Adult stuff warning. Lime? I dunno.
Standard disclaimer here :)
Rendezvous with Fate
Akane smiled as she looked at herself through the mirror, then she
touched her rounded stomach. Even now, when she had proof before her she
couldn't quite believe that a body -- her body, could produce something as
unique and beautiful as a human life. A baby, her baby. Amazing!
"Aren't you surprised at how big I am?" she asked as she turned to her
husband, Ryoga who was shaving at the sink. He paused what he was doing and
told her "Huge!" Instead of getting mad at him (she was known for her quick
temper especially when it came to her cooking), she smiled and proceeded to
pick out her clothes. She smiled again, it seemed like she was always
smiling nowadays. Even though she had to go countless times to the bathroom
to relieve her bladder or empty out her stomach she was irrepressibly happy.
After more than two years of trying to get pregnant, she had finally given
up on a child (and it certainly wasn't for the lack of trying), she had been
overjoyed when she first flew to the bathroom to throw up.
She smiled at the memory of it. She had woken Ryoga up early in the
morning and told him cheerfully, "Guess what? I threw up!"
He stared at her groggily for a second then utterly convinced that she
was crazy for waking him up so early, turned back into the covers and
grumbled, "Just don't pass whatever's troubling you to me."
"But Ryoga!" Akane pouted as she poked his back with her finger, "I think
I'm pregnant!"
Ryoga sighed as he looked at Akane skeptically, he really didn't want to
put her down, but false hope wasn't going to do them any good, "You've told
me that since the day we started trying!"
She scowled at him and gave him a playful punch at the shoulder then
stuck her tongue out at him as he slept. A home pregnancy test and blood
test later confirmed her belief and the fact that she was still throwing up
a week later.
Ever since then she held her ever-present smile much like her older
sister Kasumi had. If Ryoga hadn't been used to the other woman, he would
have wondered where Akane's good cheer came from. But still, she was driving
him crazy, and most of her friends who had experienced morning sickness,
were clearly disgusted by her good cheer -- well probably not Kasumi, who
was with her third child now...
This morning she put on her maternity shirt and shorts as she brushed her
short blue-black hair rushing about for her monthly visit to her
obstetrician, "Too bad you can't come with me. You should go to your dad --
I mean *boss*, and kick his ass out of the corporate ladder. Better yet, why
don't I give him a piece of my mind?" It had been a running joke between
them that Ryoga would go and challenge his father.
"I wish I could come too," he said clearly meaning it. Ryoga's strong
sense of responsibility only became more apparent with the news of the
upcoming baby.
"I know," Akane said as she leaned forward to kiss her husband on the
cheek, personally she wished he had stuck with the dojo, at least he
wouldn't have a boss there.
As if reading her mind he looked at her and said, "If my dad wasn't
holding me down with this job I'd be doing whatever I wanted now." It was
common knowledge that Ryoga didn't like working under his father's firm. He
really didn't want people to think he was relying on his father for money --
not that he was, he had refused to take in another cent after he had turned
eighteen, of course, that was when he realized that they *were* rich.
"Don't get lost or anything stupid like that," Akane said sternly.
He smiled at her and said "How could I get lost when my father sends his
driver for me everyday? He doesn't even trust me to go to the office alone."
She pinched his cheek, "Heck *I* don't trust you to go to the office
alone." then she looked at her watch and grimaced, "I've got to get going,
call me when you're ready to leave that dreadful building, okay? You know so
I can start supper."
Ryoga nodded at her then risked asking, "What are you cooking tonight?"
It was another common knowledge that Akane could not cook well other than
curry at best. So it was a relief when she answered just that.
"You needn't go and hide at my sister's place for food." She told him
sternly, she knew that she couldn't cook, but she *had* improved a bit in
the years, and wasn't she supposed to at least cook a little for her
husband? "Bye"
"'Bye" he said then kissed her on the cheek.
The drive towards her OB was only about half an hour, an easy drive on a
Saturday. She turned on the radio and hummed along the lines of her favorite
songs. The song had just ended when she noticed a tractor-trailer truck
coming up behind her in the high-speed lane whose driver was obviously in a
hurry. She turned on her blinker and stepped on the gas so she could pass a
Volvo station wagon on her right to get out of the truck's way.
"Okay, guy," Akane said slightly irritated by the driver's impatience.
"I'll move over as soon as I can."
The truck driver was being a jerk, flashing his lights and coming what
looked like inches from her Saturn's bumper. Suddenly, a black Trans Am cut
across three lanes and slammed into the Volvo, which careened towards
Akane's car. Her stomach lurched in fear and her grip on the wheel tightened
painfully as she swerved to the left, realizing that the barrier was just
inches away. She almost steered clear of the accident, but made the horrific
mistake of slamming on the brakes. The truck driver behind her, seemingly
surrounded by cars spinning out of control, could not stop in time and his
truck literally rolled up the back of the Saturn. Squealing tires, grating
metal and screams filled Akane's head, "My baby, My God, save my baby, don't
let him get hurt.", That was her last thought before she was engulfed in the
blackness that was unconsciousness.
