The Starguild Presents: A Story of Bubblegum Crisis... Bubblegum Rush: Book One --+ Chapter 1 +-- BGC Created By: Toshimichi Suzuki Some Terms Drawn From Every Cyberpunk Writer Alive Story By: Berk' Watkins ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ P R E L U D E The one word, the one tone of sad questioning that, when said by a child, can break your heart... "Mommy?" a little boy asked, weakly shoving at his mother's unresponsive shoulder. "Mommy.. wake up..." he said worriedly. Mommy's eyes were open... A tall Japanese man with a long ponytail rushed in, gathering the little boy up in his arms. "Unka' Ryu, Mommy won't wake up..." the little boy said, a touch of real panic touching his voice. Tears began to well up in his steel-gray eyes. Ryu Takada smiled and ruffled his nephew's hair. "Don't worry, Mommy's just really tired," he lied. "She'll be fine in the morning..." he reassured, feeling his heart break at telling such a lie. {How can you tell a three-year-old Mommy and Daddy aren't coming back?} he wondered. The iron signet-ring on his left ring-finger felt like a mountain as he carried the little boy out of the room. "Your Mommy wants me to look after you for a few days. Okay, Kai?" he asked in completely fake cheer. Kai Stuart beamed broadly. "Okay, Unka Ryu..." he giggled, "I love staying over with you an' Auntie Yuri.." he chirped, burying his face in his uncle's shoulder. "Will Kou share his toys with me again?" he asked. Ryu's broken heart shattered into a million pieces. "Of course, Kai..." he whispered, it took everything he had to keep from bursting into tears. E N D O F P R E L U D E Twenty Years Later... Kai Stuart looked at the signet-ring on his left ring-finger with the sort of detached interest some CDC scientists reserved for looking at cultures of Ebola. Steel-gray to match his eyes, and a black, a roaring tiger set into the face of the ring. People had told him his entire life, 'You don't *look* half Japanese...' How he hated that line... Brown hair, shoulder-length and pulled back into a ponytail. Eyes the color of brushed steel. Skin as pale as anyone's from the heart of London. The only thing that hinted at his mother's heritage was the ever-so-sleight upturn of his eyes. It was very subtle, giving him a sort of 'fae' image. He thought back to the night that had pulled him into his family's Shadow World and sighed. He couldn't blame his uncle for what he had done, turning him into a weapon in Hou Bang's arsenal. He was Hou Bang's Angel of Vengeance, where traditional mobster tactics no longer worked properly, he stepped in. He used his skills to destroy lives on the deepest level, people's very computer records. He could easily break someone by reducing them to a nonperson, or ruin them by bringing ugly little secrets to light. He pulled an interface cable out of a drawer and walked over to the 'throne' in the middle of the databank room that was his domain. He sat and plugged one end of it into a terminal in the armrest of the chair and the other into another terminal at the base of his skull. He punched the 'Go' key on a keypad in the arm of his chair and entered the realm where he was a god. Genaros Station, HEO "Are you ready to tell me who helped you try to escape?" the new Director of Operations on Genaros asked. The red-haired Boomer woman glared at her, her eyes glowing red in the half-light. "Fuck you and die!" she snarled, fangs bared. "In your dreams, bitch!" the Director replied, slapping her hard with the back of his gloved, left hand. Electricity arced off his glove on contact, doing all sorts of ugly things to her internal systems. The Director grinned and turned on his heel. "I guess we'll just have to take you apart and see what's in those chips that pass for your brain," he purred. "Too bad that'll mean a total reprogramming afterwards..." The BU-33S paled. "Enjoy 'life' while you have it.. 'Meg,'" he taunted as the door to the room closed behind him. Meg hung her head and wept bitterly. Kai felt the song of the infinite reaches of the Interface vibrating in his skull as entered another world. He put thoughts of the outside world aside and took on the guise of a normal user. He set his icon for a red T-shirt, canvas sneakers, jeans and a denim jacket, typical enough clothing to hide the Tiger Corp's tamed cracker. He eyed the Codegate in front of him and nodded in appreciation. His Random Victim Du'Jour had fairly tough security. The whole system looked like an eight-pointed star within a circle from above. {SDPC?} he thought, {Yeah.. That's their Icon..} "LEAVE THIS AREA IMMEDIATELY, THIS IS A RESTRICTED AREA," a large Guardian Program demanded as it rounded the corner of its patrol area. The bruiser looked like a cross between a Doberman dog and a Doberman Boomer. Kai immediately apologized and 'left.' As soon as he was out of sight, he activated a Stealth routine and returned. He slipped a foreign line of code into the 'wall' of SDPC's main system and waited for it to do its work. The virus would take a fair bit of time to work properly. It was worth sacrificing speed for power and stealth sometimes... The program completed its task in a matter of minutes, allowing him to slip into the mainframe through a hole in the defenses that existed only for him. He drifted along for a few minutes, until he noted some sort of activity going on in one corner of the system. Genaros was calling in SDPC's bully-boy AI for something... {Why the Devil would they be calling in that bruiser?} he wondered. {You use something that nasty on a cracker you have in person and want to sift through his noodle...} He frowned and disguised himself as a Friendly Sysadmin, if they were going to try and dry-clean a fellow cracker's mind, he was going to have *something* to say about it... He followed the AI, who'd taken on the form of an Inquisition-era torturer/executioner, or perhaps it was an S&M outfit.. Meg was laid face-first on the examination table; a network of cables plugged into various terminals in her artificial brain. "I'd say this was going to be painless.." the Director said, pouting. "But I'd be lying..." he finished with a nasty grin. Meg couldn't do much of anything, they'd locked her off from her motor control... She could just lie there, seeing and hearing everything as they got ready to turn her soul inside-out. She could tell from the tone in the Director's voice that he was clearly getting some sort of sick thrill out of it. If she could've sighed, she would have.. in a matter of moments it wouldn't matter anymore. 