Subject: [FFML] inuyasha fic
From: NiChan16@aol.com
Date: 6/27/1998, 11:09 PM
To: fanfic@fanfic.com

[Inuyasha][WAFFy]

NiChan16@aol.com
Nicky Townsend

	Hiya! Sorry, I just couldn�t wait untill the end of the story
to putmy two cents in, so to all of you who are scrolling past this 
right now STOP AND COME BACK HERE AND LISTEN TO ME FIRST! Okay! 
That�s better! There isn�t much in the way of fanfiction out for 
poor neglected Inuyasha right now,  so I churned this out one day.
Most of you won't know what's going one unless you've been following
the translations at http://www.wot-club.org.uk/Inuyasha/ so you might 
want to check that out first. send comments to NiChan16@aol.com

And finally...

note: contains lotsa swear words cuze that�s what Inuyasha does...swears
alot, that is. *stuff* indicates thought


	Inuyasha paced furiously outside the large building. He didn�t
 quite understand what all the stange stuff in the building was, but
 Kagome�s Oji-chan said that they could cure her wounds here. After this 
continued pacing, (and his presence in general) he was begining to 
alarm the people walking by. Not that he really gave a rats ass, but...

	He jumped up a few stories up to the balcony of Kagome�s room.
 She was connected to stange devices that went under her skin. He�d 
never really understood how differnt her world was from his. But 
now he saw these metal carts that didn�t need horses and the paintings
that wouln�t stay still long enough to actualy look a what was there,
and all the weired voices coming out of them didn�t help. He stepped
up to the sliding glass door that led into the room. This clear wood
also confused him to no end. He raised his right hand to the door and
pressed lightly on it and leaned his forehead against it. It hurt him
to look at her this way, all pale and lifeless, when she was normally
so animated and happy. Knowing it was his fucking fault didn�t help.

	If only he hadn�t put that damn tree there, she would have been
able to get threw to his world so he would have been able to help her.
He had failed to foresee that there might be youkai in that time, too. 
There had been before. But why did it attack her when she didn�t have the
Shikon no Tama? There was only one awnser to that. She attacked it. 
And the only reason she would have done that was for a piece of the 
Shikon jewel. Why hadn�t he been here for her? Because he was stupid
and scared and jealous and... the list went on and on. His fault. That
 was all that mattered, that it was all his fucking fault.

	Did his presence alone bring bad luck to humans?  First Kikyou, 
now Kagome... A sound of pain escaped his lips. He shrank down on the 
corner of the balcony, into a ball. What was this strange wetness forming
in his eyes? This was always happening to Kagome. He knew what it was,
but not from first hand expierence  When he was very young, his oyagi 
had told him that youkai can�t cry. Well , he sure as fuck was doing 
that now.  Crying like a  fucking human. The shame he expected to feel
over this did not appear.  Such a trivial thing thing to worry about in
 light of the other problems.

	Someone was in her room. He could smell it.  A quick glace told 
him it was just her oji-chan, so there was nothing for him to worry about.
Oji-chan slid the door open and stepped out onto the balcony with him.

	"What do you want Ojiji?" Inuyasha spat at him.

	"Why are you here Inuyasha-san? Kagome said that you did not care
 about her, and that you threw her out of your world so you won�t have her
 hanging around. If you do not care, why are you here?"

	Why was he here? "I don�t know, Ojiji. And it�s none of your damn
 buisness anyhow!"

	"If it concerns my Kagome-chan, it is my business. Unblock the way
to yourworld, and when she is better I will send her to you. But for now,
go back. Your presence is upsetting her mother. She really doesn�t enjoy 
knowing that her daughter�s protector is a demon."

	"Fine Ojiji. If that�s the way that you want it. Just don�t forget
 to tell her, got it? It would be a shame to have to kill you cause you lied
 to me"

	With that, he jumped off the balcony, onto a tree limb, and
 continued away, off the suface streets.


		~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Two months later...

	Inuyasha sat in the god tree while Shippou played at the base. A 
hour passed. Shippou left a little while later, tied of seeing him like 
this. In fact no one talked to him anymore. Most of the time you got no 
response, and when you did, the only way to live threw it was to run like
hell. He never left the tree. He sat there day in and day out. Over two
months had passed since Kagome had gotten hurt, and still nothing.

