Okay, here is Part II of Chapter 7 of the fanfic "Before & After."  Warning:
THIS PART HAS YAOI/SLASH (Male and Male Sex).  Read it at your own risk if
you are offended by this kind of material.  This is the first time I've ever
written ANY lemons.  NEway, constructive C & C are welcome.  Have fun reading.

--Shuuichi Minamino
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BEFORE & AFTER
Chapter 7
Part 2

 "I feel your lips
  I taste your skin
  I need to know
  I need to feel you from within
  As your blood burns through my skin
  I feel complete
  I breathe you in
  It's where you end and I begin
  If only I could stay here... forever
  So much to tell you
  So much to show you
  So much to confide
  Now that I'm inside you
  We are flesh
  We are one
  So why do I feel so much guilt
  For what I've done?
  As your blood burns my skin
  I feel release
  I breathe you in
  It's where you end and I begin
  If I could only stay here... forever
  So much to tell you
  So much to give you
  So much to confide
  Now that I'm inside you."
			 -"Inside You" by Stabbing Westward

	*What?!* Something was definitely wrong here.  For the first time Hiei felt
the strangest tinge of fear.  He struggled against Kurama, his two arms
trying to push Kurama off him.

	"...Kurama!" Hiei started.

	"No." That was Kurama's reply before he pressed his lips against Hiei's again.

	Hiei grabbed a fistful of Kurama's hair and he tried unsuccessfully to pull
Kurama's head away from him.  But Kurama only held him tighter.

	*Kurama!  What are you doing?!* Hiei had been more than shocked when Kurama
decided to do this to him.  Kurama, of all the people he knew.  What was he
trying to do?  Hiei was frightened.  He didn't know what was going on and he
wasn't sure if he wanted to know.  
	
	"Dammit!  Stop it Kurama!"  Hiei balled his fist and hit Kurama across the
face.  Hiei could see a thin stream of blood trialing out of the corner of
Kurama's mouth.  Kurama was surprised for an instant, but then he bent down
and crushed his lips to Hiei's again.
	
	For an instant Hiei actually had the urge to either punch Kurama hard
across the face again or release the black dragon, but then decided against it.

	*I don't want to hurt him...Not Kurama, not him.* Hiei thought. 

	Kurama kissed Hiei on his forehead, his tongue then traced down along his
jawline to his throat.  He sucked Hiei's skin, savoring its every taste as
he left marks on Hiei's throat.  Kurama could feel Hiei tensing beneath him,
he knew that Hiei was frightened, but he couldn't stop himself.  For some
reason, he needed release, he needed it NOW!

	*You are mine, Hiei.  Whether you like it or not.*

	Hiei closed his eyes, he could felt Kurama's tongue making its way
downward.  He then felt his shirt being pulled off.  His hands instinctively
grabbed at Kurama's.

	"Kurama! Stop! I...!!!" Kurama's lips were on his again before he could
even finish the sentence.  Kurama's right hand traveled beneath his shirt
and the fingers closed upon his nipples.  They pinched and pulled, hard.  

	Hiei arched his back in reaction to the pain.  He again attempted to push
Kurama off him but this time, Kurama simply pushed him down hard on the
mattress.  His green eyes feverish and blazing with desire and need.

	The hand now reached behind Hiei and down toward the small of his back.
They rested there and squeeze the flesh.

	A shudder ran through Hiei.  That was a strange sensation.  The fear was
slowly residing as Hiei's body responded gradually to Kurama's advances.
For some strange reasons, Hiei felt that he was actually starting to LIKE
this, as least he knew that his body liked it.  Heat and an unfamiliar
feeling of need rushed through his body.  

	As much as he would like to deny it, Hiei knew that he had always needed
someone to be there for him.  No one had ever cared for him, befriended him,
or understand him for that matter.  Kurama had been the only one.  And here
was Kurama.  It was all right, Hiei decided, as long as he still had Kurama.
It was too much for him to suffer loneliness again.  He had no one but
Kurama now.

	Kurama took his hands out of Hiei's shirt and pulled it over his head.  He
saw that Hiei had stopped struggling.  Hiei opened his eyes.  His red amber
eyes meeting Kurama's emerald ones.  Hiei could see the struggle in Kurama's
eyes.  Kurama was as frightened as he was.  Seeing that pain and fear were
shown on Kurama's beautiful face, Hiei closed his eyes.  His right hand then
reached out slowly and ran through Kurama's soft red hair.  

	*He is the only one I have left now.  He won't hurt me.  I need someone.*
Hiei opened his eyes and his right hand traced its way down Kurama's face
and dropped back down onto the mattress.

	Kurama's heart ached when he saw Hiei's eyes.  Kurama didn't want to hurt
Hiei, but wasn't this precisely what he was doing?  The expression shown in
Hiei's eyes had told Kurama that he decided to give himself completely over
to Kurama.  

	*But why?* Kurama asked himself. *Because he trusted you and he needed
you.* His other voice answered.

	Kurama kissed Hiei lightly on his left ear, then traces along his jawline
down to his neck.  He nuzzled and sucked at the hollow at the base of his
throat, savoring the taste, the taste of Hiei.  Kurama then raised up again
and in a swift movement, took off the bandage that covered Hiei's Jagan.

