Subject: [FFML] Re: [Kenshin][Fanfic]Opiate
From: Miashara
Date: 9/12/2000, 11:37 AM
To: Juliet Ormonde
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On Tue, 12 Sep 2000, Juliet Ormonde wrote:

^_^ |/ Hello...

Hmmm... snip introspective Battoussai thingees... my only comments are that Battoussai, through his meanderings about his way of life, which was "a way of death" was quite poetic, calm... yes, he creeps me out here ^^; His smooth poetic style of thinking and rationalizing, introversing, whatever, is rooted to his killing... grotesque and psychotic it is to us, he sees it as an art in itself, like his words in his mind, his skill w/ the sword and his way of life is equally poetic and artistic... though smeared in the grime that death brings (Oh, mistress of grotesque beauty ^_^). I also loved the mistress parts and the red rain stuff.
^_^ Wonderful imagery...  


Cool. I liked it, too.
 
	And I know how I must acquire it. Fine. If it wants 
satiation, bribery, to give me that skill, it will have it. I will 
purge the world in an ocean of blood. I will make a never 
ending font of crimson death that it may nourish itself to 
unknown ends. I will find out how much it desires, and 
supply it. Streams, rivers, oceans, whatever it may demand. 
It will be mine.


Again, wonderful imagery. The sea of blood produces an irony to stuff 

Credit where its due. Macbeth is my favorite play.

to... he is obviously discontented with his way of life, constantly
searching, constantly killing, but he has trodden the wrong path.
Like 
the Alanis Morissette song... "It's like ten thousand spoons, when all 
you need is a knife..."

Killing people all day long is rarelly supportive of a healthy psyche. 
 
	I realized that the only way to pry this from my 
sword is by glutting it. Thus this I did. I irrigated the fields 
of my life with blood. I killed them all. The Hiten 
Mitsurugi Ryuu was my fife and drum. It spoke, screamed, 
whispered, and cajoled. I was drawn, mothlike, before its 
shining light. This light, this undeniable light, it pulled me. 
Venomous voices whispering madness and wisdom. I 
listened.

Whispering madness and wisdom... you know, Miashara... you can 
make the coolest lines. I love these deep and euphesisms of the inner

Mad thanks. A few people have commented that thats a good one, and I
admit, I love it myself. Its a reference to the song H, by Tool <Aenema,
Track 3, excellent CD>. 

Battoussai... it shows what kind of a cunning killer he is. He 
ain't really a ravenous wolf on the prowl that is wild and feral. 
Yes, he has this feral side, but there's a mind behind the sheathe. 

I like to think he's feral, just subdued. It isn't the spastic ferility
of wild animals.  

Don't you notice that he has a controlled, cold and calculating 
anger instead of a burning rage as seen in most over-the-hill 
protagonists in anime out there? 

Exactly.

	First was the White Leaf faction. Eighty strong 
samurai lived in that mansion. Now there are corpses. I was 
unenlightened.
	Then the masters of empty hands, a voice for the 
peasants they claimed to be. I don't care. I didn't care. They 
had taken refuge in their little town, that part of Tokyo they 
claimed as their own. How many were there? How many 
empty fists met me on the street? How many servants lifted 
knives and clubs and graced the walls with their lives? I do 
not know. It was myriad.

Question? Taken from the OAVs or fanfiction inventions?

My invention based on evidence in the OVAs.

	Supporters of the Shogun, haters of the emperor, 
presumptuous diamyo, and others came. When they would 
not come to me, I came to them. I sought them in rabbit 
holes and searched through the streets of the training 
grounds. I sought them all, and I found. 
	Oh the gods look down on me in awe now. For I 
have ascended. I fed the kingdoms of the underworld such 
that they had bounty like no other. Alone I danced with all. 
	But through it all, that tempestuous and lying traitor 
of my blade remained mum.

I'd also like to comment on how I love this 'personification' 
of Kenshin's katana. Cool... makes him all the more creepy, which 
is a good thing ^^ 

That wasn't intentional.

Really. I'm not lying. Nope. Complete accident. I wanted something of the 
"Hello Kitty" flavor. I did. Yes.

It probably is a psychological manifestation of his utter cunning 
contorlled madness inside that prods him to kill... 'course, it was 
my sis who's the psychologist-wanabe, so I can be totally off there. ^^; 

Actually, thats basically it. 
 
	My blade was at hand. This blood, this sacred blood 
was here. It was all I needed to do. I knew the measure of 
those I served and knew they would come as the sounds 
echoed first. I had no desire to be silent, I wanted my 
companions. They too possessed the fuel I needed. I would 
make a pyre of them all. And by that light would I read the 
tome of mastery.
	Would they be enough? I cared not. I had all Tokyo 
before me. More people than the stars of the sky, they 
could all be the price of my knowing. 

Hmmm... wouldn't he be referring to Tokyo as "Edo" at the time 
(correct me if I'm wrong.)

Uhh..... Um. There was this thing that made him not. Yeah.
 

	I took my oath today. No more. That path is closed.
	Who were you who named me the cause of the red 
rain? Why can I not remember either your name or face? It 
matters.
	I will go and learn. For that knowledge may be 
greater.
	

The... ahem... origin eps are called upon here?

Yep. 

I'd discuss them here, but public c&c requires netiquette, 
and so... I just ask if this has anything to do with... 
her... eheh... and whoever. Was _she_ the one Kenshin was 
talking about? The one which he cannot remember (her) face? 
If so... well... I did remember it diffferently, yes I did...


Yep. _Her_. Thats the one alright. Remember, you're reading this through
Kenshin's mind. His mind does have a fair bit of color.
 
Wonderful fic! Make more ^_^

Trying.

Thanks for the commentary. This was my "See! I can write seriously! Not
everything is bizarre humor!" fic.

Peace and Love,
Jules

Sex, Drugs, and Rock 'n Roll,
Miashara
-lets see how many of those little FFML thingies we can stick at the end
of one mail!



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