The Third (tentative title)
a semi-story by Dot
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A strange little piece out of a lot of boredom. Please remind me to shoot myself next time I want to have a EVA marathon. :)
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I stare at the tinted, cracked glasses in my hands. Why do I keep such a thing?
/Pain. Searing, hot, white pain. And someone shouting her name, over and over again./
Something wet splashes onto the glass. I am crying. Why? And why does it feel like I have seen tears before?
/More pain. Something strange invading her body. The Thing which she does not understand makes Itself known to her./
I remember things, yet I do not remember them.
/"You remind me of a mother." He grins sheepishly. Her face grows hot./
The tinted glasses reflect my face badly, and my image in it distorts.
/Her face twists in anger. "If the Commander told you to commit suicide, you'd do it!"/
I know what will happen to me.
/He grabs her shoulder much too tightly. "It is time."/
But I am not afraid.
/The hands around her neck tighten viciously. "You are replacable, like me."/
Yet I am afraid.
/Hands pounding the floor, distraught. "I am as stupid as my mother!"/
I wish to disappear, but he does not allow it. No, _she_ does not allow it.
/"If it's a boy, we'll name him Shinji. If a girl, Rei."/
Who am I? _What_ am I?
/"I think I am the Third."/
It does not matter. Not any more.
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*scratches head*
Why are most of my first-person narritive stories sound like the person talking is on crack? (On second thought, don't answer that ^^;)
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-"Dot"
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