"'Naoki'." Tanaka whispered, mostly to herself, saying the name with
the love and reverence people usually reserved for the supreme being of
their choice. "Is it true that he was abandonned because of his eyes?"
she asked.
"His eyes?" the janitress asked. She looked at the boy in question
and soon saw what Tanaka was referring to. Eyes of pale silver, turning
pale gold when the light hit them just right, pupils slitted like those
of an animal. She'd seen those eyes before, she realized, but in a much
different face. If only she could remember... "I see what you mean."
she
said aloud. "I think he's an orphan." she said, getting it right but
not
realizing it. "My name's Kiyone."
"Tanaka." Tanaka replied.
"I'm pleased to meet you, Tanaka."
Tanaka turned her gaze back to the boy in the classroom and
Kiyone returned to her janitorial duties, wondering where she'd seen
eyes
like that before.
The schoolbell rang and Tanaka barely made it off the chair and
out of the way before a horde of students ran out of the door she'd
been standing in front of. She stood there panting as they rushed by,
then a horrible realization took her. She'd missed her entire third
period class, staring at a boy she knew nothing about. The teacher
would
be livid when she saw her the next day! Tanaka hurried to her next
class
and took her seat. As it happened, 'Naoki' was in this class with her,
too, and again she was seated next to him.
'Naoki' sighed and slumped over his desk. His posture usually varied
between two favorite poses, slumped over, or rigidly upright with his
arms folded in front of him. On occasion he wore an expression of
fierce
rage, as if a bitter memory had surfaced, but most times his face
looked
like all the sorrow in the universe had decided that his soul was a
nice
place to live. He'd never smiled in all the time Tanaka had seen him,
his
lips always either noncommittally straight or set in a frown.
He put his face in his hands and Tanaka thought he was going to cry.
She
hadn't seen him do this yet, but given his general mood, she was sure
tears weren't far away. Tanaka reached over and patted his head,
kindly.
"Don't worry," she told him, her voice kind, "it'll be all right."
He grunted derisively, as if to say "nothing will ever be all right
again." and didn't look up at her.
She knew it was early to say this, but she thought it might cheer
him
up a bit, so she told him: "I think I love you."
"And I know that you don't." he replied, bitterly, with an edge
to his voice that would've cut diamonds.
Tanaka was rather taken aback by this and blinked away tears.
He's just acting this way because he's upset, she told herself. Out
loud
she said, "No, you don't know that."
"Yes, I do." He snapped. "And if you do love me, you'd be better off
if
you didn't."
"I find that hard to believe." Tanaka told him. "And if you're
trying to
stop me from loving you, I don't think you'll be able to."
"Suit yourself." The boy told her. "If you want to throw your life
away,
that's fine with me."
That remark confused Tanaka? What did loving him have to do with
throwing her life away? She asked and got a startling answer;
"Everyone I ever love dies." He warned. "I loved my parents and they
died. I loved the people who took me in when I was orphanned and now
they're dead, too. Now, please, stop loving me. Your life depends on
it."
That shook her pretty badly, but wasn't enough to deter her.
"I'll die eventually anyhow without loving you." She told him, "So I
might as well love you while I can."
"Have it your way." He snorted at her. But within him, his heart
ached more than ever. True love was, at last, in his grasp, but he
dared
not reach out for it. He was right about the ones he loved dying. He'd
seen it on a far off world, when a madman had killed his parents and
his
people, and again in a distant place where an escaped supercriminal had
murdered his friends and colleagues. Now that supercriminal was on its
way to this planet and he was the planet's... the universe's... only
hope. He had watched the others, and he knew they had enough power to
stop Kain if they knew how to harness it, but Ryoko and Ayeka were
always
fighting and he was sure that they didn't have the discipline or the
ability to work together that would be needed to do the job. No, he
told
himself, it's up to me. I have to stop him, even if it means I myself
must
die.
The teacher ahemed loudly and Tanaka returned her attention to the
front of the classroom. The teacher ahemed, again, this one meant for
'Naoki'. In his mind, 'Naoki' considered ignoring the teacher. It
didn't
matter whether he passed or failed this class, after all he was only
there to bide time until he confronted his foe. When his enemy had been
vanquished, he'd return to his own ... he remembered, then, that he had
no place to return to and he sank even deeper into a state of
depression.
