For those of you who have read this before, okaeri! For those of you
that are
new here, good timing. I have to say that this version is a -lot- better.
It's a whole lot clearer and more coherent (In general, I'm a rather
incoherent person, so...) Anyway
most of this fic's improvment is due to a nice guy named Larry, who knows
when to
be mean. ^_^ Wait. That didn't make sense. >.< You know what I mean. Anyway,
thanks also go to Daniel Jacobson for moral support. <cut to scene>
Nicky: *being strapped into a strait jacket* "I'm going to kill him!!"
Daniel: *shakes his head sadly* "Nicky....your prereader is here to help you,
if you'll
only let him."
<cut back> Okay. Here it is. Have a field day. C&C is MORE then
welcome. (As long as it's constructive!) Be harsh. Be cruel. Make me cry if
you have to. It's all for the best....
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Nicky Townsend
battousai@licensedtokill.com
Battou1028@aol.com
ICQ#:38753697
Disclaimer: Obviously, I am not so brilliant as to think up
wonderful characters like those in Rurouni Kenshin. That honor
goes to Watsuki Nobuhiro alone. I also have no musical talent, so
also obviously, I didn't write the song, "A New Life" That goes
entirely to the two brilliant minds that make up the Pet Shop
Boys.
All lyrics are used with out permission and are the God-
given property of the people who wrote them, the bands who
preformed them, the music companies who recorded them, and
anyone else I may have forgotten.
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A New Life, Part 1
"Stars collect overhead
They look down on the channel
And our lives grown dead
Cars pass on through the night
How do you get to Heaven if you never try?"
the Pet Shop Boys, A New Life
The market was already crowded when Kenshin arrived, having
risen early to get the daily shopping out of the way. You'd never
know how much tofu three people could eat until you have to go
and buy it everyday, he thought wryly to himself as he maneuvered
deftly through the throng of people. He shook his head at how
domestic his thoughts had become of late, and continued on.
Domestic indeed, a very small, sarcastic part of his mind
shot back at him. He squelched the voice as instantly as it
appeared. He didn't need any of that now. Things had slowed down
considerably. They had all gotten so used to all kinds of crisis
popping up out of nowhere, that it had become nearly impossible
to relax one's guard.
Not that I -like- all that excitement, Kenshin added to
himself. It was just that the comparative silence that had
surrounded the dojo of late had given him the feeling that this
was the calm before the storm. He hurried on through the market
to the appropriate stalls, and quickly purchased what he had come
for. When he was alone now, he tended to think too much. And
besides, he had laundry waiting for him.
He retraced his path, smiling at those that greeted. The
need to be home overwhelmed him, and he found himself hastening
his steps. He couldn't for the life of him figure out what had
made him so edgy.
"Sir?"
"Oro?" Kenshin spun around so quickly he almost splashed
the poor man with whey from the tofu bucket. He looked the man
over for a moment, wondering briefly how the seemingly normal man
had sneaked up on him so easily. He seemed to be a normal
peddler, if even a poorer one then most.
The second of cold evaluation passed, and the usual warm
smile returned to light Kenshin's face as he greeted the peddler.
"Hello Sir. Is there something I can help you with?"
The peddler tipped his hat and winked. "On the contrary,
Sir, you looked a bit under the weather, so I was wondering if
maybe I could help you?"
Kenshin blinked in confusion. Help me...? The thought
passed briefly through his brain, before being dismissed out of
hand. He bowed shallowly to the old man, and shook his head. "I
don't think so. I'm sorry, I must be going." He turned to head
through the gate.
"Ah lad, are you so sure? It couldn't hurt to just look,
could it?"
Something in the old man's voice made him turn around
again. He's right, a small part of himself added; it wouldn't
hurt to just look. And if it would make the old peddler feel
like he had done something good, then why not?
The peddler grinned, and took his pack off his back. "I
have a few very special things today!" He produced a gaudy bronze
mirror that looked ancient from his beat-up brown pack. "This
mirror is said to be able to show events happening anywhere in
the world! I have been told, however, that it prefers to choose
its' owner" The old man read the barely hidden wince off Kenshin
face and placed the mirror back in his pack. After digging
through the deeper recesses of his bag, he pulled out a worn
velvet case. After carefully lifting the top off, he proudly
displayed its contents. "These earrings are said to give flawless
skin to whomever wears them!"
Kenshin arched an eyebrow at that, and stated dryly, "What
would I do with those?"
