I HATE FANFIC WRITING!!! Nothing I write comes out the way I want it too!

I

can NEVER capture the mood or feeling I want the fic to have. It never
looks like anything I had originally intended! All my writing BLOWS! I

HATE

IT! I HATE IT ALL!!!

Well then you're in the wrong place, ain'tcha?

I am LOSING MY MIND! I'll spend two weeks constantly working on one
paragraph, only to end up tossing the entire thing! It's SICKENING! If I
had access to a shotgun, I would surly be on America's Most Wanted by

now!

Sure you wouldn't rather use it on yourself? Put yourself out of our
misery?

How the hell do you people do it? How the hell do you guys write so GOD
DAMN magnificently?!? HOW HOW HOW?!? Tell me! It makes me so ANGRY that
what I have to work so damn hard on comes so easily to all of you! You

guys

don't even have to try! You constantly turn out one great piece after the
other, with virtually no effort at all! It's not fair! Nothings Fair! I
HATE THIS WORLD! I HATE EVERYTHING!

Who says we don't have to try? Writing itself is not easy. Writing
something *good* is hard work. Any of us...me, Lawson-san, Zen, Biles,
Pratt-san, Davies-san...I'm sure we all have examples of times we've
struggled with a piece. As for hating the world and everything, I suggest a
psychiatrist...maybe some nice medication can help you...

Arghs! That's it! I quit! I can't take this any more! No more writing for
me! I was OBVIOUSLY never cut out for this line of work! Writing is for
PEOPLE who actually HAVE talent, something that I lack! Something that

most

everyone else has BUT ME! You guys don't know how lucky you are!

Believe me, we do. Every single time I receive C&C on any of my fics, I
know I'm lucky.

Now, please, move on to the next post and pretend this never existed. I

am

sorry about my over-sized mouth, but, my writing has been causing me
unbelievable amounts of frustration lately. I REALLY had to left off some
steam. I'm not blaming any of you, just myself. That's all.

Well, all I can say is...get help.

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Reunions and tearful farewells in Tokyo, and the
start of a dangerous trek to find the Escudo, as
the young defenders of Cephiro prepare for the
dangerous battle to come.
Jikai ni: Onna: Red Side, Chapter 20.
Don't miss it!

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One Planet.
One Weapon.
Zero Hope.
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