Subject: [FFML] [Fanfic][YYH] PPF - Vengeance (12/18)
From: "Siew Lee, Wong" <wsiewlee@tm.net.my>
Date: 12/24/1998, 9:49 AM
To: yyh-fic@list.graffiti.net, ffml@fanfic.com

Today's Chrismas eve and Malaysia is still as warm as ever. Nope, I'm not
celebrating X'mas but still I would love to give out a present =) esp. to a
few of my friends like Bulma, Jeremy, Sylvia and nge1... Highest credits go
to Rhionae for pre-reading this fic. 

P/S ngel, see ya in school! AND don't lose your head over those *good*
books in the school library. =) 

P/S 2 FFMLers, please send your C&Cs or comments to directly to me 'cuz I
set the flag to 'vacation' weeks ago. 

Siew Lee 
[wsiewlee@tm.net.my] 

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		The Past, The Present And The Future 

		    ~~~The Present - Vengeance~~~ 

	     Chapter 12 - Misty Eyes, Injured Hearts 

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***12th of August*** 

	It has been such a bad day for me. I can't sleep and I am not 
sure why... Could it be my innermost feelings twisting and turning 
like a demon in me? Or is it just the loneliness that that is 
affecting me? I can't be sure... Life has been so cold and hard for 
me in this world. As I am writing this page, I'm fingering a razor 
sharp leaf, contemplating what to do next. The cutting edge of the 
leaf feels so enchanting and luring. I know mustn't end my life like 
this, but what can I do? I have only Shiori and she is all that I 
ever owned in Ningenkai. I understand her love for me, but sometimes 
I really feel like ending my life as Shuichi Minamino. Sweet goodbye 
is just only a slash away, but I simply can't bear to form an image 
of Shiori crying endlessly over my dead body... But the most of all, 
will he shed a single tear for me? Even a single tear? 

	*Will he?* I asked myself endlessly, searching for the answer 
but failing every time so far. I know he loves another person now and 
I'm not the lucky one... I am secretly hoping that he *might*, at 
least for a friend who had been through thick and thin with him. 

	Most probably a lot of people won't comprehend what I have been 
through. I'm a brilliant student, acing every test I was put through. 
To a student, that is the ultimate goal! My life as one of the most 
popular guys in school doesn't help much. I am chased by pretty 
girls, yet I don't take interest in them for my heart already 
belongs to someone. Yes, someone; someone very attractive to my 
eyes... 

	It was just a few days ago that I finally plucked up enough 
courage to tell him the revealing truth that I loved him... Tears 
came to me when he rejected me. How could he do this to me?! When he 
pushed me away, I felt I was falling into a bottomless hole, never 
touching the ground. More or less, it was exactly like he had just 
smashed my fragile heart into a million pieces. That very push had 
toppled over my self confidence which I had always been proud of. For 
once, I wept, weeping miserably to the dark skies of Makai. I felt so 
helpless... 

	I have never written a diary before, but I'm breaking the rules 
tonight. Now, I feel a lot better after writing what I'm experiencing 
into a mere notebook. Strange, isn't it? 

	Human emotions are just so strange to me. 

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	"He loves someone else deep inside... and he's a guy..." 
whispered Arisa softly, a teardrop splashing onto the first page, 
blurring the words printed there. Tentatively, she turned to the next 
page, unsure whether she should read on or not. 

	A cluster of pink rose petals fell out from the page, obviously 
slipped in between them by Kurama himself. A sweet fragrance drifted 
from the petals, making Arisa dizzy from the smell. She didn't bother 
to pick them up, she was too exhausted now... 

	Drying her eyes again, she read on, unearthing Kurama's deepest 
thoughts and emotions. 

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***19th of August***

	It has been a week since I last entered anything here, but my 
innermost feelings are still the same, pining away for Hiei. No one 
will be able to understand the pain when I look at him from a 
distance, not daring to walk near him. To Hiei, I am a mere friend. 
Hiei rarely has friends, most probably I'm the only friend he has. 
What he feels towards me is just pure friendship, nothing beyond 
that... and it hurts me to know this reality. 

	I know I have to forget Hiei and get on with my life, but I 
can't seem to put down that burden... 

