[Warhammer comes from the light.]
WH: I believe a man once said, "You should keep your friends
close... and you enemies even closer." Who'd of thought that this would
hold so true?
Teknos Warhammer presents
Seraphim's Judgment:
Part 8:
Wolf in Child's Clothing
Misato remembered the saying about the butterflies in the stomach. Well,
whatever it meant, they were in full swing within her gut. No matter
what she said or did, Asuka's demeanor had just dropped from sad, to
just downright depressed. Her synchro rates fell to the point where she
couldn't even start an EVA. She couldn't forget what happened.
"COME ON! WORK!" Asuka screamed at the top of her lungs. The charts
showing her synchro rates barely even went past the 1% level. She'd be
lucky if she could even get the EVA to start.
"Asuka, calm down. We're just seeing if you're still alright." Ristuko
said, trying to console the pilot.
" I AM CALM!" The pilot screamed back. A screen to her right opened up,
showing Rei's emotionless face.
"Open your mind to the EVA. It will follow through." She said calmly.
She got as near to the screen and she could and screamed, "What does it
_LOOK_ like I'm doing you reject from a star wars movie!" As usual, Rei
took no offense for she didn't know about where Asuka's insult came
from.
Even words of encouragement from both Shinji and Touji were of no help
at all. When it seemed she was not going to get anywhere at all, Asuka
shut off the comm to and from the EVA and allowed herself to cry again.
Misato's inattention to the road proved almost to be fatal as she
swerved to avoid an incoming car. She made a note to reminisce about bad
things when she wasn't driving. She looked to see the address of the
newest pilot and found a boy about fourteen waiting for her.
His hair was a gentle silver that waved loosely in the breeze. His
gentle red eyes accentuated the good humored smile that adorned his
face. He was dressed in a school uniform somewhat similar to Shinji's,
yet hung a bit more, which said something about his lean physique.
Stopping, she opened her door, stepped out and asked, looking at the
boy. "Ano... are you Kaworu Nagisa?"
The boy asked, "If I was not, who would I be? And would I be
waiting for Kaworu Nagisa's ride, were I not?"
Misato blinked at the rather unusual response. "So� does that mean
you're him."
The boy smiled and nodded again, "I am."
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In a meeting room of NERV, the four Children were told to wait.
Asuka, for one, was starting to get restless. Touji was talking with
Shinji, and whispering about his concern for Asuka. Rei was sitting on
one of the chairs, deep in thought.
The door opened and the attention of the Children was caught
immediately at Misato and her companion.
"Everyone, I would like to introduce the Fifth Child, Kaworu
Nagisa." Had any of the four been paying attention, they would have
noticed the apprehension in her voice.
Shinji's eyes widened, "Hey! You're the guy I met a while ago!" In
response, Kaworu smiled and nodded.
"Yep. I apologize for not moving out of the way fast enough." He
walked forward, took Shinji's hand, and shook it like an old friend.
Touji, on the other hand, seemed to keep his distance as the other
two boys re-acquainted themselves. Call it what you will, he felt there
was something about the Fifth Child that struck him as off.
Stepping forward, Asuka asked, "Oi! Misato, we only have four EVAs.
If he's the fifth child then what's he going to..." Her eyes widened
with horror at the realization. This boy was... her replacement. Her
fists clenched and started to quiver with anger.
"Like man found out he was mortal when he perished... it is what
you think, Sohryu-san." Kaworu answered with a sad grin. That only made
Asuka madder as she stepped forward and struck Kowaru on the side of the
face. After that, she ran out, not wanting everyone to see the tears
that developed.
The others were shocked at the development. Misato had hoped that
Kowaru's introduction would go a little smoother. Looks like it was a
little too much to hope for.
Touji stepped up and said with evident disapproval. "That wasn't
real nice you know... you have no clue what she's been through."
The albino boy merely shrugged as he rubbed the sore part of his
face. "Truth is not always easy, and it is still there, despite whatever
happened beforehand."
Touji's frown grew larger, turned to the doorway, and went after
Asuka. Misato sighed and leaned against the wall, what else could go
wrong? She shrugged and ran behind Shinji.
Rei's face remained neutral as the other two left. With the absence
of everyone else, the white and red of Kaworu's eyes exchanged colors
and Rei's own eyes followed suit. Her face formed a scowl, turning to
Kaworu. The boy simply smiled and spoke in the inhuman whisper.
