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Nicky Townsend (bishounenai@battousai.zzn.com)
Disclaimer: Obviously, I am not so brilliant as to think up
wonderful characters like those in Rurouni Kenshin. That honor
goes to Wasuki Nobuhiro alone. I also have no musical talent,
so also obviously, I didn't write the song, "A New Life" That
goes entirely to the two brilliant minds that make up the Pet
Shop Boys.
Additional Thanks go to Todd Hill, who is my dear friend. His
wonderful Ranma fanfic "Careful Destiny" is a large part of the
inspiration for this story.
A New Life, Part 1
"Stars collect over head
They look down on the channel
And our lives grown dead
Cars pass on through the night
How do you get to Heaven if you never try?"
the Pet Shop Boys, A New Life
Alternative (The B-Sides)
"You'd never know how much tofu three people could eat until
you have to go and buy it everyday." Kenshin mused, on his way
to the market. The day was sunny, but there were dark clouds
looming in the distance. It was a decent temperature, for the
time of year, until the wind picked up, and when it did, it bit
through his well worn gi with ease. All in all, it was a very
mediocre day. Nothing out of the ordinary had happened for some
time.
Not that I crave excitement, Kenshin added to himself quickly.
He'd just gotten used to having more...activity. He kept
getting the feeling that this was the calm before the storm.
He hurried on through the market to the appropriate store,
and quickly retrieved that he had come for. When he was alone
now, he tended to think too much. And besides, he had laundry
waiting for him.
He retraced his path, and soon enough, the gate to the dojo,
the place he now called home, loomed in front of him. Loomed?
Hardly. It was a very ordinary looking building. Nothing was
out of place...
"Sir?"
"Oro?" Kenshin spun quickly around, nearly splashing the
stranger with the whey from the tofu bucket. How did this
man sneak up on me like that? Kenshin eyed the man for a
split second, evaluating. He seemed to be a normal peddler,
if even a poorer one then most.
The second passed, and politeness took hold with the ease of
practice. "Hello Sir. Is there something I can help you with?"
The peddler tipped his hat and winked. "On the contrary, sir,
you looked a bit under the weather, so I was wondering if maybe
I could help you?"
Kenshin blinked in confusion. Help me...? the thought passed
briefly through his brain, before being dismissed out of hand.
He bowed shallowly to the old man, and shook his head. "I don't
think so. I'm sorry, I must be going" He turned to head through
the gate.
"Ah lad, are you so sure? It couldn't hurt to just look, could
it?" Something in the old man's voice made him turn around
again. He's right, a small part of himself added, it won't hurt
to just look.
The peddler grinned, and took his pack off his back. "I have
a few very special things today!" He produced a gaudy bronze
mirror that looked ancient. "This mirror is said to be able
to show events happening anywhere in the world! I have been
told, however, that it likes to choose it owner" The old man
eyed Kenshin's obvious, yet still polite, look of disgust. "I
guess it doesn't like you."
He placed the mirror back in his pack and produced a worn
velvet case. After carefully lifting the top off he proudly
displayed it's contents "These earrings are said to give
flawless skin to who ever wears them!"
Kenshin arched an eyebrow at that, and stated dryly, "I'm sorry
Sir, but what would I do with those?"
The old man sweatdropped. "Give them to a lady friend?"
Kenshin coughed lightly, "But wouldn't that be a bit insulting...?"
The sweatdrop grew. "I guess you're right..." He placed the
top back on the box and stashed it back where it had come from,
and dug hurriedly through the remaining contents of his pack.
"How about this?"
"No"
"Or this?"
"................"
"I see. Well I wasn't going to sell this but..." He pulled a
large and archaic looking ring out of his pocket. It had
strange symbols intricately carved all over the band, and
in the center, was a small hole, where a stone might be set.
"But the stone is missing." The ring was beautiful in an
old antique sort of way, but if it was missing it's stone,
there was no point in buying it.
"It never had a stone. That's why I didn't want to sell it.