	This whole week, I have been training very hard, trying my best 
to forget about my humiliation. I worked harder and harder every 
second, occupying my mind with the motto 'Strive For The Best'. I 
really strove for the best, my sweat pouring down in huge quantities 
onto my soaking shirt. Maybe I have found the correct remedy. Hiei's 
shadow fades more and more as time passes. 

	I began talking more to that new Reikai-tantei, Arisa. She 
seems rather interesting herself, endlessly speaking about wonderful 
topics... But I sense something strange in her, yet I have no idea 
by what means of 'strange'. She seems vaguely familiar in a way, yet 
I cannot place where. No, it is not because we might have seen each 
other back in Meiou High. It is her grace, the way she carries 
herself... The air around her enchanted me... This sense occurs from 
my inner self. Maybe she was linked to my past somehow but I do not 
know the answer... 

	This world has so much secrets hidden behind it, yet I cannot 
break through these restraining walls. 

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	"Hiei-san..." murmured Arisa slowly. It was Hiei all along. 
Those scattered bits of clues began falling back into place like a 
jigsaw puzzle, finally forming a clear picture. 

	The pained looks on Kurama's face... Those dreamy expressions 
whenever Hiei was to sit somewhere near... The agony in his voice 
when he voiced out Hiei's name... 

	"No! I can't believe he actually likes someone else! Kurama 
loves me! I know he does!" shouted Arisa weakly, trying frantically 
to convince herself that Kurama loved her. The one and only Arisa 
Kino... 

	Another thought popped up in her mind, *What past? What past 
does he have?* 

	Her fingers were already unsteady when she turned the page... 

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***26th of August*** 

	Guilt. 

	Tortured conscience. 

	Pain. 

	These are the emotions that I am experiencing now. I have made 
a terrible mistake tonight... I still can't believe I have actually 
done that... One quick glance at my table clock shows that it is 
already five in the morning. Five in the morning... Here, at least I 
found a place to think quietly, consider possibilities properly. 

	Last night's activities began streaming back into my mind now. 
I remember myself playing cards with the rest... Yusuke, Kuwabara, 
Botan, Arisa and I... Five all together. The slightly bitter taste 
of alcohol is still embedded in my taste buds as I recall drinking a 
lot as the penalty of losing that poker game. Arisa drank with me, as 
she had another unlucky hand at the cards. Both of us took turns 
drinking recklessly... Slowly, I lost count of the cans set before 
me... 

	I remember feeling sad... Hiei's rejection has finally gotten 
to me. There is no use trying to hide from the glaring truth. It is 
so obvious that I have no place to stand in his heart. I laughed 
and grinned, borrowing the magical effects of alcohol to dismiss my 
misery, at least for the moment. I felt so happy all of a sudden! Who 
cared about Hiei? 

	The next moment was when I stumbled into Misuko-san's room 
with Arisa holding onto my shoulder carelessly. She was very drunk, 
so was I. Half dragging her, I placed her on the bed before a cool 
draft blew into the room, thus giving me a cruel slap. Hiei didn't 
want me anymore! More and more dark thoughts flowed into my brain as 
I looked at the face before me. She was there, mumbling my name 
repeatedly, saying over and over again that she loved me... I 
switched from feeling miserable into overjoyed! I simply couldn't 
believe that there was some girl who liked me, who loved me. 

	Arisa looked so beautiful to me that night. I was already 
losing my judgment... I leaned down to kiss her softly... I knew I 
shouldn't kiss her, but I did and I went overboard. In the end, I 
slept with her without thinking of the aftermath... 

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	Arisa stopped reading for a while to dry her tears which were 
streaming down her cheeks. "So he used me to forget about Hiei..." 
whispered Arisa sadly, staring at her flat belly. 

	"Child... How could you be so unlucky?" said Arisa to her 
unborn baby. 

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	I walked back after waking up and finding the both of us lying 
together. I had no choice but to feed her that painkiller. I have to 
consider and think things over properly. My heart was swollen with 
guilt when I forced the white pill down her throat, causing me to 
shed a tear or two. I have never done this before... but I was forced 
to that time. I have thought of giving her abortion pills just in 
case, but I simply can't bring myself to produce that type of 
medication... 

	I really can't accept that I forced myself on her barely a few 
hours ago... 