'Meg' would be gone... Kai ducked past the AI and took a look around the examination room through a security camera. {A Boomer.. BU-33S I'd bet...} He pondered that for a moment. {I wonder what she did to earn this treatment? Bite a little too hard on something she wasn't supposed to?} "Goodbye world.." a woman's voice sighed in the background, echoing off the 'walls' around the cracker. "I'd say it's been fun, but I'd be lying..." she muttered ruefully. {Stop the presses...} Kai thought, {We have brain activity...} He checked on the status of the AI... He had a few more moments.. In the real world, Kai's hand loaded several ROM chips into a port in the left armrest of his 'throne.' He followed that up with the flip of a switch next to the 'Go' button on the right armrest. A computer, a rather powerful one, next to his 'company terminal' came to life. A message arrived on his cousin's pager, warning him that he was going to go 'hot' to retrieve some potentially valuable information... Back in the Interface, Kai's Icon took on the image of a man draped in long, flowing robes. All in black, his face was concealed in the shadows of his hood. The AI arrived and abruptly found itself playing Pong, as the ball. Kai's eyes flared as he went to Work, taking on the false identity of the AI. "The AI is in full contact and requests permission to begin..." a technician reported. "Continue," the Director confirmed. Meg's world went blinding white, and then jet black. The Director was very surprised when the Boomer's neural circuits fried. "WHAT THE HELL JUST HAPPENED?!" he bellowed, grabbing the technician by the front of his lab-coat. "The AI reports that there was an improper connection. Communication was never established!" The techie got free and put out the fire where Meg's head had once been. "She, whatever information she had on Kaufmann, SDPC, GENOM, the DD and everything else are *gone* Sir..." The Director *growled* and pounded his fist into the computer terminal repeatedly, mashing the keyboard throughly. "That guy needs to relax a bit more.." Kai remarked, watching as the Director kept pounding on the terminal. He turned to glance at the AI and grinned. "Chrome-head go down the hooole..." he said in a singsong voice. The AI that had been so intent on running roughshod through Meg's skull received a free- of-charge lobotomy from Hou Bang Medical. "And 'Mr. Congeniality' in there will get blamed. 'Garbage in, garbage out' after all," he said idly. He turned to look at the Persona hovering next to him. "You can open your eyes now.. I've handled the situation..." The woman shrieked and tried to hide, convinced that she was seeing the AI. "D`OH! I forgot about the disguise.." he said sheepishly, ditching the leather and whips for his earlier, plainclothes. "As vaunted as SDPC is, they need to work on their security..." he appraised. "Please permit me to introduce myself. I am a cracker." "C-Cracker?" she asked. "I play god in other people's computers for fun and profit..." he explained. "I crack their protection codes wide open, thus I'm a cracker..." He shifted out of the SDPC portion of the Interface and settled down in a Virtual Bar, carrying the Boomer along for the ride. "Sorry about the scenery change, but I had the feeling you didn't want to hang around..." "What's going on?" she asked, throughly confused. "I fixed it so that the Powers That Be think that your brain's a puddle of used biochips and burnt tofu," he said with a grin, leaning back into the cushioning on his side of the booth. "You are currently in a computer next to my Interface Terminal, while your old home's being cleaned up off the floor of that examination room floor with a shammy." She turned a rather unpleasant shade of green. "Heyheyhey.." he defended, trying to stay in control of the situation. "I'll get you a new body, I promise!" He blinked several times and took a deep breath. "Better a new body than a new brain, right?" he asked. The Boomer nodded, and then got worried. "Why'd you do that?" she asked. "What?" "Save me..." she clarified. The cracker shrugged. "A bit of a Launcelot Complex.. A bit of mercenary logic..." he explained. "I work for a group of people.. no.. I'm a *part* of a group with no love for GENOM and it's pals. We're in the process of digging up enough dirt to bury GENOM as deeply as we possibly can." "And how do *I* fit in?" Kai leaned forward. "Simple, you must know something special that earned you a visit from SDPC's Very Favorite Leatherboy... They normally don't use anti-personnel systems on a Boomer Persona, unless they want *everything* in *one* place." He looked carefully at the woman without seeming to do so. She'd obviously never used the Interface before because she was wearing her state of mind on the surface. He seemed to be ordering a virtual drink from a virtual waitress while he was actually watching her every move. Every good cracker in the modern world had three minds, the one everyone thought they knew, the one that doing something sneaky and the third that was running the whole show half-a-world away. "I'll make *sure* you get a body.. you have my Oath of Honor on that.." he swore. He spoke so carefully the capitalization itself was audible. "And I swear by my Personal Honor that you will *not* be harmed in any way. I'm quite familiar with computers, and I can see a Living Persona when I see one." The Boomer nodded. "Just so you know.." she said softly, "My name's Meg..." "Kai..." the cracker offered, reaching across the table to shake her hand. "Kai Stuart..." Los Angeles, California Kai opened his eyes and glanced over to the wall of the Data Control Room. "I'm going to transfer you over to the computer system