Akane never woke up from that ordeal, her car, with her inside, was
crushed beneath a truck, a Volvo and the white concrete barrier. The highway
was strangely silent as the last tire screeched against the asphalt. It was
as if no one dared to make a sound. It was like, for that second, everyone
held their breath, to stop and stare, to stop and say a silent prayer of
thanks.
Akane realized she was floating away from the wreck, desperately her
hands flew towards her abdomen and felt for her baby while looking down with
awful detachment at the twisted metal that once was her car.
She felt an utter sense of peace and calm that only the dead can feel,
but there was something else there, a yearning for something, a sadness that
most who drifted to heaven never feel, and as it grew stronger as she
floated father away from the gruesome wreck, that she was overwhelmed by it
and started the impossible journey towards her body.
Had she looked up, she would have seen a circle of angels on a tight
circle, opening the clouds for her to a gate towards, peacefulness. They all
looked at her puzzled then turned to each other and began whispering amongst
themselves. The woman had a strong determination to live -- had she been
sick, she would have recovered and given a second chance, but this was not
sickness that they were having but an accident, an untimely death, with an
irreplaceable body. Usually, if the person did not know they were dead, they
were given a day to roam the earth until they realized their state, but this
woman knew that for a fact that she was indeed dead. They had something of a
problem here, they thought as the woman stretched her hand out towards the
direction of her body. A woman who knew she was dead but had the strong will
to want to return, they had a rare case here, a very rare case.
They spoke to each other until one angel gave out a triumphant shout
which sounded as a loud thunderclap to those who lived below.
She was perfect. She out of the thousands and thousands of candidates
that was put before them was the one who could take the challenge and face
the past that was ruined.
With a questioning look to God, who gave a pleased and satisfied nod, the
decision was made. Akane Hibiki was the one who could fix the wrong a
bumbling angel did more than a hundred years before.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~
The funeral had been hell, it was as if his depression, which Akane had
taken away from him came back in a huge mountain before him and was placed
in his shoulders. He had walked around with as much bleakness as he had when
he was roaming around Japan, he still couldn't believe that she was dead.
That Akane was dead, that their baby will never live, that he will never
have a child with her, and that he will never grow old with her...and so
much more could have's and should have's.
Now, not only was he mourning for the loss of a wife, but the loss of a
son or daughter, he never even had a chance to see. He sighed not knowing
what had happened wrong.
And now, he was in their apartment, with reminders of Akane in every
room. He looked at her slippers at the mat and the pile of groceries she had
left at the counter. It was as if she was still there, and any moment she
would come through the door, to tell him that she was home. He looked up at
the things she had carelessly left when she was readying for that visit, he
couldn't pick them up. Not yet. To do so, was to close the image of Akane.
He needed them there to tell him that Akane still existed, and that she
still did, inside his broken heart.
Ryoga loosened his tie and sat down throwing his charcoal suit aside, he
told himself he would never wear that somber suit again. It was there that
the doorbell rang and caught him. He sighed, he couldn't bear and go up to
see who it was. It probably was another friend to tell him that they were
sorry and offered sympathy. He couldn't bear that, he wanted to loose
himself in his depression for a while, he needed it, just for now. He knew
they meant well and that they too were grieving her loss, but he couldn't
face them yet. He sighed in defeat as it rang again, and went towards the
door, _At least I can't hear sobbing, so it means it isn't her father..._ As
he opened it he was surprised to see a complete stranger at the door.
A young-woman wearing an expensive suit, carrying a briefcase, a lawyer
perhaps. "Ryoga Hibiki? Oh my God!", the woman appeared quite stunned but
quickly collected herself, "I am so sorry to disturb you in this awkward
time. I read that accident in the newspaper on the plane on the way here.
I've always hated those damned tractor-trailers. My name is Roberta Fisher
from Tillman, Bancroft, Bancroft and Schuler, from the United States. I am
here in a matter of some importance -- and mystery, actually. May I come
in?"
"This isn't the best time..." Ryoga said, but stepped aside allowing her
to enter. He led her to the living room, where Ryoga sat heavily in his
chair, not even attempting to hide his weariness.. The woman sat on the
couch, snapped open her oversized briefcase and brought out a thick leather
packet, which she handed over to Ryoga. He looked at the thick package with
a little interest then brought his attention back to the young lawyer.
