Subject: [FFML] (FIC) FabAdventure-CharFile:Ashura
From: Jennifer Mondazzi
Date: 3/26/1998, 4:13 PM
To: ClampML <cml@aichan.swb.de>, Fanfic ML <fanfic@fanfic.com>

The following is a character file to go along with my fanfic, "Fushigi Yuugi - The Fabulous Adventure", which is a crossover with a ton of CLAMP's stories. I decided to create character files since many people said they liked FY or CLAMP, but didn't necessarily know all of the characters in my fanfiction. Hopefully the character files will allow you a "feel" for the character's background, their possible motives, etc. I believe this will help you in getting a more accurate picture of the fanfiction story as a whole.


My character files are seperated into three parts:

1. The first part contains the original CLAMP version of the character & their background (***WARNING***: There are MAJOR spoilers to the original CLAMP manga in here. If you haven't read the manga that corresponds to the character yet, you are forewarned of the spoilers). This section is concise (to save space & time), and is basically a small synopsis. Many events/aspects are left out, but I think I nailed the most important ones.

2. The second part are my fanfiction character statistics (keeping true _wherever possible_ to the original CLAMP's stats for the character). Age, date of birth, blood type, etc. are all a part of it.

3. The third part is the actual background of the character in my fanfiction before PART 1. I invented the backgrounds, taking large portions of the CLAMP's original concepts and adapting them to fit into my world. Call it creative licensing.


I hope you enjoy these. Let me know what you think. Look for more to follow, as well as part 3 to come soon!

- Jennifer Mondazzi (Rena/Maigrey)




CHARACTER FILE: ASHURA


1. CLAMP BACKGROUND:
In RG Veda, Ashura is the androgynous child of Ashura-Oh and Shashi, but is usually referred to as a 'she'. She is the only surviving, legal heir to her father's titles as clan leader and as Protector (or Ten-Tai) of the Heavenly Kingdom (Ten-Kai), although she does have one half-brother, who is named Ten-Oh (see his character file for more info.).
When she was young, the prophetess Kuyoh predicted that Ashura would lead the 'Six Stars' against the might of the Ten-Kai and destroy it. Because of this, her father's most loyal general and friend, Taishaku, rebelled against Ashura-Oh, killing him, and sealed Ashura away into a "mystical sleep" that kept her from fulfilling her destiny, but also that kept her from aging. Taishaku then took the throne of the Ten-Kai for himself and married Shashi to legitimize his claim to rulership.
Years later, the still-young Ashura was released by the sympathetic Yasha, then leader of the Yasha Clan, and because of it, his clan was severely punished (see Yasha's character file for more info.). The two spend their time trying to gather the other four 'Stars' to them, in order to fulfill their destiny, and avoid Taishaku-ten's troops whenever possible.
Ashura dotes on Yasha, and vice-versa. She relies upon his strength to see her through the sadness and pain she carries with her. He had promised to always protect her, no matter what, and he often goes to great lengths to do so in the anime and manga. As she ages, Ashura becomes more and more desirable to Yasha, and eventually, he falls in love with her. However, she bears a double personality because of her terrible fate - she becomes the vindictive and evil "Black Ashura" when she uses her powers to destroy. Subsequently, each time she calls upon that side for strength to defeat her enemies, more of the wicked "Black Ashura" personality emerges, killing the good, loving Ashura's true nature.
She possesses the mystic blade, Shura-toh, which is bespelled against any but the rightful heir from wielding it. The sword is sheathed inside Ashura's body and she calls it forth when needed (it appears in her hand). It is an odd sword in that it is made of a clear substance (like glass), but is infinitely strong. It's opposite, Yama-toh, belongs to Yasha, and the two resonate when near each other.
In the last two volumes of the manga, Black Ashura emerges fully, turning on her companions and killing one of them (Ryu-Oh), but she stops short of killing Yasha (as Kuyoh prophetized that she must do). Instead, she stabs herself with Shura-toh, and banishes herself to eternal sleep. She is released from this prison by the sacrifice of her friend, Kujaku, who willing gives his special life to her (see Kujaku's character file for more info.). She and Yasha then begin a new life together.



2. FANFICTION CHARACTER STATISTICS:

Seishi Name: Ashura
Real Name: Asura
Age: 21
Servant to: Genbu
Seishi Identifier: Protector of Genbu's Second Miko
Seishi Symbol: MEIYO ("glory")
Symbol Location: Center of forehead
Skills Powers: Controls fire
Weapons: Mystical Sword, Shura-Toh
Birthday: October 31st
Sign: Scorpio
Blood Type: B
Likes/Hobbies: Chess; Astronomy; Horseback riding; Political debates
Dislikes: Yasha's perceived betrayal; Taishaku-ten (Raijin); "Black Ashura"
Eyes: Gold
Hair: Long, black, straight
Body Peculiarities/Scars/Markings: The tips of her ears are pointed upwards, like an elf's.



