Very harsh language approachin'!!! 



<rant mode>
FUCK!!!!! FUCK!!!! You have no idea jus' how pissed off I am right now. I am
ready to kill someone!!!!! FUCK!!!!! Guess what?!! My 'Ranma's girls' fanfic got
deleted!!!! That's UNFUCKINGBELIEVEABLE!!!!! I saved THREE copies of it on disk.
The one copy that has been recently updated DOESN'T work. The file got
corrupted. I lost so much it's unbelieveable All that work...down the fucking
drain. And I wrote SO much. The one on my webpage is around 560 kbs. The one
that got deleted was somewhere around 600+kbs!!!! I can't believe I lost that
much. I've added some  scenes also, and I'm POSITIVE I'll never be able to
recreate those scenes again no matter how hard I try. I'm so pissed I've even
given some thought to just ENDING the damn story where Ranma DOES die and FORGET
about the other scenes I had planned...jus' so I can get that story finished. IT
almost isn't worth the frustration!!! I'm ready to chuck my freakin' computer
right out the window. I don't really know what I did to have this happen to me.
I haven't touched my fanfic in about a week, and when I check it out, it's gone.
Yes, I've TRIED to undelete it, and it came up with nothing!!! Argh!!! And I've
finally introduced another character into that story!!! And now it's all gone!!!
I've lost some scenes I've added throughout the story!!! It wasn't just the
later installment I lost, but the added scenes foreshadowing those later
installments I've lost also!!! The thought of having to rewrite ALOT of scenes
serious depreciates the enjoyment I was having from writin' 'Ranma's girls'...

</rant mode>


I'm sorry everybody for the extreme use of language. I had to get this off my
chest. This was the first time this had happened to me. I've couldn't believe
what I saw when I opened up my 'Ranma's girls' file and saw nothing. And when I
checked the size of the file in DOS and came up with 0kbs, that drove me over
the edge. I've been workin' on this fanfic for so long that I would have made
Zen proud ;) I posted it on this a short while ago, and I got some pretty good
resonses to it, askin' that I please finish it. Now the story's gonna be delayed
because findin' out that I lost almost a small fanfic worth of text had
seriously gotten me uninterested in writin' for now.

Am I the only one that's this unlucky? Please, please tell me I'm not the only
one. I need some company. I need some sympathy. I need some form of attenion,
damnit, that's what I need.This is just' TOO depressing and frustrating that I'd
have to go through alone. Misery loves company Y'know.


PS- If you wanna flame me for the harsh language, please go right ahead. I'm
well aware that I must have broken some rule of conduct in posting that SPAM
here. I'm pretty sure I've offended at least some people with my rantings. I
guess I deserve it.

Feel free to make me feel even worse than I already feel. if it'll make ya feel
any better...


-OneShot, whom needs a sympathetic hug and a shoulder to cry on but probably
won't get any because he was swore too much earlier in the message ^_^;