	Kurama traced along the edges of the Jagan, teasing and exploring.  Hiei
slowly raised his head to meet the tongue.  Kurama's mouth reclaimed Hiei's,
his tongue exploring the warmth slowly.  Hiei tentatively returned the kiss
and wrapped his arms around Kurama's back.  Kurama's mouth suddenly left
Hiei's and moved downward.  His tongue made its way down Hiei's neck and
then darted to the left nipple.  He mouthed it, his tongue darting in and
out to tease the hard nab.  It started out as the lightest teasing and
licking and slowly worked up to a soft clench with the teeth.  Hiei
shuddered and arched back instinctively toward the tongue.  Kurama then
turned his attention onto the other nipple.

	Hiei's hands were entangled in Kurama's flaming red hair.  He could feel
his body reacting as if he was on fire.  He could hear his heart beat rising
up by seconds as a groan started from his throat.

	Kurama lifted himself up and smiled at Hiei.  It was a brilliant smile, a
dazzling smile that could turn one upside down.

	*He is beautiful and I want this.* Hiei found himself thinking.

	Kurama unbottoned his own shirt and threw it aside.  He then lowered
himself and kissed his way down Hiei's body.  His tongue slowly explored
every taut muscle on Hiei's body.  It made its way around Hiei's navel and
explored.  Hiei gasped, his body tensed up, and then relaxed.  Kurama's
right hand slowly reached toward Hiei's pants and started to unfasten the
belts.  The left hand then joined the right to pull it off.  Kurama then
rised up again and pull the boots off.

	Hiei opened his eyes.  Kurama's gaze met his and then he looked away.
Kurama lowered himself down again, this time his tongue ran along the length
of Hiei's shaft.  Hiei groaned in response to the sudden pleasure.  His mind
was now drawing a blank as the feeling of his body took over.  

	Kurama continued to teased his way up and down the shaft, he then mouthed
it completely.  He sucked slowly but forcefully, drawing more groans from
Hiei.  It was not long before Hiei came for the first time in his life.  He
laid back on the mattress, exhausted.  

	Kurama raised himself up and reclaimed Hiei's mouth.  His fingers traveled
below Hiei's shaft, found the tight opening under it, and slided his fingers
in.  Hiei gasped, partly in pain, and partly in shock.

	Kurama's fingers continued to go in and out of the opening.  Hiei's fingers
dug into the mattress, helpless under the onslaught of pain and pleasure.
He returned the kiss, sliding his tongue into Kurama's mouth.  Their tongue
were now exploring each other with a sort of careful urgency.  Suddenly
Kurama's mouth was gone again.  Hiei made a sound of protest but Kurama only
gave him a strange 'look.'

	Hiei could feel his legs being parted and lifted.  Then Kurama thrusted
into him.

	"Shit!" Hiei cursed under his breath instead of crying out in pain.  That
had hurt, a lot.

	Kurama thrusted harder and faster.  He moved in a fast rhythm, in tune with
Hiei's heartbeat.  Hiei could hear his own shorten gasps with Kurama's.  He
could feel the heat, the pain, and the pleasure building up, his fingers dug
even deeper into the mattress, breaking the fabric as they clawed at it.
No, he would NOT cry out, he would never cry out.  He didn't want Kurama to
know how he feel.

	Kurama could feel himself coming.  Hiei was so tight, so hot.  He knew that
this was Hiei's first time ever.  And he, Kurama, was the one taking the
virginity away from him.  Kurama remembered his first time as a human.  It
was with Yomi, after one of those strategic meeting.  It had not been
pleasant but it was acceptable.  The pain was bearable.  Every kind of pain
was more bearable than the pain he had experienced fron another life time,
from a youkai who had recently started to haunt his dreams again.  Kurama
then pushed that thought away from his mind.  He was now with Hiei, and he
wanted to make this experience something that both Hiei and him will
remember.  And he wasn't about to let something from his past to ruin it.

	Hiei bit his lips hard, hard enough to draw blood, against the pain and
pleasure that he wanted to release by screaming.  Kurama's pumping was
harder and faster now.  It was coming to an end. Hiei could feel it coming
even though he had had no experience in the matter.  Finally, Kurama came
and then slowly separated from Hiei.  Kurama then saw the red on the
mattress, Hiei had been bleeding from his onslaught.  He had no idea how
much he had hurt him in the midst of his pleasure.

	Hiei laid under Kurama, panting.  He could feel a drop of tear making its
way down his right cheek. *Dammit!  I am crying! I can't let him see this!*

	Kurama saw the tear as soon as appeared.  *Oh no...What have I done?*

	"I'm sorry Hiei, I'm so sorry." Kurama kissed the wet mark the tear made
and kissed Hiei's eyes, nose, and mouth.  "I'm very sorry."

	"I am NOT crying."  Hiei retorted.

	Kurama laid down next to him and drew the blanket over them.  "Hiei...Oh
gods, I...I..."

	"Shut up baka, I know." Hiei said softly.

 	Kurama kissed Hiei lightly on the Jagan and gathered the fire spirit
close.  That had been their first night, a night full of things said and unsaid.

-----------------Chapter 7 End (TO BE CONTINUED)------------

   --Shuuichi Minamino
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  * "J'aurais                        "I would have wanted                 *
  *           voulu ne pas mourir.                not to die.             *
  *  J'aurais voulu                   I would have wanted                 *
  *           ne jamais grandir.                  never to grow up.       *
  *  J'aurais                         I would have                        *
  *           voulu me casser l'ame."           wanted to rend my soul."  *
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  *                ~Cirque Du Soleil                 ~Circus Of The Sun   *
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