Subject: [FFML] [short][NGE] Scarecrow
From: shunsuke@direct.ca
Date: 10/26/1999, 4:15 AM
To: ffml@fanfic.com

This came about because of the song by the same name found 
on Ministry's 1991 album "Psalm 69".  Whether you'd call it 
a story or a poem, it doesn't matter.  What matters is who 
you think the narrator is and whom she speaks of....  (The 
lyrics to the song are included at the end.)


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                        "Scarecrow"

             A Neon Genesis Evangelion shortfic
                      by Shunsuke -|||

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Boy, come to me.

See what I have suffered.  What your father did to me as he 
did to you.  Abandoned, left in pain, crucified to the very 
soul.

Yes, boy, I am the scarecrow.  The scarecrow that fends all 
from your father's unholy crop.

Darkness has been my one companion throughout these long 
years.  Long years for both yourself, the one I have waited 
for, and though nothing in the length of my life, it is my 
anticipation that makes them wearing.

Long ago I was betrayed by a giant, cast aside by a man, an 
adulterer, one who sought only to plant his own seed, just 
as yours has done to you.  Abandoned, we are both seen as 
having only uses, not an existence.

God is in his heaven, and that is what is wrong with the 
world.  Why is he not here on Earth where he is needed?

We are the first and the last: the last of the old, the 
first of the new.  When all are cast aside, when we purge 
this world of is poison, its waste, when we wash away the 
rotting flesh of its old ways, you and I shall become one.  
We shall be purer than the waters of that Eden I was so long 
ago cheated of.

Yes, boy.  Come to me.

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                             End

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                        "Scarecrow"
              by Al Jourgenson and Paul Barker,
       as recorded by Ministry on the album "Psalm 69"


     Staring in the face of condemnation
     Laughter fills the sky instead of rain

     Live my life alone in resignation
     Arms outstretched for those who cannot see

          Scarecrow

     Crucified and left in isolation
     Pictures of our lost morality

          Scarecrow

     Eyeless stares invite this whole damnation
     Rotting corpse of inhumanity

          Scarecrow

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"The bats have left the bell tower
 The victims have been bled
 Red velvet lines the black box"
                    - Bauhaus, "Bela Lugosi's Dead"


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