Subject: [NGE] [Fanfic] Shinji's Dream
From: Christopher J Angel
Date: 12/25/1997, 11:07 PM
To: fanfic@fanfic.com

OK, I'll be honest, I dreamed this one up.  It's NOT finished yet, I think
I need to work it a bit more, but I thought I'd be something nice to put
out for X-mas.  Some ideas on how this  oculd be polished would be welcome

In many ways, it's a sequal to Asuka's Love.

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"Misato?  Where's Shinji?" Asuka asked as she came out of her room.

Misato finished guzzling her beer and let out a loud whoop, then looked a
bit embarrased.  "He's not going to school today, Asuka.  He's still not
feeling well since the 12th Angel."

"Wimp," Asuka snorted. "It's his own fault for charging off like that."
She turned to go back to her room, and bit her lip worriedly.  *He's been
like this for days,* she thought.  *Well, he can't just stay in there
forever!*  With that, she steeled herself and marched over to Shinji's
room, throwing the door open, ready to yell him to wakefullness.

Her shout died in her throat as she saw Shinji asleep, but twisting and
turning as he did so.  She walked over to the side of his futon and saw
his face steaked with tears.  As she watched, he softly whimpered.
"No..."

Asuka kneeled beside him, and reached out to shake him awake.  Just before
she touched him, Shinji curled up into a ball.  "Don't..."  Her hand
froze.

"Don't, Father..."  Asuka dropped her hand to her side, and stood to leave
the room.  "Don't take her away!"

*Her?* Asuka wondered.  *Who?*

"Please don't leave me...no, Rei..."  

Asuka felt herself growing angry.  *So he loves Wonder Girl, does he?* she
seethed.  *Fine then, I'll leave him to his little perverted dreams,* she
thought, denying the stinging in her eyes.  She walked out the door and
prepared to slide it shut.

"Asuka!"  Shinji had one of his hands raised up, like he was reaching for
something.  "NO!  Don't go!"  It took Asuka a moment to realize he was
still asleep.  "Don't take her away Father.  I love her, Rei!  Don't take
her!"

*What the hell?* Asuka wondered.  *'I love her, Rei'?  Who's 'her'?*  She
went and kneeled by Shinji's side again, and watched the sleeping boy's
face.  He was crying as he slept, much more fiercely than he was before.

"Please don't go, Asuka, I love you!"  Asuka gasped in shock, and Shinji
sprung to awakefulness.  "Asuka!  You're still here!"  He suddenly reached
out and dragged her down, hugging her.

Asuka shoved the boy away from her, and rolled away from him.  "What do
you think you're doing, you pervert?" she demanded.

Shinji seemed to finally wake up fully.  "Oh, sorry," he apologised.  "Bad
dream."

"That doesn't excuse you grabbing me like that!" Asuka yelled agrilly.  "I
can't believe you...you...you PERVERT!!  Now come on, you'll be late for
school." She stood and stormed out of the room and went back into hers to
get ready, still angry.

Shinji watched her leave with a smile, and then shook his head ruefully.
"What a dream."

***

"Shinji?" Asuka asked as they walked.  "What were you dreaming about?"

Shinji blushed and hung his head.  "It's a bit silly," he stalled.  "I
dreamt everyone was being taken away from me."  Involuntarily, he
shuddered.  "I remember when I used to want to be left alone."

"So if you want to be left alone," Asuka retorted, "why was it such a bad
dream?"

"I'd...I'd really rather not talk about it," Shinji said uncomfortably.

"Wimp," Asuka snorted again, and began to run ahead of him to the school.
"I'd never let anyone take me away."

******

Well?  I think it needs a little more...closure or something.

Christopher Angel
cja124@mail.usask.ca
http://www.engr.usask.ca/~cja124