Those who know me well know that I tend to become very attached to characters that I write. The characters of Bubblegum Crisis are no exception, and several times during the writing of Collapse I broke down into tears... especially in the end, over poor Nene. I wrote this story in an effort to purge some of that emotion, to get it back out. It is not much, I fear, but it served its simple purpose, and I hope that it was well written in the process... though I'll not be upset if you think otherwise. In a way, this is part of my revengefic... set long after the other events have ended. In another, it can be considered an addendum to my author's notes for Collapse... as an expression of how that story made me feel. Either way, I hope that it has meaning to you. If not, feel free to discard it... won't bother me at all. Oh... btw. The title comes from a song in Bubblegum Crisis 3, so if the translation isn't right, blame AnimEigo... not me. So there. Anyway... Stormwalker presents... Wasurenaide (Don't forget) A short fanfiction by Douglas A. Reeves Stormwalker sat at her desk, head in her hands, crying softly. The room was silent, save for the soft hum of the computer, and dark, except for the light from said machine's screen. Had anyone been there to read them, the words on that screen would have spoken volumes. Opening her eyes, she looked at herself... perhaps it was fitting that the hot water had run out... a penance of sorts. Right now, she felt that she deserved it. Certainly, the curse made the memories that much stronger, and the torment that much worse. Composing herself as best she could, she reached over and hit the play button on her CD player, hoping the music would cheer her. It was a bad choice. The first song... "Konya wa Hurricane". Priss. The late, perhaps great Priss... who she had killed... who would never sing again, because of her. Her mind flew back to her promise... "I will not willfully destroy you." Had she broken it? She did not know. She had left a memory... but nothing more. If that was enough... she doubted it. She had lived with the Knight Sabers, talked and walked, shared meals with them, even shared a home with them for a time... and still, she had killed them. How could she destroy something she knew to be real? "Destroy". There was that word again... but what did it really mean? If she were a conniver, she might be able to find a way around it... but would it help? Probably not, she decided. She could run from truth, but ever it would be on her heels. Better to face it. Memories flooded into her mind... images, voices, conversations long since gone. She would forever bear the mark of their entry into her life... the curse would haunt her for all time. Appropriate, to her mind. It was then that a hand rested on her shoulder... a female hand. It was not her beloved Starblaze, and yet it was oddly familiar. Slowly, she turned around. Her visitor seemed almost ethereal, but she recognized her immediately as Nene. She bit her lip hard, drawing blood, and lowered her head in shame. "Nene-chan... I am sorry," she sobbed. "Don't be..." was the softly spoken resonse. "What--?" she looked up, wondering how the one she had so tortured could not be angry. A sad smile graced the young one's face, and she answered in a near-whisper. "We are dead... but not destroyed. You still treasure us in your memory, after all." "But what is memory?" "For a writer... more than you might think." "I suppose," onna-Stormwalker conceded, not really feeling any better. "Trust me. Everyone must die, eventually... the tragedy is to be forgotten," Nene answered, the words seeming odd from her. Still, she had been changed more than any. Onna-Stormwalker just nodded, the tears flowing more slowly now. "I must be going," the ghostly figure sighed. "Will you promise me one thing?" "Anything." "Don't forget," she whispered as she slowly faded into the air. Onna-Stormwalker lowered her head and cried. **** End. -- ********************************************************************** Stormwalker and Computer Science student and Anime fanfic writer (sometimes, anyway) Storm Warnings - http://web2.airmail.net/a0011387/ "Don't call me Stormy! I hate that name!" **********************************************************************