Subject: [FFML] [TM][shortfic] Cold Depths
From: Shunsuke
Date: 4/1/2000, 8:04 AM
To: ffml@fanfic.com

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                         Cold Depths

                  A Tenchi Muyou! shortfic
                       by Shunsuke -|||

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The cold depths of space have become my home.

With only Ryo-Ohki at my side, my lonely existance does not 
trouble me anymore.  Silence, distance, and fond memory are 
all I need anymore.

I wasn't always like this.  After arriving on the Earth so 
many years ago, meeting Tenchi, it was like a revelation.  I 
finally learned what it meant to be a woman, to love.  Even 
though I never won his heart, nor could I ever, I could 
still share his passion, his pain, his loss.

I _will_ avenge you, Ayeka.

          * * * * * 

I felt a sense of joy as Ryo-Ohki and I tracked the Ayeka's 
assassins through the cluster of asteroids.  I had learned 
my trade well, brutal and ruthless I had became through 
years of hunting them down.  I had come close many times, 
almost stumbled upon them before they ran again, lucky that 
they were stupid enough to stick together in the same ship.

"Sir, we can't shake them!  They've tracked us into the 
belt!"  The rogue at the ship's helm sweated so much his 
hands slipped from the controls.  It was a futile effort, 
he knew, but fear drove him on, knowing who it was that 
wanted him dead.

"Fire a full volley to the rear and pin her down to the 
asteroid!"  The captain of the ship sat in his chair, 
elbows on his knees and fingers laced together under his 
chin, looking like a man who had given up hope.  "When 
she gets close, blast the rock!  The debris might slow 
her down!"

Their ship's array of lasers was impressive, but not with 
nearly enough power to stop or even slow Ryo-Ohki and me.  
They must have been surprised when I passed through their 
second burst without a scratch on the body of the ship.

          * * * * * 

"But why?" Tenchi asked after I told him I would be leaving, 
this time forever.

"I don't belong here anymore.  Tenchi, you've got a wife to 
think about, a child on the way.  Jurai will be well cared 
for in your reign.  I don't feel I have a place here, and 
never will.  Staying here only hurts me."

"But your leaving will hurt the rest of us."

"I know, but you'll have each other."  We hugged fiercely, 
and letting go I had to smile as he brushed away my cyan 
hair from his face.  "I'll always have Ryo-Ohki, and 
memories of you."

          * * * * * 

Their ship finally stopped accelerating, its engines dead, 
marooned as it floated through space.  The only one around 
for light years capable of rescuing them was me.  And I 
was not in the mood for charity.

I opened a communications channel to their ship; my face 
wearing a vicious smile as I looked at the captain and the 
face of the assassin sitting next to him.

"Go ahead, pirate!  Board us, we'll fight you to the last!"  

My smile widened.

"Board you?" I said with a laugh.  "I have no such intent.  
Ryo-Ohki?"

Ryo-Ohki miyaaed with concern for what I was asking her to 
do, but she complied when I nodded to her.  The crew 
realized what I meant to do when I turned to face them 
again.

"Mercy is for people that fight honourably.  And you don't 
deserve any such generosity."  With the press of a button, 
the small devices exited Ryo-Ohki's hull, bound for the 
outside of their ship.  As they touched the surface, they 
began to eat away the shell of their hull, some bound for 
the engine room, some for the inner hull to break the seal 
and allow the vacuum of space take them.

The horror of this struck them, the crew scrambling for the 
escape pods.  Even if they managed to get out, I had no 
intention of letting them live.  I sat back and enjoyed the 
show.

          * * * * * 

I still remember their faces that day, the day I walked away 
from a peaceful life, giving up everything for a life of 
crime, all spawned from a need for vengeance.  

Mihoshi cried like I had never seen; I nearly had to wrestle 
myself from her arms.

Kiyone only looked at me morosely before hugging me goodbye.

Washuu looked at me with sadness, regret that I would never 
amount to anything more.

Tenchi's eyes spoke volumes...regret, understanding, hope, 
wishfulness.  His last hug was so comforting.

Ryoko...she just gave me a painful smile.  One last time, I 
touched her belly and the child she carried.

I'm just glad I could turn and walk away before I couldn't 
make myself leave.

          * * * * * 

Some of the pods broke away from the ship, but too late.  
More of the devices attacked the pods, the small spheres 
depressurizing and exploding in space.  The engines of the 
ship then began core meltdown, only a few minutes now from
their detonation.  There was no turning back now, not for 
their ship...or for me.

"Miyaah!" came a cry from all around me, and not only from 
Ryo-Ohki.

A light on the sensors flashed, warning me of another ship 
nearing.  Although I would have loved to let Ryo-Ohki and 
Ken-Ohki spend time together, I knew that Nagi would not be 
so generous or forgiving as she was in the past.

With one last shot at the assassins' ship, silently blasting 
it into pieces in deep space, leaving Nagi a witness to my 
crime of vengeance, we dashed on our way through the heavens 
to find a place to hide.  From now on, until the end of my 
days, I would always be on the run.

"Yes, Ryo-Ohki, I know," I said as I fell back into my chair.  
"It's not what anyone, even Ayeka, would have approved of, 
but I needed this for myself.  If it's just you any me from 
now on, I can still be happy."  

Happy?  It was only then I could finally allow myself to cry.

So now I fly through the galaxy, alone, just as Ryo-Ohki's 
former master once did.  I am a rebel, a criminal, even 
hunted by my old friends in the Galaxy Police and my own 
family of Jurai.  This is how I will spend my days, feared 
across many worlds.

Me, Sasami the Space Pirate.

The cold depths of space have become my home.


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Hi,

With all the Tenchi Muyo! episodes where Sasami and Ryo-Ohki 
get along so well (especially the Pretty Sammy stuff) this 
just seemed inevitable.  I wasn't in a bad mood when I 
dreamt this up, it just sorta poured itself out once I got 
the idea.

As usual, if it works, tell me, and if it doesn't, tell me 
that too. ^_^


Shunsuke


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