You see, this ring has a legend." The old man waved the
ring in Kenshin's face. "It's said before you go to sleep, that
if you prick your finger, and let a drop of blood fall into
the setting here" the old man indicating the lack of stone,
"and make a wish, that when you wake up, your wish will
come true."
"What rubbish!"
The old peddler nodded, "Normally, I would agree with you.
But this ring has a different sort of feel to it. Here hold
it for yourself, and see." He dropped the ring in Kenshin's
proffered palm.
The ring hit his skin, and he felt a jolt. Indeed, the ring
did have some sort of feeling to it. He turned it over
carefully in his hand "How much do you want for it?"
The old man eyed him for a moment. "You look like you could
use a wish or two come true. Take it, and use it well. As far
as I know, you'll only get one." He shouldered his pack with
a grunt, and waved a quick good-bye, as he walked away and
turned the far corner, leading back into downtown.
Kenshin watched the old man disappear. The wind was picking
up, and whipping his hair around his face. The sky had
darkened dangerously during the short conversation he'd had
with the peddler. "Oh my, it looks like it's going to rain."
With that he hurried through gate, and back to his motley
family.
Later that night....
Having been mysteriously tired, he'd retired to his room
early. He sat quietly on his futon, pondering the strange
ring the peddler had given him. He normally wasn't
superstitious, and he certainly didn't believe in magic,
but there was just something about this ring...
It was like it exuded a force of some sort. Almost like
it was calling him. "Well if it doesn't work there's no
harm done, right?" He whispered to himself.
But what if it did work? What should he wish for? Only a
few minutes passed before he knew. He picked up his
sakabatou from where it lay beside his futon, and
carefully removed it from it's saya. He pondered the sharp
side for a second, before he sliced shallowly into his
thumb, and resheathed the blade. Taking the ring in his
other hand, he let a small drop of blood fall into the
setting, and placed it on the ring finger of his right
hand.
"I wish that there will be a more peaceful time and place
where Kaoru-dono and I can be together."
Waves of exhaustion rolled over Kenshin as he lay down to
sleep. I suppose I'll know in the morning...
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Small warning! I've inserted myself into this fic. You'll
know me when you see me, because I'm keeping my real name.
A New Life, Part 2
"Oi! Kenshin!!"
Someone was in his room. A second later he was on his feet,
staring at the intruder.
The intruder's eyebrow arched in question. "Well, aren't we
a morning person? And I'm not an intruder. I'm your guide.
So just sit back down and listen to me, okay?"
Kenshin grudgingly settled himself back down. This person...
He couldn't tell if was male or female, was short in stature,
and had close clipped white blonde hair. It was perched
comfortably on a stool that had magically appeared in the
corner of his room.
"I'm here to inform you your wish has been granted." The
being began. "God, IHVH*, Allah, or Kami-sama, whatever
you want to call him, likes you. He's been watching you
for many lives, and he's decided that you deserve a break
for at least one lifetime."
"Now that I've informed you of this, I need to prepare you
for your next life. Yes, your old body died. Deal with it.
Kaoru lived her life, and stayed single the whole time. Now,
since your wish focused on Kaoru and you being together,
she'll be in your next life too. We've just stepped up the
pace a bit."
The being hopped off the stool and handed him a manila
folder. "The year is 1999. You're 17 years old. Your name
is now Kevin Hannah. For your sake, we've allowed you to
look the same, but we've removed your scar. And no, you can't
have it back, so don't ask. It's inappropriate for the era."
"In the folder is your birth certificate, ID, Social Security
card, and Passport. You were born in the United States;
Sacramento, California to be specific. Your father is in
the US. Air Force, so your family has just moved to Japan.
Your mother is a very accomplished psychologist. Your older
brother is an English major in collage."
"After much debate we've decided to allow you to keep all
your memories of being Himura Kenshin. However, we have to
supply you with other new memories, so the new technology
doesn't shock you too badly. Also the Japanese you speak is
far too archaic, so try to use what I'm going to give you now.
This may hurt a bit."