	As I am writing this line, I feel fear in my soul. If Inari-
sama is to know that I have had an intimate relationship with a 
human, he will never forgive me. Youko have a certain rule that was 
set by Inari-sama centuries ago. I remember how Inari-sama used to 
remind us over and over again about restraining natural impulses with 
humans, yet I have smashed the rule. I am not worrying about this in 
the meantime, I am worrying for the sake of Arisa. She might get 
pregnant after my stupid mistake... I do not want her dead! I will 
readily exchange my life for hers' if Inari-sama is to kill her... 

	I feel so confused now. That painkiller I gave Arisa is to make 
her feel as comfortable as possible, but I will be cheating her if I 
hide the truth away from her. I'm halved into two parts. One part is 
screaming at me to tell her once the sun is up while the other is 
urging me to keep it as a secret forever. 

	I have thought about this question for a long, long time. I 
have made my decision at last. 

	I cannot bear to hurt someone innocent. I cannot tell her. 

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	Arisa buried her face onto the armrest of the sofa, her tears 
wetting the pink material that covered that part; weeping endlessly. 
What had Kurama done? He lied to her intentionally! If she hadn't 
been to the doctor's that day, she wouldn't have known about her 
pregnancy... She wouldn't have known what had actually happened that 
day... 

	*He even fed me painkillers!* thought Arisa, tiny screams 
escaping from her throat. *How could he do that?!* 

	*Most of all, he used me as a tool to get rid of Hiei! He loved 
Hiei all along!* 

	Arisa suddenly thought of an important phrase in the entry. 
Quickly, she glanced cursorily through the passage, finding the very 
sentence - *I will readily exchange my life for hers' if Inari-sama 
is to kill her...*

	What did Kurama mean by that? Arisa had heard of Inari before 
in mythology stories... The guardian of all foxes! And he would hunt 
her down soon... Tales of mythology flashed past her mind quickly, 
searching for the name 'Inari-sama'... 'Inari-sama'... 'Inari-
sama...'

	Finally, a clear image dawned in her mind. 

	Kurama was a youko. A fox. 

	Quickly, she flipped past a few pages before she finally 
spotted her name printed there... 

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***11th of September***

	11th of September. It is already late autumn in Japan now... 
Time flowed past me so quickly and I could barely feel the cold 
biting my skin late at night. Today is Saturday and the girl who 
I wronged is lying on my bed now... As I am writing this page, she 
is sleeping so sweetly that I actually feel the pain of her carrying 
my child. A half youko... I'm a youko myself so my children with any 
female human will be half youko, half human. As any father might do, 
I am willing to be banished from Makai provided that my child is 
alright, Arisa is alright. 

	I simply can't believe I'm going to be a father soon. It just 
came so quickly! A few days ago, I was still sitting on this very 
same place, wondering about the forthcoming exam within a month. The 
shock of kaasan's voice floating up my room that day telling me about 
Arisa crying and looking for me had totally alarmed me. I knew this 
is going to happen somehow, it is just the matter of time before she 
finally discovered what had actually happened to her that night. I 
calmly walked down the stairs and opened the front gate, expecting 
the worst; but a part of me still prayed that Arisa was just having a 
row with her parents. 

	Her tear streaked cheeks scared me. When she wanted to talk to 
me, I just followed her, and she pricked the bubble. The news hit me 
roughly, and I didn't take it easily too. My worst nightmare had 
turned into reality. I didn't have the choice but to take her as my 
wife. I knew this would be lying to myself, yet I must carry this 
responsibility, both to her and to my child. 

	I am looking at Arisa's sleeping form again. In my heart, I 
feel sympathy for her, the same way as I feel pity for myself. I 
can survive with another person in my life, right? 

	Even with all these problems that plagued me, Hiei will still 
hold a place in the deepest corner in my heart. 

	Forever. 

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	"Kurama..." murmured Arisa softly. At least he still cared for 
her... She sighed unhappily, at a loss for words. 

	A soft click rang straight into her ears. Her fox was back. 

	There were too many questions unanswered and she was determined 
to get some. 

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	"Oi Kurama, what are you planning to do?" asked Yusuke, 
slapping a casual hand on his shoulder once Arisa left. He peered 
over his shoulder just to ensure that she wasn't peeking at them 
around the door. 