{[<You know why I am here. >]}
{[<How could I not Tabris? The taunts of you and the others gave
enough fair warning. >]}
{[<Words were usually wasted upon you. >]}
{[<I am in no mood for games Tabris, you know what my answer is
going to be. You do not know what you are trying to do. >]}
{[<More than what you seem to know... freak. You construct of
another. You don't even have a race to call your own. Instead you side
with these self-absorbed apes that would treat you no better. >]}
{[<That's where you and the others are wrong. Unlike with you, I am
cared for here. There are those who think about me. >]}
{[<Ah yes, your precious Commander Ikari, the man who made you in
the image of his 'late' wife. Yet, because of his desire to create his
own Impact, he made you and used a part of Adam. A thing to be used, and
if his precious wife did return, you would be no more. >]}
{[<Enough Tabris. I won't listen to your lies. No matter what you
and Armisael may do or think, you both WILL be stopped. In one way or
another, whether it is someone else or I. >]}
{[<And who's going to stop us? You? Don't even try to make me
laugh. You're too sterile when it comes to talking with others, you
could never help to tell anyone. And who would believe you? I am just
about as human as you are... in fact, I am more human than you are. >]}
Tabris/Kaworu smiled as his eyes changed color to normal and left the
room. Rei was still fuming after he had left. The main reason being that
he was right. Even if she could tell anyone, how could she prove it? The
only time when she could was when he showed his power as an angel. Even
she couldn't force such a thing.
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In one of the lesser-used sections of NERV, a girl was sobbing in
the darkness. Asuka curled her knees to her chest and placed her face to
her knees, so the tears would probably vanish sooner.
Asuka felt like her world was falling apart, and she could do
nothing to stop it. What was worse was the one thing that made her feel
strong, was being taken away to be given to another. Now, nothing
mattered anymore. She lost her zest for life when her own past caught up
with her.
So, with Kaworu coming, she was of no use whatsoever to the safety
of the world. One of the greatest fears she ever faced yet never
overcame, had ended up beating her. The Fear of Failure.
A hand tapped her shoulder. She looked up to see Touji standing
right beside her. She could see pity in his face. Pity for her, the
failure of the four children.
"Leave me alone!" she hissed as she put her face on her knees
again. From the differences in light, she could tell that he never left.
More agitated, she looked up and repeated her order.
"I said leave me alone!"
"No. I won't." he said, crouching beside her.
"Why?"
"Cause I don't like seeing people I know wallowing in their own
self-pity, when I can do something about it."
Her frown deepened as she snapped back, "Well, stop trying to play
the white knight alright? I don't need your pity!"
"You think this is pity? Get real Sohryu, I'm not doing this
because I feel sorry for you."
"What? Why then?"
"'Cause I know that you're better than this. Sure, you're a
self-absorbed, self-centered, competitive, loud-mouthed jerk, but you're
also a great pilot. And when something like this happens you're ready to
give up? Come on. I know for a fact that the real Asuka can still
continue to being the pilot that she is no matter what happened." Touji
ranted.
Asuka looked back with evident disbelief, "What are you getting at
Suzuhara?"
Touji leaned against the wall, gathering his thoughts. What Asuka didn't
know was that Touji's next words were a big gamble that would greatly
help or hinder.
"You, are NOT Asuka."
*****SLAP*****
Touji staggered from the blow given by the standing and growling German
girl. Her face twisted with anger at Touji's choice of words.
"I! AM! ASUKA SORYU-LANGLEY! AND IF YOU SAY THAT AGAIN, I'LL HURT YOU TO
THE POINT WHERE YOU'LL WISH YOUR MOM ABORTED YOUR BIRTH!" she screamed
as she stomped past him.
A few seconds after Asuka went out of sight, Touji regained his
bearings. He felt the cheek that received the brunt of Asuka's wrath.
Somehow, Touji had expected this. Then he realized that the usual Asuka
would have done that. A hurting smile crept across his face.
If the mark on his face meant the old Asuka was back, it looked like his
attempt was successful. He blinked a few times, then said to himself,
"Man, I'm good. OW OW OW!" he winced and held the sore part of his face.
One thing for sure, she could slap with the best of them.
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Confusion took over Shigeru as he looked over the scanner to see if
it was correct. Then, he reset the scanner again and checked. It must
have been malfunctioning. There was a cold front developing in the
northern part of the continent, heading south.
"Hey, what's wrong?" Makoto asked turning his seat.
"Say, you know what usually comes with a cold front with clouds?"
Shigeru said turning to meet his friend.
"Oh, let me think... snow? No way. The closest thing we get to that
is weak sleet. The weather now-a-days doesn't let those kind of things
happen... do they?"
"Well, if it is a cold front among those clouds. Don't expect it to
snow or anything, the weather's so screwed up you can't tell the
difference between seasons anymore. Its all summer."
Makoto smiled, "Well, you never know. It just might. Miracles do
happen you know."
Shigeru frowned, "So that's where my _Touched By an Angel_ manga
went! You thief!" He jumped up and made a dash to a Makoto that wasn't
there.
"It's not my fault. You left your door open when I just needed to
borrow your umbrella. Then I saw it, I knew you wouldn't mind since you
don't usually..." *BAP*
*************************************************
That evening, Asuka remained rather quiet as the minutes turned to
hours of an uncomfortable silence. Both Shinji and Misato had no clue
why, but from her reactions earlier that day, they decided not to press
the matter. Until...
