Part three, no spoilers this time!!! ^_^ But Zelly-chan is quite the potty
mouth, not to mention angsty and partially psychotic.
Send C&C!! ^_^
Disclaimer: Slayers belongs to Software Sculptors and Kanzaka Hajime and
Araizumi Rui.
~ZELGADIS~
Yes, you little sonuva b*tch, I am a freak
Thank you for reminding me, like I don't already do that enough. Do you
think I don't notice? How many mirrors do you think I've broken because if I
hadn't, I would have cried at the sight of myself? How many swords do you
think I've broken trying to slit my own wrists rather than face the reaction
of total a**hole strangers like you?
You can't comprehend my torment, so you make fun of it. Come a little closer
so I can crush your head with my bare, stone, hellish, Godforsaken hands. You
wouldn't think I could be this angry and violent, would you? Well, maybe I
am fed up with morons.
Maybe I'm so tired of searching, hoping, praying, crying, that I just want to
kill someone. Even the most patient of people can only take so much, right?
I've been more than patient.
I'm also a fool.
You see, you little creep, this is all my own fault. I don't need you to
push the blade in deeper, but maybe if you do, I'll finally be killed and I
can stop feeling sorry for myself. I'm tired of being angry at myself. I'm
tired of being angry at Rezo for tricking me like he did, the bastard. I'm
tired of Lina, Gourry, and Amelia telling me that they don't care about the
curse, or in Gourry's case, forgetting that I even have one. I'm tired of
those three trying to help me find a cure, because I know there isn't one.
Of all people, I don't want them to feel sorry for me when the newest lead
turns out impotent.
They're the closest things I have to real friends, but I know that most of
their friendship is out of sympathy.
I need sympathy about as much as I need your ridicule.
Get the f*ck away from me before I kill you.
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~Haruka Kaoru
"Once again I'll become Shinigami ... but first, I need a nap."