Humility is a good thing to have (hint to most of the ML ;)  ), but an
inferiority complex can be worse than a big ego.  To be honest, i didn't read
what u wrote (hey u can't read everything on this ML),  but i've found that 
other people's positive opinions r usually more realistic than one's self-
image.  Please note, i said poitive opinions, *not* negative ones.  Don't
be so hard on yourself.  If so many people r trying to tell u something,
maybe u should listen.  Just my $.04 (Inflation :p )

I do not have an inferiority complex, only one for honesty.

My self image about myself is fine, and a bit overinflated as well.

Just ask Oneiko!

Hitomi