Well, what do you know? Less than 24 hours after writing my
first story for the List, here's my second.
Sudden, irrepressible inspiration, or just the incredible willpower
that can be summoned up by someone really, really determined
to put off working on his term papers? You decide.
Seriously, this is dedicated to the nice folks who wrote back to
say they liked my first story. I can personally guarantee that
anyone who does send in comments will receive in return a
beautiful, hand-crafted...er...e-mail...whether you like what I
write or not.
Apologies if this has already been done before. I'd be surprised
if it hasn't. Hope you enjoy it.
The New Girl
Lunchtime at Crossroads Junior High.
Serena was boooooored.
She wandered the school grounds, wondering where to eat her
lunch, and with whom. Amy was inside, working on some extra
credit project in the computer lab. Raye...oh, Raye went to a
different school entirely. And Molly...Serena's spirits drooped
further.
Molly, for all she knew, was still in bed, still in the fetal ball she
had curled up into when the three of them had brought her home
a few nights earlier, after Nephlyte vanished...<No, after he
died,> she corrected her own thought. <We can't pretend it
didn't really happen. That wouldn't be fair to him. Or to Molly.>
She couldn't quite remember how the three of them had
changed back to normal and got her home without any
questions being asked. But they could probably have
detransformed right in front of Molly at the time without her even
noticing, she was so lost in her grief and her guilt. Amy had
stayed with Molly in her room for a while. She wanted to make
sure she didn't slip into shock. Serena and Raye had comforted
Molly's mother, telling her...something. She accepted everything
they said with a nod, but without really understanding, tears in
her eyes. <We weren't very fair to her, either.>
Serena sighed. Why did it have to be so _hard_ to help people,
sometimes? Sometimes there was nothing you could do, and
nothing you could say, to make anyone feel better, and it didn't
matter that you could change into someone else who was better
at fighting monsters when you couldn't help your real friends
when they were hurting.
She shuffled her feet in the grass. <I need to do something to
cheer myself up. I need to cheer someone _else_ up. Maybe
that'll help.> She brightened a little. <Yeah. Just talk to
someone. Listen to them. Make a difference to someone I _can_
help.>
Serena's walk became more confident with each step. <Right! I
can _do_ this! Now...who do I know whose day needs a little
sunshine?>
A spectacled spectacle of broomlike hair and pimples burst up
from behind a shrub just beside her. "Hi, Serena! I have to warn
you about...Urk!"
"WAK!!! Melvin!!" She bounced back up from her startled fall--
that was _Melvin's_ fault, and not her own clumsiness--and
shook him by the collar like a rat. "How many ways can I say
it...NEVER SNEAK UP ON ME!"
"B-but, a-all I w-wanted was to w-warn you," he gasped, his
teeth still rattling, "to keep your distance from the new girl. She's
supposed to be a karate maniac."
"Oh, yeah?" This got Serena's interest. She'd heard about this
girl. "The transfer student?" It was almost unheard of for a
student to change schools in the middle of the semester like
that.
"A _disciplinary_ transfer." Melvin checked his memo book.
"Kicked out of her old school for fighting. Rumor has it that she
got some people seriously hurt. Wild stuff about brawling and
damage to school property."
"Do you know which one she is?" Serena looked around for an
unfamiliar face among the lunchtime crowd.
"Ummm...yeah. That's her, right over there, the other side of that
tree."
Serena saw dark hair, slumped shoulders, and a pretty face--
eyes down, mouth opening and closing around forkfuls of food.
She was chewing with a vengeance, and even at a distance
Serena could tell that her jaws would be clenched tight with
anger if it weren't for having to eat lunch. She was a bit of an
expert when it came to eating, and when it came to moods, and
she knew how to read the signs. This girl was almost rigid with
suppressed hostility.
Perfect.
"Are you sure that all that about her is true, Melvin?"
Melvin adjusted his glasses, pouring an ocean of wounded pride
into the gesture. "Serena, you should know by now that there's
_nothing_ I take more seriously than my gossip. You...hey, wait.
What are you doing? Come back! Don't go over there!" He
watched in horror as Serena smiled and walked over to the new
girl. <This is what I've been looking for!> she thought. She
remembered Amy telling her how lonely she had been during
her first days at Crossroads, how she had thought everyone was
against her, talking about her behind her back. Amy had told her
how grateful she had felt when Serena just came up to her and
talked with her; it had been her first really happy moment at the
new school...