	The sun had begun to set, and the sky was stained red and purple,
 as the sun made it�s lazy desent to the horizon, where it finally disappeard 
taking the shades of red and pink with it, but leaving indigo and black 
behind. The stars peeked out of the darkness one buy one. Therewas no
moon tonight, and the forrest was dark around him, but still he did not 
leave the tree. He wanted to be here when she came so he would have 
time to talk to her by himself, before the other found out, and came
 running. The moon had already gone threw two cycles and still no sign.

	 "Hello! Hey! Is anyone here? Inuyasha! I want to talk to you!"

	Kagome! Inuyasha jumped down from his from his perch and 
and made a mad dash to the well. He stopped a few feet from her. "Are
 you healed now?"

	Kagome looked even better then he remembered. Her hair had
 grown a lot, and her skin was paler, because she wasn�t in the sun all 
the time anymore with him. This gave her a somewhat unearthly glow 
in the dark forrest.

	She turned around, in the process of running to the village. "Oh,
 there you are. Yeah, I�m better now.  I still have stiches in my side 
where the youkai ripped the chunk out, but it�s almost healed." Inuyasha 
winced visibley at the desciption "I came here as soon as I could. Oji-chan
said that you hung around outside my hospital room until he told you to
get lost. Were you worried about me?"

	"Yes dammit! I was worried. That�s why fucking I sealed you
 into your world, so this kinda junk wouldn�t happen! What ever 
posessed you to attack a god damn youkai?" He had come closer to her
 now and she couldsee that he was a lot more worried then he was 
letting on, and he was trying to cover that worry with anger.

	"It had a Shikon fragment! Was I supposed to let it take off with
 it? Like I don�t have to worry about you doing something just as stupid!
 A least I got the fragment. If you let me in, this never would have 
happened! So don�t you dare yell at me for doing stupid things that are 
sure to get me killed when you�re the master! Besides if I came back after
you pulled that blasted tree trunk out of the well and said �oh by the 
way there was this youkai running around with a Shikon fragment, too bad 
you weren�t there, oh well,� you would have yelled at me untill your voice
gave out!" Her face crumpled and hot tears  to poured down her cheeks. 
"Why did I come back her?!? I�m such a idiot. I�m going home. Besides 
I have a boyfriend back there who really cares!"

	That shut him up."Fine. If that�s what you want, go" but there was
 no convition behind those words "Why did my oyaji have to fucking mate 
with a human? If I was full youkai, I wouldn�t have to worry about these
stupid emotions. I wouldn�t have to worry about you, or care about you 
anymore, and your leaving me wouldn�t faze me a bit. I stupid to ever 
think you might..." he paused here, not able to pull the words out. He
turned away from her and started to wander aimlessly away into the forrest, 
tripping every once in awhile over a rock as he went. Kagome noticed then
that his clothes were soiled and ripped in a few places. His long white
hair was tangled and matted.

	"Inuyasha, please come back" Kagome said softly. *he really was 
worried about me. he just doesn�t know how to express it* He either wasn�t
paying attention or he was ignoring her. Kagome ran to him, ignoring the
pain her as of yet unhealed wound was causing her. She positioned herself
in front of him and put her hand on his shoulders. 

	"Hey, look at me!" she shook him a little and he looked up. *oh my 
god, he�s crying!*. She wrapped her arms around his neck and pressed her
face into his chest. "I�m sorry I worried you. I guess that I wanted to
prove that I could help you when I was here." she mumbled against the 
fabric of his shirt. " do you even know how much I missed you?" Her tears
began to soak threw the thin cloth "don�t you ever shut me out again 
like that! Never! Promise me!"

	"Alright. Just try not do worry me." He nuzzled his face into her
hair. Yeah, that not being able to stomach her smell line had been a bald
faced lie. She smelled wonderful. There was something added to it though,
and it was kinda strong. In fact it was making him dizzy. He pulled away,
but still held her a little "Did you add some kind of scent to you body?
You smell different then you used to."

	"Do you not like it?"

	"Nha. It smells wonderful. It�s just making me dizzy is all."

	"Good come back here then, I was comfortable."

	She snuggled up against him again. * No it�s not your scent 
that makes me dizzy, it�s you *

Authors Notes:
	Feh. There. Take that. So it�s WAFFy. So what. I was tired of them
 fighting. E-Mail me and tell me what you think.