Subject: [FFML] [ffml][Ranma][fanfic] Poisoned honor part 2
From: "Nuki_mouse" <nuki_mouse@hotmail.com>
Date: 12/28/2000, 6:49 PM
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Again I am trying to repost this, I still getting e-mails that it is missing.

Nuki_mouse



YES I am posting another part right away, as a matter of fact I have several

more parts almost finished that I will post as soon as possible

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                                Ranma 1/2: Poisoned Honor



 PART TWO: MID MORNING REFLECTIONS.



      Ranma awoke with a start  <That was the weirdest dream yet, it HAD to

be Akane's cooking!>  She thought to herself.  She found herself lying nude,

on top of a heap of chinese clothes, in the middle of the room. < These aren

't mine?> she groggily realized looking at the clothes and as she tried to

sit up, a pain from her bruised kidney shot up her side <WHAT THE

HELL!?......It wasn't a dream?>

     <AKANE!> anguished Ranma <WHAT have I DONE??>, As She tried to fully

recall the early morning events. The compulsion to seek out her fiancee' hit

her again, and the abnormal sexual desires as well. <I know I'm not a

LEZ..........?>



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      Just this last summer, the Tendo's and their guest had rented a

beachfront condo. Because of the ocean, swimming, and his water-attracting

curse, Ranma was spending most of his time as a girl. (Though still not as

modest as a "true" girl, he was starting to find it embarrassing to become

female while wearing only a boy's swim suit, especially as his well-endowed

girl body continued to "mature".)  But in reality his 17-yr old male

hormones were kicking up a storm, and just the sight of Akane (who loved her

bikinis) and Nabiki (French cut one pieces, with an extremely low backs),

would cause him extreme sexual "discomfort". While female, other girls didn'

t seem to bother Ranma-chan much at all, but then (much to her horror)

during a local suntan, swimsuit, and body building contest, she discovered a

totally new aspect of her female form. Ranma-chan found herself actually

admiring the bod 's of the MALE hardbodies and felt a very definite sexual

attraction to them.  This scared the "macho" Ranma to the bone, and for the

next few days he did everything he could to stay male, dodging water from

everywhere (including an overflowing toilet), refusing to leave the condo or

even to step out onto the beach, and generally making everyone miserable.

He finally gave up and accepted this new aspect of his curse, just after a

blimp, advertising a brand of film, dump it's liquid ballast on him.



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     <This.. This can't be...TRUE?> Ranma thought to herself. < Rapist

are...scum...don't deserve to live...kill'm all...> The moral and chivalrous

nature of Ranma was completely at odds with her morning actions both as a

girl and especially as a boy. < I don't fight girls, even as one, how...how

could I attack Akane like that?> The confused girl silently sobbed to

herself <Maybe...maybe I don't deserve to live...>

     <These clothes, they must be Shampoo's....> Ranma suddenly, fearfully,

looked about the room for the cat.  She noticed the odd arrangement of the

bucket in the corner and vaguely remembers Nabiki imprisoning Shampoo. <I

can't stay...here, not with HER over there...> Ranma painfully got to her

feet and tried the door. <It's jammed, or nailed shut> knowing this to be

something Nabiki might do.  <The window... It's open!? Is that how Shampoo

got in? >, As Ranma remembered vaguely the feeling of a ghost (or stealthy

Amazon?) in her room. She grabbed the set of boxers and a T-shirt that

served as her pajamas, and slipped out onto the roof.   She retreated to the

most isolated portion of the roof, just above the laundry room door, and

quietly dressed.