in my home, alright?" "Like I have a choice in the matter?" Meg replied. Kai transferred her and unplugged himself from the 'throne.' He packed up a few things into a well-worn backpack and left the Chang Complex for his home in what had once been the suburbs. He was beginning to feel the strain of the hard-core cracking he'd been doing all day and knew he was going to show up late for work the next morning. The Next Morning... Kai woke up with the sort of pounding headache he expected the victim of a falling piano might feel. He glanced over at his nearest Private Terminal and frowned, the clock was stopped... The sound of giggling from the Terminal's speakers told him exactly what had happened. "Meg, did you mess up my clock?" he asked in a tired voice. "You didn't wake up when it went off, so I turned it off..." the Boomer defended. "I did it a bit *too* well though..." Kai sighed and fumbled for his bathrobe. "Try not to trash too much, alright?" he asked tiredly. He staggered off to the bathroom to begin his daily routine. He was in the middle of a shower when the questions started. "What're these porno pictures doing on this computer, Kai? You have *that* little of a life?" "If you look carefully, you'll note those are incriminating pictures of Director Flint at GENOM. Bet you didn't know he had a taste for little boys, did you?" he replied. "That's an aspect of the 'profit' part of my job..." "I thought you got a kick out of wrecking people's lives, Kai..." "I get a kick out of giving computers, Sysadmins and software the time of their lives. I was put on Earth to be the bane of every ICE programmer and Sysadmin to ever suck the air." Meg went quiet at that. "And Meg.. please turn off the camera, I'd like to get out of the shower now..." "Question 1: Why are you acting so bashful? It's nothing I haven't seen before.. Question 2: Why do you have a computer in your bathroom?" The cracker sighed and beat his forehead lightly against the tiled wall of the shower stall. "I'm modest.. It's my job to be ready to slash apart a mainframe's security at a moment's notice." "But on the can?" "Meg..." he said softly, "it's my job..." The Boomer chuckled, and the active light on the Terminal winked off. Kai dried off, got dressed and got ready to go to work. He was fixing his breakfast when Meg decided it was time to start talking again. "This is an awfully big apartment..." "Cracking pays very well," Kai answered around a slice of toast. He took a sip of coffee and called up a newspaper on the Terminal set into the island in the middle of the kitchen. He read over the headlines while perched on a barstool. "I miss food," Meg pouted. "I *really* miss food..." "I'll handle that today, Meg." Kai tossed his dishes into the dish washer and headed for the door. "You're quite lucky that your overall body design was fairly common..." "Hmm?" asked Meg from the Terminal set into the wall by the front door. "Apparently busty redheads are popular," he explained with a grin. He pulled on his jacket and stepped out the door. "You.. You.. MAN!" the Boomer shouted. "Last time I checked, yes.." he remarked, sticking his head back in the door. He chuckled and closed the door behind him. Meg sighed and settled down to wait, Kai would transfer her back to his 'office' computer system soon. As fun as being a Ghost in the Machine had been the night before, it was beginning to get old, very fast. She had to admit, Kai ran a very tight ship.. His knowledge of computer security was reflected in the layout of his system. Only one part of his network of computers was actually connected to the outside, the one in his kitchen. Even then, that node was only open for specific data requests.. Fifteen minutes after he reached his office he'd call home and leave a message on his answering machine, a specific tone that would cause the kitchen computer to connect to *his* office Terminal. She heard the answering machine chime and waited for the slightly unnerving sensation of being pulled elsewhere... "Welcome back, Meg," Kai said from his 'Throne.' He steepled his fingers and rested his elbows on the armrests of the executive-deskchair-turned-Interface-Cracking-Terminal. "You can follow me around if you want, I'm going to go find you a body and see how many people in the organization I gave heart-attacks last night." He stood up and walked out the door. Meg used security cameras to keep tabs on him. Kai knocked on the door of a middle-management music executive and waited for a reply. "Come in..." a man's voice answered. Kai went in. Kou Takada sighed and looked at his cousin. "Jesus H. Christ, Kai.. What did you do last night?" the bodyguard Hou Bang's heiress asked. "Played a few games with SDPC's mind-raper AI and retrieved a potentially invaluable source of information on goings on in the SDPC hierarchy," Kai explained, sitting down in a chair across from Kou's desk. "What can a Boomer know that would make SDPC want to wipe her brain clean and archive all the data for through sifting later?" he asked. "You said 'her,'" Kou pointed out. "A BU-33S.. A fairly mature one too. We both know the real reason the BU-33S was outlawed," Kai replied. "More human that human.." Kou answered. "How developed is she?" Kai thought about it for a moment before responding. "I used a modified Soulkiller virus to pull her Persona into my Terminal downstairs, Soulkiller only works on sentient life-forms, not AIs." He leaned back. "And I talked to her.. She reminds me of a kid in some ways, she wants to know about everything that comes her way." Kou nodded. "She wants to move beyond her old boundaries, wether she knows she has them or not.. I believe that was one of my teacher's criteria of True Life.." Kai said. "I'm going to get her a new body.. and then I'm going to try to find out what she knows, as carefully as possible." "She's been hurt by what she knows before. It's best to make sure she tells you freely." Kai grinned and stood up. "Thanks, Cuz.. You're a gentleman and a scholar." Kou coughed slightly. "I'll try to break this to Mr. Chang in the lightest manner I possibly can. 