Subject: [FFML] [ffml][serial experiments lain][fanfic][lemon]My first fanfic
From: "Szymon Stachniak" <dodgy@YorkU.CA>
Date: 11/1/1999, 8:20 PM
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Well, this is my first submission to the ffml, and my first posted fanfic ever. Those that know me would expect nothing less then a lemon, and so I cannot dissapoint. Warning, evil, explicit, twisted blah blah blah.

Any C + C is welcome, and actually expected. I look forward to posting more stories here as they come.

WARNING The folowing contains explicit sexual content, readers under 21 should not read this (although, who does
pay attention to that anyway?) The characters of serial experiments lain are owned by Pioneer Entertaiment and
are used without permission.


 Arisu's first real love by: The dodgyman


 It was almost 8:00. She did not know exactly when her parents were expected home, but she could 
not take the risk of being caught. In the house she was braught up in, this kind of shame could put her out 
into the street, and yet the desire was stronger than the fear she now felt. Or maybe it was the fear that 
excited her. She wanted him. She knew it was wrong to lust for her teacher, but that's what made her love
it. Her hands clasped over her virgin pussy, gently stroking it. How she longed for sensei to see her as she 
played with herself. She wanted to tease him, make him want her, send him go out of controll. She wanted 
his fingers where hers were, she wanted . . . she wanted.

 "He he he he he" the twisted cackle sounded from behind her.

 Who was it. Arisu's heart began to pound quickly, as she darted her fingers out from between her legs. 
"Who is it? What do you . . ." Arisu gasped.

 "Lain, how did you. . . What are you . . ."

 "So little Arisu likes to play with herself huh? I bet your parents would love to know what kind of 
perverse little girl they've raised. Arisu? Why do you looked so shocked? Hi hi hi hi h hi."

 Panic was controling Arisu now, nothing else. She began to shake, her body was no longer 
responding. She could feel the trickle of cum slowly dripping down her legs, unable to control her body anymore. 
"Why, why are you here Lain? You wouldn't tell would you? I've been your friend so long, you wouldn't 
turn your back on me now right?" she said, the words barely escaping her lips. The sweat on her forhead 
accumilating, and dripping on her skirt.

 "He he he he, I know what Arisu does when no one is looking. You little slut. I'd have never 
believed it had I not seen for myself. Too bad you didn't give me a good look, I can't see anything with you 
covering yourself up the way you do."

 The words echoed around the room, as if the little girl sitting on her bed had not uttered them. The 
words almost seemed to come from inside her own head. What was happening? She grasped her head, trying to 
shake the maniacal laugh away. She could do nothing more. Arisu curled herself up in a little ball on the chair 
she was in, waiting for Lain's next move. "Why Lain? Why?"

 She waited like this, curled up, alone, for what seemed like hours. She could sense Lain staring at 
her. Why? How did she get in here, what would she do.

 Arisu heard footsteps, Lain was coming closer. For a second she almost expected to hear a short 
giggle, a way for Lain to tell her everything was all right, that this was all some strange joke, or better yet a 
dream. A dream, this is what it had to be. Then she felt it.

 It felt warm, something wet slithering over her fingers. A tounge? That's what it had to be, but 
why? She lefted her head. Arisu's eyes turned to see Lain standing next to her, tounge extended, 
probing her fingers. 

 "Hmmmmm, your cum is nice and fresh." Said Lain calmly, almost monotoniously. "Tell me 
Arisu, what are you willing to do to let this all go away?"

 "Go away, how?"

 "Would you give me your body? Huh Arisu? Would you let me do whatever I wanted with it?"

 "What do you mean? How could this all go away?" Arisu quivered.

 "It just can. Now what do you say, will you give me your virgin pussy to play with, or would you 
rather I told EVERYONE?"