Melvin, still behind the bush, frantically waved, trying to call
Serena back, but she was off in one of her own little
worlds...<Oh, well. Trust Serena to hit it off with a martial arts
psychopath.>
She had her fingers crossed behind her back, a bright smile on
her face, and prepared a spontaneous speech. <Hi! My name's
Serena!...> Well...she'd make up the rest of it as she went
along. She thought she was walking pretty quietly--for once. Not
quietly enough, though. The new girl spun around before
Serena got within ten feet of her. She had half-raised herself on
one hand, the other drawn back in a fist, before she stopped
herself, seeing the quaking schoolgirl in front of her was no
threat. "What do you want?" she growled.
"Er...I..hi. M-my name's..." The other shoe dropped (and not on
that creep Darien's head, for once). Both girls stared at each
other in surprised recognition.
"You?"
"You!"
"You're the girl I..."
"You're the one who..."
They both stared a moment longer, then relaxed. The dark-
haired girl even smiled.
"Well, if I'd known you were going to Crossroads, I would have
walked the rest of the way with you. You didn't have any more
trouble with those guys, did you?"
"No, they didn't hang around for seconds." Serena took it as an
invitation to sit down. At least the new girl didn't stop her. As she
looked closer, Serena saw what she had missed before from her
vantage point--this was the girl in the strange uniform who had
scared off those bullies this morning.
With her usual sense of timing, she had been late for school
again. And with her usual grace, she had plowed straight into a
trio of neighborhood toughs while rounding a corner. They were
as shocked as she was at first, but when they realized the
blonde schoolgirl stammering an apology to them was alone,
they shifted into intimidation-mode. They were pretty good at it,
in fact. Serena was wondering if she would get a chance to
transform before things got _really_ ugly when a girl with dark
hair had appeared seemingly out of nowhere. She blushed a bit
remembering the language in which the girl made her... uhh...
challenge to the bullies. The middle one strutted up to her and
started walking around her, making his own... err... intentions
clear in an equally colorful vocabulary. The dark-haired girl
never took her eyes off him. Not before she punched in under
the ribs and in the jaw, not even after he crumpled to the ground,
out cold. She gave the other two the same cold-eyed glare as
she flipped one right over her shoulder and kicked the other
somewhere painful. Serena remembered thinking that that last
kick might have been a bit excessive, since the third bully was
already backing off, his hands held up. But she wasn't about to
argue when the girl turned to her, her eyes barely softening.
"You okay?"
"Yeah. I think so. You were...great."
"Huh."
"You're a really good fighter."
"Yeah. Whatever."
"I mean it. I've never seen anyone move that fast."
The girl flushed a bit. Not with pride. "You don't get around
enough. Take care." She turned and walked away without
another word.
And now that same girl was sitting in front of her, waiting for her
next move.
Serena was at a loss. She tried to remember what she was out
here for. "Um, at least now I have a chance to thank you for
helping me out this morning."
"No problem."
Serena waited a moment. No takers for that conversation-
starter? Going...going...she looked into the new girl's chilly
stare. Gone. <What can I talk to her about? Her hair? Her
clothes? Ah!>
"I would probably have asked to walk to school with you myself if
I'd known you went to school here. You're still wearing your old
school's uniform...?"
"The new one's not ready yet."
More silence.
<Ohhh-KAY. I really, _really_ didn't want to do this, but I guess I
have to. It might not cheer her up, but at least it'll get her talking
to me.>
She took a deep breath. Her voice squeaked a bit with nervous
tension as she launched into exactly the wrong subject to bring
up with this particular new girl. "So, I hear you were kicked out
of your old school for fighting..."
She squeezed her eyes tightly shut and waited for the explosion.
What she heard was a long-drawn, hissing breath, followed by a
slow exhale. Serena peeked. No fists. The girl's arms were in
fact crossed on her knees, which she had drawn up and was
hugging. There was a quirky smile on her lips.
"Thanks. I guess I was curious about how long it would take for
that story to get around. I was just scared to find out for real."
"Word gets around," Serena agreed. <Whew. Still alive.> "No-
one seems to know too much about you other than that. If you'd
like, you could start setting them straight...beginning with me?"
"I don't think so. I don't think I'll be making too many friends
here. Probably won't be here long enough before they send me
off again."
"You know, this isn't such a bad place to be. There are a lot of
good people here, if you'd just give them a chance." <This isn't
quite going the way I'd hoped!>
"No thanks. Don't get the wrong idea." She looked over at the
wilting Serena. "I don't have anything against you personally. In
fact, I ought to be the one thanking you for this morning."
Serena blinked. "Huh?"
