousand miles away on Earth, doing his best to

sabotage OZ, before they completely destroyed the colonies'

independence, and any chance he might have of returning to L2 and

making some sort of real life for himself.  A life that he hoped

just *might* include Hilde on a more permanent basis...



     "Come on and work it on out -- Work it on out, OOOOOOO!"



     In the meantime, Hilde definitely didn't expect to see him

in person for quite a while.  He had made sure of that.  Right

before the mission, he had slipped away from the safehouse and

had called her from a public vidphone.  The whole brief

conversation had been digustingly sappy.  Hilde had done her best

to coax him back for just a day or two, even going so far as to

use her greatest weapon on him -- her wide, soulful, wounded-

puppy eyes.  He had almost faltered at that, but held firm.  And,

while he hadn't exactly lied, he *had* led her to believe that

his current mission was going to keep him from returning home for

the holidays.  



     Just thinking about how surprised Hilde was going to be when

he showed up on her doorstep on Christmas Eve bearing gifts, Duo

couldn't help but grin.  He couldn't wait to see her again.



     "Yeah, well shake it up BABY, now!

     Shake it up --"



     Duo was fully immersed in the song, shaking his head back

and forth so that his braid lashed side to side behind him, like

the tail of a cat on the prowl, when a bright, unearthly blue

light flashed just outside Deathscythe's hull amidst the clouds. 

The light was so blinding and so close that, even as he continued

to belt out "BABY," Duo fully expected to be deafened by a crash

of thunder in the next moment.



     Instead, John Lennon was interrupted in mid-word as the

music abruptly cut out.  The glow of the surrounding screens and

instrument panels faded to darkness, and the muffled whine of

Deathscythe's engines died instantly.



     There was no thunder.



     Duo suddenly found himself sitting in a pitch black cockpit,

with nothing but the sound of his own loud singing trailing off

into the absolute silence.



     He blinked, too stunned, for a moment, to comprehend what

had just happened.  He couldn't see a thing.  Not even the red

emergency lights were working.  



     And then, gravity chose that moment to exert its force on

the suddenly powerless Gundam.  Duo gasped as g-forces, that his

Gundam usually protected him from with its force shielding,

tugged him violently upward as Deathscythe plummeted.  Only his

harness kept him from being flattened against the cockpit ceiling

at the sudden free fall.



     "Oh shit," he said succinctly.



     This couldn't be happening.  There were layers upon layers

of safeguards to protect against this sort of thing.  Gundams

just didn't stop working and fall out of the sky for no reason. 

Especially not *his* Gundam.



     He worked the dead controls frantically, trying to coax a

response -- any response -- from Deathscythe, with absolutely no

results.  The darkness and the silence were absolute, except for

the sound of his suddenly too-rapid breathing.  "Shit, shit,

shit.  Come on!"



     *Come on, baby, now.*



     Great.  He liked the song, but he didn't want to die with it

stuck in his head.  He didn't want to die, period.  "Come on,

work!  Don't do this to me!"  Nothing.  Snarling in frustration,

he smacked a control panel with his fist, and heard it crack. 

"Work, dammit!"



     He couldn't even see the ground to know when he was going to

hit.  He was falling completely blind.  The suspense was killing

him, and he chuckled bitterly at the irony of the thought.  If he

was lucky, his harness would hold, and he wouldn't be splattered

all over the inside of the cockpit.  But, considering what just

happened -- whatever the hell it had been -- he wasn't counting

much on his luck.



     In the absence of music and the ever-present hum of engines,

Duo could hear the wind outside, shrieking and howling around

him.  He figured the shock of the whole stupid situation must

have addled his mind a bit, because he could swear that, amidst

the wind, he could hear something laughing...



     Well, he thought, with a calm that belied the slightly

hysterical fear he could feel lurking at the edges of his mind. 

Guess I'll never get the chance to tell Hilde that--



     There was a tremendous jolt, a roar, a tearing.  Duo heard a

terrible snapping sound, as if from a great distance.  For one

brief moment, pain filled his existence, flaring scarlet behind

his eyes; pain so great that he couldn't even scream for the

agony of it.



     Then all was dark.





~*~





     In a warm, well-lit pub on the outskirts of the small

village of West Amesbury, a motley group of chaotically-dressed

people held their drinks aloft, facing the window.  A young man,

with black and platinum blond-streaked hair, stood on his chair

and counted rhythmically.



     "...Six-one-thousand, seven-one-thousand, eight-one-

thousand, nine-one --"



     Outside in the distance, in the darkness, a thunderous

rumble reverberated, booming across the countryside, so loud that

the mugs hanging in a row over the bar rattled.



     The crowd cheered, clinked glasses, and drank heartily as

the young man crowed, "Nine-one-thousand!  That's what, nine

kilometers?  Bloody hell, from the sound of it, I'd wager the

lightning struck a lot closer than that."  His statement was met

with various responses of assent or dissent from the pub's

occupants, all in various degrees of soberness.



     Off in a less-noisy corner of the pub, a man in his early

thirties, balding, but with a striking flame-red beard, sat down

next to a young woman, who was staring intently out the window. 

He followed her gaze, then glanced at her out of the corner of

his eye.  Her long, straight hair, he noticed, was died a purple

so dark that it was almost black.



     "Ho, Sharon," he greeted, his gaze returning to the window

that looked out across the bleak winter tableland.



