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Ranma 1/2: Poisoned Honor
PART TWO: MID MORNING REFLECTIONS.
Ranma awoke with a start <That was the weirdest dream yet, it HAD to
be Akane's cooking!> She thought to herself. She found herself lying nude,
on top of a heap of chinese clothes, in the middle of the room. < These aren
't mine?> she groggily realized looking at the clothes and as she tried to
sit up, a pain from her bruised kidney shot up her side <WHAT THE
HELL!?......It wasn't a dream?>
<AKANE!> anguished Ranma <WHAT have I DONE??>, As She tried to fully
recall the early morning events. The compulsion to seek out her fiancee' hit
her again, and the abnormal sexual desires as well. <I know I'm not a
LEZ..........?>
* * * * * * * *
* * * * * *
Just this last summer, the Tendo's and their guest had rented a
beachfront condo. Because of the ocean, swimming, and his water-attracting
curse, Ranma was spending most of his time as a girl. (Though still not as
modest as a "true" girl, he was starting to find it embarrassing to become
female while wearing only a boy's swim suit, especially as his well-endowed
girl body continued to "mature".) But in reality his 17-yr old male
hormones were kicking up a storm, and just the sight of Akane (who loved her
bikinis) and Nabiki (French cut one pieces, with an extremely low backs),
would cause him extreme sexual "discomfort". While female, other girls didn'
t seem to bother Ranma-chan much at all, but then (much to her horror)
during a local suntan, swimsuit, and body building contest, she discovered a
totally new aspect of her female form. Ranma-chan found herself actually
admiring the bod 's of the MALE hardbodies and felt a very definite sexual
attraction to them. This scared the "macho" Ranma to the bone, and for the
next few days he did everything he could to stay male, dodging water from
everywhere (including an overflowing toilet), refusing to leave the condo or
even to step out onto the beach, and generally making everyone miserable.
He finally gave up and accepted this new aspect of his curse, just after a
blimp, advertising a brand of film, dump it's liquid ballast on him.
* * * * * * * * *
* * * * * * *
<This.. This can't be...TRUE?> Ranma thought to herself. < Rapist
are...scum...don't deserve to live...kill'm all...> The moral and chivalrous
nature of Ranma was completely at odds with her morning actions both as a
girl and especially as a boy. < I don't fight girls, even as one, how...how
could I attack Akane like that?> The confused girl silently sobbed to
herself <Maybe...maybe I don't deserve to live...>
<These clothes, they must be Shampoo's....> Ranma suddenly, fearfully,
looked about the room for the cat. She noticed the odd arrangement of the
bucket in the corner and vaguely remembers Nabiki imprisoning Shampoo. <I
can't stay...here, not with HER over there...> Ranma painfully got to her
feet and tried the door. <It's jammed, or nailed shut> knowing this to be
something Nabiki might do. <The window... It's open!? Is that how Shampoo
got in? >, As Ranma remembered vaguely the feeling of a ghost (or stealthy
Amazon?) in her room. She grabbed the set of boxers and a T-shirt that
served as her pajamas, and slipped out onto the roof. She retreated to the
most isolated portion of the roof, just above the laundry room door, and
quietly dressed.
<I could go to Akane...try to apologize...but... .But HOW?, maybe
if.....If she really does love me she'll listen.......?> But Ranma KNEW this
was a foolish hope. <I'm female, now....and I still want to be with her, I
can hardly stand being away!, She so kawaii & sexy, I... I could change back
and.....!?!?> Ranma's eyes bugged <Where DID THAT come from?. I can't still
be wanting to...RAPE her?> the shocked girl drew up into a fetal position
and wrapped her arms around her knees, as if to hug herself. <Maybe it is
because I love Akane, I want to please her, to make her feel good?> <My
Kami, I'm a GIRL now, I KNOW these thoughts are WRONG, why don't they go
away?> tears came to Ranma eyes < If...if I know these feelings are wrong,
maybe now I can fight them, I can change back and...?> Ranma shook herself<
When I was male I couldn't ...wouldn't .....Didn't want to stop...not with
Shampoo, or Akane ....I even ....even wanted NABIKI!!!?> As the memory of
his glombing onto Nabiki returned (and just how MUCH he enjoyed the feel of
her body) <Akane, Nabiki, Shampoo... they aren't safe... safe from ME not
while I'm like this...I can't be male again....not now.. Maybe never, I don'
t want to be.....I couldn't live with myself as a ...a... as a rapist, a
hentai?>
<Rapist, aren't they diseased, or insane, like... oh.... Happosai>
Ranma thought < He would pawl girls and steals their undies, but the master
NEVER tried to rape someone> she realized. <That serial rapist they caught
last year, didn't he start just attacking young girls, then latter he raped
them,... then started killing them?> as she recalled the horrendous crime
spree <Didn't he say that he was only doing what they liked, that.....That..
