Minna, I've posted this up sometime before and I'm reposting this revised
version with the 2nd part...
These are Clamp somgfics, 2 Seishirou and Subaru fics. They are in sequeal.
1st in Seishirou's P.O.V. and the 2nd Subaru's.  
All standard disclaimers apply! None of these people or songs belong to me,
I only own my imagination and fantasy!! Enjoy and please give feed back.
These are my first songfics after all...

Note: *text* are lyrics
      ~text~ are memories

Days without cigarettes

   Seishirou strolling in a park at dusk, he took a glance at the sun's
position and leapt. He was balanced on the edge of a tall building watching
the sun set. He reached in his coat pocket and took out a packet of
cigarettes. He flipped open the lid and realised that there was only one
left. The corner of his lips turned up for the tiniest bit of a smile as he
lit the last cigarette, a small wistful smile as he remembers...
	
   ~Seishirou walking out of his apartment to the nearest store to get a
packet of Mild 7. As he was about to reach the store an eagle's shadow
caught his attention. Seishirou 's eyes narrowed dangerously for a split
second and he disappeared. ~

*Days without cigarettes, days without cigarettes
I'm always not by your side*

      ~ Quick footsteps could be heard on the rooftops. It was Seishirou
running on the roofs. He stopped short when he reached a temple. He could
sense something unpleasant going on, something he will not like. He jumped
on a tall tree and started to chant. Within a second the area was inclosed
in another dimension.   Seishirou 's eyes turned cold, and promised death
and torture upon the scenery. Subaru was hurt lying on the round. Scanning
the scene quickly, Seishirou calculated that Subaru had put up a good fight
and lost his consciousness just before he arrived. He eyed the attacker with
piecing cold daggers. Without a word he summoned his eagle demon. Before the
attacker had a chance to speak, he was hurt on the ground. ~

*And always in my heart
Still you are my only hope
My only bit of hope*

     ~ 'Why did you attack him?' glared Seishirou and asked in a cold
monotone that sent shivers down the attacker's back.
'I'm only doing my job... don't.. Don't kill me, please..' pleaded the
attacker. 
'Who told you to attack him?'
'I don't know... I have received this money and an attach note that said if
I kill him I'll get a double amount as reward... a.. no.. please.. please...
help..help!!'
The background of the created dimension was splashed red, and the dimension
fades away with the dripping colour. 
	Subaru stirred, Seishirou quickly put on his mask and attended Subaru.
Subaru opened his eyes and try to focus. As soon as he was aware of his
situation, he scrambled to his feet. He looked at Seishirou at surprised and
blurted out a bunch of questions and concern. Seishirou assured him and
ushered him home. He reached into his pocket absent mindly and pulled out
his empty cigarette box. He then remembers it was empty and put it in the
nearby rubbish bin. Subaru noticed his action and asked,
'Have you finished another packet again?' 
Seishirou chuckled lightly and answered, 'is was an old packet Subaru-kun.'
~

*Its dark cannot walk on till dawn
My yearning strip by strip built on
That beginning junction of the little grey town
You seem not to like it when no soaring blue doves Ah~~*
 
     ~ Subaru smiled gently and suddenly it starts to rain. They ran to the
nearest store for shelter. As they stepped in the supermarket, they noticed
the time, 5:30. They looked at each other and the trolleys next to them.
They took one out and started to shop for their dinner. 
  As they walked down the last isle to the cashier, Subaru noticed that
Seishirou glanced at the cigarettes on the shelves and walked on. Subaru
took a packet of Mild 7 and put it in the trolley for him.~

*Without a cigarette in hand then light a match
Smoke away you no alternative
Smoke away that showers that will never come back O~~*

   Seishirou took one last smoke and dropped it off the building. He watched
the stub fall down the edge quietly leaving a trail of smoke behind...

   ~ When they stepped out of the supermarket, the rain had softened to
drizzle. They each took a bag of shopping and walked the way to Seishirou 's
home. After they had their dinner, Subaru stood up and collected his
belongings and took his leave. Before he left the apartment, he took the
packet of cigarettes out of the shopping and silently put it on the low
table in the entrance. 
   Seishirou walked him to the lift and went back in when the lift slid
shut. He caught sight of the cigarettes and walked to the windows and looked
down. He then saw Subaru stepping out of the building. He opened the packet
and lit a cigarette. He inhaled deeply and stared at the night sky long
time, till dawn broke... ~

*When you remember me*

   Taking one last lingering look at the dimming sky, Seishirou took flight.
To catch a glimpse of his Subaru-kun before the final battle. 