      <I could go to Akane...try to apologize...but... .But HOW?, maybe

if.....If she really does love me she'll listen.......?> But Ranma KNEW this

was a foolish hope.  <I'm female, now....and I still want to be with her, I

can hardly stand being away!, She so kawaii & sexy, I... I could change back

and.....!?!?> Ranma's eyes bugged <Where DID THAT come from?. I can't still

be wanting to...RAPE her?> the shocked girl drew up into a fetal position

and wrapped her arms around her knees, as if to hug herself. <Maybe it is

because I love Akane, I want to please her, to make her feel good?> <My

Kami, I'm a GIRL now, I KNOW these thoughts are WRONG, why don't they go

away?> tears came to Ranma eyes < If...if I know these feelings are wrong,

maybe now I can fight them, I can change back and...?> Ranma shook herself<

When I was male I couldn't ...wouldn't .....Didn't want to stop...not with

Shampoo, or Akane ....I even  ....even wanted NABIKI!!!?> As the memory of

his glombing onto Nabiki returned (and just how MUCH he enjoyed the feel of

her body) <Akane, Nabiki, Shampoo... they aren't safe... safe from ME not

while I'm like this...I can't be male again....not now.. Maybe never, I don'

t want to be.....I couldn't live with myself as a ...a... as a rapist, a

hentai?>

      <Rapist, aren't they diseased, or insane, like... oh.... Happosai>

Ranma thought < He would pawl girls and steals their undies, but the master

NEVER tried to rape someone> she realized. <That serial rapist they caught

last year, didn't he start just attacking young girls, then latter he raped

them,... then started killing them?> as she recalled the horrendous crime

spree <Didn't he say that he was only doing what they liked, that.....That..

They wanted it...!> This thought cause Ranma stomach, already in a turmoil

to puke up a foul bile.< yew ...... yuk...gag, ..>As she cleared her throat

< Is .....Is .....That what is next for me...to kill someone?, maybe if I

never....never be a boy again I won't.....ka- Ka-- KILLL anyone> The girl

paled, < Could... I live that way? As a girl..... ALWAYS??,... never to

return ...to be a man .... To be ME, again?, would it work??

      <No....I was a girl....and, and I still tried to ... to...do it with

Akane even without a .. a .... c-- cocc-- cccoo--- ooockk.> Sobbed the girl.

< I can't, can't KEEP from changing, I tried.... Even can't stay a girl when

I NEED to> remembering all the times she was dowsed with hot tea, or ramen

soup (or once, even warm wet steam from a sewer grate).  The more Ranma

tried not to change, the more these weird instances seemed to happen. < I

know what needs to be done ...... how to end this...>

      Ranma look out on the dojo's yard, and noticed that someone (Kasumi?)

had hung several sets of yukata and their matching haori outside to air

after winter storage.  <I'll need better clothes> as she eyed them <that

small yellow robe, with the flowers, that may fit me now, and my old rain

day sandals are below> as she look at the shoes lined up at the back door.



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       Akane was still in shock, in Kasumi's room. Before Nabiki emptied all

the hot water, Kasumi help Akane wash, knowing this sometimes helped calm

and reassure the victim in such cases. The whole time Akane did not utter a

word, just stared blankly at Kasumi, a dead, vacant look in her eyes.

Afterwards She wouldn't enter her own room and just stood in the door

shivering at the sight of her unmade futon. Akane turned around and buried

her head on Kasumi's shoulder and bawled her eyes out as Kasumi lead the

girl to her own room and bed. Kasumi tucked the crying girl into the bed,

just like her mother use to, and tried to reassure the poor girl.. <

Ju--u--st leave mm ..me a ..a.. alone> Akane quietly cried, the first words

she spoke since the attack < I d ..do-- don't waant any ca ..co ... company

right  right na ..na ..now!>.

