Okay, about the time I was done with my little stint into writing
lemons and when I had reached a stopping point in my No Need For
Perverts Ranma series, I started writing a new series of fics. They were
originally intended to deal with possible suicide attempts by two of the
Ranma cast members, as written by someone who had hospitalized himself
three times in his own attempts. Then I saw the back story, connected it
with my upcoming Mousse and Shampoo epic and the current incarnation of
Jiatsu Bakuha was born.

	Suicide Blast was both one of my most widely read works and my most
frustrating. People saw the titles, assumed they were simply more
angst/dark fics and ignored them. Others gave them a chance, after much
berating on my part, and came to accept them as they were. I'd like to
take this whole thing, leave the suicide bits as simple chapters in
these character's lives and get on with the story. Thus, I'm reposting
my first two chapters, Uses Of the Knife (Ukyo's Story) and part one of
Suicide Blast (Ryouga's Story) I've revised them from the C&C I
originally got and now repost them only to remind you of what went on
before, so that I can follow up with the latest installment in this
series Suicide Blast II, Dead Men Don't Dream. 

	I hope you enjoy, reread, or finally give them a chance. As for my
request, I need some prereaders. Suicide Blast II has been delayed for
so long due to problem with the begining, and I DESPERATELY need people
to see if I've fixed this snaffu. I also need people to help with the
ending. Everyone's welcome, no everyone's is BEGGED to participate.