Subject: "One Hour" (R1/2) (Revised)
From: fcasper
Date: 4/6/1997, 11:56 PM
To: Magic Knight Kyone
CC: fanfic@fanfic.com

This story was originally a lemon but I have rewritten it into a
serious story.

	I was a little put-out about receiving only three feedback e-mails for
"Reunions" which i really worked hard on, and I was going to make this
another serious story and then decided the heck with it and turned it
into a *sensitive* lemon only to have people complain to me that I
ruined a beautiful setup.  So if I offended anybody with the previous
version, I apologize and I now present this non-lemon version of the
story for those who liked the setup to make ammends.

BTW, if you did like the story or wanted to see the sex scene, I will be
glad to send it to you.  ;)

Sincerely,

Megane 6.7


"ONE HOUR"

(A Ranma 1/2 Fanfic)

>From the Desk of Megane 6.7

This is a work of Fiction.  All Characters and Landmarks, are the 
property of Rumiko Takahashi, Shogakukan Video, Kitty Films, 
Viz Video, Shonen Sunday, and anyone else who legally owns the 
rights.  


DECEMBER 31, 1996
THE TENDO DOUJOU
11:00 P.M.


	The sounds of mass celebration were still within earshot of 
Ranma Saotome as he lay on the roof of the Tendo Doujou with his 
arms by his sides.  It was a beautiful night and the full moon was in 
perfect view.  Ranma had given up trying to sleep hours ago and 
was now content to stargaze until he fell tired.

	"I don't see what the big deal is about the new year coming 
and all."  Ranma thought to himself as he gazed upwards at the sea of
stars.  "When it finally comes, I'll still be stuck with three fiancees 
and I'll still have my curse.  It's not like I can start over again or 
nothin."

	Ranma sighed to himself as he recalled some of the events of
the past year that had happened to him.  "It's almost like nothing has
changed at all.  Akane still hits me all the time, I'm still being 
challenged by weirdoes and pursued by perverts all the time.  Shampoo 
won't leave me alone.  I still can't see mom as a guy and I'm failing
math in school.  If anything life's gotten worse for me!  At least when
I was on the road all the time I only had to put up with Pop.  Of
course, being on the road with Pop is what lead me to all my troubles in
the first place....  

	"Ranma?"

	Ranma was startled out of his thoughts as he turned to the 
source of the voice and saw Kasumi standing on a ladder against the 
house.  She had a look of curiosity and concern on her face.   "Is 
everything all right Ranma?"

	"Oh it's you.   I'm okay.  Just can't sleep."

	"Sleep?  Don't you want to see the coming of the new year?"
Kasumi asked him.

	"Why?"  Ranma replied wearily.  "Nothing's going to change
anyway." 	      
  
 	Suddenly Kasumi started to climb up on the roof.  Ranma 
was mildly surprised by this but nonetheless sat up and gave her a 
helping hand as she crawled across the ceramic tiles and lay 
down beside where Ranma was a moment ago.  Ranma wondered if 
Kasumi would be safe up here but after a few moments and no sign of 
her sliding off, Ranma resumed his spot a few feet away from 
her and stared up into the sky again.

	"Why do you say that?"  Kasumi asked as she joined him in
stargazing.

	"It's just....All these things have been happening to me all 
year and it seems like nothing I've done has had a lasting effect.  I'm
still knee-deep in trouble."  Ranma replied somberly.

	"Why do you think nothing has changed Ranma?"  Kasumi 
asked curiously.

	"Because all of my problems are still here.  You'd think in a 
whole year's time I'd be able to deal with at least one of my problems 
but just when I think I've got it solved, something happens to mess it 
up all over again!  Either that or a new problem develops!  I can't 
keep up at this rate!"

	"Things aren't as bad as they seem."  Kasumi said.

	"Oh yeah?  How have things changed?  I have enemies out 
for my blood, perverts out for my girl side, promises that *I* never
made...."  Ranma retorted.

	 "What promises are you referring to exactly?"  Kasumi 
wondered aloud.

	"Everything!"  Ranma shouted with exasperation.  "Pop
made me decide between Ucchan and okonomiyaki when I was too
young to understand what he meant!  "Pop promised for me that I'd
marry Akane and that I'd grow up to be a man among men for my 
mother!  Thanks to him, I can't even tell my mom that her son is 
right here....

	Kasumi's eyes began to grow misty  "I....I know it's hard to 
pretend to be someone else when you're with your mother...."

	"Hard?!  It sucks!"  Ranma growled. 

	"....But at least you have a mother to talk to...."  Kasumi's 
voice was full of sadness.

	Ranma suddenly felt his heart grow cold as he realized what
Kasumi meant.  He immediately became apologetic.  "I'm....I'm 
sorry....I forgot about...."

	Kasumi tried her best to smile.  "It's alright.  I'm just trying
to point out that at least you have a mother to hug and talk to, even if
you're pretending to be someone else.  When my mother died, Father
fell apart emotionally and it was up to me to take care of Akane and 
Nabiki because he couldn't bear to talk about her without bursting 
into tears.  I forced myself to be strong so I could help everyone else
through it so I mourned in private where no one could see me because
I didn't want to upset them any further."