 This didn't seem like the Lain she knew. It was the same body, but the soul, for some reason, was 
different. She couldn't figure out exactly what it was, but unlike the lain she knew, this Lain scared her. In 
class she would never accept a threat from her, but now, here, it was all different somehow. Arisu stood up. 
Her little fingers trembling, she slowly unbuttoned her shirt and let it fall to the floor. The absolute silence 
of the room gave the whishing sound of the shirt a haunting air. Her fingers felt cold as 
they touched her skin. Slowly, her arms folded behind her and she undid her bra, letting it fall to the 
ground, beside the shirt. Slowly, withount sudden movements her arms went down to her skirt, wich 
promptly found it's way beside the other clothing. And last in this sequence came her panties. She stood 
there, naked, in front of the only real friend she ever had, trembling, scared. "I am willing to do anything, 
but no one must know."

 Lain said nothing, she just licked her lips and smiled.

 The folowing moments may have only taken several minutes, but to Arisu, it felt like a timeless 
experience, one so strange that her mind failed to comprehend. She did not know exactly how, but she 
found herself on her own bed, her legs spread wide. Lain's mouth was exploring her, the girl's little tounge 
entering her and probing her. Arisu felt no pleasure or pain, her mind was in a state of complete shock, her 
only thoughts were "Why?" She could feel the cum on her bed, but could not feel the pleasure that is 
usually associated in producing it. She knew she was being licked, but no sensation. 

 In all actuality, the entire event must have taken several hours. Arisu lay there, thinking, trying to 
sort everything out in her mind. She occasionally came, and then was eaten out some more.

 Lain's tounge danced around Arisu's most sacred of places. It darted around her cunt lips, playing
with her clit, inducing hot cum to spurt on Lain's face. She licked Arisu all around, and yet could not 
make her moan once. Arisu's lips were spread, her pussy cloged by tounge and fingers, hot cum dripping.

 Suddenly, as if a bolt of lighting had just struck her, Arisu experienced her first real Orgasm. 
Her body shivered and quaked uncontrolably. Cum spurted all over Lain's face, coating the pretty young 
girl. Arisu's legs began to quiver, her torso moving up and down. She thrust herself deep onto lain's head. 
Arisu grabbed a hold of her friend's head and began thrusting it hard against her crotch. She began to feel it. 
Lain's wet tounge only now began to fill her. She began to buck wildly, uncontrolably. 

 Lain slowly, quietly moved her fully clothed body up. Arisu's and Lain's eyes met. Lain opened 
her mouth and they kissed, slowly, their toungs dancing in their mouths. Arisu's hands grasped lain's and 
she motioned Lain's fingers to her dripping wetness. Soon she could feel those fingers probing her again. In 
and out they stroked until she couldn't controll herself. Her pussy errupted hot cum all over her bed.

 Tired, exhausted even, Arisu wrapped her arms around lain, and lay with her, in fond embrace. 
She held her tightly, as she had never done before with anyone. "Lain, I think I'm in love with you, I think 
I've always been . . . " "Shhhhh," lain said.

----

 Lain had never felt love. She had never known the feeling. Her parents had never braught her up, 
it was all a facade. This was not love either, she knew that better than anyone. But this time, it was her who 
put up the facade. It was her who had broken through. It was her who made Arisu love her. It felt good 
being held, truly, not because it had to be done, but because someone wanted to. But was this real, or did 
she force Arisu to love her? What was love? Could it be so easily attained?

 Lain got up, gently wiping the cum from her face and clothing. "I will never forget this feeling." she said.
"I now can grant you your wish, no one, not even you will remember."

 "Wait!" Screamed Arisu. I don't want to forget, I don't want to be played with like this. Don't play
with my mind anymore, let me be with you. I want you with me, I need someone to care for me. LAIN!!!!"

 So this is what it was like to be loved, to destroy love, to destry one's will. Is this what it's like to 
kill? If there did indeed exist a "god" then Lain finaly understood what it meant to be one. And with that 
final thought, after having erased Arisu's mind, Lain slowly waled into her own kitchen, took out a serated 
knife, and slit her throat.


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