The old man sweatdropped. "Give them to a lady friend?"
Kenshin coughed lightly, "But wouldn't that be a bit
insulting...?"
The sweatdrop grew. "I guess you're right...But it's not as
if you'd have to tell her that's what they were for!" Pouting, he
placed the top back on the box and stashed it back where it had
come from, and dug hurriedly through the remaining contents of
his pack.
"How about this?"
"No."
"Or this?"
"................"
"I see. Well I wasn't going to sell this but..." He pulled
a large and archaic looking ring out of his pocket. It had
strange symbols intricately carved all over the band, and in the
center, was a small hole, where a stone might be set.
"But the stone is missing." Kenshin protested. The ring was
beautiful in an old antique sort of way, but if it was missing
it's stone, there was no point in buying it.
"It never had a stone. That's why I didn't want to sell it.
You see, this ring has a legend." The old man waved the ring in
Kenshin's face. "It's said before you go to sleep, that if you
prick your finger, and let a drop of blood fall into the setting
here" the old man indicating the lack of stone, "and make a wish,
that when you wake up, your wish will come true."
Kenshin chuckled at that, and shook his head. "What rubbish!"
The old peddler nodded, "Normally, I would agree with you.
But this ring has a different sort of feel to it. Here hold it
for yourself, and see." He dropped the ring in Kenshin's
proffered palm.
The ring hit his skin, and he felt a jolt. Indeed, the ring
did have some sort of feeling to it. He turned it over carefully
in his hand "How much do you want for it?"
The old man eyed him for a moment. "You look like you could
use a wish come true. Take it, and use it well. As far as I know,
you'll only get one." He shouldered his pack with a grunt, and
waved a quick good-bye, as he walked away and turned the far
corner, leading back into downtown.
Kenshin watched the old man disappear. The wind was picking
up, and whipping his hair around his face. The sky had darkened
dangerously during the short conversation he'd had with the
peddler. White arcs of lighting danced in the distance, and the
sudden boom of thunder startled Kenshin out of his reverie.
"Oro...? It looks like it's going to rain." With that he hurried
through gate to the safety of Kaoru-dono's strudy old house, and
back to people who had become his family.
Later that night....
He'd been yawning all through dinner, and as soon as he
finished the dishes, he quietly excused himself. Now he sat
quietly on his futon, pondering the strange ring the peddler had
given him. He normally wasn't superstitious, and he certainly
didn't believe in magic, but there was just something about this
ring...
It was like it exuded a force of some sort. Almost like it
was calling him... "Well if it doesn't work, there's no harm
done, right?" He whispered to himself.
But what if it did work? What should he wish for?
Happiness? Wasn't that selfish of him? Shouldn't he wish for all
the internal conflicts of Japan to end?
He shook his head roughly. How was wanting happiness for
himself selfish? Hadn't he done his part, and then some? He
wanted to be able to live somewhere where his past wouldn't hound
him, someplace where he didn't -need- to protect Kaoru-dono,
where they could perhaps have a life together...
He picked up his sakabatou from where it lay beside his
futon, and carefully removed it from its saya. He pondered the
sharp side for a second, before he sliced shallowly into his
thumb, and resheathed the blade. Taking the ring in his other
hand, he let a small drop of blood fall into the setting, and
placed it on the ring finger of his right hand.
"I wish that there will be a more peaceful time and place
where Kaoru-dono and I can be together."
Waves of exhaustion rolled over Kenshin as he lay down to
sleep. I suppose I'll know in the morning...
Sleep overtook Kenshin easily, as if sinking into the
welcome darkness of death itself. A peaceful smile played on his
handsome face, and he slipped into blissful unconciousness.
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Small warning...I've inserted myself into this fic...
You'll know me when you see me, because I'm keeping my real
name.
A New Life, Part 2
"Oi! Kenshin!!"
Someone was in his room. Pure reflex tore him from the
comfort of his futon, his hand making a swipe for his sakabatou.
He came up to his feet a mere second later, his feet planted
firmly in battou-jutsu stance, his sword hand hovering over the
hilt.
The intruder's eyebrow arched in question. "Well, aren't
we a morning person? And I'm not an intruder. I'm your guide. So
just sit back down and listen to me, okay?"
Kenshin grudgingly settled himself back down. This
person... He couldn't tell if was male or female, was short in
stature, and had close clipped white-blonde hair. It was perched
comfortably on a stool that had magically appeared in the corner
of his room.
