Swallow my pride, hang my head, admit my wrongs, admit that I erred.  I apologize... and still I get some scalding messages.... Look, I am sorry to everyone.. EVERYONE... does an apology mean nothing anymore??? Is it something so overused that it has become so meaningless? Something to be mocked and never to be taken seriously???

        ANYONE who I upset by the size of those posts, *OR* by "Demanding" people to tell me if they think I should have posted it to the list I APOLOGIZE TO!!!! Do I have to speak greek to be understood??

        I do not know about Jess "Lil'Tiger", if he/she saw my apology BEFORE or AFTER they posted their message.

        To try and clarify why I 'Demanded' to have people tell me if they wanted the fic... it was too big for the FFML, so I wasn't even going to bother to post it, so I asked if there was enough people that would require that I post it to this medium.

        Again, I am sorry.. here.... maybe this might make it a bit clearer...

I apologize, I apologize, I apologize, I apologize, I apologize, I apologize, I apologize, I apologize, I apologize, I apologize, I apologize, I apologize, I apologize, I apologize, I apologize, I apologize, I apologize, I apologize, I apologize, I apologize, I apologize, I apologize, I apologize, I apologize, I apologize, I apologize, I apologize, I apologize.

        There... two lines of apology... is that enough? I am tired of people picking people out as black sheep.  :( I am not a bad person, and I hope those that THINK I am can somehow find that I am not...


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Sincerely....
Shimitsu Kaori.
Lost "Dragon-Gal"
of Shimitsu-Ryuu.
Princess of Chaos.
"What makes a curse is simply the view, a blessing to some is a curse unto you, But
acceptance can conquer that fear you hold high, through acceptance comes peace.....
are you willing to try?"
   -Quote from Kaori Shimitsu.
My Homepage at!
http://members.xoom.com/Shimitsu/chaos.htm