I am starting to get really depressed here. Back at Katsucon, two
months ago, I had mentioned at the panel that I was going to write a
TENCHI MUYO! story entitled "Mother's Day", which I hoped to have
done by Mother's Day.
Well, two months have gone by, Mother's Day has come and gone, and I
have written *squat*. No, scratch that. I wrote the prologue four
weeks ago, but it's garbage and I can't release it. Near the end, I
was getting tired, but I was afraid to quit writing for fear I
wouldn't be able to start again any time soon, so I rushed it.
I am having a great deal of trouble finding time to write while
working full-time. Work takes the best hours of the day from me.
I'd love to write after coming home, but I just don't know how. I'm
too drained. In a sense, the problem is that my job is too
interesting. As a software engineer, I write code and hunt down bugs
all day long. By the end of the day, I'm all thunk out. When I sold
shoes, I had problems with being tired, but I still managed to push
out a chapter of something every month. The job was maddeningly
boring, so I had plenty of time to work through story ideas in my
head.
I'd be curious to know how other people manage to work full-time and
still remain an active fanfic writer. Or perhaps fanfic writing is
better left to the college kids. :-(
------RM
Well, full time jobs _and_ Junior High both take out the best hours of the
day. Only at Junior High, you get a Study Period!
Mako