"I'm here to inform you that your wish has been granted."
The being began. "God, IHVH*, Allah, Yahweh, or Kami-sama, whatever
you choose to call it, likes you. It's been watching you for many
lives, and Its decided that you deserve a break for at least one
lifetime."
"Now that I've informed you of this, I need to prepare you
for your next life. Yes, you've died, and have been reborn. Deal
with it. Your current awareness will be channeled into your new
body shortly. Kaoru never married, instead throwing herself
whole-heartedly into the dojo. Now, since your wish focused on
Kaoru and yourself being together, she'll be in your next life
as well. We've just stepped up the pace a bit."
The being hopped off the stool and handed him a manila
folder. "The year is 1999. You're 17 years old. Your name is now
Kevin Hannah. For your sake, we've allowed you to look the same,
but we've removed your scar. And no, you can't have it back, so
don't ask. It's inappropriate for the era."
"In the folder is your birth certificate, ID, Social
Security card, and Passport. You were born in the United States;
Sacramento, California to be specific. Your father is in the US.
Air Force, so your family has just moved to Japan. Your mother is
a very accomplished psychologist. Your older brother is an
English major in college."
"After much debate we've decided to allow you to keep all
your memories of being Himura Kenshin. However, you're going to
have Kevin's memories to deal with, and you may become confused.
But never fear, after a while the blending will feel normal."
The being placed it's palms on his temples, and pressed
lightly. "Get ready to awaken!" A flood, no an avalanche, of
memories passed through his brain, he saw himself being born,
falling out of a tree when he was five and having to get
stitches, his first day in school, and later on, his first
relationship, the first time he smoked a cigarette...they just
kept coming and coming... finally he saw himself go to bed the
night before, his first night in Japan. He had to start school
in the morning. He had to wear a uniform. The now huge part of
him that had lived in California and spent his evenings drinking
coffee with his friends cringed at the idea. The part of him that
had been a peaceful rounin in the Meiji era of Japan didn't think
the idea was a bad one at all.
"Hey! Kevin!"
"Yes?" He felt himself respond automatically.
The being nodded happily. "That a good sign! Hey, what year
were you born?"
"1850...."
"No, the other time you were born!"
"1981?"
"Right! Much better. Try not to get the two mixed up okay?
There was a going to be a language problem, but God, being God of
course, foresaw it and fixed it already. We had to mess with
Kevin's memories a little, but here's the cover story: You had a
friend who was really in to anime, who convinced you to take
Japanese at school with him. Also, I'll be going to school with
you, so if you need help, you'll be able to find me. My name is
Nicky, by the way." The being snapped it's fingers and took on a
decidedly female appearance, complete with school uniform. She
looked at the uniform in disgust. "I may have to wear this dumb
uniform but I'm not wearing loafers!" She exchanged her brown
loafers for a pair of calf-high black lace-up boots.
Flashing a V sign, she winked. "My trusty Doc Marten's! I
never leave Heaven without them! This is what I'll look like. And
now...." Nicky looked at her silver wristwatch. "...Okay we still
have some time. Do you have any questions?"
Kevin started. Questions? What in the world should he ask?
He was now aware of things like automobiles, microwave ovens,
computers, department stores where you can buy almost anything,
and those machines that spit out money, called ATMs. He was
vaguely aware that once, back when he had lived in California (he
wasn't quite sure what that was yet) that he had had his own car.
Although the memory was slightly fuzzy, he could still remember,
or perhaps see was a better word, how to drive it and even fix it
if he needed to.
Was that how it was going to be? He -remembered- being
Kenshin. He had been Kenshin for 28 years. Kevin was someone that
he had never been, although he now had his memories, his body
(which looked exactly like his) and in fact his whole life. He
had literally been uprooted, and unceremoniously dropped in some
poor kid's body.
Nicky shook her head. "What you're thinking is only
partially true. You and Kevin have always shared a soul. So in
fact, you have always been with him. All people carry the
memories of their past lives with them, all I did was wake your
memories up inside Kevin, and allow you to continue as if you
never died. Did that make sense?"
"So your saying that every life I've ever lived is still
stored inside me somewhere; I just don't remember them?" He
couldn't help but allow a touch of skepticism to enter his tone.
"That's right. Well, some people remember more then others.
Compared to most, you remember a great deal of your past lives.
There is a reason you were so good with your sword. You've been
accumulating the skills over many lives!"