     "Ho, Neville," she responded without looking at him.



     "That blue light," he said after a long moment.  "It wasn't

lightning."



     "Mm," she agreed, her gray eyes never straying from the

window.  "Nor was that crash thunder, I should think."



     "You think it might be the OZ troups doing maneuvers?"



     "Not bloody likely."



     Neville sighed heavily, and ran one hand through the sparse

hair atop his head.  "So, you've done a reading then?"



     Her nod was barely perceptible.



     "Did it say anything in particular?"



     Her face was carefully blank.  "Just that bad things are

coming."  Her voice quieted to almost a whisper.  "Very bad

things."



     Neville swore under his breath.  "My reading said the same

thing.  Damn.  And just in time for Winter Solstice.  I was

hoping I was wrong."



     She snorted, glancing at him for the first time since he sat

down.  "You're never wrong, Neville.  You're the Merlin, aren't

you?  The High Druid?"



     "There's always a first time."



     A wry half-smile curled one corner of her mouth.  "Well, if

*you* can be wrong, then maybe we're both wrong.  Maybe it *is*

just OZ, testing some new kind of weapon or something."



     Neville barked a short, humorless laugh.  "Shit.  Anything

that makes OZ seem like a better alternative is bad, innit."



     Sharon's smile faded.



     Neville reached over with one arm and gave her a comforting

squeeze.  Sharon took it stoically.  "Then again," he said, "it

coulda been lightning, I suppose."



     "Sure," Sharon replied quietly.  "Lightning."



     But it wasn't, she knew.





~*~





     - You missed, fool.



     The voice was, if possible, even more icy than the wind.



     - 'Twasn't my fault, milady.  You shoot a bird from the sky,

it drops like a stone.  It's not supposed to keep flying on even

as it falls, like *this* bloody great metal beast.



     - This beast is no mere starling, shot with an arrow,

hobgoblin.  A dragon, lanced through, will still glide beyond the

mark before succumbing to the earth. 



     - Ah...



     Understanding, and sudden fear, permeated that one word.



     - Because of your misstep, the seal remains unbroken.



     - I... I beg humble pardon, majesty.  But please, hold your

wrath, for there may yet be a way to salvage the situation.



     - ... Speak on.



     - The human heart of the metal beast still lives.



     - Not for long.  The crash has snapped his neck like brittle

timber, and he is dying quickly.  Can you not feel his lifeblood

slipping away?



     - Aye.  But, even with the seal in place... is it not within

your power to save him still?



     - ...  I am not in the business of saving mortals, Puck.



     - If he lives, he may fly again.



     - ... Only to once more fall.



     - Ah, but this time, I will not miss.  I swear, milady.  You

know I am not in the habit of making the same mistake twice.



     - ...Very well.  But know this.  If you fail again, I will

send the ravens to pluck away your eyes, and the hounds to gnaw

your flesh and lap your blood for a thousand years.



     - ... I will not fail, milady.





~*~





     Within Deathscythe's cockpit, a soft blue flame flared from

the pitch darkness.  The light illuminated a grisly scene.  While

the Gundam itself was relatively unscathed from its impact, its

pilot was not so fortunate.  The left shoulder harness had torn

loose, and the boy dangled limply from the remaining strap, his

right arm pulled from its socket, even as his head hung at a

terrible, unnatural angle.  A long, wickedly sharp shard of

glass, from the one single vidscreen that had not survived the

crash, pierced his side, and a great pool of blood was slowly

spreading beneath him.



     The cool, bodiless voice that floated through small space

was tinged with amazement -- the first emotion, other than anger

or apathy, that it had expressed.



     - Why... the heart of the beast is just a boy.



     - Aye.  Surprised was I as well.



     - Considering the lack of damage elsewhere, his injuries

seem hardly accidental.



     - So I loosened the strap and broke the glass.  I did not

intend to miss, and it did not seem prudent to leave him alive to

tell tales.



     The blue flame drifted closer, illuminating Duo's face.  In

the eerie, flickering light, his long hair, torn loose from the

usual immaculate braid, hung like strands of spun silk around

him.  The thick black lashes of his closed eyes were a stark

contrast to his deathly pale skin.



     - ...



     - ...Milady?



     - He... is beautiful.  Even in near-death...



     - ... I suppose...



     - I wonder... what color his eyes are.



     - Perhaps you could find out, once you healed him.



     - You will keep a civil tongue in your head, hobgoblin, or I

will rip it from you.



     - ... Deepest apologies, your majesty.  Forgive my

impudence.  I am merely anxious for his life, for he is my second

chance.



     - ... Indeed...



     Silence, but for the shallow, wet sound of Duo's fading

breath.



     - ... Milady, I do not mean to rush, but he is almost gone -

-



     - Puck.  I want him.



     - ... Pardon?



     - Next time, you will keep him alive.  I want no harm to

come to him.



     - ... As you wish, your majesty.



     With that, the blue flame drifted closer to the dying boy,

until it hovered at his forehead.  A single moment passed, before

the flame erupted in a searing, blinding light that filled the

tiny, bloodstained cockpit.



     And amidst the blinding light, the cool, dark voice spoke

again, and there was a smile within the tone.  The kind of cruel

smile that chills the blood.



     - I have healed him.  Now he is mine.





~*~



End of Chapter 1





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