This is just a mixture of both blank verse and rhyming that I
did in three minutes. Something for all you FFMLers to read
and say: "Weird girl...". So have..um...fun (yeah, that's the
word) and read on...Secret Games is coming slowly due to
school and intense writers block...Gah I hate being a
teenager sometimes.
~Murasakikaze~
Not Anymore
I look inside myself and see only darkness
Finding hurt and pain where light could be
I feel something strange falling from my eyes...
What could they be?
You call them what?
Oh...you say they are my tears...
But I don't cry
Not anymore
I don't seek
That anymore
If I could just take your hand and run away
I would.
But I don't do that
Not anymore
I don't say that
Not anymore
And if you knew what these were called then what am I?
The Angel of Darkness visits me in the night
The Devil of Light shuns me in the day
I feel no pain
I feel no emotion
What does it do for me to have those anyway?
'Cause I don't cry
Not anymore
I don't seek
That anymore
If I could just take your hand and run away
I would.
But I don't do that
Not anymore
I don't say that
Not anymore
And if you knew just what I did then what am I to you?
The mirror reflects falsehoods and lies
The reflection is a jester of my devise
It laughs at me
I laugh at him
And we just joke of love and sin
And I don't cry
Not anymore
I don't seek
That anymore
If I could just take your hand and run away
I would.
But I don't do that
Not anymore
I don't say that
Not anymore
And if you could save me from who I am, would you?
This state of mind is nothing more
Than my metaphorical closed door
I shun the light
Invite the night
And we just sit around and fight
For I only cry
Anymore
I'm always seeking
Evermore
If you would take my hand and run away
Would you?
But I cannot try
Anymore
I'm always talking
Evermore
And if you could see who I really way, would you?