	Kurama shrugged and pulled out a book. "Why don't we 
concentrate on training based upon our elements? I think it might be 
better this way," explained Kurama as he flipped open the book and 
began poring through it. "No use trying to master something that we 
are not suitable for, right?" 

	"By the way, when are you going to tell Arisa the truth? You 
can't just hide it away like that, she will know one day..." asked 
Yusuke, looking at Kuwabara who was sitting at a corner reading a 
book. 

	Kurama's look focused at Hiei. The fire youkai was sitting on 
top of a bookshelf idly. "I don't know... It is very difficult for me 
to tell her automatically... I realized that this truth might hurt 
her..." 

	"Well, it's up to you," shrugged Yusuke and he walked off. 
Kurama sighed unhappily and sat down with the book. He even had to 
act as if he was stealing now... Hiding away from Arisa's 
knowledge...

	*Why do I have to act in the same way as when I was a youko?* 
Kurama was rather unsure of the answer itself. Was it for the sake of 
concealing the truth from Arisa or was it some joke that Inari-sama 
was playing on him? 

	Kurama sighed again and picked a corner to sit down. His hand 
dusted the floor and he sat down with a wistful look on his face. He 
opened the book and began staring at the words aimlessly. Those 
letters didn't get into his head, instead he kept seeing Arisa's face 
there. She was his fiancee, but he didn't originally intend it to 
happen... He just wanted her as his friend... From the moment he saw 
her, he didn't want her to know his background. For her sake, he 
didn't even transform whilst fighting with Murashi... *What will 
Arisa think if she is to know Youko Kurama in depth?* His mouth 
curved up to form a wry smile; it might be better if this matter was 
kept a secret forever. 

	Kurama's attention shifted towards his unborn child. He never 
knew that he would be a father someday.. Would it be a son or a 
daughter? Kurama wasn't quite ready 'yet' to raise a child but what 
was done could not be corrected in a way. One question had intrigued 
him all along... Would his child be able to transform into youko 
form? Maybe... 

	Kurama shoved all those thoughts aside first. The final 
tournament was approaching at an alarming speed... Focusing back onto 
the book, he hoped to find something useful, but those words swirled 
in front of his eyes wildly, making it difficult to concentrate. *Why 
don't I go back to my room to see how's Arisa doing? Besides, I could 
get some rest...* thought Kurama as he got up. 

	Bringing the book with him, Kurama bid goodbye to Yusuke and 
the rest as he walked out of the door... 

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	"Hello, Kurama." 

	A cold voice greeted him as he walked into the room. The voice 
was Arisa's, of course but it was surprisingly chilling. It hit him 
like a slap, giving him shivers down his spine. The very voice made 
him clutch at the book he was holding even more tightly. 

	"Arisa?" asked Kurama cautiously. Focusing on Arisa this time, 
he looked closely at her. A book was opened on her lap and her eyes 
were red and puffy from crying. Tear streaks were still visible on 
her cheeks. A whiff of the scent of a flower floated past him, 
drawing his attention to the scattered rose petals lying on the 
floor. 

	Kurama took a deep breath and looked at Arisa in the eyes 
directly. 

	"You read everything?" asked Kurama softly. 

	Arisa didn't answer him. Instead, she kept her silence, glaring 
at him stonily. 

	Kurama stood there, unable to decide what to do next. 

	Finally, she broke the silence. "Is this all true?" she asked, 
holding up the journal for him to see. 

	Kurama stared at the book, speechless. He should have known 
better than to simply lock his precious journal in a simple drawer... 
Tears were streaming down Arisa's face by then, her eyes were looking 
at Kurama with remorse. That light flashed past in her pupils and it 
was quickly replaced by hatred. 

	Kurama looked at her in detail this time, remaining silent. 

	"Does silence mean a 'yes'?" asked Arisa softly, her face 
showing obvious disappointment. She had always thought that Kurama 
loved her only, and he was acting so sincerely to her! Acting! 

	"Goodbye, Kurama," said Arisa and strode out of the room. 

	Arisa didn't need anybody like him to survive! 

	Kurama's eyes trailed her figure until she was out of sight. 
"Sorry," whispered Kurama as he picked up the book from the floor, 
shutting it again with a clench of his fist. 

