I am reposting this due to fact that I reposted the last part under
another name.
Thanks to everyone who sent comments regarding this series...
PM Productions Presents
A Phillip Masters Fanfic
Feelings Are Blind
Part Two: A Fickle Mistress
Tenchi walked home slowly. The evening air was crisp and cool, and
filled with
the odors of spring. As he strolled along past people who seemed so
intent on their
destinations he thought of why he came to Nerima in the first place. He
needed to get
away from it all, away from the constant stress and tension of the
temple. It was an
incredible irony that the big city had a more relaxed environment than
an ancient temple
buried deep in the woods. A hideous irony, and an unfortunate one. He
could still recall
the days when everything was carefree and pure. Nothing could disturb
the calm and
pleasant feeling the shrine grounds gave him. Especially the cave; the
cave that years
later he would find to be occupied by a pirate from outer space.
However, regardless of her sorted history, Tenchi was undyingly
grateful to her
for watching over him. He could always feel her presence at the cave,
even though he
could not know what it was there that comforted him. Then, when he had
released her,
and she had stopped attempting to kill him, he found the friend he had
always truly
wanted. A companion who was wild, unlike him, and knew how to have
fun. What he
didn�t expect was for that friend to fall in love with him. As well, he
didn�t expect her to
be beautiful and so easy to fall in love with. Had it only been him and
Ryouko he most
likely would have married her by now. Thing was, it was not just him
and her by any
stretch of the imagination.
No, there were others. They came like a storm after the first few
raindrops.
Pouring in from all corners of the galaxy, focused on this one point for
various reasons.
Ayeka had her vendetta against Ryouko, and was searching for her
half-brother Yoshou.
Sasami, Ayeka�s younger sister was simply along for the ride. Their
fates all brought
them here... Ayeka found Tenchi�s grandfather to be her dear Yoshou...
Sasami turned
out to be one with the greatest of battleships, Tsunami, and helped save
both the Earth
and Tenchi�s life. This was only the surface scrapings of the whole
mess.
Next came Mihoshi, the ditsy blond Galaxy Police officer who, quite
literally fell
from the sky one day. Tenchi sometimes wondered how such an
incomparably idiotic
person could become a detective in an organization that guards the
entire galaxy. He
didn�t know whether to be happy for her, or fearful for everyone in the
galaxy. The only
thing that kept him from packing up and leaving was the fact that she
was phenomenally
lucky and always seemed to come out on top in the end. She seemed
enamored with him,
but he didn�t really feel anything for her, beyond friendship, in
return.
The last addition to the Masaki home was Ryouko�s mother, Washu. She
was the
self-proclaimed �greatest scientist in the universe.� Thing was, she
was believably so.
Tenchi had never met anyone with even a fraction of her knowledge and
intelligence.
She seemed to be so smart as to be on another level than everyone else.
The good news
was, she came in handy in a tough situation. The bad news was, she fell
in love with him
too. Tenchi didn�t know what it was about him that aliens seemed to go
for, because it
sure didn�t extend into the Earthly realm, much to his constant
chagrin. He always had a
problem getting a girlfriend, mostly because of his upbringing, so
isolated and
mysterious. His girl skills lacked something major. Now, he had too
many of them.
It must be the Universe�s final grand jest on his part to make him fall
in love with
someone who isn�t even a girl. Well, not all the time anyway, and
certainly not in mind,
which was the important part. Ranma came out of nowhere to steal his
heart. He had
almost the exact same problems he did, and understood them completely.
He was also
the most gorgeous person Tenchi had ever laid eyes upon. As a female,
he was perfect,
from the lonely sparkle in her beautiful blue eyes, to the supple curve
of her breast. It
was hard to use the proper nouns when dealing with someone so obviously
female.
When Ranma didn�t talk, it was impossible at that moment to tell him
from any other girl
who seemed like she needed someone more than anything else.
He knew they were right for each other. They were both brought up to
be
fighters. They both had the world's worst woman problems. They both
connected on a
level that surpassed gender, and possibly even humanity. He knew they
should be
together. Now, he just needed to figure out how to prove that to Ranma.
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Ranma leapt into his room. He felt his hand still shaking due to his
recent ordeal.
He also felt an inescapable need for hot water. The hotter, the
better. The martial artist
left his room stealthily, not wanting to talk to anyone at that moment.