They wanted it...!> This thought cause Ranma stomach, already in a turmoil
to puke up a foul bile.< yew ...... yuk...gag, ..>As she cleared her throat
< Is .....Is .....That what is next for me...to kill someone?, maybe if I
never....never be a boy again I won't.....ka- Ka-- KILLL anyone> The girl
paled, < Could... I live that way? As a girl..... ALWAYS??,... never to
return ...to be a man .... To be ME, again?, would it work??
<No....I was a girl....and, and I still tried to ... to...do it with
Akane even without a .. a .... c-- cocc-- cccoo--- ooockk.> Sobbed the girl.
< I can't, can't KEEP from changing, I tried.... Even can't stay a girl when
I NEED to> remembering all the times she was dowsed with hot tea, or ramen
soup (or once, even warm wet steam from a sewer grate). The more Ranma
tried not to change, the more these weird instances seemed to happen. < I
know what needs to be done ...... how to end this...>
Ranma look out on the dojo's yard, and noticed that someone (Kasumi?)
had hung several sets of yukata and their matching haori outside to air
after winter storage. <I'll need better clothes> as she eyed them <that
small yellow robe, with the flowers, that may fit me now, and my old rain
day sandals are below> as she look at the shoes lined up at the back door.
* * * * * * * * *
* * * * * *
Akane was still in shock, in Kasumi's room. Before Nabiki emptied all
the hot water, Kasumi help Akane wash, knowing this sometimes helped calm
and reassure the victim in such cases. The whole time Akane did not utter a
word, just stared blankly at Kasumi, a dead, vacant look in her eyes.
Afterwards She wouldn't enter her own room and just stood in the door
shivering at the sight of her unmade futon. Akane turned around and buried
her head on Kasumi's shoulder and bawled her eyes out as Kasumi lead the
girl to her own room and bed. Kasumi tucked the crying girl into the bed,
just like her mother use to, and tried to reassure the poor girl.. <
Ju--u--st leave mm ..me a ..a.. alone> Akane quietly cried, the first words
she spoke since the attack < I d ..do-- don't waant any ca ..co ... company
right right na ..na ..now!>.
Kasumi was totally confounded and confused. <What do you do when your
houseguest tries to rape your sister?> She shook her head as she retreated
to the one area of the house that was HERS. Normally, just entering the
kitchen would bring her peace, and calm, since she didn't allow outside
"troubles" to enter there. Today that didn't work <I am so useless, SO
HOPELESS!!> She condemned herself. <I just sat there, while Ranma climbed on
top of her, while I held her still, in PlACE!!>. Kasumi slammed open one of
her cupboards and in an uncharacteristic display of temper; she yanked out
her teakettle and started filling it. < No wonder Akane wanted me to LEAVE,
I helped her iinazuke try to rape her!!> She swung the kettle onto the
stove, spilling water all over her clean floor and countertop. <Thank the
kami's for Nabiki, dumping that glass of water on Ranma, then pulling her
off, SHE wasn't useless like me!> Kasumi shook her head mournfully <SHE did
something!, SHE stopped him, all I did was to help Ranma try to rape my
onee-chan, Nabiki wasn't totally useless like ME!> Forgetting that Nabiki
had turn the gas off, Kasumi vainly tried to light the burner. <I can't even
start my own damn stove!> Kasumi mentally swore to herself, shocked at the
intensity of her own thoughts
From outside the laundry room door came the sound of creaking
floorboards <FATHER!> Hoped Kasumi.<He's back already!, He can help ......
uhh!?> As she realized that Soun would most likely cry hysterically, berate
himself, then rush to Akane's side, only to say the worst thing possible.
<And what about Genma?> She dreaded what reaction he might have. < Would he
believe us, against his own son? Will he and father try to rationalize away
Ranma's actions?> Kasumi wondered <I must now be strong, I can't be useless
anymore!> Kasumi decided. <Father must NOT upset Akane, further. Father MUST
kick Ranma and Genma out AND end this engagement farce!> Kasumi started to
plan her strategy like a general going to war. <I will have to act totally
shocked and bewildered by the morning events, then maybe start to cry a
little, and finally, if needed, threaten to go on strike> she determine
<Father will act like the strong man he use to be for once!, I'll make sure
of that!!>
Kasumi slowly opened the back door and peered out. There on the porch
was not her father Soun, but Ranma, dressed in one of Akane's old yukatas
and the matching haori, slipping on a pair of sandals.
Ranma had already donned the robe and coat, and was retrieving her
sandals when she heard a slight gasp behind her.
"Oh my!" Came from a startled Kasumi. "I see you are now stealing from us,
Ranma"
Ranma looked like a deer caught in a headlight, as she froze and then
slowly turn to face Kasumi.