      Kasumi was totally confounded and confused. <What do you do when your

houseguest tries to rape your sister?> She shook her head as she retreated

to the one area of the house that was HERS.  Normally, just entering the

kitchen would bring her peace, and calm, since she didn't allow outside

"troubles" to enter there. Today that didn't work <I am so useless, SO

HOPELESS!!> She condemned herself. <I just sat there, while Ranma climbed on

top of her, while I held her still, in PlACE!!>. Kasumi slammed open one of

her cupboards and in an uncharacteristic display of temper; she yanked out

her teakettle and started filling it. < No wonder Akane wanted me to LEAVE,

I helped her iinazuke try to rape her!!>   She swung the kettle onto the

stove, spilling water all over her clean floor and countertop.  <Thank the

kami's for Nabiki, dumping that glass of water on Ranma, then pulling her

off, SHE wasn't useless like me!> Kasumi shook her head mournfully <SHE did

something!, SHE stopped him, all I did was to help Ranma try to rape my

onee-chan, Nabiki wasn't totally useless like ME!> Forgetting that Nabiki

had turn the gas off, Kasumi vainly tried to light the burner. <I can't even

start my own damn stove!> Kasumi mentally swore to herself, shocked at the

intensity of her own thoughts

      From outside the laundry room door came the sound of creaking

floorboards <FATHER!> Hoped Kasumi.<He's back already!, He can help ......

uhh!?> As she realized that Soun would most likely cry hysterically, berate

himself, then rush to Akane's side, only to say the worst thing possible.

<And what about Genma?> She dreaded what reaction he might have. < Would he

believe us, against his own son? Will he and father try to rationalize away

Ranma's actions?> Kasumi wondered  <I must now be strong, I can't be useless

anymore!> Kasumi decided. <Father must NOT upset Akane, further. Father MUST

kick Ranma and Genma out AND end this engagement farce!> Kasumi started to

plan her strategy like a general going to war. <I will have to act totally

shocked and bewildered by the morning events, then maybe start to cry a

little, and finally, if needed, threaten to go on strike> she determine

<Father will act like the strong man he use to be for once!, I'll make sure

of that!!>

      Kasumi slowly opened the back door and peered out. There on the porch

was not her father Soun, but Ranma, dressed in one of Akane's old yukatas

and the matching haori, slipping on a pair of sandals.



      Ranma had already donned the robe and coat, and was retrieving her

sandals when she heard a slight gasp behind her.

"Oh my!" Came from a startled Kasumi. "I see you are now stealing from us,

Ranma"

     Ranma looked like a deer caught in a headlight, as she froze and then

slowly turn to face Kasumi.

     "I uh, needed something to wear other than uh, my sleepwear" a nervous

Ranma replied. She glanced quickly at Kasumi, dreading the response her body

and emotions might have due to the presence another female.  At first she

felt no abnormal feelings, but just when she thought maybe she had control

of her sexual desires again, a strange feeling came over her and she

wondered just how good Kasumi might be in bed. <With her long legs and slim

waist, I bet she would be a, uh ..9 maybe 10, nude. She likes me, desires

me, I feel IT!!.  I always heard the quiet ones are the wildest in bed and

like it the most!!, Kasumi always liked me, I bet if I were a boy again she

would .... >

       "Aaagghh" gasp Ranma vocally, as she shook her head to try to clear

the sudden desire to become a man again and try to PLEASE Kasumi.  She had

slowly taken a step towards Kasumi and had reached her arms out in an

invitation to embrace. The look Kasumi gave her stopped her dead. She had

seen Kasumi in all types of moods before, but never a rage like she was in

now. < NO ... THIS isn't RIGHT, she LIKES me, not hates me!!> Ranma thought

< she .. ugh... she ...???, OH NO !  NOT KASUMI TOO !!!> Ranma threw her

hands across face to block out her view of Kasumi

     "I  think it would be best if you where to leave, Ranma, and don't come

back " stated Kasumi in a falsely sweet voice that did little to hide the

true venom in her words. "You really wouldn't want me to tell your mother

what type of "REAL" man you are?"

     < NO!!, KASUMI, YOU WOULDN'T!! > Raced though Ranma's head. She then

remembered the disgusted, revolted look she gave her in Akane's room, and

then the angry, hateful look in her eyes right now. < Kasumi always does

what she believes is best for her family.  I have never known her to lie OR

bluff about anything before >.

