Another fanfic by Ms. Cox, this one more typical of her style.
Again, this was done about three years ago, and her net access
has, sadly, since been severed. In case you're wondering where
I first saw this stuff, it was in the usenet newsgroup alt.games.sf2
Hope ya like.
-rpm
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Ryu/Ken/Sheng Long/Sagat: "A Lesson To Remember"
A LESSON TO REMEMBER
"Again. Do it again_," was the repeated, merciless command.
For the ten thousandth time, Ken folded back briefly into
guard position, bringing his hands across his left side as if
grasping an imaginary sword pommel. In less than an eyeblink, he
released the coiled charge of inner tension, shifting smoothly into a
long stance of standing width, front leg bent with the foot flat,
back leg straight with less than a fourth of his body weight resting
on the ball of his back foot, just as Sensei had taught him. He
pushed forth his arms, fingers curled, palms outward as if in heel
strike, save that one hand twisted up while the other angled down in
opposition. The world narrowed to naught save the scarce area
directly in front of his outstretched hands. All his concentration,
all his focus, all his will_ and even essence_ were to congregate and
accelerate on that_ spot, a tightly controlled yet fluidly relaxed
outpouring of determination. His diaphragm contracted in sympathetic
acceleration and, even as he enacted the strike, he used his voice,
grating and harsh from hours of abuse, as reinforcement for the
strength of his actions. The sound and the explosion of strength
were one and the same: "HA DOU KEN!"
Nothing.
Not one flicker of energy. Not even a spark. Deep within,
Ken hadn't really expected to generate a flaming "energy-wave", any
more than the last nine thousand, nine hundred and ninety-nine times
he had attempted it.
"Again," said the Sensei flatly, without even pausing to
acknowledge his student's failure. "Do it."
Ken summoned his will and drew off his fortunately vast
reserves of strength, striving to enact his Sensei's will. Although
the physical effort alone was tiring, his stamina had much increased
during his past six-month tenure as a student. But--
"Again!"
"HA DOU KEN!"
--he was feeling the mental stress of extended, absolute
concentrated focus without rest or pause or--
"Again!"
"HA DOU KEN!"
--tangible success_ to interrupt the monotony of sheer
expended effort, always dashed into cynical despair at the sight of
nothing_ but empty space and his own two hands--
"Again!"
"HA DOU KEN!"
--while the rising frustration from the relentless defeat
seemed to wash around him, ready like the rising tide to engulf him
completely and suffocate what little sanity he had left--
"Do it again!"
(I'm trying_!) his mind screamed, half in rage, half in
anguish, despite his effort to keep his thoughts precise.
"Stop," was the Sensei's unexpected command, bringing Ken
both a secret relief for the break in his torture, and a secret
loathing for the feeling of relief.
"You do not 'try' to formulate ha dou ken. You do_. 'Try'
is a word of apprehension and hesitation, two things that will only
hinder your inner strength," lectured the Sensei in his cold, even
voice. Although Ken could have sworn that his outburst had been in
mind alone, and not aloud--certainly, his vocal chords were far too
raw to produce anything save another shouted exclamation of "HA DOU
KEN!".
"I don't understand, Sensei," he tried to say... but all that
came out was a movement of the lips and a whisper of air.
The old teacher understood him perfectly, though. "'Try'
simply does not exist where matters of pure will are concerned. That
is why I have never and shall never instruct you to 'try'. Only do_,
and do again.
"So do it. Do it again_!"
Ken's response, although swift by most human standards,
seemed to him a sluggish answer to the abrupt command. He repeated
the pattern anyway, beginning and ending with the same, rasping cry:
"HA DOU KEN!"
Nothing. Not even a glint of light reflected from a dust
speck.
The Sensei sighed, and for just a second then, he was human.
The instant died quickly... and he returned to speaking in that same,
neutral, level voice that he always used, showing neither approval
nor disapproval. "Your mastery of the physical form is almost
complete. It is a lack of confidence that holds you back. In
nothing else more than this, you must believe_ before you may do_."
