Well here's the newest part of Letters to Nabiki. C&C welcome and
appreciated.
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Dance like nobodies watching,
And love like you've never been hurt."
"The Wise Man reads both books and life itself." - Lin Yutang
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to tell ya the truth it's pointless to sue because I ain't got a barrel of
money....
Letters to Nabiki Part 6
A Ranma � fanfic by Tracy Garnett AKA Crikit
From: listener@newworld.com
Date: February 24, 1999
To: n_tendo@newworld.com
Subject: Does that mean that I am not forgiven?
I take it by the email that you sent me a couple of days ago that you are a
tad upset with me. Oh, whom am I kidding? You're more then a tad upset,
you're down right pissed off with me.
But you know what Nabiki. Everyone lies; it's part of human nature. We lie
for various reasons, maybe we want to appear better to someone or make
ourselves believe something, or maybe, just maybe Nabiki�maybe we don't want
to hurt people that we love.
Look, I know I lied to you, but you lied to me and to yourself as well. You
always said that you are heartless, that you have no feelings and care for
no one other then yourself, but that's not true and I've told you that
numerous times over the course of our emails. I can see it, your sisters can
see it but why can't you see it? Why can't you see that you aren't
heartless, that you aren't as you have said a complete and total bitch? If
anything this should prove that to you, for one who is heartless and cold
would not react the way that you have.
Nabiki I wish there was some way for me to explain all my actions over the
past little while explain why everything happened as it has. But I can't�I
can't think of anything to say to explain. I know there are reasons and I
know that they are good reasons at least to me they are. It's like a
question that has an answer that you don't know. You know that the question
has an answer and you know that you don't know what the answer is, at least
not when you need it the most. But you also know that eventually you will
find the answer to that question, you just don't know where or when or how
or even why, you just know that you will find the answer.
That's how it is with me, I know there are reasons but I don't know what
they are, and I don't know when I will find them out. But please Nabiki you
have to believe me when I say, I never meant to hurt you like I did. I never
meant to hurt you at all. But of course you will never believe that. I
should have told you right from the start, should have come out and said
something when you told me who you loved, and I shouldn't have said what I
said when you came up to me in school. Should however is not what matters
here. What matters is that I didn't tell you from the start, I didn't tell
you when you said who you loved, and I did say the wrong thing when you came
up to me at school. And because of all the actions that I did or did not do,
I know a few things.
1. I have hurt someone that I have known for most of my life. Said someone
also being a person that I care very deeply about, though they will never
believe that now.
2. Because of my actions I have destroyed a persons image in a very big way.
And last but not least�
3. I must find a way to put myself back into the good books of the
person that I hurt, and make them see that I never meant to and never will
hurt them.
I truly mean number three Nabiki. I will find a way to make this up to you,
to make you forgive me. Even if it takes me the rest of my life I will, and
I guess the best place for me to start is in school. I promise you that I
will try everything in my power to undo what has been done to your honor in
school, or my name is not Tatewaki Kuno the Blue Thunder of Furinkan High,
BWAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!
Oh come on. Admit it. That made you smile just a little bit.
Alas, the time has come for me to end this begging for forgiveness. I do
hope that you will consider it and respond either that or feel enough anger
with it that you will write me a bitter rant targeted at my heart. I will
accept either, for both mean that you are at least talking to me in some
form.
Good bye my love.
Tatewaki