you know... my friend...now one of my best friend's boyfriend has come 
back from Guyana (which I'm told is a dreadful place...she's been 
worrying about gaining weight...or rather as I squeezed out of her 
tonight... staying the same...and hell, she has lost something like 40 or 
so puonds since last halloween when hem mom died. ....Anyway, turned out 
Matt's parents... who thought Julie was getting Matt fat (she made him 
salads for Ghod's sake put Matt on a diet and he's put on something like 
40 or so pounds!!!! Ghod he's gotten big...(He's 6'5 or 6'6 so he's a big 
sucker already) Strange things stress does to us....and he's going back 
for another 5 or 6 months..!!!!!. Julie's already
stressed out by the whole thing and has second (ah who am I kidding 3rd 
or 4th) thoughts about the whole thing because she does tons of things 
for him but he just doen't seem to get it....he actually joked about not 
really knowing her at all and wanted HER to pick out a Christmas present 
from him....) It sucks because this is the second long distance 
relationship I have seen and the first went screaming down in flames 
because my roomate...who is a great guy but is still an idiot just took 
the fact that his girlfriend would always be there as an accepted fact 
and took her for granted.... I won't even bother going into his doomed and 
stupid internet romance that charged up his phone bill, stressed his life 
out and kept him plugged to the computer for half a year until she 
"broke-up" with him before they ever even met....and did I mention that 
now he's still glued to that strange little box...He logged on sometime 
around 11 tonight and is still at it... will be long after I fall 
asleep....And we supposedly had guests until 2!
  And, as for me... single... moderately unhappy but sane. I really don't 
know anymore....I used to get really REALLY depressed when my fiance 
broke up with me but now.. well, like I said sane...if a bit frustrated 
with all the wonders of life.....

   I guess the summation of this SPAM is....one of two things...

 1. Things are tough all over 
 or more likely...
 2. I din't like Mondays (which is twisted in a in a cool way because it 
was on the radio this morning and I got to sing along in 
the shower.  

              Another thing of course is.....(see below) 
 On Mon, 18 Dec 
1995, Mr. the Rutsch wrote: > Date: Mon, 18 Dec 1995 12:45:00 -0800 (PST)

From: Mr. the Rutsch <jdrutsch@ucdavis.edu>
To: fanfic@andrew.cais.com
Subject: Re: [FanFic] Just little old depressed me babbleing about something =[

On Mon, 18 Dec 1995, Brian Geringer wrote:

Sigh... whatever.... I don't care anymore...... just leave me alone.....
bad mojo i guess...... less talk.. more fics........ sigh... im just not
haveing fun anymore =[  sigh...... stupid life... life play funny tricks on
people sometimes......  who cares.. its all bull..... life goes on.. we get
old, we die... no one care..... just the way life is..... what can one

I used to feel this way, until just yesterday when I found out OMG! 
DIDN'T end with the OAV's...there is a second and even third series, 
English version being released by Dark Horse...Yay Yay Yay!!!!!  Suddenly 
life is good...plus the Adventures of Mini-Urd was wicked cool!  ^_^

Jeff

 I Just LOOOOOOOVE (well like alot) Mini-Urd.... and got a set of AMG 
finger puppets in the Chinatown Center last weekend!!!!!!


                                    N.


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