A short pause. "Rest for one quarter of an hour, then execute your
forms--all of them--again, so that you may derive strength from that
which you have already mastered. Then rest again, for as long as you
deem necessary, and return to this. I shall check upon your progress
come sunset."
"Hai, Sensei."
"And do not project while executing your forms--merely expel
air without sound. You need to save your voice for the task that
lies ahead."
"Hai."
With that, the teacher turned and left, and Ken was too
drained to see by which direction he had departed. For now, he
merely savored the rest, half-closing his eyes and letting the sounds
of the practice field surround him. Off to his left, two duelists
sparred to sharpen their reflexes and hone their skills in the Art of
Shotokan Karate, while a studious monitor watched their every move.
To his right, a group of five initiates practiced their first form.
Ken knew that they were beginners because their ritual exclamations
were raggedly nonuniform.
Behind him... Ryu was still_ going at it.
Ken could hear the steady, repetitive <smack> of successive
fireballs expounding their energy on a mortar board constructed
specifically for that purpose. Ken twisted one hundred and eighty
degrees around, the better to examine his fellow student. Perhaps he
could learn something significant.
Ryu trained doggedly, patiently, even tirelessly, always cool
and calculating whether engaged in a simple drill (as he was now) or
sparring with an opponent of any skill level. He was never to be
seen without his long, crimson headband, tied firmly in back with a
simple slipknot. The flowing strip of cloth never truly seemed to do
an adequate job of keeping his stringy, jet black hair out of his
eyes. But if Ryu's vision were at all hindered, it had no effect on
his rock-solid, defensive guard in combat.
Come to think of it... there was hardly ever_ a moment when
Ryu was not engaged in combat, moderating combat, preparing for
combat, or training for combat. He would only change out of his
loose-fitting white dogi to attend to the most unavoidable routine
chores. One was only supposed to wear the dogi while engaged in the
exercise of one's martial discipline, and Ryu changed out of his so
infrequently that Ken doubted he owned more than one or two pairs of
civilian clothes. And yet, Ken thought he knew Ryu well enough to be
sure that Ryu would soon cut his own throat than violate the
traditional formalities of his discipline...
Ryu was a Shotokan Karate workaholic. In a sense, it was
rather regrettable that he had been born in the twentieth century...
Ryu could have been a hero, a subject of songs and legends to endure
throughout history. Ironically, though, Ryu probably did not care
the width of a single grain of sand for things like glory or fame, or
even immortalization through one's deeds. He was profoundly unaware
or uncaring of whatever status he might have held in any century,
past present, or future. All Ryu really cared about was the
perfection of his Art--and the fight.
But--beneath the harsh, methodical determination that seemed
to govern his every waking moment, Ryu was_ human. His process of
transforming into an emotionless master of body and mind was well
along, but far from complete. The day that he achieved the plateau
of the Sensei's harmony had not yet come. Perhaps it never would.
Few men indeed had the inner potential and the will to exude
excellence that might one day mold them into a true equal of Sheng
Long Sensei.
For what it was worth, though, Ryu had that fireball down_.
Ken approached his fellow student and--friend? Would it be
fair to call Ryu that? Certainly, they were both at about the same
level of training. Both of them had earned the honor of advanced
instruction from the mysterious Sheng Long Sensei at approximately
the same time, passing his test and thus gaining the privilege of
being trained in strange powers, in this small paradise near the
eastern edge of the world. They had each achieved the skills of a
first-degree black belt in Shotokan Karate when they had first met,
too... so that the two of them were at about the same level of
instruction. Ken was neither Ryu's senpai [senior] nor koohai
[junior], but rather his classmate of equal rank.
Still... while friendship tends to come far more readily
among equals, being a colleague does not presuppose being a friend.
Ken did not speak terribly much with Ryu, partly because his driven
co-student was innately so taciturn--or so it seemed to Ken, who was
still working to improve his functional-but-sketchy mastery of
Japanese. Ryu never spoke in English, nor had he ever acknowledged
any English statement mentioned to or around him (and not only from
Ken, either, who had quickly learned to address his fellow student
only in Japanese--at least two other students of Sheng Long Sensei
were foreign-born English speakers as well). Privately, Ken
suspected that Ryu did_ understand English, but he knew better than
to confront his possible friend on such a trivial point.