3. FANFICTION BACKGROUND:

Ashura is the Protector of the second Genbu Miko.
She only child of Ashura-Oh the Fourth, one-time Emperor of Hokkan Country, and Shashi, first Princess of the Larkspur Tribe, hailing from Southeastern Hokkan country.
When her Seishi symbol appeared upon her forehead at her birth, her father rejoiced - his little girl was to be the Genbu Miko's Protector! Because she had been born with the destiny of the Heavens, she had always been treated with the greatest care, and her father spoiled her mercilessly with his love. Her mother, however, often went out of her way to avoid Ashura, and this was never lost on the girl.
A very intelligent child with an overactive imagination, she would oftentimes be found creating some sort of havoc about the palace grounds. Despite this, she was beloved of almost every member of the household, including the servants. Witty and brilliant, she dazzled guests; charming and graceful, she delighted royal visitors alike. However, she had no friends to run with her own age, and this made her very lonely. Her only other relative was her father's younger brother, Raijin, and he was much too old to play with - being fourteen years her senior. Since his wife had died in childbirth long ago, and her son had been stillborn, Raijin had no family of his own for Ashura to engage in fun with.
So, instead, she had imaginary friends to keep her busy.

When Ashura was four years old, a strange boy was brought before her father, and presented as Raijin's new servant. He was a tan-skinned boy, with long, raven-colored hair and dark, brooding eyes. Raijin introduced the boy as Yama, the only surviving child of the Yasha Clan, and bade him bow to his new emperor (he had purposefully neglected to mention Yama's alternate Seishi identity as Yasha). Yasha refused to bow down to the emperor of the land that had murderered his family, and in that one act of rebellion, Ashura was enchanted. Raijin forced the boy to his knees with physical force, but Yasha looked directly into Ashura-Oh's face, refusing to be cowered. Apparently Ashura-Oh was impressed, for he greeted Yasha to the service of Raijin. When the boy's hate-filled eyes rested on hers, Ashura felt her tiny heart speed up to almost bursting. In that moment, she could feel his pain, and understood his sorrow; it was the dawning recognition of one's own other half, and she knew he had felt it as well, for his eyes widened in surprise.
Yasha was quickly taken away to be trained in the arts of war by Raijin after that, and for years, Ashura did not see him again, yet, she never stopped thinking of him.

When she was ten years old, her uncle and his loyal Generals led a coup against Ashura-Oh, betraying and killing him. Raijin then took the throne of Hokkan for himself, and changed his name to Taishaku-ten. When he was settled in his new position, he ordered that the surviving servants and court members be rounded up and brought to the throne room by force. Those who opposed his reign were beheaded on the spot. The others were allowed to go back to their regular duties and lives only after they swore their undying loyalty to Taishaku-ten.

Sometime during that night, the loving, carefree child Ashura had been died.

When the soldiers had come to her room that night, she was frightened, and ducked under the bed. The assassins found her, however, and drug her out, kicking and screaming from her hiding spot. Out in the hallway, Ashura's nursemaid, Mara, ran to her door, trying to rescue the child she had so lovingly helped raise. She was swiftly thrown back by one of the soldiers, then he cut her down before she could take two steps. Ashura watched in horror as the woman who had been like a mother to her fell to the ground, her blood staining the cream colored carpet a deep scarlet in the flickering torchlight. She screamed inhumanly and ran to the woman's side in the hopes of saving her, but when she saw the blankness in Mara's eyes, Ashura knew that her friend was gone forever.

Something snapped.