He contemplated that revelation for a moment. "What about
Kaoru-dono?" He asked hesitantly after a moment, unsure as to how
everything would fit together.
"What about her? You'll see her soon. Her name probably
won't be Kaoru anymore, but most likely she'll look almost the
same. Once again, it's a different body with different memories,
but the vehicle is carrying the same passenger. I'm sure you'll
notice similarities between your Kaoru, and who she is now."
"Okay listen closely, this is important! While most of
the world has become fairly liberal, Japan is one of the main
exceptions. They've gotten insane over the subject of sex, and
public displays of affection. While kissing your girlfriend in
public in America would be fairly natural, you'd get a lot of
dissaproving stares where you're going. Not to mention that they
tend to be walking stress cases. They freak out about work and
school very easily. Japan has had the highest rate of teenage
suicide for exactly that reason for many years. Wakari de gozaru
ka?"
"Hai de gozaru!"
"Dammit, I knew that you would say that! You gotta stop
that!"
"Yare, yare..."
"There! Anyway, you may find modern Japan to be a royal
pain, so I'm here to help you if you get yourself in trouble. If
you have questions, just call for me, and I'll apprear. So, do
you feel ready to jump into the fray?"
"I suppose I'm as ready as I'll ever be. "
"Alright sweetie, your mom is going to wake you up to go to
school. When you're all ready, I'll be waiting on your doorstep
to walk you. I can't have my charge getting lost on his first day
of school! See you in a few." Nicky waved a quick goodbye, and
her image fizzled out of sight.
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"Kevin! Kevin! Can't you hear your alarm clock? Wake up, or
you'll be late for school! Kevin!"
That's right. Nicky said my name is Kevin now. It was
Kenshin, but now it's Kevin. He pried himself out of bed, and
looked at his mother, who was trying to shake him awake.
My reflexes are gone. Normally someone's presence would
have brought me instantly awake. But I have a mother again...
"Mom, I'm awake! I'll be up in a minute."
He certainly didn't sound like himself. He couldn't. That
would be weird. Talking like he used to, now. He still had to
sort out his memories properly. He had to see how much of Kenshin
was left. How much had the wish given, and how much had it taken?
He supposed he would find out soon enough.
His mother had left the room, after placing his uniform on
his dresser. Such a drab looking thing. Black with a high collar
and brass buttons. At least it's cut well, a foreign piece of his
brain added. It had matching black slacks, with no pleats in the
front, thank god, that same section added again. To part of him,
the whole thing looked hopelessly foreign, the part that was used
to a loose fitting keikogi and hakama. Those pants looked
unforgivingly tight.
Scrubbing the sleep out of his eyes, he heaved himself out
of bed, and promptly fell on the floor. Western bed, his brain
supplied, not a futon. Bracing his forearms on the floor he
pushed himself up, he made his way to his dresser, and dressed
quickly. He ran his fingers through his hair, which was
thankfully the same color, and a similar length, if not longer
then before. He worked out the tangles that had developed from
sleeping, and then tied it back at the nape of his neck. He
needed to find a pair of socks. Check your dresser drawers, that
new little voice in his brain supplied. After digging through a
couple of them, he produced a pair of white socks. Not the tabi
he was used to, but they would work.
The full-length mirror on his door showed him the new him.
He was taller then before, but only by perhaps two inches. Most
noticeably to him, and as Nicky had warned him, the cross-shaped
scar that had been on his left cheek since he was fifteen years
old was gone. He missed it for what it had meant, but he was
secretly glad to have his perfect complexion back.
Since when have I been vain? He thought. It seemed a lot of
Kevin had mixed itself into him already. He gave himself a quick
look, before nodding firmly, and moving to retrieve his shoes
from the closet.
It seemed Kevin had had a thing for shoes. He seemed to
have something of every kind. The variety went from shiny,
platformed, and animal printed to very drab and normal. He eyed
one pair in particular; fuzzy leopard printed creepers (he
somehow knew that was what they were called) with four-inch
platforms, and swore they would never leave the closet again.
"Kevin! Hurry up!" His mother called up the stairs.
"Coming!" He called back down. Quickly pulling on a lone
pair of beaten up running shoes, he grabbed what he assumed was
his new book bag (but it looked more like a briefcase) and
hurried down the stairs.
"I'm leaving!" he called as he ran out the door, and
promptly tripped over Nicky, who was, as she had promised,
sitting on his doorstep. He caught himself and actually managed
to land somewhat gracefully.
