Subject: [FFML][RuroKen SongFic] Push
From: "Misao -chan" <sspu@hotmail.com>
Date: 7/27/1999, 2:27 AM
To: ffml@fanfic.com

Push is done by Matchbox 20 and all rights are reserved.

There are slight spoilers for the Kyoto arc in here but nothing major.

If you don't know the meaning of Enishi's real Jinchuu... you won't get the 
last part :P (or if you don't know who Enishi is :P  Darn you're loss... 
he's the best :P)

C&C if ya want.

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-She said I don't know if I've ever been good enough
-I'm a little bit rusty, and I think my head is caving in

((Megumi is sitting the tower with a knife pressed to her wrist and think of 
the Kenshin-gumi

"I've been reduced to making drugs . . . I regret that I couldn't have seen 
my family again, but I'm very glad I met you in the end."))

-And I don't know if I've ever been really loved
-By a hand that's touched me, well I feel like something's
-Gonna give
-And I'm a little bit angry

((Sanosuke smiles at Kenshin as his Zanbatou falls from his hand and his 
body slumps to the ground.

"I'm sorry, Captain Sagara.
     but to this man, I have lost completely."))

-This ain't over, no not here, not while I still need youAround
-You don't owe me, we might change
-Yeah we just might feel good

((Kaoru's eyes fill with tears as she stands definantly in front of him 
after kenshin leaves to fight Jin'eh

"So after he fights Jin'eh, what if he doesn't come back? What if he goes 
off wandering again, what do we do then?  My father died. Kiheh betrayed me. 
If Kenshin leaves . . . if I'm going to be left alone again, I'd rather meet 
the danger face to face!"))

-I wanna push you around, I will, I will
-I wanna push you down, I will, I will

((A young Soujirou is standing in the rain over the bodies of his adopted 
parents

"The strong live, the weak die. The true words Shishio-san taught me.
But is being weak so wrong? I killed, but I didn't really want to kill them.
Yes. In the rain, I smiled, but I was really crying.
I was really crying�.))

I wanna take you for granted,
I wanna take you for granted
I will

-She said I don't know why you ever would lie to me
-Like I'm a little untrusting when I think that the truth is
-Gonna hurt ya

((Tsubame is nervously watching Yahiko fight against her "master"

"Up till now I was taught to believe that his family were my masters. But 
when times got hard they ignored us, like we were strangers"))

-And I don't know why you couldn't just stay with me
-You couldn't stand to be near me
-When my face don't seem to want to shine
-Cuz it's a little bit dirty

((Misao stands before her fellow Oniwabanshuu with grim determination

"*Without the Oniwabanshuu I could have no happiness! * Whoever our enemy 
is, even Aoshi-sama, we will destroy him! * I will protect the Oniwabanshuu. 
>From now on no one is going to die. *"))


-Don't just stand there, say nice things to me
-I've been cheated I've been wronged, and you
-You don't know me, I can't change
-I won't do anything at all

((Kenshin hugs Kaoru tightly before a stream of fireflies.

"Kaoru-dono.  Thank you for everything you've done . . . and� sayonara. I am 
rurouni. I will wander once again."))

-I wanna push you around, I will, I will
-I wanna push you down, I will, I will

((Yahiko is being carried by Kenshin while tears of shame well in his eyes

"Dammit. I want to be strong. Strong so I don't need anyone's help . . . so 
I can defend the honor of my parents�..of myself."))

-I want to take you for granted
-I want to take you for granted
-I will

-Oh but don't bowl me over
-Just wait a minute well it kinda fell apart, things get so
-Crazy, crazy
-Don't rush this baby, don't rush this baby

((Kenshin stares in disbelief at Enishi's true Jinchuu))

-I wanna push you around, I will, I will

(("Who Am I?"))

-I wanna push you down, I will, I will

(("Who is Himura Kenshin?"))

-I wanna take you for granted, I wanna take you for granted

("If I couldn't protect the one person who meant most to me?!?"))

-I will

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~Misao-chan


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