Subject: [FFML] [Shin KOR][Lime]One Hour
From: "Emily Siazon" <emily9@erols.com>
Date: 6/23/1998, 3:11 AM
To: "Fanfic ML" <fanfic@fanfic.com>

"One Hour"
An alternative reality fanfic written by Emily Siazon.
All characters are owned by Izumi Matsumoto.
This is a lime story because, well, I'm too innocent to write anything
more explicit(Besides, I can't write the "good parts" without laughing
my ass off ^_^).
This was written at 2:00 in the morning, so feel free to correct my
grammar when you send your c&c.
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     What am I doing? The same thought keeps going through my 
head as I watch senpai's sleeping form from across the room.

     I turn off another light, seeking the comfortable intimacy that 
comes with darkness. I walk closer to him and stop as I face the 
last obstacle to that desire.

     What *am* I doing? I don't want intimacy. Not like this.

     And yet I find myself drawn to his side, nudging the blanket so 
that I could sleep next to him.

     Every part of me is screaming that this is wrong; that I shouldn't
betray my best friend even for one moment of happiness. But his
warmth, combined with the scent that is uniquely his overpowers 
all my urges to bolt.

     I hear the rustle of sheets and feel his warm breath against my 
face as he turns to face me. I stare and memorize his features,
knowing that I will never get the chance to do this again.

     I see my hand moving to graze his lower lip. A breathy sigh 
escapes his lips as we make contact, sending a warm feeling to 
pool at my center and ending all objections of the morality of the
situation. 

     I lean over, replacing my thumb with my lips. Our first kiss is 
chaste, with me reveling in the softness of his mouth.

     Our eyes open as soon as we part; his are hungry, no doubt
mirroring mine. I take it as an assent to continue, wasting no time
to take a hold on his lower lip. His arm tightens around my waist as
I slowly run my tongue over his mouth.

     I course my hands through his silky hair, shivering as he 
caresses my back. He stops as he reaches the back of my neck, 
his hand deliciously cold against my heated skin.

     Suddenly, I feel that this foreplay has taken too long, eager to
culminate the feelings I have waited so long to express. My hands 
runs down to his shirt, noting the rough texture of the fabric 
compared to his hair. They are shaking so badly that it takes twice 
as long before he could shrug it off.

     My hands then moves towards my own clothing, frantically trying
to unbutton it. I feel his arm on top of mine before I could even
undo the first button, effectively stopping it from completing its task.

     "Let me," he whispers softly with the intimacy that I had earlier 
tried to deny myself of.

     I quickly let go of the button, my hand entwining with his as he 
nibbles my left ear, gradually making his way down and paying 
close attention to the hollow of my neck.

     Coherent thought has abandoned me by this time, and the only 
thing I could do is to moan my approval as the warm feeling in my
center disperses to the rest of my body.

     And then he went lower.

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     The smile won't leave my face as I stare at my sleeping 
companion. Never have I ever felt so complete.

     I run my hand through his hair again, but without the urgency that
came with my earlier actions.

     They come to a halt as I hear him murmur, the elated feelings of
earlier replaced within seconds.

     It doesn't take me long to pack my things, and I am grateful that 
the storm has finally stopped. The indigo sky has turned a lighter
shade of blue due to the rising sun.

     I make my way towards the sidewalk, relieved that my tears 
have yet to fall. The cool wind whips my clothes to one side, but I 
don't feel it.

     All I can think of is senpai, the salty taste of his skin, his scent
tinged with the alcohol we drank for dinner, and the way his 
features softened when he called out a name that was not my own.

    "Ayukawa. . ."

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Author's Notes: So, was it as good for you as it was for me? ^_^