"I must confess to you that despite the circumstances, I am glad to have
been the one to deliver this to you. That packet has become quite a legend
in out office. You see, an elderly woman named -- ahhh Kodachi -- forgive me
I don't think she left her last name, brought that into our office sixty
years ago with a request that it be delivered to Ryoga Hibiki at this
address on this date. To be honest, I didn't think such a person existed,
but then the accident and the packet clicked together, so to speak."
"What is this?" Ryoga said, holding the leather packet, his curiosity
finally piqued.
"That's just it. We have no idea. We were given very specific
instructions, and part of that was that no one was to open the packet except
Ryoga Hibiki. You."
"You say a woman brought it to your office sixty years ago? In the United
States? And instructed you to deliver it now? That's impossible. It doesn't
make any sense. I haven't been outside...oh...well I think I haven't been
outside Japan. I don't know any Kodachi's." Ryoga creased his eyebrow to
think, "No. No one"
"The only way to find out is to open the packet. The lawyer said,
obviously hoping he would do so in his presence.
Ryoga did so, unbuttoned the leather carrying case, and withdrew a thick
packet of individual letters tied together in a brittle red ribbon. He
fished around inside the packet and withdrew a single envelope with the
words, "Open First" scrawled on it. Ryoga opened the letter, taking out two
sheets of paper with an impossibly familiar handwriting on them. He read the
first few sentences, growing very still. His eyes, against his will, filled
with tears.
"I'm sorry," Ryoga rasped, "I've got to be alone right now. I know you're
curious. I'll fill you in some other day. Just not today, Ms. Fisher."
She rose from her seat and smiled at him while placing a supposedly
comforting hand against his shoulder, "Of course, I understand". But
clearly, she was disappointed, the mystery would continue, at least for a
time. And the crew back in the office would be disappointed as well. "I'll
show myself out..." she said when it became clear that Ryoga had been
engrossed in reading that tantalizing letter.
Ryoga couldn't believe what he held in his hand. Surely it was a gift
from God. Why? Because the letter was from Akane, whoever that Kodachi woman
was, would be solved after this.
Ryoga,
You know I don't have much for writing letters...but since I have no
other way of contacting you, here I am writing this blasted thing. Smile,
Ryoga, I know you must be devastated now, believing I am gone and lost to
you forever... well I guess in a way that's true.
This is going to be hard to believe and I know that it is, well, kinda
weird, but hey, life's supposed to be weird I guess... But I think you know
me well enough to realize that what I am about to tell -- write -- whatever,
is true and not a cruel joke.
I thought long and hard if I could give this to you and in the end I
thought that it would be a great comfort to you right now. Well, by now, I
think you know who this is (especially with my chicken scratch of a
handwriting). I am an old lady now, and think of you with love and our two
years together (well probably more so and so if we start when we met, but
since you get lost so much I guess it's about, ahhh four years).
The strangest thing happened to me on that accident, if the lawyers will
do as I tell them...about three days after that thing happened. Anyway...um
someone up there decided that I shouldn't die. But as you probably know (but
don't like to think about) my body was unrecycable, to be rather graphic. It
was irreparably damaged. So, somebody in heaven decided I should live, but
in another woman's body. Unfortunately they chose this woman from the 1800's
(who's Japanese mind you, whose family migrated or something like that. Way,
way back...ahh...don't ask me how they did that with that law about not
leaving Japan and all sorts) I'm drifting again...
Over the years I've written you letters, (surprised? Gah, you won't
believe how I miss the ballpoint pen) always with the idea that someday I
would send them to you. I pray that this packet gets through you. I tried to
pick out a law firm that will still be around in your time. (Having me in
another country *and* another century doesn't help a bit, and I couldn't
possibly send it in your father's firm, how am I supposed to know if your
ancestors don't get lost and such??? -- Oops sorry, I couldn't help it)
The poor people in that office thought I was an eccentric old fool. I'm
just eccentric though, and after all I've been through, I deserve a little
craziness. I've had a good life, I've been happy, for the most part, though
it was hell -- well in the beginning anyway. Let me tell you...
Isn't this strange? I'm sure it's stranger for you. By now, for me, this
is natural. (Now aren't you proud of me? Writing I mean...How long is this
anyway???) I've enclosed some stock certificates that I took out in your
name, which I think are still redeemable. They should make you rich, rich,
rich! (Not that you aren't, but your pride wouldn't acknowledge that, now as
for these, this is from your wife so go and redeem them, kay, I'll be sad if
you don't...ahhh and It's okay if you remarry, a good person like you
shouldn't dwell on me too much...)
The most important thing, though, are my letters. My life.
Your loving wife,
Akane
Author's note:
Hmmm.... For those who actually read the standard disclaimer it's on the
next thingy....for those who skips it, it's in the next thingy too! :)
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