The being placed it's palms on his temples, and pressed
lightly. "Get ready, here it comes!" A flood, no an
avalanche, of memories passed through his brain, he saw
himself being born, falling out of a tree when he was five
and having to get stitches, his first day in school, and
later on, his first girlfriend, the first time he smoked a
cigarette,they just kept coming and coming, finally he saw
himself go to bed the night before, his first night in
Japan. He had to start school in the morning. He had to wear
a uniform. The now huge part of him that had lived in
California and spent his evenings drinking coffee with his
friends, cringed at the idea, while the part of him that had
been a peaceful rurouni in the Meiji era of Japan didn't think
the idea was a bad one at all.
"Hey! Kevin!"
"Yes?" He felt himself respond automatically.
The being nodded happily. "That a good sign! Hey, what
year were you born?"
"1850..."
"No, the other time you were born!"
"1981?"
"Right! Much better. Try not to get the two mixed up okay?
I've divided your memories so they should be able to stay
separate. Also, I'll be going to school with you, so if you
need help, you'll be able to find me. My name is Nicky, by
the way." The being snapped it's fingers and took on a
decidedly female appearance, complete with school uniform.
She looked at the uniform in disgust. "I may have to wear
this dumb uniform but I'm not wearing loafers!" She exchanged
her brown loafers for a pair of calf-high black lace-up boots.
Flashing a V sign, she winked. "My trusty Doc Marten's! I
never leave Heaven without them! This is what I'll look
like. And now..." Nicky looked at her silver wristwatch.
"Okay we still have some time. Do you have any questions?"
Kevin started. Questions? What in the world should he ask?
He was now aware of things like automobiles, microwave ovens,
computers, department stores where you can buy almost anything,
and those machines that spit out money, called ATMs. He was
vaguely aware that once, back when he had lived in California
(he wasn't quite sure what that was yet) that he had had his
own car. Although the memory was slightly fuzzy, he could still
remember, or perhaps see was a better word, how to drive it,
and even fix it if he needed to.
Was that how it was going to be? He -remembered- being
Kenshin. He had been Kenshin for 28 years. Kevin was someone
that he had never been, although he now had his memories,
his body (which looked exactly like his) and in fact his whole
life. He had literally been uprooted, and unceremoniously
dropped in some poor kid's body.
Nicky shook her head at him. "Your missing something vital,
my friend. Kevin has always been you. I didn't give you his
memories; I gave him yours, although it felt the opposite to
you. But you have always been the same person. Did that make
any sense at all?"
"Not really. So your saying that we've always been...?"
"Yes, always. I guess a better way to put it is that you
have the same soul, although your personalities are different.
And you were many other people before you were Kenshin and
Kevin. And you'll be many more after. Life isn't a one time
thing."
"What about Kaoru-dono?"
"What about her? You'll see her soon. Her name probably won't
be Kaoru anymore, but most likely she'll look almost the same.
Once again, it's a different body with different memories, but
the vehicle is carrying the same passenger. I'm sure you'll
notice simalarities between your Kaoru, and who she is now. But
there will be differences too. Now you know some things about
the time you'll be living in, you know that everyone's values
are different. Sex isn't taboo. Being different is a good thing.
The major thinkers say to question authority. I guess you could
say, that this is the age of idea revolution. Everyone passively
agrees to disagree. Parents and children, the goverment and it's
citizens, workers and their bosses. Wakari de gozaru ka?"
"Hai de gozaru!"
"Dammit, I knew that you would say that! You gotta stop that!"
"Yes, yes..."
"There! Anyway, I'm sure you'll run into plenty of modern
things that will confuse you or drive you batty, and that, my
androgynous little friend, is why I am here. To help you out,
and answer your questions. I used to hate all this modern
bullshit, but once I got used to it it wasn't so bad."
"How long have you been a guide, Nicky-san?"
"Oh, a couple thousand years. Not too long, but the Big Cheese
likes me, and I do my job well, and since your one of his
favorites, he paired us up. He wasn't going to give you an
amature! Anyway, do you feel ready to jump into the fray now?"