There were only two topics for which Ryu might be willing to
temporarily set aside his laconic nature and converse. One, of
course, was Shotokan Karate, or more broadly, any other
discipline--Tae Kwon Do, Aikido, Wushu, Kung Fu, etc. Name the
style, and Ryu had within his head volumes of information about
strengths, weaknesses, ranking and training, history... if one could
get him started (not as easy a task as it might sound), he might be
willing to spend the whole night lecturing, debating, discussing,
even bantering back and forth like old friends do. This had even
happened a couple of times since Ken and Ryu had first met.
It was, however, beyond Ken's ability to fathom whether Ryu
had ever actually practiced other disciplines prior to his current
study of Shotokan Karate. Certainly, Ken never saw Ryu use moves
specific to other Arts... but much about Ryu's background was too
thickly shrouded to be divined with certainty.
The other set of instances in which Ken and Ryu had talked at
length were whenever Ken came to Ryu with a question about Japanese.
Ryu always seemed genuinely glad to help--which was in and of itself
a break from his usual stance of emotionless neutrality.
No, despite his hardening outward appearance of coldness, on
the inside Ryu was still quite human. But--a friend? It was Ryu who
had patiently explained to Ken that the Japanese word for
"friend"--tomodachi--was in fact generally more restrictive in use
than its English counterpart. Among men, at least, "tomodachi" was
reserved for those colleagues of equal rank who became close for a
significant length of time.
On the other hand... if Ken was not Ryu's tomodachi, then no
one was. Ryu had no family--Ken knew this because three weeks ago,
he had just finished a letter to his girlfriend back in the States,
and was preparing to make the fairly lengthy (five miles) trek to the
nearest mailbox. Ken had asked Ryu whether he had a letter to be
delivered to his_ family, or something like that. Whatever the
question might have been, Ken remembered Ryu's answer very clearly:
"Family does not exist."
Well, that was the literal translation. Perhaps a more
accurate interpretation of his sentence, "Kazoku ga imasen", would be
"I don't have a family."
Was Ryu an orphan, or had he been excommunicated from his
family group? Or had he simply left his family, never to return?
Ken did not know, and most certainly was not about to ask. Some
considerations of privacy transcend individual cultures. But if Ryu
ever felt at a loss, or missed the companionship of others (kin or
friends), or experienced regret concerning the isolated life he had
chosen for himself... then Ken could detect no sign. Not that that_
meant much; Ken was no master of gauging people back home in the
States, let alone here. He'd have more success trying to read words
directly off a scrip of microfiche than he would actually trying to
"read" a typical Japanese person... let alone Ryu, for whom the
adjective "typical" just didn't fit.
Ken, on the other hand, was almost certainly an open book to
Ryu. No, not a book--more like a giant black-and-white billboard
posted for all the world to see. Learning his Art had taught him
enough about discipline and self-control that he had_ acquired some
capability for restraint in his words and deeds, if not necessarily
in face and body language. He still had an explosive temper, though,
and his newfound strength to keep it in check was "good" by western
standards only... Here, in, near, or away from the dojo, he sometimes
risked slipping into the role of the proverbial bull in the china
shop.
He would have had a much more difficult time adjusting if it
weren't for Ryu's help, though. By any standards that Ken could
conceive of... Ryu certainly was a good and helpful friend.
Ken could not help but feel at least a little envious of the
way Ryu was successfully tossing off those fireballs, though... He
stayed a respectful distance away from his intense friend, trying to
deduce the secret behind Ryu's edge. He could not find a thing.
Unwilling to give in to frustration just yet, he politely waited for
a break in Ryu's toil, so that he could ask a question or two.
When minutes ticked by and it became clear that Ryu was not
about to take a break anytime soon, Ken's attempt at politeness
fizzled, and he at last interrupted, "Doo shite-imasu ka?" [How do
you do that?]