When she regained conscious, the room was on fire, and the men who had tried to kill her, who had killed Mara, lie in a puddle of ooze that had once been their skin and clothes. White bone gleamed at her, and the stench of burned flesh filled her nostrils making her gag. She ran into the corner, curling up in a ball, tucking her head into her arms and cried.
What seemed hours later, a boy's voice called out her name, and when she looked up, Yasha was there. Reaching out, she clung to him, numb and shaking. He soothed her with his now-deep, mature voice, and wrapped his arms about her. Their respite was brief, however. Voices echoed from down the hall, coming closer, and Yasha disentangled them hurriedly. Taking her hand, he led Ashura out the window and into the dark. She didn't know where they went, or how long they scurried around, but she trusted Yasha implicitly, even though they had only met just that one time, so long ago.
They hid out in the upper, unused portion of the stable loft. For days, Yasha cared for her, bringing her food and water, forcing her to sustain herself. At night, when she awoke in tears, Yasha was there to hold and rock her back to sleep. The gaping hole that had been her heart was still there, however, and no amount of care he could give would take it away entirely. Eventually, they were discovered, and taken to Taishaku-ten, to stand before him for punishment. Ashura was unafraid, even believing her death to be at hand. Her only consolation was that she had been able to see Yasha again.
On that fateful day, Ashura received some very disturbing news, which further pushed her over the brink. To legitimize his claim to the throne, Taishaku-ten had married Ashura's mother only three days after her father's murder, and had bedded her immediately, in the hopes of creating an heir for ascendancy. When she begged her mother for an explanation, the woman snubbed the girl, calling her a fool. Contemptuously, Shashi verbally denounced Ashura in front of the court, all in a visible attempt to better her position in Taishaku-ten's eyes. She may have been young, but Ashura was absolutely brilliant, and understood politicking well. She saw through her mother immediately, and the knife in her heart twisted even further. Shashi had never loved her, she realized, and had only put up with her because of Ashura-Oh's influence. Now that the man was dead, she no longer had a reason to be tolerant.

Ashura refused to cry; she simply waited for her sentence to be declared in silence.

She felt more than heard Yasha's cry of anger after her mother finished her tirade, and watched, strangely detached, as he had knelt before Taishaku-ten and had offered his life in exchange for hers. To everyone's surprise, Taishaku-ten decreed that they would both be allowed to live. He sentenced Yasha to a bout of light whippings, reduced his rations to half what they had been, and increased his training regiment proportionally. As for Ashura, what he decreed for her was as good as a death sentence - she would never again be allowed outside the palace walls, and would have an armed escort wherever she went. Worse, she was now his personal property; he would decide her future and her fate - including a husband for her.
After that, Yasha was taken away, and Ashura didn't see him again for another three years.

Nine months after her audience with Taishaku-ten, Shashi gave birth to a good-natured boy, whom she named Ten. That same day, Taishaku-ten proclaimed Ten his legal heir, forever removing Ashura from the line of ascendancy. Using secretive dark magic on his son, Ten was instantly aged, until he overtook Ashura by a good four years both physically and mentally. The members of court took this mystical growth as a sign from the Heavens that Ten was legitimate, and so rejected Ashura for good.
Betrayal upon betrayal built up, and Ashura grew more and more withdrawn. Her hatred had become a bitter seed within her heart. She began having dreams, and hearing a voice speak to her, whispering poisonous words in her mind, taunting her with her misfortunes. She tried to shut them away, but they continued to return, and each day, she yearned to see Yasha, just once more.

On the night of her thirteenth birthday, she had been allowed to stroll about the gardens without an escort, and there she ran into Yasha again. No words were necessary between them; both understood the other perfectly in that moment. There, under the protection of the giant trees, with the moonlight floating about them lazily, Yasha gave Ashura her first kiss.
It was something she would never be able to forget.