"I uh, needed something to wear other than uh, my sleepwear" a nervous
Ranma replied. She glanced quickly at Kasumi, dreading the response her body
and emotions might have due to the presence another female. At first she
felt no abnormal feelings, but just when she thought maybe she had control
of her sexual desires again, a strange feeling came over her and she
wondered just how good Kasumi might be in bed. <With her long legs and slim
waist, I bet she would be a, uh ..9 maybe 10, nude. She likes me, desires
me, I feel IT!!. I always heard the quiet ones are the wildest in bed and
like it the most!!, Kasumi always liked me, I bet if I were a boy again she
would .... >
"Aaagghh" gasp Ranma vocally, as she shook her head to try to clear
the sudden desire to become a man again and try to PLEASE Kasumi. She had
slowly taken a step towards Kasumi and had reached her arms out in an
invitation to embrace. The look Kasumi gave her stopped her dead. She had
seen Kasumi in all types of moods before, but never a rage like she was in
now. < NO ... THIS isn't RIGHT, she LIKES me, not hates me!!> Ranma thought
< she .. ugh... she ...???, OH NO ! NOT KASUMI TOO !!!> Ranma threw her
hands across face to block out her view of Kasumi
"I think it would be best if you where to leave, Ranma, and don't come
back " stated Kasumi in a falsely sweet voice that did little to hide the
true venom in her words. "You really wouldn't want me to tell your mother
what type of "REAL" man you are?"
< NO!!, KASUMI, YOU WOULDN'T!! > Raced though Ranma's head. She then
remembered the disgusted, revolted look she gave her in Akane's room, and
then the angry, hateful look in her eyes right now. < Kasumi always does
what she believes is best for her family. I have never known her to lie OR
bluff about anything before >.
Ranma stood there frozen, her eyes wide open as she contemplated her
next actions.
"You don't need ta tell Mom anything, Kasumi" Ranma pleaded. "She don't
need ta be burden with that guilt or duty, I know what needs ta be done,
I'll do the right thing! " And with that statement, Ranma fled from the
Tendo house, leaving it for what she was certain would be the very last time
..
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* * * * * *
"Is he gone?" Asked Nabiki from the kitchen.
"Yes, and I think maybe for good, this time" responded Kasumi, as she
pondered the cryptic statement Ranma made as she left.
"I'm worried about Akane, she just lying there, totally unresponsive,
like she's unconscious, yet she IS awake!"
"I know" replied Kasumi "I think we better give Dr. Toufu a call"
"DR TOUFU?, He's no expert on rape or broken hearts, he can't even
control his own ....." <OPPS> as Nabiki mentally kick herself.
"I will just have to keep out of his sight, then" said Kasumi, with a
shy smile. "Anyway, he is getting a lot better, just as long as he is busy
with a patient; he can maintain his composure, even around me"
"Still, he is really the best choice of a doctor to call for Akane?"
Questioned Nabiki.
Kasumi gave Nabiki a withering look for doubting her Ono-chan's
abilities. "He has known Akane for years, Nabiki, plus he is very well read
on a number of subjects, even psychology". <To help him cope with his
feelings for ME! > Kasumi silently told herself. "He one of the few outside
of our family that really understands Akane and her relationship with Ranma,
so he just may be able to help were another doctor couldn't" Kasumi replied.
"If not, he will know just who to call to help Akane".
"Now that Ranma's left, there's a Little Pussy that needs to be taught
a lesson" Nabiki said with an evil grin, as she again thought about a
possible vet visit that would "solve" Shampoo's troubled love life, once and
for all, as she head up to the guestroom.
Kasumi wasted no time in calling Dr Toufu, who was as always delighted
to hear from her, calling out his joy to Betty-chan, but quickly becoming
serious when told of Akane and Ranma.
"Akane sounds like she is in emotional shock, and there are some drugs
that may help, but I would rather wait and see if she doesn't come around on
her own in a few hours. If not, I have a friend who is a specialist in these
cases who I can call for advice. Just don't leave her alone, and watch for
any signs of physical distress or destructive behavior" Came Dr Toufu's
advice "But I am also worried about Ranm----!!"
"I don't give a Damn about Ranma, just Akane!!" Interrupted a very
angry sounding Kasumi "Ranma's gone and I hope he never comes back!!"
Ono Toufu had known Kasumi for years, ever since opening up his small
clinic nearby, and he had been in love with her for almost the whole time.