The ice came back into the new girl's eyes. "For giving me a
chance to take out a few frustrations before school. I'm sure I'd
have collected a couple of detentions so far today if we hadn't
met those three."
It was Serena's turn to be quiet for a while. "Do you _like_ to
fight?" she asked, not sure this was the best thing to say, but
sure she had to follow this through to the end.
The dark-haired girl sighed again, and actually put her forehead
down on her knees. "I...did. I do, I guess. Or I used to think I did,
and now I've convinced myself I do. I don't know."
"You're good at it."
This earned a laugh. "Not as good as you think."
"And at your old school? You got into a lot of fights there?"
"Nearly every day. But it wasn't my fault! It was always some
stupid thing or another."
"So you were defending yourself."
"No. Not really. Most of the time it wasn't really serious. But one
thing led to another. The fighting...it was something I was always
good at. Well...it was something I _wanted_ to be good at. But
it...took things away from me. First it was just time. I'd always get
to school late because of my fighting. Then it started getting in
the way other things I liked doing. I couldn't go out with my
friends or do anything just fun without something happening to
start a fight. And even when I wasn't the one starting anything, it
all just seemed to follow me around, like trouble knew who I was
and where I lived."
Serena thought about this.
"I know what you mean," she said, quietly. "It's sometimes like
that for me. Crazy stuff...just happens. And it comes up just
when you think you can relax and be happy with your friends.
You can't get away from it. It's not your fault. It's just stuff that
happens to you."
The dark-haired girl nodded.
"Can I tell you something?"
Serena looked up, distracted from her own personal inner
scrapbook of monsters and battles.
"Yeah. I mean...yes. I'm listening."
"It's all true about me. Everything you've heard. Everything."
Serena opened her mouth to say something, but the new girl
waved her into silence.
"I hurt some people. Badly. At the time it didn't seem like such a
big deal. We'd been though it all before. It was like a kind of
routine we followed. I didn't start it. But that didn't matter. If you'd
asked me at the time, I'd have told you that the people I hurt
even deserved it. They didn't. They were my... friends. And I
never really realized that until after I'd done things to them I'll
never forgive myself for." She paused. "After it happened... well,
everyone just seemed to decide that it would be better for all
concerned if I 'got a fresh start' at a new school. I can't blame
them, I guess. They wanted to get me away from where it
happened, from the people who knew me. I suppose it's for the
best. I couldn't really have faced them, once they knew what I
had done. I can only imagine what they had to tell the principal
here to get him to accept me."
Serena's mouth was dry. She tried to swallow, clear her throat,
do anything to dislodge the awful feeling that she was about to
start crying. The dark-haired girl noticed this, and tried to smile.
"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to bring you down so far before you've
even eaten your lunch." She offered Serena a napkin.
"That's...alright. You know," she sniffed a bit and wiped her
eyes, "I think there are more people around here who would
understand what you're going through than you might think."
The new girl gave her a look. "Something tells me I've already
found one."
The two sat silently for a moment before the new girl gestured to
her lunch. "Would you like to share? Usually when I'm angry I
eat a ton. I guess I'm not quite as angry as I thought I'd be when
I packed lunch this morning."
"Would I?!?" Serena shouted before forcing down her natural
reaction at the offer of food. "I mean...sure I would. Your lunch
looks great!"
"Here...would you like to try one of these muffins? I made them
myself."
The new girl barely had time to hold it out before Serena
snatched it up, opened her mouth wide and bit off fully half of it.
And turned green.
The dark-haired girl's eyes began to frost over again as Serena
desperately chewed, trying to wad the horrible mouthful small
enough to swallow in a single gulp without tasting more of it than
she absolutely had to. She was turning purple when the
offended baker asked in a carefully flattened voice, "What's the
matter? You don't like it?"
"Nnnaaarrg....nnnurrkh..." <gulp> "N-no. It's..." The lump
splashed into her stomach, which roiled around it, trying to
decide whether to pass it on without comment or send it back up
with loud complaints. "It's ffff-ff-fine."
The dark-haired girl watched Serena's barely suppressed gasps
and the tears in her eyes, and made a decision. She passed her
a juice box wordlessly.
"Th-thanks." <slluuuurrrp. Whew.>
She gave the new girl a more genuine smile and held out her
hand. "My name's Serena Tsukino. Do you want to be friends?"
The dark-haired girl smiled back and took her hand. "Sure. I'm
Akane Tendo."
The End.
(unless anyone is really interested in seeing where this idea
might go from here...)
Jim Champagne
jwchampagne@msn.com
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This is an original work of fiction based on characters and ideas
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