Occasionally, over the years, the two saw each other. Yasha came to the palace more frequently, since he had gained notoriety in important circles and on the field of battle. They'd exchanged silent messages in their gazes, or an occasional rare word or two to each other. Despite the fact that every lady at court wanted him, he seemed to only have eyes for Ashura. Meanwhile, she had grown into an incredibly beautiful young woman, and had her share of suitors - all of which she turned down flatly, for she only wanted Yasha.
Of course, none of their flirtations or the rumors about them escaped Taishaku-ten's notice either. Several times, he had tried to arrange marriages for her, and each time, she made sure the interested party begged-off all on his own. Her waspish tongue and scornful visage was enough to accomplish this task easily. All of this angered Taishaku-ten greatly, and that absolutely thrilled Ashura to no end.
Eventually, the men stopped coming to woo her, and began avoiding her entirely.
When she was seventeen, she and Yasha became lovers in the truest sense of the word. A chance encounter at her bedroom window ended in them spending the night in each other's arms. Yet, despite the fact that she had finally given herself to him, a part of her remained untouched deep inside her soul. The poison that had lived there for so many years had not gone away at his touch, as she had hoped for so many years that it might.
During the next few months, doubts crept into her mind, distancing them further. She had discovered that Yasha was fated to be the protector of the Miko of Byakko, while she was fated to be protector of the Miko of Genbu. The dark whispering in her mind late at night continued, taunting her with 'what-ifs'. Would Yasha abandon her to go off and find his Miko eventually? Would his promise of undying loyalty to their love be true if they stood on the opposite sides of the battlefield? With Hokkan and Sairou constantly nagging at each other's borders, the possibility existed that the two countries would someday go to war against each other. Would Yasha defend his Miko's country - the country of his birth? No matter how she looked at it, Ashura just couldn't believe that Yasha would simply abandon his duty to his God - he was much too spiritual for that.
Which meant, that in the end, they would lose each other.
Unable to take the torment of not knowing any longer, she confronted him about it. When he didn't reply for many minutes, Ashura mistook his silence for guilt. Deeply hurt, she fled from him, and spent the remainder of the day in tears. It was then that the voice finally spoke one-on-one with her. The man, whoever he was, offered her a way out of her situation - he would help her escape the palace, and in exchange, she would guarantee him one of the Genbu Miko's wishes. Sharp as a razor, Ashura's instincts warned her that the voice was up to something. Considering her options, however, she replied that she would simply deliberate over his proposal, and give him an answer later. The voice accepted that and vanished from her mind.
That night, at dinner, she was forced to listen to the gossip of the royals. They spoke of the border skirmishes, and of the young Emperor of Konan, and how well he was doing for his country despite his age. Many of the ministers eyes, as well as Taishaku-ten's, strayed to hers throughout the conversation, obviously contemplating a match-up between the Emperor of Konan and the Princess of Hokkan. Their combined landmass would split the western and eastern trade routes effectively, forcing Sairou and Kutou Countries to pay tolls and taxes on transporting goods from one end of the continent to the other. Ashura could almost hear the chink and clang of gold in everyone's heads. Their intentions were so obvious that she was sickened, and excused herself, feigning a headache, and returned to her chambers.
Wanting out of the prison-like existence she lived in, she mentally called out her acceptance of the voice's offer. The voice took on a reflection in her mirror, and for the first time, Ashura looked upon the mien of her mysterious tormentor/savior. He gave her instructions and promised to grant her the power to remain unseen by others. She quickly gathered only the most important things to her - including her father's sword, Shura-Toh, which she stole off of the wall above Taishaku-ten's throne (when she touched the weapon, it became one with her, entering her body in a shimmering golden light), then, she made her way out of the palace, and didn't look back, heading north.


Weeks went by in the desolate mountains, and eventually, Ashura's strength began to give out. Her limbs were nearly frozen from the cold, and her food supply had dwindled to basically nothing, yet she forced herself to continue onward, sure that her new 'Master' wouldn't have directed her in the wrong direction.
While climbing a narrow path, she came upon a dark cave, and entered it, thinking she would rest for a while. Inside, she saw the flickering light from a fire, and, since she had nothing left to lose, she headed for it. As she rounded the corner, she saw a coweled man sitting in front of the warm flames. At first, she though he might have been dead, since he didn't stir at her presence, but as she neared, he finally looked up, capturing her with his gaze. Ashura froze in place, unsure of what to do. For long moments, neither said a word, but finally the man smiled and gestured for her to join him with a nod of his head. She lay her pack down, took off her wet coat and gloves, and sat on the opposite side of the fire, proceeding to thaw herself out.
All the while, she never took her eyes off of the man.
The next morning, he was gone. The fire was still lit, however, so she waited for him to return, and rested periodically. She awoke again that night, to the smell of roasting meat, and as they sat to eat, the man finally spoke to her. She discovered that his name was Nataku, and he showed her his Genbu Seishi symbol. They spoke for a while, and Ashura began to understand that the voice had sent her in this direction for the specific purpose of meeting up with Nataku, whom, it seemed, had been waiting for her.
By the next morning, the duo had decided to become traveling partners in search of the rest of the Seishi and their Miko. This pursuit would occupy many years of their lives...

In the meantime, Ashura's 'Master' continued to speak with her, guiding her along, and encouraging her to use the negative emotions within her to further their cause. Occasionally, she'd experience fainting spells and headaches, which would always make her disoriented and tired afterwards, and sometimes, they would even leave empty gaps of time in her memory, where she could remember nothing of what she had done or said for those hours or days that had passed. At first she thought that the nausea and dizziness were because she had gotten pregnant from her last affair with Yasha, but as time went by, and her body did not change, she ruled out that possibility. The nightmares returned full-force as well, and Ashura would wake up screaming and crying often.
Sleep deprivation, reduced food intake, and her inward resentments were beginning to tell on her, and slowly, she began to change without realizing it. By the time she was twenty, the young girl that had lived in the palace with her imaginary friends, that had loved the rebellious and kind Yasha, and that had believed in the hope for something better was gone. "Black Ashura" was now the dominant personality, and Ashura was buried inside the recesses of her mind, unable to escape.


Unforgiving, harsh, cruel, and cold, "Black Ashura" is the epitome of the darkness found within the human spirit. Her ultimate aim is to fulfill her end of Kuyoh's prophecy and kill Yasha - a task she looks forward to. When that is complete, she plans to turn her attention to Taishaku-ten.
Little does she know, but the voice whispering in her head has its own agenda planned for her...