	Ranma swallowed hard as he considered Kasumi's words.  
"Maybe you're right.  I am lucky that I can see her at all but it still 
sucks that I can't be who I am, who she wants to see most of all, who
I want to be most of all...."

	"A man."  Kasumi guessed,

	"Yeah....I admit being a girl has had it's advantages in the 
past but I'd GLADLY give it all up to never be a girl again!  To not 
be chased and pawed and gawked at by freaks like Happosai and 
Kunou and Mikado and...."

	"I see your point.  But hasn't being a girl given you an idea
on how we feel about certain things?

	"Such as?"  Ranma frowned.

	"You wonder why Akane keeps hitting you yet you call her 
things like uncute and tomboy...."

	"She starts it!  She calls me a pervert and a jerk!  She never 
believes anything I say and she always takes her anger out on me!  
Besides, I'm only being honest with her!  She acts like a tomboy!"

	"She just hasn't gotten along very well with boys.  Remember, 
they used to attack her every morning before you arrived and that 
Kunou person used to ask her out on dates all the time.  You both got 
off on the wrong foot when she walked in on you in the bathroom...."

	"She still blames me for that?!  She walked in on me!  How 
does that make ME a pervert!?"  a frustrated Ranma replied.  "Besides
my point is that except for a few minor things, nothing has really 
changed!  Why should I look forward to something like a new year 
anyway?"

	"Maybe things will go better this year than the last.  There's
always hope."  Kasumi replied softly as she lay back 

	Ranma looked over at Kasumi.  "How do you do it Kasumi?
How do you manage to be so cheerful, year after year?"

	Kasumi was silent for a long moment, giving serious 
consideration to the question.

	"I....I guess it's partly because I've had to be strong for 
everyone else's sake when mother died.  I never really had time to
be sad.  So I convinced myself to always look on the bright side of
a situation, no matter how grim it may be."

	"But I've seen you get upset before...."  Ranma remarked.

	"It's not a matter of being upset as it is trying to see the 
positive aspects of something.  It's.....It's hard to put into words. 
It's similar to putting a candle in a dark room.  No matter how dark and 
vast the room may be, it can't block out the light of that candle, no 
matter how small it may be.  Do you understand?"	

	"I....I think I do."  Ranma's face was unusually contemplative
as he digested Kasumi's words and their meaning.

	There was another long pause while they both watched the 
night sky.	

	"Kasumi, can I ask you an question?"  Ranma suddenly spoke up.

	"Of course, Ranma."  Kasumi replied while still staring up.

	"When I....that is....When Pop brought me to your house for the first
time and you knew your dad wanted one of you to marry me....Did you have
any interest in me at all?"

	"Honestly....no."  Kasumi replied in a quiet voice.  "I was caught off
guard by your transformation into a girl.  I....I panicked."

	"And that's why you and Nabiki convinced our parents Akane was the best
choice?"

	"Well....Akane did hate boys....It seemed to be the proper...."
Kasumi stopped and sighed.  "No.  The truth is we were both scared and
we used Akane to escape.  I'm ashamed to admit it but I wasn't ready to
marry someone who changed into a girl.  None of us were.  But I still
pushed for Akane."  Kasumi lowered her head in shame and embarressment.
"I'm sorry."

	Ranma gently placed a hand on her shoulder.  "It's okay....I know it
was a tough spot to be in.  At the time, all I wanted to do was go back
to China and get cured.  I *loathed* being a girl, to be stared at and
ridiculed....I must have really scared you, huh?"

	"But I should have been the one.....I mean....I was supposed to be the
strong one, to take responsibility when no one else could or would....I
know now that I should have been the one to accept the engagement but I
was too frightened...." 	  	

	Ranma's eyes were very wide as he exclaimed.  "You would have let
yourself be engaged to someone you didn't even know?  Just like that?"

	"Why not?  You accepted it easily enough."  Kasumi pointed out.

	"Well...."  Ranma placed his hand behind his head.  "I don't know if
accept is the right word....tolerate, maybe.  But you always had a
choice."

	"Did I?  Sometimes I wonder if I truely did.  I know Nabiki would have
rather died than accept this engagement against her will, because she
used to always being in control of a situation.  And if Akane hadn't
eventually accepted your engagement, I have little doubt the
responsibility would have eventually fallen to me."	
	
	"Accepted?  Since when did Akane accept our engagment?!  All she does
is accuse me of things I haven't done and hit me with her mallet!"

	"Ranma....have you ever asked yourself why she does that?  Why she
can't stand the thought of another girl near you, and why she constantly
fights with you?"

	"Because she's an uncute, sexless tomboy with an unreasonable temper?" 
Ranma replied with a straight face.

	Kasumi sighed.  "Never mind.  Someday perhaps, you'll figure it out. 
What I'm trying to say is that it was my duty to accept the engagment. 
My family means more to me than life itself.  I have given myself to
them and this house completely, forsaking everything else.  When I tried
to pass you off on Akane, it was the first time in a long time that I
was thinking of myself, that I didn't want to be engaged to a boy who
was three years younger than me and changed into a girl.  It made me
feel so bad that I thought of myself over others....