If Ryu thought Ken's outburst to be even the least bit
discourteous... well, who could truly say what Ryu thought? He did
not turn his head in response to the inquiry, but rather shifted his
position from having produced the most recent fireball first to
attention stance, then to a defensive guard, hands up, presenting
only the edge of the body. Finally, he stepped forward in a
synchrony of movement and sound, at the same time both shouting and
willing into existence: "HA DOU KEN!"
Ken knew at once that Ryu was simply answering the question
via a demonstration. Unfortunately, this particular exhibition was
of no more help than the past eighty times he'd seen it.
<I am very sorry, Ryu-san,> Ken continued, slightly subdued,
<but I still do not understand. What am I doing wrong?> Here, Ken
himself proceeded to follow Ryu's pattern, attention stance to
defensive stance to the aggressive channel that was supposed to
crystalize his will into a flaming, flattened sphere of energy.
Nothing. Why should it be any different this time?
<I am not a sensei,> was Ryu's calm response, <yet one might
suspect that your difficulty might not lie in your mastery of the
physical movements. It seems as though your thoughts, if not your
muscles, are tense. Perhaps too tense.>
<So, I must only relax? Is that all?>
<Perhaps. I cannot know, of course.>
<That sounds too easy.>
<Is that so? Perhaps it is. And then again, perhaps it is
monumentally difficult to relax upon order. Consider the new
initiates,> Ryu added, with no more than a slight flick of the eyes
towards the hard-training beginners. <How long will it be before
they learn what you and I fought so hard to learn as well--that
physical tenseness only slows down the body?>
<Well...>
<And then, if even your body were relaxed and fluid, but your
mind were clouded with pessimism and the anxiety of failure, then how
might it affect the ha dou ken, which is produced through the
synthesis of body and mind?>
Ken nodded his head. <I do not understand fully yet... but
it is clearer now. I... believe I must practice the forms now, as
the Sensei instructed. Thank you very much for your trouble.> Ken
bowed slightly. "Shitsurei-shimas," [Please excuse me] he added,
figuring that if he hadn't exactly begun the conversation politely,
then at the very least he owed Ryu a gracious exit.
Or something.
Ken composed his mind, no so much ignoring the background
noise of the dojo (including Ryu's renewed exclamations of "HA DOU
KEN!") as setting his concentration to a frequency that the
surrounding world could not broadcast upon. Then he began the first
form.
*****
In retrospect, it was extremely difficult for Ken to remember
just why willing the ha dou ken into existence had been so arduous...
Ryu had been right all along. All one needed to do was relax, and
let both one's mind and body flow without tension. By now, months
after he had once quizzed his friend, he had become so skilled at the
action that he, too, could send fireball after fireball slamming into
the mortar practice target until the object was utterly destroyed.
It was his Dragon Punch that still needed work.
"Shouryuken," Sheng Long Sensei called it; literally, 'rising
dragon fist'. He had once even mentioned the reason behind its
curious name: it was "backed by the power of the Ancient Dragon," or
something like that. This move, this powerful jumping uppercut,
supposedly tapped into certain mystical energies that could make a
man temporarily invincible to all harm...
Yeah, right. Ken had a little trouble believing that. On
the other hand, though, Ken wondered if his girlfriend believed him_
when he wrote to her of his gradually mastered ability to exude a
blue-white reflection of his own will and determination. Sometimes,
when he was training, he viewed the phantasmagoric mirror image of
his own two hands within the fireball, and wondered if dragons
didn't_ still roam the face of the earth, as Sheng Long Sensei seemed
to suggest...
Half of him loved his newfound abilities--the ha dou ken, the
"tatsu maki sen puu kyaku" [hurricane kick] that seemed to defy
gravity, and most recently, the Shouryuken that he struggled so hard
to learn well. He truly relished sparring with strong opponents,
testing his capabilities to their limits. Especially, he enjoyed
sparring with his fellow student and friend, Ryu.
From another perspective, though... a split personality of
himself wanted to go back home. Back to the States, and to Eliza,
who waited so patiently for his return. Except that now--a great
underground fighting tourney was upcoming, a competition sponsored by
an old rival of Sheng Long Sensei. A dark man known only as Sagat...