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	Hiei stood at the top of a tree of Reikai. He always had the 
habit of standing on trees at nighttime, perhaps the silent 
environment could calm him in a way. The darkness provided him with a 
lot of information that one thought would be impossible to know. 
There was basically no sound now with the exception of crickets 
chirping. Slowly, he touched his Jagan beneath the bandage than kept 
it hidden. So many things had happened within such a short span of 
time. 

	He smiled sadistically, thinking off all the youkais he had 
slain over this few years... He was the Forbidden Child of Makai, an 
evil and cruel youkai... until he became a Reikai tantei. He was 
forced to be one anyway, thanks to the condition stipulated by 
Koenma for freeing him from punishment. 

	He met Yusuke a few years back, when he was fighting with him 
over the one of the Sacred Treasures of Reikai. Another enemy-turned- 
friend... Then there was Kuwabara, the irritating fellow that always 
taunted him. *Carrot top...* muttered Hiei vexingly. Yukina could 
have all the youkai or humans in three worlds yet she purposely 
chose this young man named Kazuma Kuwabara... Hiei sighed 
forlornly... Now Yukina knew that he was her dearest brother, but he 
still felt the same deep inside; lonely and isolated. Botan was good 
to him, but too much time together with her gave him health problems, 
especially heart attacks. Hiei had once wished that there would be at 
least *one* person that could understand him in depth. 

	Kurama... Hiei sighed again at that name. He was the only one 
that truly knew him. He had been his friend for so long now... During 
the Dark Tournament with the Toguro brothers, Kurama had actually 
tended him wounds... Bandaged his aching arm... The black dragon 
tattooed on his arm writhed painfully as Kurama enduringly wrapped it 
up. Hiei closed his almond shaped eyes, imagining Kurama's sweet 
Ningen face with red hair. Was it just pure friendship that he felt 
towards this youko? Hiei tried searching for the answer in his heart 
but failed. Perhaps Botan's face kept intermingling with his 
concentration. He felt responsibility... Botan was some sort of 
burden to him in a way, but he was so sure of himself when he 
actually pushed Kurama away back then in Makai. 

	He had pushed Kurama away... What would the youko think of him? 
Hiei opened his eyes again, snapping back into reality. 

	Hiei couldn't care more or less now. What he was really 
concerned with now was the final battle with Yamaro and Murashi... 
Suddenly, his sensitive ears picked up a single sound among the 
chirping of crickets. 

	The sound of a girl weeping alone in the night. 

	With a flick of his cloak, Hiei flitted off into the darkness. 

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	Slowly, the sobs got closer and closer. Gently, he landed on a 
branch and perched there, looking at the girl. 

	Silently, he stared at her. A hunched form of a girl was 
sitting there on a stone garden bench, her face buried in her hands
and sobs echoed clearly in the darkness. *Arisa?* thought Hiei as he 
peered at the girl. *Why is she crying? Well, none of my business,* 
thought Hiei again and prepared to flit off. The girl then quickly 
wiped away her tears and looked up. 

	"Hiei-san?" asked Arisa, catching sight of Hiei standing on a 
tree branch in front of her eyes despite the tears that blurred her 
eyesight. Somehow, she had had the premonition that Hiei was nearby, 
watching her. 

	Hiei, knowing that he had been seen, jumped down from the tree 
and stood before Arisa. "Hn." 

	Arisa looked at him, unable to say anything. Kurama had stated 
clearly that he had always secretly admired the small fire youkai 
from a distance. She was at a loss for words... What did Kurama see 
in him? Hiei was well known for his rudeness and lone ranger attitude 
towards everybody. Even Koenma-sama had to be patient with him, 
unable to do *anything* if he wanted to go off in the middle of a 
mission. Quickly, she dried her eyes. She had a lot of questions for 
him. 

	"Hiei-san, do you know what Kurama is thinking deep inside?" 
began Arisa slowly. She had no tears to shed anymore. All her grief 
had dried up inside her... 

	"Hn, why should I take notice?" asked Hiei back, his ruby red 
eyes focusing on hers'. 

	"Because he thinks of you day and night," growled Arisa, 
more disappointment flashing across her mind. She just felt a dull 
ache in the pit of her stomach, making it difficult for her to keep 
everything a secret. It was even choking her, not giving her any 
space to breathe. 