He crept to the
bathroom and turned the knob on the sink slowly to make the least
possible noise. The
small trickle of water took longer to get warm than a strong blast, but
it did eventually.
He carefully splashed himself, feeling the instantaneous change occur,
accompanied by a
loosening and a release. He sighed and leaned against the wall.
He touched his lips again. Even after changing he could still feel the
touch of
Tenchi on him. He leaned forward and looked into the mirror. A guy
stared back... a
guy who was blushing. Ranma�s eyes widened in shock and he felt his
face to make sure
it wasn�t some sort of trick. The overly warm flesh he felt there gave
him chills. He
couldn�t believe what was happening to him. How, in one hour, he could
actually
become enamored with someone, and that that someone was a man.
He began to think up reasons for his new ailment. Perhaps someone had
fed him
something, a love potion, or a passion spice of some sort. Maybe he had
gotten hit on the
head too hard by Akane. Any of this stuff was highly likely in his
life, and he knew it
very well. It was that life he wanted to escape from so much. It was
that life that made
him fall for Tenchi.
Ranma slid down the wall completely and wrapped his arms around his
legs. No
matter what the cause, no matter what anyone had done to him, Dr. Tofu
could fix it. He
could fix anything. He�d have to go see Dr. Tofu. He stared at the
wall opposite himself
for a moment, trying to pull himself together. He inhaled deeply and
rose from the floor.
With a final glance into the mirror to reassert reality, he ran from the
bathroom and
headed for his room. Once there he jumped from his window and hopped
with all due
haste straight to Tofu�s office. He found Kasumi just walking into it.
He skid to a halt
right outside the office door, looking at it like someone standing
before the very gates to
Hell. He knew what was beyond the door, and he knew the pain he would
be promised if
he crossed the threshold.
Ranma may have received injury every day since his arrival in Nerima,
but it
didn�t mean he liked pain. He backed away from the clinic turned nut
barn with a wary
look in his eyes. Nothing exploded in his face by the time he got to
the street, so he
figured everything was okay. Of course, this is the moment a car dove
by and splashed
him with water from the roadside. For the briefest of seconds he
entertained the thought
of seeing what the Mokou Takabisha could do to a vehicle.
Unfortunately, or fortunately
according to who you were, he didn�t have much confidence at that
moment. Wet and
dejected, he headed down the street in a random direction.
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Tenchi noticed he had gotten himself lost. His musings had taken his
mind from
the unfamiliar path to his apartment, and he soon found himself
wandering the back
alleys of an entirely unknown part of town. He cursed softly as he
turned a corner only to
find a solid wall.
"You lost, buddy?"
Tenchi turned to find five guys standing behind him. They were dressed
in
typical gang uniform consisting of blue jeans and black leather
jackets. He figured they
meant him harm, but he would give them the benefit of the doubt for
now. "Yeah, could
you help me get to Tokashi Street?" he asked in his most innocent tone,
which made him
sound almost as bad as a tourist. Of course, that was not the actual
road he lived on, but
one nearby.
"Sure we can, but how much is it worth to ya?" One of the punks
replied,
seemingly the leader.
Tenchi could have guessed he would say that. "Aren�t you going to do
it out of
the generosity of your heart?"
The gang almost instantly burst into laughter. After a minute they all
finally
regained control of themselves. Tenchi simply stood, watching them with
a bored
expression. The leader grinned after he calmed down. "You don�t get
out much do
you?" His face darkened slightly, "Okay, we�ll get right down to it.
We just want your
money, and then we�ll even tell you how to get where you�re going, and
you can go
safely. Refuse, and you may not make it home at all."
Tenchi raised an eyebrow. "Threatening me with death? That seems a
bit harsh,
doesn�t it?"
The shorter guy to the right of the leader spoke up, "Don�t give us any
bullshit!
You are going to give us what we want."
The last line was said so matter-of-fact that Tenchi couldn�t help but
smile and
say, "You want an ass whoopin�? Because that is what I�m going to give
you." With
that, he lashed out and punched the leader right in the gut. The thug�s
stomached caved
under the force with little resistance. His eyes widened and he fell to
the ground
clutching his wounded abdomen while gasping for air. He pulled back his
fist and looked
around nonchalantly at the rest of the group.