"I suppose I'm as ready as I'll ever be. "
"Alright sweetie, your mom is going to wake you up to go to
school. When you're all ready, I'll be waiting on your doorstep
to walk you. I can't have my charge getting lost on his first
day of school! See ya in a few" Nicky waved a quick goodbye,
and her image fizzled out of sight.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~
"Kevin! Kevin! Can't you hear your alarm clock? Wake up, or
you'll be late for school! Kevin!"
That's right. Nicky said my name is Kevin now. It was Kenshin,
but now it's Kevin. He pried himself out of bed, and looked at
his mother, who was trying to shake him awake.
My reflexes are gone. Normally someone's presence would have
brought me instantly awake. But I have a mother again... "Mom, I'm
awake! I'll be up in a minute."
He certainly didn't sound like himself. He couldn't. That would
be weird. Talking like he used to, now. He still had to sort out
his memories properly. He had to see how much of Kenshin was left.
How much had the wish given, and how much had it taken? He
supposed he would find out soon enough.
His mother had left the room, after placing his uniform on his
dresser. Such a drab looking thing. Black with a high collar
and brass buttons. At least it's cut well, a foreign piece of
his brain added. It had matching black slacks, with no pleats
in the front, thank god, that same section added again. To
part of him, the whole thing looked hopelessly foreign, the
part that was used to a loose fitting gi and hakama. Those
pants looked unforgivingly tight.
He heaved himself out of bed, and promptly fell on the floor.
Western bed, his brain supplied, not a futon. After a second
heave, this time off the floor, he made his way to his dresser,
and dressed quickly. He ran his fingers through his hair, which
was thankfully the same color, and a similar length, if not
longer then before. He worked out the tangles that had developed
from sleeping, and then tied it back at the nape of his neck.
He needed to find a pair of socks. Check your dresser drawers
nitwit, that new little voice in his brain supplied. After
digging through a couple of them, he produced a pair of white
socks. Not quite what he was used to, but they would work.
The full-length mirror on his door showed him the new -him-.
He was taller then before, but only by perhaps two inches. Most
noticeably to him, and as Nicky had warned him, the cross-shaped
scar that had been on his left cheek since he was fifteen years
old was gone. He missed it for what it had meant, but he was
secretly glad to have his perfect complexion back.
Since when have I been vain? He thought. It seemed a lot of
Kevin had mixed it self into him already. He gave himself a
quick look, before nodding firmly, and moving to retrieve his
shoes from the closet.
It seemed Kevin had had a thing for shoes. He pulled out the
plainest pair he could find, which was a black suede, and had
a pointed toe and a huge silver buckle, but at least weren't
shiny, hugely platformed, or animal printed somewhere. All the
other pairs were. He eyed one pair especially; fuzzy leopard
printed creepers (he somehow just knew that was what they were
called) with four inch platforms, and swore they would never
leave the closet again.
"Kevin! Hurry up!" His mother called up the stairs.
"Coming!" He called back down. He grabbed what he assumed
was his new book bag (but it looked more like a briefcase)
and hurried down the stairs.
"I'm leaving!" he called as he ran out the door, and
promptly tripped over Nicky, who was, as she has promised,
sitting on his doorstep. He caught himself and actually
managed to land somewhat gracefully.
Maybe all my reflexes aren't gone after all. The feeling of
helplessness that had been growing since he had woken up
abated slightly with that comforting knowledge.
"Yo asshole, you gonna apologize for getting me all dirty
before we've even left for school, or not?" Nicky stood
indignantly behind him, tapping her black booted foot
impatiently.
"Gomen, Nicky-dono" He tried to sound sincere, but for some
reason he just wasn't feeling it. These major personality
differences were starting to get to him. He should care. He
needed to care. Nicky was here to help him out.
Nicky harumphed loudly. "Apology accepted. But if you dono
me again, I'm gonna hurl on your shoes, got it? People will
look at you REALLY weird if you use that term now. I'm sure
that if I puke on your shoes you'll learn quickly enough."