Maybe all my reflexes aren't gone after all. The feeling of
helplessness that had been steadily growing since he had woken up
abated slightly with that comforting knowledge.
"Yo, asshole! You gonna apologize for getting me all dirty
before we've even left for school, or what?" Nicky stood
indignantly behind him, tapping her black booted foot impatiently.
"Gomen, Nicky-dono" He tried to sound sincere, but couldn't
manage it properly. Nicky's posture and expression were so
comical, that it was all her could do not to laugh.
Nicky harumphed loudly. "Apology accepted. But if you dono
me again, I'm gonna hurl on your shoes, got it? People will look
at you REALLY weird if you use that term now. I'm sure that if I
puke on your shoes you'll learn quickly enough."
Kevin blinked in surprise. He desperately hoped that not
all modern people were like Nicky. First of all, she was loud.
Too loud. And she was far too blunt. He did understand what she
was getting at though. Over-politeness would be taken as rudeness
in the wrong situation. That was always the case, but it seemed
more so now.
He followed Nicky all the way to school, simply because he
had no idea where he was, or even what the school was called. He
did however memorize everything on the way there for future
reference. Some old habits die hard.
All too soon, they were in front of a large building, with
an even larger gated yard. "Here we are, so let's get this over
with."
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Something about today felt different. Kaori wasn't sure why
or what exactly it was that was different, if anything was at
all.
But it sure felt that way.
The kendo club was getting new uniforms, but that wasn't a
huge deal. It was cool that they had been able to raise the
money, but still. This was even a different sort of different! It
had nothing to do with the club. She did notice that she felt
nervous for some reason. And the closer she got to school the
more nervous she was. Was there a test she had forgotten to study
for? Perhaps a report due, that had slipped her mind? She would
be absolutely mortified if it was either of the two.
When she finally reached the school gates and walked
through them, she felt a quick flash of something, not
nervousness this time, but anticipation. And then it was gone, as
quickly as it came. She found herself rearranging her school
uniform, and checking her hair. As usual, nothing was out of
place. The obvious red highlights in her long glossy black hair
glinted in the sunlight. Something had told her not to wear it up
today. It fell in a long fluid sweep to her waist, and was
slightly wavy. It was her pride and joy.
Quickly she made her way to her classroom, and seated her-
self in her assigned seat; it was the row closest to the windows,
and towards the back of the room. Most of the other students were
already there, some milling about, some chatting with friends.
Immediately, one of the boys trotted up to her desk. "Hey
Captain, have the new uniforms come in yet?"
She smiled at him. He was one of the newer members of the
kendo club and hadn't even had a uniform yet. No wonder he was
excited.
"Yeah, they came yesterday! I'll be handing them out at
today's practice"
Several of the other boys in the room who were also part of
the club overheard, and ran to her desk. Soon she had an animated
throng chatting happily around her desk, not only of new
uniforms, but also of upcoming tournaments and practices.
Kaori knew most of the girls in the school hated her. Even
now, the looks tossed her way could wither small plants. She
didn't care too terribly much about her clothes (as long as they
matched and were clean), and she certainly didn't care about what
they thought of her.
She heaved a sigh as the teacher came into the classroom.
The guys clustered around her desk scattered like sheep being
chased by a wolf.
The teacher waited for a few moments for the room to quiet,
and then held up one hand for attention.
"Class, we have two transfer students today. This is Nicky
Townsend-" A short girl with equally short and spiky blonde hair
and huge green eyes waved brightly to no one in particular. "-and
this is Kevin Hannah."
A slender boy of medium height with nearly waist length red
hair tied back in a low ponytail stepped forward briefly as he
was introduced. He smiled slightly as he nodded, his soft purple
eyes earnest.
Kaori felt her heart stop in her chest as the boy stepped
forward. This was a new feeling. Even in her most important
tournaments her heart didn't skip beats.
There were several oohs and aahs at the two new people
mainly directed at them from their respective opposite sexes. The
two girls who sat behind her were giggling madly.
The teacher harumphed loudly, before continuing. "Kevin is
from America, so I expect everyone to be willing to help him out.
Kaori-san, you were an excellent English student as I recall; why
don't you go with Kevin to the library and begin tutoring him?"
She heard several female gasps of outrage, as she gathered
her things. Making her way out the classroom door as quickly as
possible, she stopped and waited patiently for the new boy,
Kevin, to follow.
This was going to be an interesting day all right.
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