'Pardon me, Mr. Chang, but my cousin down in Cracking and Hacking just sank one of SDPC's pet AIs down a deep, dark hole so he could rescue a Boomer Persona.'" "I doubt the Old Man will pitch a fit.. That dirt on Flint makes up for my zeal." the cracker said confidently. "Have fun..." Kou said with a wink. Kai's ears burned slightly. "My intentions are purely professional!" he defended. "I deal in data..." Kou laughed. "Watch out, her intentions toward you might be purely professional too, and we both know what her job was." Kai sighed and left the room. {Why is it he knows right where to jab me to get a response?} he wondered. {Because you're like brothers..} another part of him pointed out. The cracker shook his head in amusement and entered the elevator, punching the button to go a level below where his 'office' was. Kai took a deep breath, instantly regretting it. He was on the lowest level of the Chang Corp. complex in Los Angeles.. It was also the cold storage room. It was a *very* cold, cold storage room. It was so cold that his lungs felt raw in the cold. "Yo Yuki, you in?" he asked. An elderly Japanese woman stuck her head out from behind a stack of crates. "Kai-chan, goo' morneeg!" she said cheerfully. She was dressed like a neo-tech Eskimo, with clothing that was warm without being cumbersome. Kai envyed her... "Good morning, Yuki.." he replied. He smiled at the woman who still thought of him as the little boy she'd once babysat. "I need to get something out of the boomer corral..." he said. "Ah yesu, wha' type?" she asked, pulling out small computer. "BU-33S, Type #43," he told the woman, checking a scrap of paper in his pocket. "BU-33S?" she asked an odd expression on her face. Kai looked up above him for a moment and shrugged. "It's a long, confusing story that involves me saving someone's life at the expense of several laws..." Yuki nodded and grinned. "Ai arways noo yu goo' kidu.." she said, clapping him on the back. She wandered off to find the container in question. A few moments later she came back with a cylinder on a dolly. "Sainu heeru preeze.." she said with a smile and a wink. Kai did so and called the elevator. "Could you loan me a drudge to help me get this back to my section?" he asked. Yuki nodded and bullied one of her great-grandchildren into getting off their dead ass and helping out. "What you need a sex-doll boomer for?" the man asked. "Mars needs women, ack ack..." the cracker replied cryptically. "Be that way then.." the man wheeling the container along muttered crossly. Kai understood why Yuki preferred other people's youngsters.. Her great-grandchildren, if this one was a good example, were all assholes... Meg watched as Kai had the container wheeled in. "That me?" she asked. Kai nodded. "Hope you don't mind longer hair.. I couldn't find one *exactly* like your old body." He frowned slightly. "Great, now the 'mad scientist' is missing." "He's asleep under that pile of paper on that desk..." meg offered. "Thanks..." Kai replied, walking over and picking up an unabridged copy of Dr. Katsuhito Stingray's boomer production notes. He slammed the tome down on a clear part of the desk as hard as he could. The geeky tech under the papers leaped a foot out of his chair and came crashing down on the floor. "No sleeping on the job," Kai muttered. "H-hello, Mr. Stuart.." the techie stammered, groping for his glasses, horn-rimmed of course. "You do remember I was coming here today?" he asked. "Yessir, sorry sir!" Kai gestured to the cylinder. "Shall we begin? You handle the physical systems and I'll prepare the Persona," he advised. "The boomer in the cylinder has no Persona program, so I can install one, correct?" The techie nodded. Kai retrieved a cable from his ever-present but oft- unnoticed backpack and rummaged around for a Terminal to plug into. "Haul out a datajack too," he told the scientist as he finally tracked down what he deeded, "it'll make this whole exercise a lot easier..." "Why?" the techie asked as he pulled out a sealed container from a refrigerator. "I used a variant of Soulkiller that my teacher invented.." he explained, plugging into the vidphone line. "I'll need an interface jack to reverse the process easily.." He sent several commands to his Terminal, making it contact the Terminal in the data control room. {You ready?} he asked. {*Yes*,} came the boomer's emphatic reply. Kai chuckled and waited for the techie to finish installing the jack at the base of the body's skull. {Why in such a rush?} he asked. {Food, sleep, bathing and masturbation...} Meg replied in all candor. Kai let out a choked sound and tried very hard not to swallow his own tongue in pure shock. {MEG!!!} The boomer laughed. {I think there's a virgin in my presence, and I don't mean the pimply geek bolting that datajack into what will soon be my neck.} Kai started going through some of his old mental exercises to achieve calm control under pressure. There were times he wished he'd paid better attention to his teacher when he was still apprenticed... Meg opened her eyes and took a deep breath. "It's good to be back.." she remarked. She noticed no one was in the room. She also noticed that she had no clothes on. Kai's muffled voice came from another room. "Listen up you hormonal twit. I might not know a lot about boomers, but she can bloody tell us if something's wrong. *We* aren't going back in there until she's dressed!" Meg chuckled. "He's old-fashioned, but he's sweet.." she muttered, retrieving Kai's bathrobe from a chair next to the table she'd woken up on. She knew right away her hair was going to take some getting used to. She'd originally been programmed as a more masculine-type of 33S, for men that liked women to take a little control. This body was clearly meant for a different sort of Persona. It almost wanted to sit in a more graceful manner than she was accustomed to.. She could adjust, she was nothing if not adaptable. "Oh bloody hell.. Limme call my call my cousin Yuri real quick up in Accounting..." "Why?" "I forgot to get her some real clothes..." Meg chuckled. Kai *was* a real sap sometimes... She wondered why she was thinking of him