Kevin blinked in surprise. He desperately hoped that not all
modern people were like Nicky. First of all, she was loud. Too
loud. And she was far to blunt. He did understand what she was
getting at though. Over-politeness would be taken as rudeness
in the wrong situation. That was always the case, but it
seemed more so now.
He followed Nicky all the way to school, simply because he
had no idea where he was, or even what the school was called.
He did however memorize everything on the way there for future
reference. Some old habits die hard.
All too soon, they were in front of a large building, with
an even larger gated yard. "Here we are! We're already late,
so let's get this over with."
~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Something about today felt different. Kaori wasn't sure why
or what exactly it was that was different, if anything was at
all.
But it sure felt that way.
The kendo club was getting new uniforms, but that wasn't a
hugedeal. It was cool that they had been able to raise the
money, but still. This was even a different sort of different!
It had nothing to do with the club. She did notice that she
felt nervous for some reason. And the closer she got to school
the more nervous she was. Was there a test she had forgotten
to study for? Perhaps a report due, that had slipped her mind?
She would be absolutely mortified if it was either or.
When she finally reached the school gates and walked through
them, she felt a quick flash of something, not nervousness
this time, but anticipation. And then it was gone, as quickly
as it came. She found herself rearranging her school uniform,
and checking her hair. As usual, not a one was out of place.
The obvious red highlights in her long glossy black hair
glinted in the sunlight. Something had told her not to wear
it up today. It fell in a long fluid sweep to her waist,
and was slightly wavy. It was her pride and joy.
Quickly she made her way to her classroom, and seated herself
in her customary seat in the row closest to the windows, and
towards the back of the room. Most of the other students were
already there, some milling about, some chatting with friends.
Immediately, one of the boys trotted up to her desk. "Hey
Prez, have the new uniforms come in yet?"
She smiled at him. He was one of the newer members of the
Kendo club and hadn't even had a uniform yet. No wonder he
was excited.
"Yeah, they came yesterday! I'll be handing them out at
today's practice"
Several of the other boys in the room who were also part of
the club over heard, and ran to her desk. Soon she had an
animated throng chatting happily around her desk, not only
of new uniforms, but also of upcoming tournaments and
practices.
Kaori knew most of the girls in the school hated her. Even
now, the looks tossed her way could wither small plants. She
didn't care to terribly much about her clothes (as long as
they were clean), and she certainly didn't care about what
they thought of her. They felt she had an unfair chance with
a lot of the guys. They didn't realize that to them she
wasn't girlfriend material, because she was -one- of them.
She heaved a sigh as the teacher came into the classroom.
The guys clustered around her desk scattered like sheep
being chased by a wolf.
The teacher waited for a few moments for the room to quite,
and then held up one hand for attention.
"Class, we have two transfer students today. This is Nicky
Townsend-" A short girl with equally short and spikey blonde
hair and huge green eyes waved brightly to no one in particular.
"-and this is Kevin Hannah."
A slender boy with nearly waist length red hair tied back in a
low ponytail stepped forward briefly as he was introduced. He
smiled slightly as he nodded, his dark purple eyes earnest.
Kaori felt her heart heave in her chest as the boy stepped
forward. This was a new feeling. Even in her most important
tournaments her heart didn't skip beats. But that was precisely
what it had just done. More accurately it had -stopped- and
the restarted.
There were several oohs and aahs at the two new people mainly
directed at them from their respective opposite sexes. The two
girls who sat behind her were giggling madly.
The teacher harumphed loudly, before continuing. "Kevin is
from America, so I expect everyone to be willing to help him
out. Kaori-san, you were an excellent English student as I
recall; why don't you go with Kevin to the library and begin
tutoring him?"
She heard several female gasps of outrage, as she gathered her
things. She quickly made her way out the door, and waited
patiently for the new boy, Kevin to follow.
This was going to be an interesting day alright.