They all looked down at their leader for a moment, as if unsure what
had just
happened. Then, they all looked up at Tenchi in disbelief. After
another second, as
Tenchi was just about to walk off, they all reached into various pockets
and procured a
multitude of weapons. Everything from a butterfly knife to numchucks.
Tenchi sighed
and moved into a defensive position. "So," he said, "you�re going to
continue to be a
nuisance are you?"
They all answered with a battle cry that echoed throughout the alley
and charged
him simultaneously. He found himself in a flurry of blades and blunt
objects. He
deflected blow after blow, keeping a step ahead of his attackers. If he
had Tenchi-ken the
fight would have been over by then, but he had left it at home in his
room. There was no
way these simple hooligans could activate the Light Hawk Wings, so
Tenchi had little
fear of killing the men. Two of the gang dropped to join their leader.
The remaining two
backed away for a moment to assess their situation. By the looks on
their faces they
didn�t like it one bit.
Tenchi pressed his advantage and stepped menacingly toward the rest of
the gang.
They flinched backward, seemingly unable to help themselves. Then,
Tenchi felt a
presence to his left and he flipped around with his arms in a defensive
posture. He almost
fell over when he came almost face to face with Ranma... Ranma, as a
girl.
Of course, the rest of the gang had to comment. Tenchi closed his eyes
and
breathed a sigh as shouts of, "Whoo-hoo!" and, "Hey, babe!" came from
behind him. His
eyes opened and he spun around in a vicious roundhouse. It connected
with both
remaining attackers, laying them out cold. He came to a stop at his
original starting
point, looking at Ranma. "Hey, Ranma." he greeted as though they were
meeting under
everyday circumstances.
Ranma�s gaze told volumes, and was very serious. "Tenchi, we need to
talk."
Tenchi nodded affirmation and followed Ranma around a few more corners,
to
get away from the recently recycled street trash. They finally came to
a halt in a darker
alley deep within the backstreets of Nerima. They had a more likely
chance of running
into more of the darker element of the town, but they both knew they
could handle
whatever came up. Even if someone had a gun, Ranma may not have been
bulletproof,
but Tenchi was effectively so. They sat down on some old boxes, facing
one another.
Ranma took in a few short breaths, as if preparing himself.
Tenchi was simply rather curious as to what Ranma was going to say.
"Tenchi," he sighed, "ever since that time in the bar earlier today I
have not been
able to get you out of my head."
Tenchi was instantly elated. He would have bet everything he had that
there was
no chance of him being able to win Ranma. He was a guy after all...
"But, Ranma...
aren�t you a man?"
Ranma winced, then he looked into Tenchi�s eyes. He right, Ranma
thought, I am
a man... but... He closed his own eyes and sighed. "I was born a man,
that�s true. I
came upon this curse, and that�s exactly what it was, a curse. I hated
it with all my being.
It effected me in more ways than I care to admit. I�ve never told
anyone this before, but
when I am in my female form, I have more... female thoughts. Dr. Tofu
said I may
experience problems due to the feminine hormones I would be producing,
but I never
thought it would be this serious. I never thought it would actually
jeopardize my
manhood entirely." His lids parted and he stared at Tenchi again, "I
like you, as a friend.
However, my body is telling me something different. I can�t help but
feel... something
more for you."
Tenchi just sort of sat there for a moment, digesting what had just been
said.
"This makes you uncomfortable, doesn�t it?"
Ranma nodded, "Hell, I never used to be able to open up like this
before." He
took on a frightened look for a moment, "I�m changing... inside. I can
feel it."
"It worries you?"
Ranma smirked, "It scares the shit out of me!" His face
became a little more
somber and whispered, "I�m not used to being this helpless."
Tenchi felt such a need to hug Ranma that he almost burst. However, he
knew
even touching him at that moment could have caused him to leave. Tenchi
found he
really didn�t want Ranma to leave, ever. "Ranma, you are still who you
are, even if your
gender changes. The line between man and woman is purely physical. Any
other
differences can be chalked up to chemical and hormonal differences. You
will still be
Ranma, and you will still be a fighter, you will just consider yourself
female."
Ranma laughed, "For the past seventeen years I�ve been told that being a
man is a
unique honor. That it should be all that is important to me... that if
I didn�t become that
rarest of specimens I would be killed. Was it all a lie? Truly?"