	Hiei stood there, unable to say anything. *Kurama thinks of me 
day and night... Why?! Haven't I already told him I have someone 
else?* thought Hiei in shock although his face still remained calm 
and stony. 

	Arisa shook her head slowly. "He never loved me before... In 
his heart, there is only you, Hiei. What he feels towards me is just 
sympathy and pity, not love. Do you want to know why he has to take 
me as wife?" Arisa couldn't bear it anymore. She had to tell Hiei... 
*Kurama isn't getting away with all these things!* 

	"He used me to forget you... To drown his fears, to cover his 
insecurity!" half shouted Arisa, her voice shaky. 

	"Why do you think he likes me?" asked Hiei, his facial 
expression remaining unchanged. He was feeling upset again, but 
Botan's cheerful smile flashed past his mind repeatedly, giving him 
strength to stand there undisturbed by Arisa's sudden confession 
about Kurama's feelings. 

	"He wrote everything down a journal." 

	"Hn, stupid youko," muttered Hiei. 

	"He *is* a youko, right?" asked Arisa upon hearing Hiei's 
confirmation of Kurama's real identity. 

	The fire youkai sighed softly. *If Kurama doesn't have the guts 
to tell her, I will...* In an almost monotonous voice, he began 
telling a story. "Once upon a time in Makai, Kurama was the name of a 
silver youko. A thief and demon fox from my world. One day, about 
18 years ago he was injured very badly when he was stealing. He had 
no choice but to escape to Ningenkai and exchange lives with Shiori 
Minamino's unborn child." 

	"So Shuichi Minamino isn't Shuichi Minamino," interrupted Arisa 
slowly, holding back the sob which was threatening to escape from her 
throat. 

	"No, Shuichi is still Shuichi. It is just that Shuichi Minamino 
has the soul of Kurama," explained Hiei, feeling sudden pity for the 
girl. *She doesn't deserve to suffer because of the problems that 
existed between Kurama and me...* 

	"Kurama... Why did you have to hide the truth from me?" asked 
Arisa sadly. 

	"Because he doesn't want to hurt you, injure you," answered 
Hiei although the question was not directed to him. "I know Kurama 
too well in a way. Even Youko Kurama is a cruel person by heart but 
being Shuichi Minamino for 18 years has softened him. He has no 
choice but to lie to you. What would your reaction be if he was to 
tell you abruptly that he is a youko from Makai incarnated as Shuichi 
Minamino? What would you think?" continued Hiei gruffly. "Yes, he may 
like me but I already have someone else in my heart..." 

	Arisa was silent... She hadn't thought of this before... 

	"Go back to Kurama," advised Hiei. Arisa gazed at him, 
undecided. The small youkai flicked his cloak and Hiei was gone. 

	Gone. 

	Arisa was dumbfound... It dawned on her that Kurama was just 
trying to protect her all this while! She had misunderstood him... 
Slowly, she began to walk away... Further and further... 

	Only four words repeated in her mind endlessly. 

	*Go back to Kurama...* 

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	A dark shadow flitted and perched on the windowsill. Reaching 
out a slender hand, the shadow pulled open the window and jumped into 
the room. 

	The shadow closed the window again and sat on the piece of wood 
adjoining the window frame and the wall. Its ruby red eyes stared at 
a sleeping form on the bed. 

	"Botan..." murmured Hiei softly. He just felt so confused now. 
All this mess had been caused directly or indirectly by his own 
actions. Who could guess what a heartbroken youko would do? He vented 
out his misery on someone else... 

	That youko was always so calm and collected, but now... 

	Hiei sighed and closed his eyes. He needed some rest. 

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	Trudging footsteps echoed down long corridor. A soft click 
of a door opening alerted Kurama at once. He looked up towards the 
direction of the sound. 

	A female figure was framed by the light from the lamps placed 
in ceiling of the corridor. "Arisa?" asked Kurama weakly. In fact he 
didn't need to ask, he knew that the girl *was* Arisa. 

	The figure nodded. "I'm back," she said softly. Kurama was 
leaning against a wall with his arms wrapped around his knees. Arisa 
could barely make out his facial expression but she could feel that 
he was worried about her. Very worried. 

	"Kurama..." cried Arisa as she ran over and hugged him. "I hate 
you! I hate you!" yelled the girl through her tears that choked her 
windpipe and buried her face into Kurama's shoulder. 