Notes:
*IHVH is the Hebrew spelling for Jahovah
Pointless Note--I have a pair of four inch platform
leopard print creepers ^_^;;;
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
A New Life, Part 3
"You can live your life lonely, heavy as stone
Live your life learning, and working alone
Say this is all you want, but I don't believe that it's true
Because when you least expect it,
Waiting around the corner for you,
Love comes quickly whatever you do"
The Pet Shop Boys, "Love Comes Quickly"
This boy...why did he seem so familiar to her? She found herself
staring at him over the library table, and had to consciously tell
herself to stop. Although she was sure he had noticed, he didn't
seem to mind too much. When he caught her, he would just smile
sweetly and silently go back to his work.
It was strange though. He seemed to have a good knowledge of
kanji, but had never seen a stroke of kana in his life. His Japanese
was very good, if not overly polite. All she really had to teach him
was kana, and that shouldn't take too long since he already spoke
Japanese so well.
And now they sat in companionable silence, with only an occasional
question asked between them. The time seemed to pass more quickly
then normal, and it was time to return.
They gathered their things, and made their way back to class. Many
of the girls glared at her as she walked in the door. She ignored
them,and walked directly back to her seat and sat down, without
another look at either Kevin or the girls.
She tried very hard to pay complete attention to her lessons, but
she found herself sneaking glances at him again. She needed to stop
that. She didn't need anymore dirty looks shot at her back.
None of them would ever get into a physical fight with her- she
was the captain of the Kendo club after all. She knew quite well
how to use her bokken, and her fists if necessary. Kaori sighed
quietly to herself. Sometimes being the best at things wasn't all
that great. The best student, the captain of the Kendo club, and
as better dressed then most of them. Her family was even older
then most. Perhaps they thought she was stuck up? Who knew?
It really didn't matter. Kaori forced herself to dive into her
lesson and forget about everything else.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
>From his seat two rows away, Kevin let his eyes slid her way
again. It was her, it had to be. She looked almost exactly the
same, except for the red highlights in her hair. And her name
was Kaori. That couldn't be a coincidence.
When he learned that she was the captain of the Kendo club, it
only served to reinforce his original hypothesis.
It was strange though; when he had walked back into the
classroom, he had felt a wave of hatred roll over them. It wasn't
directed at him, but all same, it upsethim. The longer I'm in
this body, the more of myself I seem to get back! He thought. It's
almost as though I'm being -integrated-. He'd have to ask Nicky
about this later.
He almost jumped when the lunch bell rang. Almost. He was
about to get out of his seat to talk to Kaori, when a crowd of
hisfemale classmates surrounded his desk. His listened politely
to introductions, and equally polite, if even some-what coolly,
he declined offers of tea after school, and homework help. As
he tried to escape it seemed that they only crowded closer, as
if trying to imprison him.
Finally in frustration, he stated coldly "Excuse me. I'd like
to leave. Will you all move out of the way now, please?" General
shock radiated from the crowd, but they moved away.
"Thank you" He added, as Nicky found him.
"You! Come with me!" She hissed in his ear. He found himself
being carried off, out of the classroom and down the hall.
After locating a place that was somewhat empty, the drilling began.
"You didn't say anything weird to her did you?" Nicky instantly
asked.
"No!" Nicky's accusing tone caught him off guard. "No, all she
did was give me a bunch of books on modern Japanese, explain
them a bit, and then wecame back to class. I didn't really get
a chance to say anything."
"Well that's a start. Are you sure it's her?"
"I'm certain. She looks just like her, and her name is Kaori- too
close to be a coincidence."
"I hope you're right. Makes my job that much easier for a
change. I'm sure The Guy Upstairs is gonna throw us a few
curve balls along the way, but so far so good. Did you learn
anything else about her?"
"She's the captain of the Kendo Club. I guess she's the first
female captain they've ever had."
"Are you going to join?" she asked pointedly.
"What?" Join? Join what? What was Nicky talking about?
"Are you going to join the Kendo Club?" Nicky repeated, irritated.
"I hadn't thought of that" It would allow him to get closer to
Kaori, and learn more about her. He needed to make sure he
wasn't trying to find something that wasn't there anymore.
