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Ranma � is property of Rumiko Takahashi. In other words Ranma doesn't belong
to me, and I'm using the characters without permission. But I should warn
you it's useless to sue me because I have no money what so ever�Oh and this
story belongs to me.
Letters from Nabiki part 6
A Ranma � fanfic by Tracy Garnett AKA Crikit
From: n_tendo@new_world.com
Date: February 23, 1999
To: listener@new_world.com
Subject: (none)
YOU BASTARD! I can't believe what you did to me�All this time, you knew, you
knew who I was. What I looked like, where I lived�everything about me. While
I, I knew nothing. I poured my heart out to you. Told you things about
myself I would never tell anyone else�and how do you respond? You betray me!
You make me look like a complete and total idiot. I thought you cared for
me. Was that just a lie to? Just like you not knowing my father or my
sisters?
I realize now that when you said that I told you about Ryoga and the others
that was a lie. Everything you told me was a lie. 'Listener' was a lie. All
the time I was writing to 'Listener' I was actually writing to Tatewaki
Kuno�I told you how I felt all that time, thinking that I was writing a
complete stranger. When in actuality it was that object of my affection that
I was writing to.
DAMN IT KUNO! You could've stopped me from making a fool of myself, you
should have. But no, you went on with your sick twisted ploy, to make Nabiki
Tendo look like an idiot. So I hope your happy now that you know it worked.
Don't pretend that you didn't see the way that people were looking at me and
laughing in school today, I know you did�I know you were one of them. Go
ahead tell me that you weren't laughing at me, I won't believe it. I
probably deserve it though, for thinking that I of all people could find
happiness. That was a stupid thing for me to think. Finding happiness with
someone as unlucky in life as I am.
All this time�you've tried to help me find ways to get Ranma and Akane
together, tried to help me help Kasumi. You didn't really want that. The
reason you were helping me with Ranma and Akane was so you could get the two
loves of your life to yourself�and the stuff with Kasumi. I don't even want
to think about that. Could it be that you're in love with my sisters but not
with me? If that's the case then Kuno I should tell you. Akane hates your
guts, now more then before, and Kasumi doesn't like younger men. Even if she
did, I don't she would go out with a guy that broke her sisters heart. Oh
yeah, I forgot to tell you. During that little heart to heart I had with my
sisters last night, I told them what happened in school. They really aren't
impressed with you, and I think what little respect for you that they have
at the moment will disappear the moment I tell them what else you've done to
me.
Oh wait, they don't have respect for you�silly me, how could I forget?
There's no respect for you in this house, only pity�and maybe now a lot of
spite (you do know what spite means right? If not I suggest that you look it
up, it will be a word you'll be hearing a lot in the future.) Yes Kuno
that's right, only pity in this house. How can we respect someone who
constantly tries to kill a future family member, and who has no respect for
the honor of the women of this house? Plus we pity you for living with that
psycho sister of yours...only maybe now I pity her for having to live with
such a bastard of a brother. Is your father like that to? If so maybe that's
the real reason your mother died.
Do I sound bitter and hurt Kuno? Gee, maybe that's because I am. Bitter,
hurt, confused. I'm bitter because I thought you where my friend, that I
could trust you with secrets and desires. Things that I would never share
with my sisters or my so-called friends, but, what do you do? You take those
things, and use them against me. Did you enjoy toying with my head? Or
better yet with my heart? I hope so Kuno because it will be the last time
that you'll ever get to do that. In fact it's the last time you'll ever get
to do anything to me. From now on I'll avoid you like the plague you are.
You hurt me, you really did.
I thought that�well I don't know what I thought, other then that you would
love me. I just know that I thought something and that all of what I thought
is gone. All the thoughts I had about us shattered the minute my heart
broke. Now, I'm just confused about everything. I no longer know who I can
and cannot trust. Who I can love or even if I can love. It's all your
fault�all yours, everything that happened to me today and yesterday is your
fault.
I'll never forgive you Kuno do you understand that? Never! So do us both a
favor, don't come near my family or me, don't look at us, don't talk to
us�don't even think about talking to us. Just leave us alone. If you don't I
promise, you'll be so sorry you didn't�
Nabiki