	Kasumi lasped into silence again while Ranma tried to make sense of
what she was saying.  "It....It sounds to me like you're punishing
herself for being selfish, but what you did wasn't selfish, it was a
matter of choice.  Granted Akane wasn't interested in me either but if
it had been me in your place, I would have done the same thing."

	Kasumi remained silent while Ranma continued.  "I'm not very good at
talking like this....To be honest, I perfer to fight a problem rather
than solve it and that's gotten me into more trouble than I care to
admit.  But it's still my choice whether or not I want to eventually
marry Akane.  Pop keeps telling me it's a matter of honor but then he
ignores his promise of honor to Ucchan, not to mention every other girl
he promised me to in exchange for food.

	Ranma took a deep breath as he continued.  "I don't blame you for not
wanting me.  If you had, look at all the problems you would have been
stuck with.  Believe me, you were lucky."

	Kasumi looked up at Ranma and suddenly began to laugh.  It was a joyful
sound, like a soothing melody.  

	"What'd I say?"  Ranma was puzzled.

	Kasumi just laughed harder at that.  Soon she was laughing so hard she
could barely keep her balance on the roof.  Then she eventually stopped
laughing and wiped her eyes.  "I'm....I'm sorry.... I was just laughing
at the irony....I came up here to cheer you up and now here you are
cheering me up.  It just struck me as funny.  I don't know why."

	Ranma smiled at that.  Then he stared at Kasumi as if noticing
something for the first time.

	"What is it?"  Kasumi asked, curious at what had captured his
attention.

	"It's....It's nothing....Don't worry about it."  Ranma tried to shrug
it off.

	"No, what is it?"  Kasumi insisted.

	Ranma was quiet for a long moment.  "It's just....this may sound silly
but until now, I've never seen you laugh.  I always see you smile, but
I've never seen you laugh."

	Kasumi froze. Solid.  Her hand went to her mouth immediately.  Her face
was a mask of shock.

	"Kasumi?  Is everything all right?"  A concerned Ranma asked as he
walked closer to her.     

	"It's just....It...."  Kasumi stammered.  "You're right....I haven't
laughed since....since my mother died."

	"I'm sorry!  I didn't mean...."

	"It's okay....It never occured to me until now.  I always put on a
smile whenever people needed it but when something was funny, I just
couldn't make myself laugh, no matter how hard I tried.  No one seemed
to notice so after a while I stopped trying."
 		
	Ranma felt a lump growing in his throat.  "Kasumi, when was the last
time you felt like yourself?"

	Kasumi seemed to flinch slightly as she replied.  "W....What do you
mean?"

	"I mean when was the last time you felt something like this...."

	Ranma suddenly but gently placed his arms around Kasumi.  Then he
gently brought her chin up to face him and tilted his head forward....

	Kasumi's eyes were wide and frightened, she wanted to pull away and yet
her body refused to let her, betraying her true feelings and need for
someone.  She closed her eyes as her lips met with Ranma's.

	She had not been kissed by anybody for a long time.  While she had
tried it a few times when she was in pre-school, she had never had a
boyfriend of her own.  A part of her wanted to break away, to say this
was wrong and that she was betraying her sister....

	But she wanted this kiss, needed this kiss so badly that she wrapped
her own arms around Ranma's neck and held him tight.  For that moment,
Kasumi was truly happy for the first time in years.

	Then Kasumi released the kiss, Ranma was almost reluctant to do so but
nonetheless complied.  Kasumi smiled again, only this time it was
different somehow, as if the other one no longer suited her.

	"Thank you, Ranma.  I needed that."  Kasumi said.

	"I....I think I did too...."  Ranma remarked as they both laughed. 
Meanwhile the sounds of celebration were growing louder around them.  It
was one minute to the new year, when old acquaintances would be
forgotten, new promises made and broken....

	Kasumi and Ranma resumed their places on the roof and watched as the
dark sky began to erupt with fireworks.  Kasumi and Ranma watched the
colorful display of colors with awe as they could hear the final
countdown until the new year.

	5....

	"Ranma...."  Kasumi whispered.

	4....

	"Yes, Kasumi-Chan...."  Ranma whispered back.

	3....

	"I never told this to anyone...."  Kasumi began.

	2....

 	"Said what?"  Ranma replied, puzzled.

	1....

	"I'll whisper it to you...."  Kasumi leaned closer.

	"HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!"

	Ranma's eyes went wide as he heard Kasumi's confession.  
Then he smiled and whispered something back to Kasumi as the 
celebration around them reached it's peak.

	"Sometimes, I feel the same way."		         		
	
THE END


What did Kasumi say to Ranma?  I leave it to your imagination.

I hope you like this version better than the previous one.  C&C is more
than welcome, it's needed!  :)  

Coming Soon: A new lemon yet unamed and "Wishing Upon the Same Star"
Part 6.  (As soon as Zen finishes with the C&C, no hurry....;p)