like that. She thought about the cracker carefully. From the first time she'd laid eyes on him, so to speak, he'd been very careful to make sure she felt comfortable. He freely admitted he wanted to know what she'd found out about SDPC, but had promised to ensure her safety. Had she met a truly honorable man? She thought about it.. His body language out of the Interface told her that he was a sincere man by nature. She thought of something suddenly... Kai cracked for a reason! It wasn't his calling, she realized. Kai viewed his daily rampages through the World of Information as his duty. His mission in life was to ensure that people stay honest... If he held honesty so highly it was very unlikely that he could bring himself to lie! She smiled. She *had* met a truly honest man. "C'mon Yuri.. Pick up the damned phone.." the cracker said on the other side of the door. Meg looked at Yuri Takada and knew she was looking at someone who was far more than she seemed. She was a little younger than Kai, but there was something she had that Kai lacked. There was something powerful lurking behind the accountant's eyes. "You can see it?" Yuri asked. Meg nodded. "You've heard of Reika Chang?" she asked, unzipping a garment bag and pulling out a business-style, black coat and skirt. There were shoes such that matched already out. "Yes.. She's a singer, right?" "And more..." Yuri said coldly. "I'm one of the members of the security detail that makes sure she will live to live up to this..." She held up her left hand to show her the Iron Ring. "Kai said something about a group with no love of GENOM..." Meg asked, probing for answers as she put on the clothing. "He, I and many other people in this complex are members of Hou Bang..." Yuri confessed. "And you know as well..." Meg looked a little confused. "Why me?" "My cousin is headstrong.. and a little foolish at times. The only way you will be able to live after telling us what you know is to become one of us," she sighed. "My cousin has lived through Hell, and I don't want to see him hurt by his own actions..." "He did something stupid by saving me?" the boomer asked. Yuri shook her head. "No, but Kai often forgets to think about the consequences of his actions. He doesn't realize it now.. But by this evening he'll have slowed down enough to realize that he's pulled you into the Shadow World that no one ever enters willingly." Yuri handed Meg something small and cold that was strangely heavy despite its size. "My cousin and brother consider you human. My cousin probably created an identity for you while your systems were coming on-line..." she sighed. "All I can say is, welcome to the Family.." The woman left the room, and Meg looked at the Iron Ring in her hand. A ring the same as the one Kai wore. She thought about what Yuri had said... Kai hadn't thought of what it might mean to save her? He hadn't realized she may very well be killed unless she drank the same bitter drought that he had? Hou Bang.. Tiger Corps.. It felt like a crime family, especially after what Yuri had said. Could she be able to accept that kind of life? She frowned. By human law she violated the law by simply breathing.. and Kai and his allies had treated her so well. Yuri and Kou valued their cousin's opinion greatly, should she trust them as they trusted Kai? Meg put the ring on her finger. She had made her decision. "Oh Holy Mary, Mother of God..." Kai said in the shower that evening, the weight of his actions finally catching up with him. Meg was in his guest bedroom, since she had nowhere else to go.. His thoughts turned to the woman sleeping across the hall, and what he'd *really* done to her two nights before. He'd pulled her into the same Hell he'd grown up in. He turned off the water, dried himself off and dressed for bed, his movements mechanical and his eyes blank. "Mommy?" a little boy asked worriedly, shoving at his mother's shoulder weakly. Her head snapped around and her dead, blood-filled eyes glared at him. "Get your hands off me you little bastard.." she rasped, maggots crawling out from between her broken teeth. The little boy screamed like a lost soul as his brain slammed against the hard wall that was Reality. Meg heard the scream and rushed across the hall, convinced she'd see Kai sprawled out in his bed with a knife in his heart or something, she found it was more like he had a knife in his soul. There was a creepy, far-off look in his eyes, like he was seeing something else in a different time and place. "i'm all alone..." Kai said in a dangerously small, quiet voice. It was like listening to a little child, lost and afraid. "You're not alone, Kai.. I'm here..." Meg whispered, letting him rest his head on her shoulder. The cracker let two decades of pent-up anguish go as he broke down and cried quietly. Meg wrapped her arms around him and held him close. Being a BU-33S had advantages, she was designed to be a very empathic person, and she could tell that what he needed more than anything was someone to be there, to support him. "sorry..." he rasped, his voice choked. "It's alright, Kai.." she whispered. She thought through her options and decided to be motherly, carefully squelching some of the optional lines of behavior she could use. She was out to comfort him, not give him an Oedipal Complex. "There was nothing anyone could do.." "I guess you can't understand why I'm so messed up?" "Tell me what's wrong.." she asked him, phrasing her request carefully. "I saw my parents dead..." he said quietly, his chin resting on the woman's shoulder. "My uncle raised me.. He used the excuse that they were sick for a while, and wanted me to.. to stay with him and his family while they got better." "And they never got better..." she said softly. "He meant well, but he didn't know how to handle the situation. *Who* can handle telling a kid that their parents are dead? He was in shock that first night, and he started a lie that snowballed.. God it hurt when I finally got told the truth..." He suddenly got quiet... "Kai?" "I'm still here.." he replied, "just thinking.." "I thought I smelled wood burning..." Meg joked. He reached up