*The days still without cigarettes* 

~owari~
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Scent

   It was late at night. Subaru was smoking silently on a swing in the
middle of a park. He heaved out a puff of smoke and watched it drifted up
lightly, diffusing into the still night. His gaze followed the light trail
of smoke and eventually gazed at the dark, starless night. 

*So little stars tonight, don't know where they've gone
How lonely are the stars in the naked sky*

   His thought drifted back to his twin sister, the only person in the world
that would give and do anything for him, even her life, and this she did.
She saved him from his death but met her own. She did not deserved to die,
not like this. It was his own fault to let down his guard, to fall for him,
the eternal enemy of the Sumeragi Clan. He knew the outcome of this all
along, but he could not help himself. 

*I thought heartbroken days are few, 
I thought I could get on fine
Who knows once thought of you, 
those bitter recollections, nowhere to hide*
	
  Subaru saw the marks on this hands and buried his head in them as he
remembered the only that had captured his heart and wrecked it without
himself detecting it first. Subaru muttered the name of the one person he
loved and hate ...Seishirou..Sei-chan� 

  ~ Inside a car driving were Seishirou, Hokuto was sitting at the front
chatting away with Subaru at the back. They had planned on spending a day
enjoying the beautiful sight of the cherry blossoms. When they get there,
Seishirou carried the picnic basket while Hokuto dashed off with Subaru to
find a nice quiet spot to spend the day. They found a beautiful Sakura
blossoming on the hilltop, separated from the rest. Soon the blanket was
spread with the food laid out, before long most of the food was gone.
Seishirou leaned against the tree reading a book occasionally joining in the
conversation, while the twins lay down on the blanket relaxing, talking
about nothing in particular. As time passed, Hokuto fell asleep in at the
warmth, and Subaru picked up his book and start to read too.  Soon, he too
dozed off into a sweet slumber. As the afternoon progressed, Seishirou
draped his jacket over Subaru. 
  Within his dreams Subaru felt safe.  He was aware of Seishirou's tender
smile when the jacket was draped over him, the scent on the jacket, a tinge
of tobacco and that brief caress of the lips on his own. ~

*Miss your smile
Miss your jacket
Miss your white socks
And the scent of your body
I miss your kiss and the slight tobacco scent on your fingers
Within the memory the scent of once been loved*

  Subaru extinguished the last of his cigarette and started to swing gently,
gradually gaining height. As he swung faster, his anxiety transformed to
loneliness. He remembered the days when Hokuto always comfort him whenever
he starts to get distress, and Seishirou always beside him.     

*Few worries tonight don't know that's good or bad
Naked loneliness entangling towards my heart
I thought heartbroken days are few, I thought I could get on fine
Who knows once thought of you, those bitter recollections, nowhere to hide*

   ~ Subaru wandering in the heavy rain, soaked. He did one thing he thought
was right but against deceived someone. He was shattered, emotionally and
physically. Seishirou saw him walked past aimlessly and caught him. He
brought Subaru back to his flat and dried him off. He sat him on his bed and
questioned him gently. Subaru broke down as he narrated his experience to
Seishirou. Seishirou coaxed him to sleep after comforting him, and the light
kiss planted on his forehead as he held Subaru in a tight embrace. ~     

*Miss your smile
Miss your jacket
Miss your white socks
And the scent of your body
I miss your kiss and the slight tobacco scent on your fingers
Within the memory the scent of once been loved*

   Smiling as his bittersweet memories unfold, he longed for that comfort
again! Only if he were not the 13th successor of the Sumeragi Clan, he would
have been a vet, just like him. Subaru laughed silently at his memories and
thoughts, savouring the movement of the swing against the still night, as
the unpredictable future is about to reveal his destiny.

~ Owari ~


OK! Feedback is needed. I've managed to write 2 songfics in sequel and I
really need some advice on them. Please can someone show a bit of interest??
Even just to say how badly written this is??

Kaz  ^.^

http://Kaz-chan.cutezone.com 
-a page put up kindly by my sis, Jen. 






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