Ryu had entered his name into the contest, to fight for the honor of
his school (or heck, maybe just to fight.) How could Ken refrain
from doing likewise?
*****
<Ryu-san>, Ken had asked, the night they had both signed up
to take part in Sagat's tournament, <I could be wrong, but... it
seems to me that something troubles you.>
For it had been drastically out of character for Ryu to
still_ be training, this late in the evening... usually, he retired
by nine p.m., the better to get up at five the next morning and
resume practicing once more.
<I am not troubled,> Ryu had replied, calm as always, <save
in one respect. Do you remember what Sheng Long Sensei told us about
Sagat-san?>
<Yes, Ryu-san. I remember...>
(Sagat-san is as dangerous as he is reputed to be), Sheng
Long Sensei had warned. (There is only so much that I may tell you
about him, even though I used to know him fairly well, in the older
days...)
(His totem is the Tiger, and his ties are to the ancient
Rakshasas, the tiger-spirits that are known to sometimes wear flesh
and walk the ways of men. Not all those who follow the Rakshasas'
dark road were, or are, precisely 'evil'; they are the flip side of a
coin which holds both 'good' and 'evil' on its other side. I do not
believe that there are any Rakshasas currently left on this world, in
any case; although I could be wrong.)
(Sagat-san has his own code of honor, but it is a merciless
code, a fighter's code. He_ is_ dangerous_. Understand that. He
lacks one eye, but do not think that he lacks depth perception. His
black eyepatch is more than it appears; with it, is able to gauge
distances as well as you or I. Even if he did not wear it, even if
he did not have its assistance... I would strongly recommend that you
not seek to exploit his 'blind side'. Others have tried as much
before, and failed.)
(Above all, be careful. Sagat-san once walked the way of a
global crime ring known as the Shadoloo, and he is familiar with
their leader. In fact, that instance was the cause of our
separation... Sagat-san and I were on good terms, once. But then, he
wanted to test his prowess among strong opponents amidst the
Shadoloo, and we had to part ways.)
(I would tell you more of the Shadoloo, and its Shadoloo
Lord, if I could. I cannot. All I may say is that even though
Sagat-san is currently estranged from that ruthless organization, his
ties to it remain. Should you choose to enter your names in
Sagat-san's tournament, be wary. Be careful. You have been warned.)
(As one, final explicit statement, I desire to add that I do
not_ expect you to participate in this underground, 'street fighting'
competition. I would think no less of either of you for choosing to
boycott the invitation. In fact, you are the only two of my students
advanced and skilled enough so that I cannot forbid you to go.)
Ryu and Ken had both signed up anyway. Sheng Long Sensei's
warning remained with them, though. Ken was not all that_ impressed
by this Sagat, but as for Ryu... cool, calm, calculating Ryu was for
some reason so concerned that he was breaking his usual habits.
<Which part of what Sensei told us is on your mind?> Ken
asked, with his usual bluntness. <The mention of this 'Shadoloo'?
The fantastic stories about 'Rakshasas'?>
<No... although both are doubtless good cause for the
Sensei's warning. What comes across my mind is that Sheng Long
Sensei was once a friend, perhaps a very close friend, of Sagat-san.
I worry. I wonder.>
<Why should that trouble you, Ryu-san? What does it have to
do with the upcoming challenge?>
Ryu folded his arms and looked away. A cool evening breeze
chanced to blow just then, toying with his headband and his hair,
even as it ruffled Ken's golden locks. <Nothing, I suppose... it
probably means nothing. Nothing at all.>
******
Ken and Ryu fought stunningly well, in the tournament.
They travelled to nation after nation, always staying to take
on two challengers, and they always won. The power of the Shouryuken
alone was so deadly that it nearly blazed a victorious path in and of
itself. Backed by their twin fighting fury and cunning, it was
unstoppable.
They each had a different approach to the contest. Ken
tended to be brash and even arrogant at times, meeting his opponents
with such fury that they could not withstand his intensity for long.
At times, his self-discipline would slip just a bit, and he would
stand over his fallen opponents and laugh at them.
