Subject: [FFML] [lain][spamfic] Yesterday
From: "Rafael" <deus@mindspring.com>
Date: 1/16/2000, 11:29 PM
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   DIARY
      -Yamada, Chisa

Today is the day that I fell, 
and got up.
or was it yesterday I fell, 
and got up?

But Today is so exciting, 
so many sights to see, 
so many people, 
flirting from place to place like bees in a hive, 
never stopping, 
always moving 
for fear of what happens when they stop and look at-

The blood white light that blinks brightly in the night.

Hee hee, what a lovely rhyme, 
for a neon sign, 
in red and yellow. 

I am alive in the world, 
and I alone 
can see what no-one knows but me-

That the blood white light 
blinks and blinks 
and stares and stares 
and drips with scarlet gore.

Blink goes the screen 
and tap slides the key to open a world, 
a door to being alive. 

Tap and the knob turns, 
tap and the knob turns, 
tap, tap, tap... tap, 
and the eyes open. 
The world of one, 
is the world of the other now.

The gates have been pushed, 
the portal opened- God has come for us all.

Yesterday I saw tomorrow
       Fell I, yesterday, and got up

Today is exciting, 
its like all the sights are there and not there, 
ghosts, 
and people flirting 
from place to place 
like phantasms in the night, 
screaming inside but outside all empty and flimsy.
One stretches his mouth higher and lower 
and yells and inside 
is a little child of blue and black 
and dead with red and running away 
and being held inside and chained- 
his son, poor man, 
beater and beaten 
and screaming inside.
   
I can see your pain, 
as simple as 
tap tap tap tap tap 
the keys to open the door 
to a world near the world of-

 God is in his heaven, and heaven is falling down on us-
  Look above, its falling down, 
   the children know, the children see
    the children look, the children die
     fly, little ones, fly-

Yesterday was tomorrow some time ago
   and there I fell, and couldn't
      almost couldn't
         but I did
            rise

   I used to need to wear glasses 
   to see 
   what? 
   Nothing's there,
   Nothing is there
   but not anymore, 
   since the key turns without light and dark.
   Confused?
   A new NAVI could help. 
   Perhaps not.
   You shouldn't be.

   What happens when... 
      when...
          when...
   the door is stepped through, 
   and the key is thrown away?

It comes.
   there, almost
      almost, there
         faster and closer

So far away.

Tomorrow I fell
    Couldn't 
  and      fell
     falling into
    get up couldn't
  and further down
    get up
    I got up

Today is boring. 
No one here is here, 
they're flirting from nowhere to nowhere, 
not even knowing where they're going. 
Back and forth form nothing 
from nothing and from that to that. 
The door is there.

   Tap.

   Is the courage- is the brave - 
   I fell - I got up -
   is the pain- is the laughter?
   I fell - never did-
   real?

Today is boring. 
I think maybe tomorrow will be interesting.

Tomorrow I fell. Tomorrow I fall.
   And rose to the heavens above.
     There, there is a god.

Today and tomorrow and the day before-
    I fell.

Why should I?

      Get up...?

   The white light blinking calls-
         I am here.
           Free.

   And leap into the blood red streets 
   across the neon lights 
   and look down at the city of ghosts and phantoms 
   flirting here and there, nowhere-
   And only he and she and all and the world of other exist, 
   only heaven.

Why should I? 

      Get up?

Its too heavy, 
so heavy, 
and the air gushing past my lungs 
and ears and breath 
feels so free as I fly, 
fly across to god and to heaven,
forever. 
They are nothing, no-one, 
nobody left in the world, 
none to beg, 
and cry, 
and hear me laughing in joy.

   no-one is left but one.

   the blood
   white light covered in
   blinks scarlet in 
   the night and blood
   stares blindly 
   in scarlet gore

   Iwakura, 
   Iwakura are you there?
   Iwakura,
   Iwakura are you there?
   Iwakura!
   
   I'm coming.

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///Author's Notes///

People post stupid things all the time on the ffml.
This is just my little contribution.

FLAME my A$$ at
deus@mindspring.com (Rafael Soria)




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