      Ranma stood there frozen, her eyes wide open as she contemplated her

next actions.

     "You don't need ta tell Mom anything, Kasumi" Ranma pleaded. "She don't

need ta be burden with that guilt or duty, I know what needs ta be done,

I'll do the right thing! " And with that statement, Ranma fled from the

Tendo house, leaving it for what she was certain would be the very last time

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     "Is he gone?" Asked Nabiki from the kitchen.

     "Yes, and I think maybe for good, this time" responded Kasumi, as she

pondered the cryptic statement Ranma made as she left.

     "I'm  worried about Akane, she just lying there, totally unresponsive,

like she's unconscious, yet she IS awake!"

     "I know" replied Kasumi "I think we better give Dr. Toufu a call"

     "DR TOUFU?, He's no expert on rape or broken hearts, he can't even

control his own ....." <OPPS> as Nabiki mentally kick herself.

     "I will just have to keep out of his sight, then" said Kasumi, with a

shy smile. "Anyway, he is getting a lot better, just as long as he is busy

with a patient; he can maintain his composure, even around me"

     "Still, he is really the best choice of a doctor to call for Akane?"

Questioned Nabiki.

      Kasumi gave Nabiki a withering look for doubting her Ono-chan's

abilities. "He has known Akane for years, Nabiki, plus he is very well read

on a number of subjects, even psychology". <To help him cope with his

feelings for ME! > Kasumi silently told herself. "He one of the few outside

of our family that really understands Akane and her relationship with Ranma,

so he just may be able to help were another doctor couldn't" Kasumi replied.

"If not, he will know just who to call to help Akane".

     "Now that Ranma's left, there's a Little Pussy that needs to be taught

a lesson" Nabiki said with an evil grin, as she again thought about a

possible vet visit that would "solve" Shampoo's troubled love life, once and

for all, as she head up to the guestroom.



     Kasumi wasted no time in calling Dr Toufu, who was as always delighted

to hear from her, calling out his joy to Betty-chan, but quickly becoming

serious when told of Akane and Ranma.

     "Akane sounds like she is in emotional shock, and there are some drugs

that may help, but I would rather wait and see if she doesn't come around on

her own in a few hours. If not, I have a friend who is a specialist in these

cases who I can call for advice. Just don't leave her alone, and watch for

any signs of physical distress or destructive behavior" Came Dr Toufu's

advice "But I am also worried about Ranm----!!"

     "I don't give a Damn about Ranma, just Akane!!" Interrupted a very

angry sounding Kasumi "Ranma's gone and I hope he never comes back!!"

     Ono Toufu had known Kasumi for years, ever since opening up his small

clinic nearby, and he had been in love with her for almost the whole time.

He hated the way he acted around her and had always tried to keep his

composure during her visits, but always failing. It all came to a head

recently when Kasumi had tried to volunteer her help during a flu outbreak

and he had to decline her aid (for the safety of the patients!)  Seeing the

hurt look in Kasumi's eyes, he finally admitted his true feelings to her

(and learned to his joy that Kasumi secretly loved him too.)   After that,

he had started getting professional help in dealing with his wild emotional

responses to her. But in all the time he had known her, he had never heard

Kasumi swear, raise her voice, or be rude or upset enough to interrupt

anyone, before. <Did Ranma really try to rape Akane?, is that why Kasumi is

so upset?>

     "You say that Ranma was actually trying to rape Akane, are you sure?"

Came the concerned voice of Ono Toufu over the phone.

     "Yes, Yes, there was no doubt about it, Ranma had to be physically

restrain to stop him, even the triggering of his curse had no effect on him,

err .... Her" answered Kasumi in a slightly vexed voice.

     "And he also attacked Nabiki AND Shampoo?" Continued Dr Toufu.

     "You should have seen the way Ranma glombed onto Nabiki, his hands

going straight to her .a... chest and .umm... bottom, and he was wildly

kissing her on the neck before she flipped him into Akane's room" came

Kasumi's answer "But I think Shampoo actually wanted to .... Well you

know... " The embarrassment blatant in her voice.

