Subject: [FFML] [shortfic][Slayers] Who I am.
From: Kyhdin@aol.com
Date: 6/3/2000, 2:17 PM
To: ffml@fanfic.com

C&C (public or private) welcome,

-Agreeable Komodo

Just Say Yes To Anyone Pointing A Bazooka At You

Pray to God, but keep rowing to shore.
 -- Russian Proverb
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For many years, Filia, Lord General under Queen Luna of Ceiphed, the dragon 
nation, was the sole barrier between peace and invasion of the by Lina 
Inverse, known the world over as the Dragon Slayer and her army, led by 
Xelloss, the Trickster.

>From their first battle onward, Filia and Xelloss clashed time and time 
again, sometimes as Allies against the Serpent Nation and it's Mistress, 
Nahga, sometimes as mortal enemies, their battles, fought under an unwritten 
code of honor, more often then not ended in a stalemate, without a clear cut 
victory for either.

But finally, in the year fifty eight seven, during the rise of the fourth 
moon, Amelia, child of Philip of Seyrun and his wife, was born. Upon her 
hand, she bore the Mark of K'thad, signifying that she was the one to bring 
down Lina Inverse and restore the balance of peace.

Desperate to destroy the child before she became a threat, Lina ordered 
Xelloss to invade Ceiphed and kill Amelia. Xelloss complied, overrunning the 
land by sheer force of numbers and slaughtering all he came across.

But, at the gates of the Palace, Filia met him for what was to be their final 
battle.

In latter days, the bards would sing of that battle, of how swords rang and 
dragonfire was belched forth, of the screams of dying men, and how the 
cobblestones turned red with blood.

In the end, Filia fell, her heart pierced by Xelloss' sword, and there she 
lay on the battlefield, leaving only Xelloss. . .

Xelloss looked around the ruin of what had once been Ceiphed. He had failed, 
he knew this. Syphiel, Zelgadis, and Gabriev, the ones chosen to gaurd and 
protect Amelia had already fled with her to parts unknown. It didn't matter, 
he'd just have to finish the job when they came back.

"Xelloss. . ." came the quiet voice. Turning, he saw that his fallen foe's 
eyes were open.

"Yes, m'lady?" he asked, crouching beside her.

"I would ask a favor, no, two favors from you. Twice I saved your life during 
the Battle with Nahga at Sairagg. I know you to be an honorable man and so I 
ask this knowing you will fulfill them."

"You have my pledge that I will do so," Xelloss replied.

"Good," Filia said and her fingers closed around the large bejeweled clasp 
that kept her cape around her neck. Closing her eyes, she willed the magic in 
the gem to activate, and then her entire body shimmered, her Blond hair 
turning to black, and her skin darkening in tone. "My name is Amy, Amy 
Kilmer. I'm really from Earth."

"Earth," Xelloss repeated, his fight to keep his sudden whirl of emotions not 
showing on his face or in his voice.

"Yes, we have met there before, so I know you know it. I have a husband 
there. His name is David. We live in a place called Phoenix. I would ask you 
to go to him and tell him what happened to me, and that I love him."

"Of course, and the second?"

"Never harm him, or allow him to come to harm. I will not have him suffer for 
what I have done."

"Consider it done, and I would ask a favor from you."

"From me?" she asked, arching one smooth eyebrow.

"Yes," he replied as he sat cross-legged on the ground. "No one should die 
alone. Would you permit me to sit with you?"

"I cannot stop you," she said quietly. "But I welcome the company."

It was some time later that Amy, now covered with her own cape and her head 
pillowed on Xelloss' folded cape, spoke:

"Do you have anyone?"

"Anyone?" he repeated, obviously startled by the question.

"A lover," Filia pressed, "a wife."

"I used to," he replied. "She's. . .leaving soon, and I'm too much of a 
coward to tell her the truth about myself."

"I see," Filia said quietly. "Thank you." With that, she closed her eyes and 
her breathing slowed, until finally, it stopped.

"Sleep well," Xelloss whispered as he stood. "I will never forget." With 
that, he flickered and vanished.
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The room was dark when Xelloss materialized in the adobe ranchouse Amy Kilmer 
shared with her husband. Though his powers could have made it possible with a 
gesture, Xelloss chose instead to make his way across the room and turn on 
the lights by hand. For a moment, he took in the handmade southwestern 
furniture before he raised his eyes to the mantle. In the center of it, was a 
photo. In it, Amy and her husband, she in a white gown, he in a tuxedo, 
smiled at the camera. David was a pleasant faced man, his skin bore the pale 
tone of one who tans in the light of a computer screen rather then the sun.

With trembling hands, the Trickster lifted the photo in its wooden frame off 
the hand and stared at it for a long moment. Then, the tears came and he sank 
to the floor his skin paling and his face subtly changing it's key features.

And there, on the floor of their living room, David Kilmer grieved for the 
loss of half his soul and the unforgivable sin he had committed.


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