Also, he had a weakness for showing off. One of his
favorite, most passionate forms of attack was to knock his antagonist
senseless with a fireball or hurricane kick, followed by several more
quick strikes before finishing him off with the awe-inspiring Dragon
Punch.
But as for Ryu...
Ryu, if anything, became more indrawn, more reserved, more
aloof than ever as they won victory after victory. In combat, he had
the patience of an immortal. His nature was to wait for a moment of
weakness--and then_ strike with the unstoppable power of the Dragon
Punch.
Ryu was not one to merely taunt his adversaries, though; at
least, not most of the time. While they were in Great Britain, Ken
once had the opportunity to hear Ryu speak to an Englishman that he
had just defeated.
"You did quite well," Ryu said to his fallen adversary with a
bow, "but you need more training to defeat me."
It was the first time Ken had ever heard his friend speak in
English. It felt kind of strange to hear Ryu--precise, even,
flawless Ryu--trip and stumble his way through a sentence in an
unfamiliar language... Ken later realized that Ryu's words were slow
and his accent was thick because of his inhibitions against
practicing the foreign language in the first place.
Ken should have felt anxious the night before the final
battle in the tournament, but he had no trouble getting the rest he
needed. Tomorrow, he and Ryu were going to kick some serious_ tail.
And then, at long last, he would go back home.
Something still bothered him in the back of his mind,
though... something about Ryu. His friend had acting so emotionless
lately, even more so than was usual. Why? Was Ryu simply reacting
to the stress of the tournament, or was Ken misreading the man
entirely?
*****
This was it--the final battle. They had at last earned the
right to challenge Sagat himself.
Correction: exactly one_ of them had at last earned the
right to challenge Sagat.
"What?" asked Ken of the impassive monitor. "Which one of
us?"
Why, whichever one of them remained standing after the other
was no longer able to get up, of course.
"But--" Ken didn't manage to get another word out before he
was attacked from behind. Caught unawares, he was too late to
attempt to block the hit, followed by the twice-impacting fury of
Ryu's lethal Dragon Punch. He tried to stagger to his feet, but the
damage had been done, and he was nearly knocked senseless. Ryu was
leaping towards him now, and he tried to summon the strength for a
Dragon Punch counter of his own, but he was just a little too
overwhelmed to get it right, and he failed to summon the power. Then
Ryu's aerial attack crashed into him, followed by another strike too
fast to block, followed by a ha dou ken that knocked him backwards to
the ground, stunned once more.
The rough hands of his friend seized his dogi, and he caught
a glimpse of Ryu's red, fingerless fighting gloves before he was
hurled away and back, crashing onto the hard ground.
By no means was he able to get up. Merely hanging onto
conscious awareness was too great a chore for him to do for very
long...
The last thing he heard was a creaking, backwards-curling
voice that must have been Sagat's. "Very good. You, whoever you
are, look to be born a fighter. A strong opponent, indeed. Who are
you?"
"I am Ryu. I challenge you."
"Accepted."
*****
"Trying to sneak out, I see," snarled Ken. His body was
still in terrible shape from the pounding he had taken only that
morning--heck, most of the rest of him hurt, too. He ached_. The
raw scrapes on his cheek and his swelling black eye were the least
symbols of his aching. Damn, but Ryu had given him a workover from
hell, stopping just short of broken bones. "Aren't you going to go
to the award ceremony, 'friend' Ryu? I hear you beat Sagat into the
ground--even used your Shouryuken to blaze a scar across his chest!
You're the fucking man of the hour!"
Ryu betrayed no emotion at all. It was half by chance that
he had been intercepted, here, on this lightly forested road out of
town. Ever since Ryu had been proclaimed the victor and new
champion, he had been seeking a road out of this Thai city where the
final contest had been staged. Now, although at long last he had
found a way past his many admirers, he encountered one last
individual blocking his path...
"Eigo ga warkarimasen," [I do not understand English] he
muttered.