Anger boiled in him and rage came, once again, into his eyes. Well, he
reasoned to himself, in a few days his enemy would be dead, and chances
were so would he. He didn't care about that, however. All that he cared
about was destroying the vile demon and avenging the brave men and
women
it had slain.
-Chapter 2-
The ride to Tokyo had not been uneventful. During the trip there had
been a malfunction on one of the cars. At least, that's what the
students
had been told. However, the truth of the matter was, 'Naoki' knew full
well,
that his classmates Ryoko and Ayeka had gotten into a fight and that
the
resulting power surge had shorted out the train. He had toyed with the
idea
of teleporting to Tokyo, but Tanaka had seated herself next to him and
would
not take her eyes off of him, and so it had been impossible to teleport
without being seen. He had tried to distract her many times with ploys
such
as "Those flowers over there look very nice" but she would simply reply
"Not
as nice as you." and continue looking at him. Then she had rested her
head
on his shoulder and had fallen asleep. He'd been about to teleport when
two
things happened in rapid succession. Tanaka, jostled when he moved his
arm,
woke up, and the train started moving again. He gave up on the idea of
using
his teleport and pretended to go to sleep. To his chagrin, he felt
Tanaka
snuggle up to him, place her head on his shoulder again, and fall back
to
sleep herself.
'Naoki' had still been sleeping when Tanaka had woke. He was far
from at
peace, however. His hands were gripping the arms of the seat and his
head
was lolling from side to side. Oddly, there was none of the sweat
usually
associated with nightmares on his brow. His head turned so that he was
facing her and then moaned, fitfully, in his sleep.
Tanaka shook him, gently, trying to rouse him, but he took her wrist
suddenly, still locked in his nightmare, and his grip was as strong as
that
of a steel claw.
"'Naoki'! WAKE UP!" she screamed in pain.
'Naoki''s exotic eyes flew open and he released her wrist, spinning
his
face away from the glaring sunlight that was pouring through the
train's
window, signaling the morning.
"'Naoki'?" Tanaka asked, concerned.
"My eyes." 'Naoki' explained, sounding less closed-off than before.
"The
sun hurts them."
"Because of the shape of your pupils." Tanaka realized.
"Yes." 'Naoki' admitted. He took her hand, gently this time, and
studied
the deepening bruise on her wrist. "I'm sorry." he told her.
"It's okay." She reassured him for the second time. This time she
took
him in her arms and rocked him. And in the arms of this student,
'Naoki' found
at last the tenderness and compassion his life had lacked.
They spent the following day together, visitting the many museums
which
dotted Ueno Park and enjoying a quiet lunch together. 'Naoki''s manners
were
impeccable, this time, and Tanaka realized that he must've had other
things
on his mind, or maybe he was only that way when he ate tough meats.
Whatever
the case, Tanaka's love for 'Naoki' grew tenfold over the course of the
day.
"When we were in school, I told you I loved you." Tanaka told him as
they
strolled along the path leading to one of the art museums. "Now, I'm
sure of
it."
'Naoki' stopped and turned Tanaka toward him. His eyes were full of
deep
sorrow and pain. He gazed into her eyes and spoke, softly.
"I know," he told her genty, "and I think if the circumstances had
been
different that I would have loved you, too. I thank you for your
kindness,
but I cannot return it, nor can I return your love."
"Your lips deny a love that your eyes are screaming." Tanaka replied
as
she pressed her own lips to them. 'Naoki''s own lips remained still,
and
seemed cold, almost lifeless. For a moment, Tanaka wondered if he might
be
a vampire, with his cold lips, alabaster skin, and exotic animal eyes,
but
then she decided that such a thing was silly. There was no such thing
as
vampires or monsters from outer space. This was just a boy with a few
odd
quirks about his appearance. No doubt his skin was easily sunburned,
and he
had explained that the light hurt his eyes. So, he rarely went out into
the
sunlight and its warm never penetrated his skin, that's why it was a
little
cooler than usual.
A disapproving cough caught Tanaka by surprise and she turned to
find
one of the teachers standing there, looking sternly at her and tapping
her
foot. "I think we need to have a little talk, young lady." the elderly
Japanese woman said, strictly, as she lead Tanaka away.
"I love you, 'Naoki'." Tanaka called back to him as she was lead
away.
'Naoki' watched her go. "I love you, too." he replied, too softly
for her
to hear. "I always will."