	"You can hate me... Hate me! I have wronged you in the first 
place!" whispered Kurama hoarsely. He had been thinking all night... 
He shouldn't have hidden the truth away from her, it was a mistake! 

	Arisa wept even harder... "I know why you lied to me... I 
understand! I understand!" 

	Kurama hugged her tightly. "Thank you, Inari-sama...." mumbled 
Kurama into Arisa's ear. 

	"Inari-sama... Is he going to kill me? Will you still love 
Hiei?" asked Arisa shakily, releasing her hold on him and looked into 
his emerald green eyes. 

	"I won't let him! I'll protect you! Hiei... I already have 
you...  Do you want to see me in my youko form? I think it's time to 
let you see my actual self," offered Kurama earnestly. "Stand back 
further..." 

	Arisa got up and stood a few feet away from Kurama. He got up 
also and smiled at her. Suddenly, a huge cloud of mist engulfed 
Kurama. Arisa blinked in surprise, not sure whether she should look 
on. 

	Finally, when the mist cleared at little, Arisa could barely 
make out a tall form with ears poking out from his head. "Kurama?" 
asked Arisa uncertainly. When the mist cleared totally, a silver 
youko stood in front of her with his eyes closed. He was one whole 
foot taller than Shuichi! 

	"Kurama?" asked Arisa again. 
	
	The youko opened its eyes slowly, revealing liquid golden 
eyes. Artificial wind swirled his silver hair, lifting it up in the 
air. White robes covered his body and a cruel smiled curled his thin 
lips. "I'm Youko Kurama..." he said in a deep voice one whole octave 
lower than Shuichi Minamino's Ningen voice. 

	Slowly, the youko walked over to Arisa and knelt in front of 
her. His arms engulfed her in an embrace... "See?" 

	 "Kurama..." said Arisa in a certain tone this time. "You are 
forever my most loved one... no matter whether human or not." 

	And their lips met in a deep kiss. 

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	A mysterious figure stood at the entrance of the Imperial 
Reikai Palace. The sharp point of the main pagoda at the huge wooden 
doors overshadowed him, making his facial features unseen in the 
dark. 

	Sweat dripped down from his chin, creating a monotonous 
dripping sound on the ground below. He was dressed in a pair of long 
jacket and a pair of straight trousers. Wispy white hair flew in 
loose strands across the figure's face. A coarse hood covered the 
man's face, showing only the lower jaw... 

	That person stood there for a long time, waiting for someone. 
Waiting for a suitable time. Waiting... 

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	It was going to be another hard day at the Reikai Imperial 
Palace. Eight strikes of the huge bronze bell indicated that it was 
already eight in the morning, thus signaling that the Reikai office 
was officially opened for the day. The sun had long since risen. One 
glance in the main Reikai division office showed a huge room, 
complete with a carpeted floor and beautiful lamps. At one end of 
the room, there was an olden style table with a chair there. At one 
corner of the table lay a mountain of papers, waiting to be signed. 

	A high voice screeched and grumbled, complaining why life had 
to be so hard on him. 

	One closer look showed a boy sitting behind the table and 
stamping documents at an amazing speed. In the midst of the 
paperwork, a booming voice announced something and Koenma yelled out 
a remark which sounded like 'Come in' followed by several sounds of 
the stamp hammering on the documents. 

	A man walked in the huge hall. He had been waiting since last 
night just to meet Koenma... Koenma glanced up from his work to look 
at the man who claimed able to help the final tournament. *How did 
he know? Must have spread like wildfire in Makai... Some egoistic 
youkai Yamaro and Murashi are...* thought Koenma as he studied the 
man. 

	He was dressed simply and a long hood shadowed his facial 
features. Koenma ignored him and continued signing papers. The man 
saw it all in his eyes yet he retained his silence. 

	Koenma, seeing no reaction from the man, finally spoke. "Yes?" 

	The mysterious figure gave a slight snicker and answered, 
"Koenma-sama, I have heard that your highness is desperate for help 
in training the Reikai tantei for a tournament. May I be of help?" 

	"Hn?" 

	Slowly, he removed his hood... 

	A gasp of shock echoed from Koenma's throat... 

	"You... you..." was all Koenma could say. 

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