"...That might be a really good idea. Would you mind if I asked
you a question?"
"What's that?"
"When I first woke up this morning, my mom was standing
over me. Normally if someone came within a 10 meters of
me, I would have woken up. Also I fell out of bed after she
left. But when I tripped over you, I landed fine. And when I
walked back in the classroom I felt something very near
fighting ki from some of the girls. Could you explain this
to me?"
"Kevin's body is getting used to having an ex-assassin sharing
its space. I think that some of your reflexes will come back, and
it seems even your ability to read ki is being incorporated as well.
I doubt you'll get ALL of your old abilities back. But I could be
wrong. Think of it like a new computer trying to load old software.
It's still trying to figure out what to do with it, before it can
get anything running properly. Understand?"
"Ano...Sort of."
"Ack. I keep forgetting that...oh nevermind. Everything is going
as well as can be expected, and that's what matters. Lunch is
almost over, let's get back to class."
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
The bell rang again, announcing the end of lunch. Kaori had
watched the blonde girl, Nicky, drag Kevin unceremoniously
out of the room, and away from the crowd of disappointed
girls loitering around his desk. And now they came back in,
both of them returning quietly to their seats. Well it wouldn't
surprise her if Kevin already had a girlfriend. He was gorgeous,
she admitted to herself. She normally didn't let herself think
that way because of what had happened the last time...
Kaori shook her head sharply to clear her thoughts. Best not to
think of that anymore. She was Kevin's tutor for two weeks
tops, and after that, they'd probably never have any reason to
talk ever again. She valued her solitude.
Class passed quickly enough. She was looking forward to the
end of school so that she could hand out the new uniforms
and get practice started.
Finally the bell rang signaling the end of school. She scooped
her pens, binder, and schoolbooks quickly into her bag,
shouldered it and scooted out the door.
Halfway down the hall, a hand fell on her shoulder. She spun
quickly around, surprised.Kevin. He smiled that same sweet
smile.
"Would you mind if I came and watched you practice?" He
inquired. He's interested in Kendo? It was probably just the
obsession foreigners had with martial arts. Well, it couldn't
hurt to let him watch, now could it?
"Sure. Come on, I have some things to do before practice so
we need to hurry." She didn't want too many people to see
them together...
"I was wondering..." Kaori started as they hurried out to the gym.
"Yes?" Kevin inquired, following a bit behind her.
"Is Nicky-san your girlfriend?" Kevin stopped in his tracks, and
stared after her for a moment.
She thinks Nicky-san and I...? How absurd. Well, how could she
know? Kevin shook his head in amusement.
"What's so funny?"
"Dating Nicky-san would be like...dating my older sister. You
don't need to worry."
"WORRY? Why would I worry?" Kaori snapped back at him.
Kevin waved his hands placatingly in front of him. "Calm down,
I didn't mean it that way! I'm sorry." But I'm glad you took it
thatway...They must have had this same scene a million times
before. If he wasn't sure of her identity before, he was positive
now. She had reacted exactly how Kaoru used to when Megumi
flirted with him. A secret little smile settled itself inside
him, and life seemed so much brighter then it ever had.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
"So, what did you think?" Kaori asked him while she toweled
the sweat of her recent workout off her face.
"I don't think I'm any good at it at all." Kevin looked at the
shinai he held helplessly. He wasn't any good. -Anymore- He'd
NEVER been good with a shinai, anyway. He had to remind himself
that this body hadn't been trained as his other had. And he'd
been horrible when he started then too. Hiko had called him his
baka deshi for a reason.
But he had gotten better, he reminded himself. His helpless
feelings were a chosen state of mind. What he had to do was
look at the potential for growth.
Kaori gave him a skeptical look "What do you mean, you're not
any good? Everything I showed you, you did perfectly, and on
your first try! I think you should join the club."
"You think so?"
"Yeah! If you learn everything this fast, you could be competing
all over the country in a year! Are you -sure- you've never done
this before?"