and hugged her tightly to him. "Thank you, Meg.. I needed that.." he said softly. "Do you want me to.." she started. "Just stay here, Meg.. That's all..." he said distantly. They let go of each other and climbed into his bed. As Meg got settled, Kai wrapped his arms around her and rested his head next to her's. "Thank you, Meg.." he whispered. "Thank *you*, Kai..." she responded. She wrapped her arms around him as they both fell asleep. Meg awoke the next morning slightly confused. She was in an unfamiliar bed with a mattress that was a good bit more firm than her own.. and someone was draped on one side of her. She remembered the previous night and smiled slightly, glancing over to Kai. The cracker was still asleep and had a peaceful expression on his face for the first time in what must have been years. She still wasn't sure what to make of him, he'd been hurt by his parents' deaths long before, but that didn't account for the way he acted towards her. She'd never met someone who genuinely wanted to be a friend.. every other male she'd ever encountered wanted her for either the information in her head or her more physical skills. Kai claimed that he wanted to know what she knew.. but there was something else. Kai treated her like a person, something no one else had ever done. She looked at him closely. She could make out the surgical scars at the base of his skull where he'd had the Interface plug implanted, she felt the back of her own neck carefully and found the similar plug that had been installed there. When he was asleep, she could look closely at his face, without the emotions that normally animated it. She could see the Oriental features that were there, mostly cheekbones and a slightly non-Occidental skin-tone. The real give away was his hair, it was too fine to be European. She could tell why he just grew it out and tied it back out of his way, that was the only thing he'd ever be able to do with it. She smiled slightly and kissed him on the cheek. "Wake up, Kai.." "Err.. Uh?" he muttered sleepily. "Meg, what are you doing here?" he asked. "Oh yeah..." He moved to untangle himself from her. Meg stubbornly refused to let go. "One question first, Kai. Then I'll let you go." Kai's forehead creased. "Okay..." "You've treated me with an amazing amount of respect and restraint, ever since I moved in.. Why?" Kai thought about that for a few moments. "Because you deserve it," he replied. "You, in my opinion, are as much of a person as anyone else I know.. You've spent your whole life dealing with people who only want you for one thing..." "You're telling me you haven't even thought of trying to get laid once?" Meg asked. "That's a second question..." Kai defended, trying to change the subject. Meg chuckled. "And you just answered it, Kai.." she purred, moving one of her legs so that her thigh rested against his crotch. She laughed again when the cracker's face turned as bright a red as her own hair. "Err.. Meg?" he asked his voice choked. "Just relax, Kai.." she whispered into his ear. "This is the sort of thing that I am *very* good at dealing with..." She let go of him and pulled her long T-shirt off over her head. "I have this situation throughly under control, Kai Stuart." Kai gulped as Meg moved back closer to him. Indeed.. she *did* know what she was doing... If it weren't for the fact that he owned stock in the building, his neighbors would have had him evicted for disturbing the peace and quiet of the area. As for Meg and Kai, they were just glad it was the weekend. Sunday was a day of leisure for most people in America, and the day after Meg and Kai had spent the whole day annoying the neighbors was no exception. With a look of calm and contentment that was on his face of its of volition, Kai, with Meg in tow, went to a mall near his apartment complex to get her some clothes. As was typical of such a couple, Kai ended up carrying a lot of stuff. In this case, Kai ended up carrying several bags filled with pairs of women's slacks and jeans and boots and so on and so on. It was rapidly becoming apparent to Kai that Meg was something of a grown tomboy, no matter what sort of womanly things she was an expert at... Kai derailed that train of thought as soon as it pulled out of the station, he had no desire to lose his cool in the middle of a public place. He was willing to admit, however, that it wasn't as hard as it used to be to relax. Maybe he was finally settling down... While he'd been deciding that he was finally cured of his old tendency to overreact when it came to the opposite sex, Meg dashed his hopes. She turned right and walked confidently into Victoria's Secret. "She's trying to kill me..." he moaned. The condemned man hung his head and trudged after his SO-apparent. Meg glanced over her shoulder at Kai and tried to hide a giggle. "*Relax,* Kai, it's only underwear.." she reassured. Kai simply tried to hide behind the small mountain of bags he was carrying like some sort of mouse. Meg failed to prevent a giggle that time. She shook her head and walked over to Kai, parting the bags. "This will be as good for you as it is for me," she said quietly. She put her hands on either side of his head and kissed him soundly. Kai dropped the bags... "Consider this therapy, Kai," Meg said, keeping his attention focused on her, "I'm going to get you to loosen up some if it's the last thing I do..." She left the other bags with the cashier and steered Kai into the store. "You are far too bashful for your own good, sometimes, ya know?" she asked him. Kai flushed slightly and nodded. "Just relax, Kai, nothing in here is going jump out and bite you," Meg said with a grin. "Now then, I want you to keep a cool head about you and come along with me..." She headed for the rather mundane section of the store. "I have a crummy eye for color and I want to borrow your taste in colors for a while..." Kai nodded. "What do you think would look good on me?" she asked carefully, draping an arm over his shoulder. "i haven't ever been given a whole lot of choice in the matter, really..." she confessed quietly. Meg had knowingly invoked Kai's honor, she knew