     "Did Shampoo do or say anything that may have cause Ranma to react like

he did?" Ask Dr Toufu.

     Kasumi was silent for a moment < Just why was Shampoo in Ranma's room?

And for the first time that day she wondered about the reason for Shampoo'

s "visit".  Shampoo had, in the past, sneaked into Ranma's room before while

he slept, and had used her knowledge of rare amazon "techniques" to try to

force him to "marry" her. Plus, Shampoo had always made it blatantly clear

that she was MORE than willing to perform her "wifely duties" with Ranma.

But as far a Kasumi knew, this was the first time that Ranma had seemed to

respond to Shampoo's overtures.

     "Shampoo wasn't resisting Ranma all, actually her .. ahh.... "position"

made it obvious that she wanted to have sex. < maybe the stress and uh ....

"joy" of his first "encounter" changed Ranma into a rapist?> thought Kasumi.

< No I don't think that's really possible, it must be something else> "But I

didn't see her DO anything uh ... "unusual" to him".

     "Still, I've known Ranma for awhile, now, and I just can't make myself

believe Ranma would hurt Akane, or rape ANYONE, besides has he ever shown

any abnormal or homosexual behaviors before??" Asked the doctor.

     "Ranma has always claimed to be 100% MALE inside, no matter what sex he

or she was at the moment, but I do know that "she" did find men "attractive,

to Ranma's great displeasure." Answered Kasumi, as she remembered the time

spent at the beach.  "Until now though, he has always been chivalrous to a

fault, why just touching Akane in the "wrong" way would usually cause him to

blush and lose his composure"

      <As bad as I still do around you, sometimes, Kasumi?> Wondered Dr.

Toufu.

Almost as if reading his mind via the phone, Kasumi continued. "But at least

he never danced around the park with his skeleton" Teased Kasumi. Then she

suddenly realized the anger that she had been holding in for Ranma was

starting to abate.  <What had changed?, Ranma could have just been finally

showing his true colors, but ..... > Kasumi shook her head < Ranma could

have had Shampoo, or Ukyou, or even Koldachi (Shudder) anytime he wanted to,

but he always seem to "know" that wasn't right.  It just wasn't in his

nature to take advantage of a girl, that way.> Kasumi knew < At least not a

girl he didn't believed he really "Loved".>

      "So Ranma's female "side" has normal sexual reactions for a girl?" <

Kami-sama!, Just think what a confused psyche Ranma must have!> thought the

doctor in him.

      "Yes, to his acute embarrassment, he found that his "desires" do

change along with his sex" Kasumi smiled shyly to herself.

      "Did "he" or "she" say anything about why he was uh.... attacking

Akane?" Continued Dr Toufu.

      "Ranma really didn't say much, he seemed mostly concern with asking

Akane to forgive him, and telling her how much he loved her, and wanted to

'please' her." She said in answer to Ono's second question.

      <Rape is a crime of anger, not sex. The rapist wants to control and

dominate his victim, the last thing a rapist would do is ask for forgiveness

or worry about "pleasing" their victim.> thought Ono <I really think that

Shampoo must have done "something" to Ranma>

      "I can understand that you are mad at Ranma, Kasumi, but if you see

him again just ask him to see me, Please??"

      "OK, OK, .... But what of Akane???" Plead Kasumi, still somewhat mad

at Ono for seeming more concerned for Ranma than Akane <RANMA wasn't the

victim, HE wasn't attacked, HE broke Akane's heart, not vice-versa> Her

anger at Ranma, though lessened, still there.

      "Just give me an hour or so to take care of my patients in the waiting

room, then I will be over." Said Dr Toufu "Right now you need to stay with

Akane, reassure her if needed, but just don't leave her alone right now."

Concluded the Doctor as he then told Kasumi good bye and hung up the phone.



                                                    END PART TWO.







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