Tenchi nodded slowly, "I�m afraid so, Ranma. I can understand the
feelings of
your family, and can see where they are coming from. However, it is an
age long past
now, and we can�t get stuck in it. In the civilized world there are no
borders or
boundaries. Do what you want, as long as it doesn�t hurt anyone else."
Ranma looked thoughtful, "If I became a full woman, plenty of people
would be,
and could be hurt."
"It�s possible, but I�m sure they would get over it. They should be
able to
understand, and if not, they are not worthy of being your friends.
You�ve got to think
about yourself for a change, Ranma!"
Ranma looked up at Tenchi, "Do you love me?"
Tenchi was taken aback. He tried to figure out what possessed Ranma to
ask that
question at a time like this. He couldn�t work it out, so he just
replied, "Huh?"
Ranma brow furrowed and he leaned forward, almost to the point of
entering
Tenchi�s lap. He articulated his words very carefully, "Do You Love
Me?"
Tenchi looked at the serious blue eyes before him, deep inside them he
could see
a need. Unfortunately, he couldn�t place what the need was for. He
figured he couldn�t
lie to her though, "Yes, yes I do."
"How? How can you love me after only meeting me once?"
He shrugged, "Who knows? I�ve spent the last two years trying to
figure out what
love is, and I�ve come no closer to a definitive answer. All I know is,
in my heart I care
for you, I�ve never met anyone like you and most likely never will
again. Let it be
known that I will not give up on you. You may be a man, but I still
love you."
Ranma blinked, then he frowned, "Could you love me as a man? I mean,
if I
stayed a man?"
Tenchi�s brow furrowed in thought. He grinned, "Wanna find out?"
Ranma smacked Tenchi in the head, "Ecchi!"
He threw his hands up in defense, "Hey! You suggested it!"
They both laughed together, two friends who had more in common than
either
cared to admit. Two friends who had more feeling for one another than
Ranma cared to
admit. He stopped laughing suddenly and watched Tenchi. He was still
snickering, his
eyes closed and his face turning a light shade of red. Then, Ranma
looked out into the
alley, and unusual place for a date. He shook his head trying to remove
that thought from
it, but failed. He couldn�t fool himself anymore, after turning into a
girl for over a year
he just could not deny the fact that it effected him. His mind was
being altered, changed
by the chemical imbalances between his girl side and his boy side. It
was an internal
struggle for power that would most likely make a man of lesser will go
insane. He
sighed, getting Tenchi�s attention once more.
"Ranma," Tenchi said seriously, "I am not going to force myself upon
you. I
would never do anything to hurt you. I want you to be happy, that�s
all. No matter what
it takes. Take all the time you need to think about what�s happened
today. If you do
decide you can love me in return, come to me. If not, then I won�t
search you out." He
reached into his pocket and pulled out a piece of paper, then handed it
to Ranma. "My
address," he stated simply, then rose to leave.
Ranma felt like saying something, felt he should. He figured he had an
obligation
to tell Tenchi what he felt as soon as possible. He couldn�t decide in
his own mind
whether he loved the kind young man or not, but he knew he didn�t want
him to be hurt at
all. His mouth opened to say something, then shut almost as fast. He
couldn�t think of
anything to say, or wouldn�t. It still scared him the way he was
changing, opening up
where he never would have before, having feelings in a way he never
could have thought
possible before. He was raised to be a �man-among-men,� and it seemed
he was going to
fail after all. Regardless of his feelings for Tenchi, he would never
be the same. Perhaps
his mother would slay him, make him take his own life with the blade.
The cold steel
would free him of his dishonor, wouldn�t it? He shook his head. No,
killing oneself is
never an answer, it was a barbaric ritual from long ago. It�s too akin
to running away.
He would never run away, because then he would become his father. The
last thing he
wanted to become was his father, the cause of his troubles. The reason
for his curse. As
he watched Tenchi turn the corner at the end of the alley he wondered if
that was such a
crime.
END PART TWO
This is shaping up I suppose. Never thought I would be doing a
�Ranma-meets-boy� type
fic, but it seems it�s happened. Of course, I am extremely curious as
to what everyone
thinks of this story, and would highly appreciate comments and the
like. Some of you
may be asking, "Why Tenchi?" Well, I reply, "Why not? He gets the
adoration of every
other woman he meets, he�s just a nice guy." Anyway, send everything
here and I will
assess whether or not I should finish this or not.
Thanks for reading,
PMasters (3-25-98)