He hated the way he acted around her and had always tried to keep his
composure during her visits, but always failing. It all came to a head
recently when Kasumi had tried to volunteer her help during a flu outbreak
and he had to decline her aid (for the safety of the patients!) Seeing the
hurt look in Kasumi's eyes, he finally admitted his true feelings to her
(and learned to his joy that Kasumi secretly loved him too.) After that,
he had started getting professional help in dealing with his wild emotional
responses to her. But in all the time he had known her, he had never heard
Kasumi swear, raise her voice, or be rude or upset enough to interrupt
anyone, before. <Did Ranma really try to rape Akane?, is that why Kasumi is
so upset?>
"You say that Ranma was actually trying to rape Akane, are you sure?"
Came the concerned voice of Ono Toufu over the phone.
"Yes, Yes, there was no doubt about it, Ranma had to be physically
restrain to stop him, even the triggering of his curse had no effect on him,
err .... Her" answered Kasumi in a slightly vexed voice.
"And he also attacked Nabiki AND Shampoo?" Continued Dr Toufu.
"You should have seen the way Ranma glombed onto Nabiki, his hands
going straight to her .a... chest and .umm... bottom, and he was wildly
kissing her on the neck before she flipped him into Akane's room" came
Kasumi's answer "But I think Shampoo actually wanted to .... Well you
know... " The embarrassment blatant in her voice.
"Did Shampoo do or say anything that may have cause Ranma to react like
he did?" Ask Dr Toufu.
Kasumi was silent for a moment < Just why was Shampoo in Ranma's room?
And for the first time that day she wondered about the reason for Shampoo'
s "visit". Shampoo had, in the past, sneaked into Ranma's room before while
he slept, and had used her knowledge of rare amazon "techniques" to try to
force him to "marry" her. Plus, Shampoo had always made it blatantly clear
that she was MORE than willing to perform her "wifely duties" with Ranma.
But as far a Kasumi knew, this was the first time that Ranma had seemed to
respond to Shampoo's overtures.
"Shampoo wasn't resisting Ranma all, actually her .. ahh.... "position"
made it obvious that she wanted to have sex. < maybe the stress and uh ....
"joy" of his first "encounter" changed Ranma into a rapist?> thought Kasumi.
< No I don't think that's really possible, it must be something else> "But I
didn't see her DO anything uh ... "unusual" to him".
"Still, I've known Ranma for awhile, now, and I just can't make myself
believe Ranma would hurt Akane, or rape ANYONE, besides has he ever shown
any abnormal or homosexual behaviors before??" Asked the doctor.
"Ranma has always claimed to be 100% MALE inside, no matter what sex he
or she was at the moment, but I do know that "she" did find men "attractive,
to Ranma's great displeasure." Answered Kasumi, as she remembered the time
spent at the beach. "Until now though, he has always been chivalrous to a
fault, why just touching Akane in the "wrong" way would usually cause him to
blush and lose his composure"
<As bad as I still do around you, sometimes, Kasumi?> Wondered Dr.
Toufu.
Almost as if reading his mind via the phone, Kasumi continued. "But at least
he never danced around the park with his skeleton" Teased Kasumi. Then she
suddenly realized the anger that she had been holding in for Ranma was
starting to abate. <What had changed?, Ranma could have just been finally
showing his true colors, but ..... > Kasumi shook her head < Ranma could
have had Shampoo, or Ukyou, or even Koldachi (Shudder) anytime he wanted to,
but he always seem to "know" that wasn't right. It just wasn't in his
nature to take advantage of a girl, that way.> Kasumi knew < At least not a
girl he didn't believed he really "Loved".>
"So Ranma's female "side" has normal sexual reactions for a girl?" <
Kami-sama!, Just think what a confused psyche Ranma must have!> thought the
doctor in him.
"Yes, to his acute embarrassment, he found that his "desires" do
change along with his sex" Kasumi smiled shyly to herself.
"Did "he" or "she" say anything about why he was uh.... attacking
Akane?" Continued Dr Toufu.
"Ranma really didn't say much, he seemed mostly concern with asking
Akane to forgive him, and telling her how much he loved her, and wanted to
'please' her." She said in answer to Ono's second question.
<Rape is a crime of anger, not sex. The rapist wants to control and
dominate his victim, the last thing a rapist would do is ask for forgiveness
or worry about "pleasing" their victim.> thought Ono <I really think that
Shampoo must have done "something" to Ranma>
"I can understand that you are mad at Ranma, Kasumi, but if you see
him again just ask him to see me, Please??"
"OK, OK, .... But what of Akane???" Plead Kasumi, still somewhat mad
at Ono for seeming more concerned for Ranma than Akane <RANMA wasn't the
victim, HE wasn't attacked, HE broke Akane's heart, not vice-versa> Her
anger at Ranma, though lessened, still there.
"Just give me an hour or so to take care of my patients in the waiting
room, then I will be over." Said Dr Toufu "Right now you need to stay with
Akane, reassure her if needed, but just don't leave her alone right now."
Concluded the Doctor as he then told Kasumi good bye and hung up the phone.
END PART TWO.