she'd be able to geta straight and calm reaction to anything she asked like that. Kai would put everything he had into making sure she looked nice, it wasn't manipulation really.. just a very effective way of getting an honest answer without him passing out from sheer bashfulness. Back at his apartment, Kai knew something was going on behind his back. His instincts begged him to be ready for anything.. As usual, he was grossly under-prepared. He was in the middle of waiting for the onions for a stir fry to finish cooking when a pair of female arms slithered from behind him, wrapped around his chest and squeezed. "Now what are you up to know, Kai?" Meg asked from behind him. "Cooking..." the cracker replied. He calmly opened a bag of frozen vegetables and threw them into the wok with the onions. "After dinner, how would you like to see me show off my new clothes?" she asked. She moved her arms up so that her arms were draped over his shoulders. "Just don't start during dinner.. Stir fry cold is *not* a pretty sight..." Meg giggled, nipped at his ear playfully and went off to get ready. A little bit later, Meg watched in awe as Kai calmly ate stir fry and rice with chopsticks, while she plodded along with a fork. "How do you *do* that?" she asked. "Practice..." Kai replied after he'd swallowed. "A lot of practice..." Meg shook her head in amazement and went back to eating. After dinner, Meg went to change her clothes. Kai waited patiently, reading a collection of old Dilbert comics that had been published just after the artist had died. Some things never changed in business, even the Chang Corporation had moments where it behaved in a very similar manner to a Dilbert strip. "Oh, Kai..." Meg purred from the hall. Kai turned. Meg had pulled her hair back into a ponytail and had put on one of her new outfits. Black Doc Martens, brown slacks, and a blue-green blouse. Kai was thankful she'd asked for his input on clothes, her favorite color was actually red, and that would've looked awful on her. As it was, the effect was stunning. And she continued on from there... Monday... Meg eyed Kai's preferred method of transportation cautiously. "A motorcycle?" she asked. "I've never been on one..." "Just hold on to me and everything will be *fine,*" he reassured. He handed her a helmet and shoved his own onto his head. "Besides, it's much cheaper than a car.. and has a *lot* more style..." Kai climbed onto the bike and held out a hand to help Meg climb on behind him. "You sure this is a good idea?" "Of course it is.. I've had someone else on this bike before..." he replied as Meg wrapped her arms around his chest from behind. "Oh really?" she purred. Kai sighed. "Yuki's car broke down once.. I drove her in one morning." "I just love getting a rise out of you.. You're so easy to get a reaction out of..." Kai just chuckled and cranked the engine. He gunned the engine slightly and roared off for the interstate. Meg had to admit, Kai loved an ordered lifestyle in his workplace. She looked around his 'office' for the first time and saw the organization. Certainly, the room was filled with computers chirping away as they sorted and protected other people's dirty laundry for future use.. But the chaotic aspect that should've been there wasn't. It was like looking at a masterfully made clockwork, gears moving in a soft dance to keep perfect time. "There was a reason you wanted to come down here?" he asked. "Would you teach me how to use all this?" she asked, gesturing around the room. He got up out of a small chair in front of a smaller, less powerful computer and gestured to the 'throne' at the center of the web of computer power. "Please, be seated..." he said in the tones of a priest. Meg chuckled at his tone, sat down and waited. Kai got a pair of cables from a work desk and a smaller, street-style Terminal. "I'll use this while you use the 'throne,'" he said softly. He carefully plugged her into the chair and then plugged himself into the smaller Terminal. "You will be using this Terminal later.. But I want to show you the Interface from a cracker's point of view in the safest manner possible," he thought about what he'd said and grinned. "I've turned into my teacher..." he remarked. "I'm plugged in, so now what do I do?" "See that green button marked 'Go'?" "Yes..." "Push it..." "Just relax and come over here to me.." Kai said carefully. The roles had reversed, Kai was in his domain, and Meg was out of her element. Meg wandered over to him, half her attention caught by the sight of the Interface all around them. Crystalline towers and mountains of chrome... Data flowing like water through canals like a neo-tech Venice. "It's beautiful.." she whispered. "It is beautiful," the cracker admitted, "But it can kill you if you don't know what you're doing." He held her by the shoulders and looked her squarely in the eye. "I'm going to teach you basic survival tips, alright? These are the things you'll need for as long as you do this sort of thing. A good protection program and reflex-action can save you from a mistake, even if it's better to avoid the mistake in the first place." Meg nodded. "First rule, save the sight-seeing for later," he began, his Teaching Voice holding her attention... Later that day, Kai was off in the Interface holding people in places of power to his own ethical code. Meg, meanwhile, was hungry. She got directions from Kai's secretary and headed for the cafeteria. "Meg?" the older woman asked as she headed for the door. "Err, yes?" The matron smiled. "Thank you for bringing him back," she said softly. "We've been worried about him for a long time now. It's nice to see him alive again." The boomer got the strangest look on her face and turned a shade of red that matched her hair. "I.. err.. uuhh.." she mumbled. "You're a godsend to him, Meg, please look after him," she said with a soft look on her face. "I was his bodyguard once, right after his parents died..." she whispered, "But I doubt he remembers now.." "I *will* keep an eye on him, Mrs.?" "Laura.. Laura Carter, please, just call me Laura..." the woman answered. "I think he does remember.." Meg