Subject: [FFML][Video Girl]Moments
From: JmYou@aol.com
Date: 6/1/1999, 3:37 AM
To: ffml@fanfic.com, icezer230@usa.net

This one is pretty serious, but basicly its something I just happen to think 
of one day. Remeber these are thoughts from Youta's point of view and this 
takes place at the end of the oav series. Enjoy! ^^


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Moments

By Jay You
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Sometimes I just don't know. This feeling of destitute yet joy confuses me to 
no 

ends. How can something so sweet be so harsh? The empty abyss of darkness 

and gloom fills the atmosphere as I sat there pondering the agony of 
rejection 

from Moemi, a love that cannot be returned. Love is such a weak and fragile 

object yet it is that which makes us strong. Love is something that can be 

shattered in a blow no more forceful than a touch yet can weather the 
harshest 

forces of nature. Strong emotions like these could make us do what we 
normally 

would not do, sometimes creating the greatest of deeds and other times the 

greatest of shames. But how does one know that their love is but a 

misconception? There is no way to tell if love would lead to a dead-end so 
why 

even bother? Then again, there are no certainties in life for life is a 
battle of wills, 

struggling towards the endless bounds of eternity in hopes of power over 
others. 

It is always true that a lot of happiness and sadness is always better than 
having 

never been happy or sad. I don't know about others but I know why I love. I 
love 

because of the moments where immortality is worthless to me, where endless 

riches are but a fraction of my wealth. I love for the moments where it seems 
two 

people touch each other without really touch, for moments where two people 
can 

think the same and feel the same while looking into each other's eyes. In a 
life 

where there are no certainties, I am certain these moments of truth are worth 
the 

risk of failure and rejection. To mentally rewind back to a time of happiness 
and 

joy at times of sorrow and loneliness is a treasure more valuable than life. 
This 

way we can leave life having known love rather than having passed it by. 
After all, 

life is short so the best we can do is to live our lives to the fullest, even 
if that life 

is but a matter of seconds. 


The End

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I really enjoyed watching Video Girl series, personally I thought it was 
really original. This idea just popped into my head a couple days ago since I 
just broke up with my girlfriend, which made me appreciate the series even 
more. A thousand thank yous to the people who had always encouraged me to 
write. Hope you guys enjoyed this as much as I enjoy writing this. ^^




"No tears in the writer, no tears in the reader."
---- Robert Frost