Precious Time
Meimi, I'm glad that you and Asuka Jr. are finally together.
Even when the two of you fought like little children, I knew you
would be right for each other.
And that's why I never said anything about how I really felt.
God knows how often I teased you about him. Anyone could see that
there was something going on between the two of you--they just didn't know
_what_. Of course, no one else knew you were St. Tail, but Rina Takamiya
came awfully close.
I was so worried, the day she first came to school. I was afraid
something dreadful would happen to you.
And it almost did.
Her suspicions were right on target: you were her only suspect for
St. Tail's real identity.
That time I was dressed as you in the dressing room was the longest
moment in my life. The disguise was rather impressive, but still, I knew
Rina might not have been convinced. Thank heaven she was. I would've lost
you, otherwise.
Is it wrong for me to love you the way I do?
No, I can't believe that. How can loving anyone be wrong?
But how I express it might be.
Just to feel your lips on mine would be heaven. But I know it won't
happen. Because you love him.
You love me the way you would a sister. Since I am a Sister-in-
training, I really shouldn't expect anything more from you or anyone. I
made up my mind to devote my life to God. Yes, it's a lot of work, and I
miss being able to just have another snack when I felt like it--but it isn't
supposed to be easy. It never was and never will be.
That's why I'm glad that, while you were St. Tail, we shared so much
precious time alone with each other.
Johann Chua -- HP: http://www.geocities.com/fuuma_1999/
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