"I've never held anything remotely resembling a sword before
in my life." The irony of that statement almost made him
laugh. He'd never held a sword in -this- life.
"I can't believe that. Anyway, are you going to join?"
"Well, if you think I'm good enough..." He let his voice trail
off. Better she think she talked him into it.
"You're good enough. Or you will be soon. You're in. I'll order
you a uniform as quickly as I can."
"Thanks! Um...I was wondering..." He went back over his
earlier conversation with Nicky. As they'd headed back to class,
she'd given him a few tips on modern dating. 'Kevin' knew
most of it, but it was like he had to be -reminded- of it, for the
information to be called forth. 'Kevin' had done what he was
about to do many times. 'Kevin' had had confidence in his
good looks. 'Kenshin' had never cared.
"What is it?" Kaori smiled at him. He felt two of his important
organs go to putty with that smile. One was his heart. He could
go without blood for a few minutes. The other was his brain.
That on the other hand...
"Well...I was kinda wondering if...if maybe...well, you know...
if you might wanna go get a cup of coffee, or tea, or whatever
it is you drink out here, or something. Yeah." He mentally
shivered in disgust. Open mouth, insert foot.
Kaori's face froze. She shook her head, and bowed politely. "I'm
sorry, I need to get home now. I have a lot of homework. I'll see
you tomorrow at school." She practically ran as she turned the
corner, and left his sight
It was Kevin's turn to freeze; only his was in shock. He knew it
wasn't the most brilliant thing he could have said, but it wasn't
that bad! Or was it? Vague stirrings of panic fluttered through
him, like dry autumn leaves. A billion what-ifs filled his head.
"Oi, Hannah-san, your jaw is hanging open."
A boy his age, only shorter and wirier, stood next to him.
Yoichiro. He was a member of the Kendo club, and one of
the better ones. Kevin let his jaw snap shut, audibly so.
"What did you do, Hannah-san?"
"I didn't do anything. At least I don't think I did anything.
If I did, I don't know what it was."
"You didn't ask Myoujin "Ice Queen" Kaori out did you?"
" 'Ice Queen' ?"
"I remember she had a boyfriend her freshman year, and he
was the Captain of the Kendo club then. He was a senior.
When he graduated, he disappeared to college, and she
didn't hear from him for a long time.
"Then one day, she took the train to his dorm to visit him, and
she 'caught' him with another girl. He tried to apologize, and
get her to take him back, even offered to leave college for her,
and ditch his scholarships too. She told him what to do with
himself, and got a restraining order against him, so he'd leave
her alone. After that he kept trying to call her. She's gotten him
arrested multiple times for breaking the restraining order. I
don't know what he did to her to make her hate him so much.
She won't talk about it. But ever since then, she's always
turned every guy down. So don't feel bad, man, it happened to
everyone else too. No one's got a chance with her. "
"Ack. What a pathetic thing to do to someone!" Kevin couldn't
believe that someone would do that to her. He didn't know who
that guy was, didn't -care- who he was. He needed a beating.
Dark tendrils of anger flared inside his gut, and swam around
amidst his organs, stirring the person he once was, even a
lifetime away. One golden eye slowly slid open, glanced around,
assessing the situation coldly, and slid shut once more.
"I agree. Which is why I understand why she turns everyone
down. You might wanna just do yourself a favor, Hannah-san,
and quit while you're ahead. She seems to think that she's
found a great student in you. Be happy with that."
Yoichiro strode down the hall, in the same direction that Kaori
had gone. A second later, he stuck his head back around the
corner. "You didn't hear that from me, got it? Last thing I need
is a good beating -before- a tournament."
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Some Notes: I've gone out of my way to make Kenshin/Kevin
and Kaoru/Kaori seem a little OOC. I have reasons. C&C is
always welcome!
PS: I wanna thank Tae-san for her invaluable comments, and
fantastic editing! Arigatou gozaimusau! More thanks go to
Zaz-chan, for ALWAYS reading my fics (no matter how
bad they are) and for her encoragement!