remarked in an absent tone she'd picked up from Kai. "What makes you say that?" the elderly woman replied. Meg grinned as she walked out the door. "A crazy flash of intuition, Mom..." she explained. The secretary thought about that for a moment, and then checked Meg's employment record. "Megan Laura Carter.. Mother, Laura Rene Carter, see additional employment records..." the woman chuckled and went back to work. "You really don't forget, do you.." she muttered. Kai eyed the massive Icon looking before him and smiled. "Tell me the man isn't compensating for something..." he muttered under his breath. The GENOM-Tokyo Icon in the Interface was as monolithic as the Tower was in real life. Some crackers had nicknamed the Tower 'Bloody Fuji' for its reputation of reducing cyberneticly-Interfaced crackers to something out of an old Scanner movie. It was all so much nonsense. Massive systems like GENOM's had a fatal flaw in their defenses that was a part of their nature. Security ebbed and flowed as computers struggled to keep up with the data coming in and going out. Quite simply, a cracker had to patiently look for a pattern and exploit it. Of course, that was also the trick, waiting for the pattern to appear. Kai had been watching the Icon for an hour, waiting for the pattern to appear. He smiled cooly as it all fell into place. He rushed forward, readying a program to keep the opening open while making it look like it had closed. He dove inside just as the portal began to close, the portal wavered for a moment and, to his vision, it remained open. He ran a program to disguise himself as a subroutine and wandered off in search of information. Meg was in the middle of a hamburger when Yuri sat down across from her. "I've heard rumors," the accountant said ominously. "I've lived them," Meg countered. "It's fun breaking them in..." she remarked casually. Both women giggled. "I'm glad you were there to help him.." Yuri said softly, so as to not be heard by people around them. "What do you mean by that?" the redhead replied, taking a sip of tea. "Whenever he gets headstrong like that.. and then realizes what he's done... He flashes back. The very fact that he's in today and cheerful means something happened. Either you were there to help him let go or.." she looked at Meg with a sly gleam in her eye, "You screwed like rabbits..." Meg instantly wished she hadn't been trying to drink, because some of her tea tried to come out of her nose. "Gotcha.." she said with a wink. Yuri laughed softly and got up to get her own meal. "Have fun..." she said as she wandered off. {What is *with* me?} Meg wondered as she headed back to Kai's office. {I'm a Sexaroid! I shouldn't be acting like *this*...} she thought crossly. What did she mean by something being wrong with her? She felt very close and protective towards Kai.. That in and of itself wasn't normal for a BU-33S... What *was* normal for a 33S, life as a helpless drone? She hoped not.. She reached the door when she remembered the look of calm, comfortable affection in Kai's eyes just before they'd made love. What was amazing to her was that *that* was exactly how she felt about *him*. A warm, omnipresent affection that seemed to stay with her... "What is love anyway?" she remarked to herself as she turned the doorknob and went inside. She thought she had a pretty good idea of what it felt like, and she had no intention of ever letting it go. "Kai said something about wanting to see you a moment ago," Laura said from her desk. "It sounded urgent..." "Thanks.." Meg headed into Kai's inner sanctum. She picked up the Terminal and plugged into it, hitting the 'Go' key as soon as she'd sat down next to Kai's 'throne'. Meg entered the Interface and returned to the same place she and Kai had talked right after he'd saved her. Something told her, deep inside, that she'd find him there. Kai was looking at the data he'd recovered in irritated amusement. "Flint's out..." Kai informed Meg as she sat down across from him. "Good riddance to bad rubbish..." Meg pronounced, draping her arms across his shoulders. "I love Japanese politics.." Kai remarked as SDPC's new chairman slid into place in the records. "No matter how hard they protest, the Japanese are really run by their businesses..." "Isn't America too?" "To a point.. but do American companies frequently use their own people as Guinea Pigs?" "Depends on who you ask..." "Who is Ryuunosuke Bauer?" Kai wondered as he started running a background check. "A career yes-man.." Meg replied, looking over at the result. "A puppet..." Kai confirmed. "With several million yen in outstanding gambling debts..." they said at once. They looked at each other and smiled slyly. "Is that our hook?" "That.. is the hook, the line and the sinker.." Kai answered, slightly disappointed in the man. "Corrupt politics both in and out of the boardroom, makes for good business..." Genaros Station, HEO It was time for the Director to pay the Piper. "You allowed the 33S to escape?" a man asked coldly. "Her brain melted down, Sir.." the Director replied. How odd that both voices, while decidedly different, were coming from the same mouth... "Then she escaped..." the Other Voice rasped. He picked up a gun, held it to the Director's forehead. "I will not suffer fools, and who knows *who* she may have told about me on-station!" He pulled the trigger. The Director's brains made a lovely red, gray and pink pattern on the white, ceramic wall behind his desk. ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ My thanks to Sailor Solathei, Speedbump, Mark Latus and the rest of the horde that's been prodding me to continue work on this story since its inception one BGC-marathon-hazed night a year ago. My thanks to Suzuki-san for creating a universe such as this to play around with. My thanks to Hetfield, Ulrich and the rest for the mood-music that helped me write several parts of this story. And SPECIAL THANKS to R. Talsorian Games for creating Cyperpunk 2.0.2.0. and the Mother of All Antipersonnel Programs: Soulkiller. See you all again in Chapter 2... ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++