"Misato-san!" Asuka seriously announced, which made her other three
room-mates jump," I want to try and pilot my EVA again."
Getting up, Misato replied, "Are you sure? I mean, after the fight
with the angel and all..."
"Misato-san, I have never been so sure of anything else in my whole
life! If there's any more of those angels, I want a chance to get back
at them." Asuka said with her fist clenched and a dangerous looking
scowl locked on her face.
At first, Misato was about to tell Asuka that there wasn't any
chance for her with Kaworu and all. But seeing her 'recover' like this,
she found that a logical reason for why not couldn't be found. The elder
woman smiled and put a hand on the German girl's shoulder.
"All right then. Tomorrow, I am going break protocol and pull a few
strings. Be assured, if you are as serious as I think you are... you'll
be piloting Unit 02 in no time at all." Misato said smiling.
Looking on, Shinji couldn't help but feel happy for Asuka. True,
they were not on the best of terms, but seeing her like this made the
ordeal from earlier easier to deal with. Asuka caught him looking at her
and just when he thought she was about to hit him for 'leering', as she
called it, she smiled back and walked to her room.
Shinji considered, he heard that sometimes good people are brought
out from bad events. Maybe the same held true with Asuka. If it was so,
then he was glad. Maybe things would finally quiet down a bit. He caught
himself and thought, <Fat chance of that. > With that done, he went
back to his book.
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The next day, Asuka in her plug suit stepped into the test plug on
the floor above the holding tanks for the EVAs. The only one in the
control room was Maia, asked by Misato to see how Asuka would do.
"Though I don't know why we're doing this, get ready Asuka.
Beginning the synchronization test." Maia said punching up the necessary
sequence for the test.
Within the test plug, Asuka took a deep breath and exhaled some of
the LCL. Closing her eyes, she cleared her mind and remembered the words
of another.
"Open your mind to the EVA. Everything..."
She paused when the thought half-finished. Why was she quoting her
of all people? The answer made her frown. Rei was right. That still
didn't mean she would like Wonder girl, but maybe it proved she was good
for something.
With her breathing controlled, Asuka saw the walls of the plug
change as always. Yet, they were a bit brighter than normal. She
wondered why.
"Oh my..." Maia gasped. At first, the meter only went barely above
1% like the last time, but this time it stopped just below 10%. Even if
it was below the level to pilot an EVA successfully, the sheer number of
points she had increased in one day was staggering. Now Maia understood
where the German girl got her bragging rights. She was good enough to
prove it. Now it looked like she was getting her second wind.
When the test concluded, the lid on the test plug opened. Asuka
poked her head out of the side to see a smiling Maia.
"Well Langley-san, I've got good news and bad news. Which do you
want first?"
Asuka frowned as she stepped onto the platform with Maia, she
always hated it when someone did this. "I'll take the bad first."
"Well, the bad news is that your level still isn't high enough to
pilot the EVA yet. The good news is that at this rate of improvement,
you will be capable of piloting an EVA within a week or so."
Asuka jumped for joy and in the throes of it all, hugged Maia.
Asuka was able to recognize Maia's apparent lack of oxygen and released
in time.
Just then, the alarm screamed. Maia looked up to the code red and
started down to Central Dogma, while Asuka ran to the shelter. Yet,
still made a note to grab her clothes from the locker room.
Taking her seat beside Makoto, Maia punched up the beginning
sequences for the remaining three pilots in their EVAs.
"What's up?" She asked her fellow officer.
"Look up there. That's what." Makoto, with a bandage on his head,
said pointing at the screen for a second. Maia turned to see what the
next angel looked like and blinked.
It appeared to be a double helix arranged in a circle. Within the
outside of the 'circle' an orange light seemed to glow from no apparent
source.
While within their EVAs, the three pilots got a look at it. While
the boys wondered what exactly the type of angel it was. The only one
that was different was Rei, and she was scowling at the sight of the
next angel. She whispered a single word into the LCL.
"Armisael."
End of part 8
[Warhammer comes out again.]
WH: {Revision notes} Well, as far as changes go, this has very few.
But the most notable is the way Kowaru speaks. I never knew how he spoke
and made the HUGE mistake of making him act like DJ Croft (Ick!) I can
only hope the powers that be will forgive such a sin.
For those that like paying attention to detail, examine the first type
of chapter to the new one in the following chapters and compare to see
which one you like better.
C&C, MSTs, and suggestions appreciated.
Finally, will everyone at NERV discover Kaworu's dark secret? Can Rei
find a way to prove her claim to Kaworu's being? Will Asuka be able to
raise her synch levels in time for the next battle? Can Touji fully
recover from the wrath of Asuka? Will Kaworu succeed where the other
angels failed? Find out in the next chaper.
[Warhammer returns to the light.]
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