"Don't you dare_ lie to me, backstabber. I heard_ you talk
to--"
<I was not 'lying'. I have been struggling to acquire a few
phrases to supplement what little vocabulary and grammar I... am able
to recall, as of very recently. But Ken-san, your Japanese is
unquestionably superior to my English.>
The sheer shock_ of realizing that Ryu was speaking the
truth, that he had been effectively 'winging it' in a tournament
where English was the common tongue, nearly disrupted Ken's train of
thought. But only nearly. <Have it your way, then. Did it ever
occur to you, even once_, to ask me for help in learning my language,
just as I asked you for-->
<Yes.>
<So why didn't you?>
No answer.
<You knew,> Ken continued, finally piecing it all together.
<You knew all along that only one of us could challenge Sagat-san,
and you wanted to be absolutely_ sure it was you_. That_ is why you
have been acting so machine-like lately--you were planning all along
to ambush me from behind, and you were mentally preparing yourself to
do so!>
<We fought on equal terms.>
<I said_ ambush and I meant_ ambush! If we had squared off
against one another, then that would have been one thing, but you
took me out from behind! And now, Ryu-SAN, you're just going to walk
away like nothing has happened!>
<I am leaving in search of the fight. That is all I have
dedicated my life to. That is all I shall seek, as I walk down this
road.>
<Stop being so poetic!> Ken wished that he had learned even
one worthwhile curse word in Japanese.
<I was speaking literally. If you have nothing more to say
to me-->
"Shitsumon-ni kotaete-kudasai!" [Please answer my question!]
If Ken had learned a less polite way of making the request, he would
have used it. "WHY did you hit me from behind?"
<The difference lies between classroom and field.>
"Moo ichi-do itte-kudasai!" [Please say it one more time!]
<In the classroom, there is always warning. There is always
strict formality in sparring. We were not sparring. We were
fighting on equal terms. The moment we were instructed to battle one
another, we were fighting. It made no difference to me whether your
back was turned, nor should it have to you, had our positions been
reversed. In the classroom, in sparring, you must always follow
strict rules. In the field, in fighting, there are no 'rules'.
There is only the struggle.>
<Nice speech.>
<Ken-san, go home. Go back to the woman you care about. We
may meet again; we may not.>
"WHAT THE HELL DO YOU MEAN, 'NO RULES'?!" Ken spat, in
English, in order to be able to swear_ at this non-feeling automaton
of a traitor.
<Ken-san, if someone ever genuinely desires to harm you, then
use your Art in self-defense. But a true enemy will not announce his
intentions before he strikes. He will simply seek to destroy you.
And if you are caught unawares, expecting a formal warning before you
are struck, then your enemy will crush you.>
<You just described yourself, Ryu-san!>
<You have suffered no permanent injury. Perhaps you have
even learned a valuable lesson, this day. Just because you are
always direct does not mean that it is wise for you to assume that
everyone else is as straightforward. Remember the lesson, Ken-san.
It will serve you well. And now, I have answered your question. It
is time for us to part ways.
<Oh, no you don't,> Ken glowered, even as Ryu turned to
leave. <You are not_ just walking out of her like--->
Ken had only intended to grab Ryu's sleeve, but the smaller
man suddenly turned and seized Ken's red dogi first. Rolling onto
his back, Ryu used Ken's own momentum and an upward kick to send the
American hurtling into the brush.
<Remember the lesson, Ken-san,> he said, tonelessly, as Ken
(still aching) tried to recover from the throw. <Never expect your
opponent to announce his intentions. Always be aware of the risk of
an attack. And be sure to think twice before warning your potential
target. You have mastered the classroom. Welcome to the field.>
"Dammit, man!" Ken snapped at the retreating back of his
fellow student, even as Ryu walked west. "I THOUGHT YOU WERE MY
FRIEND!" He might have taken Ryu on again, but merely standing was
too great an effort for him, just yet. Ryu's dwindling silhouette
remained framed against the setting sun, as Ken strove to overcome
both physical and emotional pain, and rise to his feet.
"Tomodachi da, to omotte-imashita," the wounded man mumbled,
under his breath.
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O-sewa-ni narimashita. Dare da ka shite-imasu.
Bethany Cox
coxb@carleton.edu (if you'd like to drop a line)
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